#my only comfort is a fictional character
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It's actually so unfair that happy emotions cap at a certain individual point but negativity is like a leech that'll suck every single drop of blood out of you while also simultaneously growing by each passing second preparing to be bigger than you to eat you in one go until all you see is darkness
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couple of screenshots of kim’s wikipedia page that i felt so deeply in my soul
#especially that first one like#damn#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#it’s not fair#or easy#but it’s not entirely impossible either#it’s not much#but you have me#and if that isn’t the most kim thing i ever did hear-#i have never felt this way about a fictional character before#i’ve had favorite characters ofc#comfort characters#but this is on another level#they did such a fantastic job creating kim it genuinely leaves me speechless sometimes#i mull it over in the shower and it’s always so impressive thinking back#his characterization is something i could only ever dream of coming close to#i love disco elysium#it changed my life
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#ageregression#actually autistic#autism#sfw interaction only#sfw little community#sfw little stuff#stim#pacifier stim#stim blog#toy stim#stuffie stim#stuffed animal stim#plushie stim#plush stim#comic stim#dc comics#batman#the batman#bruce wayne#batman Stimboard#dc stimboard#dc movies#gothic stim#goth stim#bat stim#fictional cg#i love making my comfort characters my fictional cga#age regression caregiver#agere caregiver#sfw caregiver
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this is MY account and i can post as many miscellaneous sona related doodles as i want
puter variant of my current sona
doodle i made while i walked to school during the rain without an umbrella cuz i forgot to take one ://
me and my best friend :3 [we hate each other]
and also two featuring @jumjum-crafts 's colin because i like to not like him :33
#i might be alternating between Sp00ky and my current sona depending on how i feel at the time of drawing#i just kinda wanted to show the design off honestly#you dont mind the fact i consider your colin version a sort of comfort character . right jummy ? ☺️#ill delete these if you want to . its no problem#you just tell me to stop and i will abide by your words . my liege !! ^_^#im also never gonna stop doodling myself and my favorite fictional characters#istg i only now realized ive drawn my sona interacting with monika and narry the least#hhhnsghh ....#i love you monika ddlc ....#whatever#yea :3#doodles#misc doodles#my sona#sona art#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis colin#colin the computer#alterkin#i think i can tag as alterkin cuz it does feature that aspect of me in my doodles#computerkin#there's no tags for rot / mushroom / decay / etc. kin and that makes me furious >:[#/j#okay ignore me guys#pretty pretty please ^_^
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guess who is getting fucking hurled back into her 2012 fandom obsessions on a completely unrelated note i'm in love with him
#SO HAPPY THE END OF THE HOBBIT HAD HIM LIVING HIS BEST LIFE IN EREBOR WITH HIS LITTLE BROTHER AND HIS MOM AND HIS UNCLES#SO HAPPY :)#going back through my 2014-era hobbit/pjo fics for comfort reading <33333#this fictional dwarf is quite possibly the only fictional character who makes me giggly#every time i see him on screen i go insane#i love him your honor#the hobbit#fili durin
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If a ship doesn't apply to a 2007 esque amv edit of Teeth - 5SOS I don't want it
I want those hearts bloody and raw and succumbing to the haze of eating each other alive
#krillbabble#i am in a State of Pain and ill only take comfort in the emotional misery of fictional characters pls its for my achy tummy plsss
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The Joshua Graham discourse reminds me of the Hordak discourse or the Catra discourse, same with Susurrus discourse.
