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Have some silly Reca doodles yay !
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Can you sense the theme of the second one? (๏ฟฃ๊ณ๏ฟฃ )
#I cosplayed both of them to the con!! that's the theme!! and they're both transgender of course :3#my silly little introjects#mr reca#mr reca hsr#mizuki akiyama#hsr fanart#honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#project sekai fanart#pjsk fanart#trans headcanon#welcome to the peanut gallery ! ๐ฅ
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When someone tells you (pwDID) that you used to be a little girl suffering through horrific abuse, but you are a 35 y/o man who's always been that age:
#actuallydid#actuallycdd#it's kinda funny that i truly cant really understand that that little girl was me like no thats the other ones#cdd alter#did alter#cdd fictive#did fictive#cdd introject#did introject#did memes#cdd memes#did stuff#cdd stuff#did things#cdd things#levi.speaking#my.posts#made the image :) it's my source bc it really shows how silly my brain thinks#idk man maybe none of this makes sense#i just woke up in the middle of the night to make the meme i thought of the day before
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#words !!?#my bad guess I'll unsplit myself#bye guys! fusing because someone else finds my existence problematic!#i didn't even read that man I don't care#for the record: the alcoholism shit isn't a joke. i just have to romanticize it and make it a little silly so I can cope with it#apologies! I am simply an introject!
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#\\ midoriya#there is. i think. something perhaps wrong with me.#(i say as an introject of a shonen protagonist in a traumatized system)#i do not have it in me to make a personal blog to be honest so forgive my silly tag rants?#i don't... jeez. i dunno!#i want to be who he wants me to be. i'm kind of worried i'm... not though.#it's funny. i think i originally formed about when kandi did. probably a little after.#but he stuck around and i didn't?#and now i don't really know if i know who i am.#i *do* obviously in that strictly literal sense.#but i'm worried i'm not what he wants.#and i want to be. really bad.
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WHAT IS HAPPENINGGG!!! WHY AM I STILL THE SOLE FRONTER
dad (voluntarily (usually) frontstuck four) pick me up i'm scared
#original posts#silly goofies#Caxton.txt#Where the fuck are they????#i mean i know where they are in headspace but like#Why. Aren't they fronting What#it's not just that they aren't fronting it's that they're blocked from front!! why!!!#i am not equipped for this!! i am but a little baby!!! i formed just last night and fronted for the first time this morning!!!#i don't know how to be a person :(#YES technically i'm a factive but i know nothing about my source because the last time we talked to them was January#and they were only ever an acquaintance at best#i don't know Why the brain introjected me but it fuckin did for some reason???#ANYWAYS let me outtt let me OUTTTT
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Hey y'all, I made a little quiz...kind of like a test to see if you could be my friend. If you want to see if you're compatible to be my friend, you can DM me for it. You have a good night now.
#- Jack#yes#I'm signing off with my name again#my god#I'm back#hi all#love you#I just need friends#and it's 3AM#I miss being silly and playing fun little games with my folks#or watch them play games#I just miss calls on discord#bro#autism#audhd#neurodivergency#need discord friends#traumagenic osdd host#introject#traumagenic system#transgender#transmasc
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"man the fandom really played on with the idea that I have depression in canon, that's pretty alright but i dont have it anymore! Great to see rep and great to recover ๐ช๐"
Me fronting for 10 minutes and thinking about anything:
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#system babbles#literally completely didnt believe my own self would become depressed. me . of all- ...#lucifer morningstar#im GOOD BTW it just hits me in random waves and ive only cried a LITTLE BIT today#fictive#system sillies#introject#fanon#canon#depression#sobbing on the floor over literally nothing.#i havent done this exact thing today but its what i feel like doing most of today#i cried earlier because i thought i was 2 minutes late to a call. and i was Bout to see the person (it was my partner i love you so much im#SUCH A GOD DAMN baby)#i cried on a walk with Al because things are nothing like i ever dreamed (/pos) but it's everything i ever wanted and needed#and also earlier we cried a little i can't even remember which song#but the lyrics fucking ripped us up#The shapes that you drew may change beneath a different lightAnd everything you thought you knewWill fall apart#but you'll be all right#god that one fucking murdered us previously but ive been so fucking soft over so much
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SURGE SWEEP I NEED TO FUCK THAT OLD MAN WHO SAID THAT
ULTIMATE SMASHABLE RICK: ROUND 1
NERD RICK VS SURGEON RICK
#sURGEON RICK IS MY WIIIIIFEEEEEE#rick and morty#surgeon rick#smash or pass#HAAAARRRDDDDD SMASH#SMASH#im a little silly about surge....#has 5 introjects of him LMAO
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I pass by you in the school corridor wearing a Pinkie Pie wig and Gir hoodie... I smile and stars appear in my eyes "Cringe is Good" I say and wink...
HIIII!!!! WE ARE A SYSTEM THAT LOVES MY LITTLE PONY!!!!!
Our collective name is Plura Pony and our system name is Pony Plaza System! You can use either :D
We have autism !
We are polyfragmanted !
We have almost 100 parts !
We are bodily 22 !
We are married !
We are monogamous!
pssst spike you forgot to mention the thing
OH yeah! WE ARE SO INCREDIBLY CRINGE!!! We are introject heavy with MOST introjects from my little pony, steven universe or anime!!! and we have tonnes of nonhuman parts :D some people may hate on us for being so cringe but I feel sad for THEM because they don't know how freeing it is to be proudly cringe!!!!!! XD
Silly fact! We have three introjects of Pinkie Pie but the part named Pinkie is NOT an introject!
hi lovelies ๐ท petalfluff here:
endogenics are free to interact on this blog except if the post is specifically for CDD systems.
here is our system map WOWEEE!!!! we have VERY strong dissociation barriers and have subsystems!!!
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OH AND IF YOU ARE CRINGE AND ANTI ENDO YOU SHOULD JOIN OUR DISCORD SERVER IT'S MY LITTLE PONY THEMED!!!
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#SoundCloud#did system#did#endos dni#did osdd#actually did#system#actually plural#osdd system#osdd#syspunk#systempunk#pluralpunk#cdd#cdd system#cdd community#polyfrag#polyfragmanted#my little pony
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I drew them together because they both canonically have DID ^^
#my silly little introjects#mutsumi wakaba#sunday hsr#ave mujica#bandori art#honkai star rail#hsr art#actually dissociative#welcome to the peanut gallery ! ๐ฅ
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I love being plural I love plural beaming all my blorbos
Characters with subtle plural coded experiences despite that probably not being intended by the creator? Plural
Characters who I just enjoy and don't really have any plural subtext? Plural
Characters I don't enjoy? Plural but I don't care enough about them to think about their alters/type of system/sys origins/sys functions/etc /silly
...Anyway fuck me worrying about being annoying this is the cringe blog I'm gonna be ultimate cringe and list specific blorbos
I love you Sunny OMORI and your plural coded ass (if you know the game, ykwim). I love you Humphrey OMORI and your subsys coded ass (assuming Sunny is plural, he is in Sunny's headspace, and multiples of him are inside of himself). I love you Hero OMORI and your not plural coded ass but who is still plural (we introjected a subsys of him who was plural in his exolife and still is lmao)
I love you Sips Fool's Gold (canonically said to have "3 consciousnesses in his body", like that is straight up an actual quote), and Alfred Doll Eye (refers to himself in 1st and 2nd person, talks to himself in 2nd person as if he weren't himself), and Kris Deltarune (someone who is not them controlling their body)
I love you Chicory (Chicory: A Colorful Tale) and Madeline Celeste (Pizza said they talked to "a part of Chicory" in the swamp, Badeline is "a part of" Madeline)
I love you Hope HalOPE, Misfortune (Little Misfortune), like all of the CG from AvM, Pinkie Pie MLP
Pointing at them all. Plural plural plural!!!