#its curious how ppl get super hateful and say they are unredeemable.#maybe they conflate redemption with forgivenes??#its really not the same#what those characters did is unforgivable#but they can always try to redeem themselves#you cant make up for what you did#you can only try to be better.#were is the kindness#the sympathy or understanding#she ra#hordak#catra#fallout new vegas#joshua graham#rant#susurrus#forspoken#different values.#those are my comfort characters#also its kinda crazy how ppl will say you support irl crimes/criminals for liking fictional characters
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At some point I will def start writing love letters to him, so I hope you're mentally prepared
-anon that proposed to Kaveh
please dont send them to me, i dont wanna come off as mean but i genuinely dont know how to respond anymore to smth like this and i dont wanna keep continuing feeling stressed and uncomfy on this blog anymore
#i dont feel for him like that bc theres only one character i started to feel comfortable and all that stuff for#where i for the first time could even get into and understand all the self shipping stuff#but still very timidly#and i still feel a little uncomfortable when ppl approach me so openly and violently about their self shipping#that i dont know how to react especially bc i dont do self ship for me or others here.#and only can feel this to one specific character#so i feel very out of depth? out of my comfort zone here#this is mostly bc i am aro and i feel uncomfortable in general when ppl talk about romantic stuff irl#which is why i do ships bc i get to explore smth entirely fictional not involving real ppl that doesnt make me uncomfy#and perhaps why the only character i feel comfy and do the self ship thing is this specific characte#bc i feel like his way of love and showing affection is similar to mine#which gives me comfort#idk if i explain it well#and sorry for rambling in tags#i just dont wanna say “you make me uncomfortable” and not explain what exactly#so no one misunderstands it#tbd#reply
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i love ricky <3
#watching too many spirits#he’s such a comforting presence#I need to start a collection of people who instantly calm me#so far its ricky wang charles smith [redacted] [redacted]#I’m sure theres more#how is charles the only fictional character haha#what abould I do with my collection???#also ricky and steven are seriously the best duo#I’m obsessed with the narrative you know#also too many spirits is lowkey my favorite watcher show#too many spirits#watcher tv#watcher#ricky wang#my posts
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Chat there is a disturbance in my bones most unsound [I realised I might be iffy sharing the trio with non-friends]
#it's more specifically the fact i hate being reminded hoe popular of an f/o Red is#fuck i can't blame em he's wonderful#my love is unique because it's me. same for them. and i respect that#i can't help but pull the sad s/pongebob face though like babe who IS this i thought i was the only one.......... heemheemwhimper#weirdly i don't mind sharing Duck and/or Yellow that much depending on Vibe.#in fact i get happy seeing someone selfship with Yellow hell yeah the world is healing!!! and Duck is the Best One he deserves-#-as many partners as he'd like.#but with Red. see i don't even mind people who lust after him. i'm very for it if it makes the purists scared yaknow#i'd rather defend someone mildly annoying than let someone say finding a fictional character attractive is morally wrong#but selfshippers. idk. i get gutpunched and reminded i'll just be seen as another person downbad for Red#my love for him goes beyond that. i don't need to prove it. but i'll be taken at face value and that's something i need to make peace with.#that no matter how i word things or how in detail i explain i Will be taken as dumb and/or insane. even though i'm not#that because i don't just selfship with Red but the other two aswell. even though i see them all as adults-#most people just assume otherwise and choose a more 'wholesome' looking ship instead#i don't want other peoples' outside validation. sometimes i feel like i should bc everyone else does.#i feel deeply selfish in blocking people for comfort. i hope they know i don't hold anything against them or hate them in any way.#i try to explain how much these three mean to me but i can never truly find the words. i've gotten close though.
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Forgive me for saying this but does anyone else look at their own host interps and go “why they kinda prettyyyy…” because that may or may not be me with my own Cookie and Nate interps
#suprisingly i have absolutely no attraction to schmitty#like normally my main comfort characters are also fictional crushes#schmitty is not#that man is dad vibes and dad vibes only for my brain#no seriously tho i am not actually attracted to any schmitty interp they’re all just ‘hi dad’ to my brain#anyway I would kiss my Cookie and Nate given the chance tbh#they’re pretty#random#okay but on the ‘i am not attracted to schmitty interps for some reason’ thing#COOKIE AND NATE INTERPS ON THE OTHER HAND.#i would kiss so many of them. smooch smooch
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#i think I'm ready to share these#it's been a rough week#thankfully i had my phantom looking out for me#at those times i wonder if I'm actually just crazy for relying on a fictional character for comfort#i don't care anymore man he makes me feel safe#tw mental breakdown#he was there for me as i sobbed into the pillow#idk why but i wanted to hug him so bad.#and just him only him. he'd understand... right?