Ok I'm done autism rambling in your inbox mb /silly
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#inbox#infodumping#plural positivity#endogenic safe#plural system#pluralgang#pro endogenic#endo friendly#actually plural
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Been doing a lot of thinking about who "I" am in relation to my system. I'm Crimson, but who is Crimson? I'm... an imaginary friend, I guess? I started out as one, I mean. I was with Purple a lot growing up, and she'd pretend she was playing with a little mouse who got into all sorts of silly, mischievous trouble. And that's me, the mouse.
But... I'm not "just" an imaginary friend. I've fronted before, like many of the other alters in this system. I've talked to alters other than Purple. Hell, I've been the host for this system on and off... but I still struggled with identifying as "Reimei". Like, sure, I'm a part of the Reimei system. But... am I Reimei? I couldn't tell you that for a long time. Logically, if I'm an alter in a system, then that means I'm a part of that system, right?
I've struggled the most with the idea of fusion and identifying with a singular sense of self. It had nothing to do with losing the others, or losing myself. It was that I didn't feel like a part of Reimei the person. I was always Reimei's imaginary friend, inherently separate from the rest of the system. I didn't understand what it meant for me to be both an imaginary friend and a part of this system. Did that mean I was my own person? A completely separate identity? "You don't have to fuse if you don't want to," the others told me again and again. But I wanted to. But I also didn't want to. And I wanted to understand why I didn't want to.
And so.... I spoke to the only other alter I knew who had similar-ish origins to me. I spoke to Tiger Plushie Green, who, while not actually our Tiger Plushie irl, is an introject of him. And we talked about how we're similar, why we're different, and, notably, why he's able to consider himself Reimei while I struggle with it. "Well you see, even though I'm not actually our plush tiger toy, Reimei had a habit of projecting a personality into that plushie," he told me. "And by projecting into the plushie, that means Reimei, or rather, I, was projecting a part of myself into the toy."
And... it felt like something clicked for me. My entire perspective of myself changed in that moment. I realized that I have always been Reimei, but I was so lonely that I projected a version of myself into an imaginary friend so that I could be less alone. The thoughts and feelings I had projected onto that little imaginary mouse all originated from... me. But I am also that mouse, because the mouse is a part of me. I cried so hard, suddenly understanding what it means to be "a part of Reimei" and also what it means to be "all of Reimei" at the same time. I'm both. I'm an imaginary friend of myself. How sad, how lonely I must have been as a child, that I found solace in becoming a mouse to soothe my own pain.
Anyways... I thought I would share all of this on this blog that we keep. Perhaps there are other imaginary friends in systems out there like me, wondering how they fit into their system and their collective identity. Maybe my story can help someone out there better understand themselves.
#did#dissociative identity disorder#actually did#actuallydid#did osdd#osddid#cdd#imaginary friends#did alter#did system#by crimson#by reimei#about green#about purple
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i headcanon that im squiddo ^_^
OK no im joking but
consider: she joined lifesteal bc of the wedding yeah
what if. they were only supposed to be there for the wedding BUT theyre like a silly little virus so then they stayed and no one could get rid of her
the virus hc is supported by the whole "hacking" stealing godhood thingy
everyone says ash felt guilty for banning her during the election but in reality it was a cover for the fact that she just. came back
not to mention the herobrine incident??? shes totally the reason why he showed up lol
and if we tie non-lifesteal videos into it: consider. herobrine is a virus bug thingy, so he corrupted them and now SHE IS TOO!!!! GEARS GO CRAZY IM GOING INSANE
anyways the chunk ban is what trapped them in purgatory and bc chunk bans are funky they actually successfully contained her but clearly SHE WILL BE BACK. THE PHONE RANG. DUN DUN DUN
ok sorry went insane a bit umum im submitting this as a headcanon despite. being an introject but sh i dont even know if these are my memories or if im theorizing about myself but let me be silly,,,,,, ty internet ^_^ (i am shy about existing in non-system spaces pls be nice)
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Characters We Desperately Want To Look Like (a slideshow)
Even though some of them contradict each other a little bit lmao
Each attached image will have a written version of what's written in the image
Ethan from Spooky Month
Twink goals
Red and black alt aesthetic
Something about him speaks to the trans masc within us
Dyed hair <3
Also shaggy hair being tied up in a small ponytail <3
He is our favorite flavor of man and we need to be that flavor of man
Honestly if we had to choose one character in this list to model our entire visual identity after, it would be Ethan
Ibuki Mioda from Danganronpa
Scene girlie!!
She's so colorful and vibrant and we want to Bleed Neon
Dyed hair part 2 <3
Accessorizing school uniforms? Yes!!!
Piercings and bracelets and cute stockings and and and and
This is one of the few times we'd accept wearing a skirt tbh
Sometimes you wanna dress like your entire personality is Paramour, fight me
Light Yagami from Death Note
Hear me out
He's a plain brunet what else is there to want
Also we shair hair colors! That's something!!
Idk what else to say he's just gender envy in the most normal way possible
And sometimes you just wanna be normal
Also he calls to the burnt out gifted kid sleeping in our bones
Cole from Ninjago
HEAR ME OUT.
Big strong teddy bear
We long to hold the people we love with strong arms like those
Idk man sometimes we long to be a Big Strong Man
Shaggy tied up hair part 2 <3
(Yes I know I'm using fanart here but it proves our point better than Lego Man ever could)
Honestly, this is the least realistic on our list LMAO
Izuru Kamukura from Danganronpa
Just look at him
He's the emo twink of everyone's dreams
We either want short hair or super long hair and there is no in between, can you tell? /silly
Also, pale pretty boy aesthetic
And we're already pale as shit so it's perfect!!
While Hajime isn't on this list, he's an honorary mention
Kazuichi Soda from Danganronpa
Pathetic boy appeal
His fashion sense is Trash but in a good way
Sometimes you just wanna look like the sad pathetic loser boy you are
Also pink!!
We vibe with pink sometimes
Beanies are always a win
(Tbh I think we like him better in blue than yellow)
(His jumpsuit is fucking Piss Yellow, denim blue will always beat piss yellow)
Leon Kuwata from Danganronpa
GIVE ME YOUR WARDROBE SIR
Tbh I think we just desperately want to live his life and become him in any and every way (we have a Leon introject in case you were wondering LMAO)
His jacket?? Hand it over???
Giant safety pin accessory is so real and we wish we had one to put on our jackets
Ignoring the facial hair though
Anyways HIS RINGS we want his rings
And his chain
Lloyd Garmadon from Ninjago
Hear me out part 3 I suppose
Sometimes. Sometimes you wanna be a golden retriever boy
We wanna be his specific brand of cute
Like look at him, he's fucking Cute
The hair style is also part of the appeal
In case you haven't noticed, we love men with mid-length hair
Also his bangs??? GOD he's so gorgeous
We'd do so much to be a gorgeous boy like Lloyd
So. Much.
Selever from Friday Night Funkin' (Mod)
...I can't defend this one tbh
The nonhuman desire to just... be a silly little demon guy
There isn't much more I can say, he's just Gender
Also his outfit? We want that shit
The boots... We would kill for those boots
Tbh he's just black and red part 2
Even though he's more maroon than red
He's babygirl, what can I say
Anyways, thanks for coming to my Ted Talk
#gender envy#gender stuff#gender identity#trans things#trans#transgender#transmasc#transmasculinity#transmasculine#trans man#trans male#did system#did osdd#traumagenic system#dissociative system#actually did#actually traumagenic#endos dni#anti endo
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๐ค meowdy everypony!
this is a silly little sideblog thang for me. im a tallulah introject from QSMP and id love to post my arts here for people to see! and also reblog because everyone is so nice at drawing
im a syskid but bodily, we are an adult!!!!