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I will always love stories about nonhumans who learn to become human or humans out of touch with their humanity, because of how they've been raised/treated/taught/etc and are nothing but a tool or a weapon or something else not human in other people's eyes. watching them learn what it means to be human and learning how human emotions work is always so satisfying for me to watch no matter how many different ways its used. wuwa just sprung that kind of storyline on me and I was not expecting it 🥹 and with the most beautiful music and scenery. anyway I love the shorekeeper. she's so neat. i'm glad I pulled for her before even doing the story
#as a human that has never felt human amd has always been treated like not human and havinf trouble with understanding emotions#this kind of story always feels so...comforting? is that thr correct word?#i think its the reason i like watching eureka seven so much. watching eureka learn how to be human is just so good#and anemone being abused and experimented on and used as a weapon when shes just a human girl#seeing people help them and care about them enough to let them live in a human way....#im just a creature idk how to human. but watching fictional characters do it is nice 🥺#lee text#wuwa#i also cant stop sitting at the piano listening to the song. its so pretty. i miss playing piano. i wish my hands worked better so i could#it sounds like the kind of music i tried to make up and play....if only my hands worked better and my brain could learn to write it....
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i think I'm starting become vi and I've come across this realization in the shower
#yk how vi is with baizhu?#yeah.#ermm ajax is the only fictional guy ive ever had consistent dreams about ..??#and like i see him and smile#like he IS a comfort character and i love him he gets me all warm n fuzzy#but#i think this is more than just an affection 😦#nono i think im ATTACHED#holy shit#like#baivi. type of attached#i think its why i get sooo pressed when i see someone mischaracterize him and proceed to hate him#it can be in the SMALLEST way#this is actually kinda scary given how i feel ab romance 😞#i dont talk about him a lot on main but fuck i know i love him#IM TALKING ABOUT HIM LIKE I JS GOT A GIRLFRIEND OR SMT PIPE DOWN#this is horrifying.#i need to go on vis like#selfship account or whatever#and take notes#this is scary how does one deal with this#ok i might be being dramatic#(terrified why do i feel like thissdeduhh)#💙 my knight 💙
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train noises save me. save me train noises
#heard one going through town just now and GOD my heart is so full#grew up right next to train tracks & something about the sound is just. so familiar/comforting#a lot of people seem to actively dislike the sound esp at night? but i have a hard time sleeping w/o obviously#ironically though my tinnitus sounds a bit like trains sometimes in a Bad Way ssk thats. not good. but#finch chirps#rambling#anyway now that ive said this it's probably only a matter of time before i project it onto a fictional character
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i’m also really sorry but continuing to actively promote a brand or a franchise that is notably guilty and complicit and even exploitative of what’s happening in palestine not even just financially but promotionally (continuing to write for said franchise, continuing to repost things relating to said franchise, at all) is morally counterproductive and contradictory and i just have to say that because i feel like no one else is going to
#and i’m going to be so honest this is in fact directed at the last of us writers#because if you do all of this only to continue to write for fictional characters that have ties to the game and the game itself is like#problematic in nature#then that doesn’t make any sense#you kind of have to stand on business#i feel like what’s happening in palestine is such a real thing that extends far beyond like fictional characters#and especially if there’s a company or something that is moving in a pro israel fashion in any way#if you choose to embrace that on your own terms so that you can feel better#you’re still embracing that company#you’re still embracing that franchise#you are not fully standing on business#and that to some extent makes what you’re doing performative#i’ve had this conversation with a few of my friends because like seriously in the grand scheme giving up like#comfortable access to like starbucks and games and tv shows that outwardly have a pro israel narrative or support israel#is really not that difficult and if it is difficult for you then i think you need to redefine your activism#it’s not a matter of what you’re doing right now but what i will say if this conversation surrounding palestine dies down and people just#go back to pretty much what is business as usual and disregard everything you’re doing now if you’re doing anything now#that’s really not okay#and it’s actively not okay to play for two teams#especially when one so clearly morally outweighs the other#stand up#download hinge#or tinder#find another fandom to write for and promote and embrace#it’s gonna be okay
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