i go by she/her, i love coding and my family, and i speak english and spanish!! ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฝ (im learning portuguese too :3)
thanks for stopping by!! (oh and also check out my tios blog at @jollyexpress)
!! ART TAG !! -> #lullah art ๐ช
#tallulah fictive#tallulah introject#qsmp tallulah#tallulah the egg#tallulah fanart#plural system#osdd system#lullah art
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โญ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ช๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ง๐ค. ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐โญ
A silly little blog for silly little fictives expressing our silly little selves
Please read on if you'd like to learn more about us! (And learn our boundaries) โ
Overview: Hi Tumblr, it's Wallace. (Scott is co-fronting, but we won't address him yet /lh) Since we decided to branch out from just using Instagram, Scott and I had the idea that... You know... Tumblr had always seemed like a good place for the things we enjoy sharing online. Artwork, writing, rambling about our personal lives, interacting with other plural folk and artists... The works.
We mainly just screw around and post things relating to our own experiences, memories and identities as introjects, including our art and writing mainly being inspired by or direct interpretations of innerworld happenings. Not exclusively... But primarily. We use our social media to express ourselves in ways we typically don't get the chance to in the outerworld any other way.
Knowing this, understand that we dont want comments on our posts about "headcanons", "theories", etc. These are based around our real innerworld experiences, past and present, as introjects. Respect that.
Disclaimer/Brief Fictive Education: (Mainly for those unfamiliar with systems, introjects, etc) All current non-dormant ("active") members of our system are introjects from Scott Pilgrim. This is how it's likely gonna be for the foreseeable future, as none of us currently active folks are going anywhere.
None of us identify with the body, at all, and every one of us is an entirely unique, separate individual. We all understand that we can't expect folks in the outerworld- especially singlets who don't know us personally- to view each of us as "the real, actual [name]", but please avoid any comments that could have dysphoria-inducing implications, and when speaking to us, we ask that you use our real names (ask who's fronting if you're unsure), and don't refer to us as "characters" or "fictional".
Fictives are just as real as any other system member, and further, all kinds of system members are just as real as singlets. Our innerworld identities, memories, experiences, and appearances are just as legitimate, impactful and important as anything singlets experience in the outerworld.
Current Active Members:
Wallace (๐) - He/Him - Common Fronter (post author, hello ๐๐ป)
Scott (โญ) - He/Him - Common Fronter
Young Neil (๐ฆ) - He/She - Common Fronter
Todd/Olivia (๐ฑ) - He/Him (while male), She/Her (while female)
Stephen (๐ป) - He/Him
Nes (โญ) ("Nega Scott") - He/Him
Null (๐ฅ) ("Nega Wallace") - He/Him
Other Scott (๐ณ๏ธโ๐) ("Scott C") - He/Him
Ramona (๐ท) - She/Her
Matthew (๐ดโโ ๏ธ) - He/It
Lucas (๐ฌ) - He/Him
Boundaries:
Refrain from
Following as a minor (18+ only, please. Body is 22.)
Using names that don't belong to us (nicknames okay)
Unsolicited NSFW DMs, replies, reblogs, etc. (Save that for our NSFW accounts)
Reposting (without permission and credit)
Dysphoria-inducing wording and discussion. Includes referring to us as "characters", separating us from our source depictions in your wording (example: "I love this picture of him" instead of "I love this picture of you" when discussing a photo of me to my face), referring to the body we use as "us", etc.
Medicalized speak about our plurality
Requests or attempts to roleplay (we're real people, this is highly disrespectful to do to fictives unless they state otherwise)
Any level of syscourse, exclusionism, gatekeeping, fakeclaiming, cringe culture, etc. Towards us, or towards others within earshot of us. Just keep all of that far away from here. Love and respect for diverse experiences and identities around these parts.
Nice to meet everybody! We're always open to talk, answer questions, whatever. Singlets and plurals alike are welcome to interact however they want, just stay friendly and respectful.
~Wallace
#wallacepost#plurality#fictives#endo safe#scott pilgrim fictives#scott pilgrim introjects#introjects#system#fictive intro#plural community#mochasyspost#pluralblr
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