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iām also really sorry but continuing to actively promote a brand or a franchise that is notably guilty and complicit and even exploitative of whatās happening in palestine not even just financially but promotionally (continuing to write for said franchise, continuing to repost things relating to said franchise, at all) is morally counterproductive and contradictory and i just have to say that because i feel like no one else is going to
#and iām going to be so honest this is in fact directed at the last of us writers#because if you do all of this only to continue to write for fictional characters that have ties to the game and the game itself is like#problematic in nature#then that doesnāt make any sense#you kind of have to stand on business#i feel like whatās happening in palestine is such a real thing that extends far beyond like fictional characters#and especially if thereās a company or something that is moving in a pro israel fashion in any way#if you choose to embrace that on your own terms so that you can feel better#youāre still embracing that company#youāre still embracing that franchise#you are not fully standing on business#and that to some extent makes what youāre doing performative#iāve had this conversation with a few of my friends because like seriously in the grand scheme giving up like#comfortable access to like starbucks and games and tv shows that outwardly have a pro israel narrative or support israel#is really not that difficult and if it is difficult for you then i think you need to redefine your activism#itās not a matter of what youāre doing right now but what i will say if this conversation surrounding palestine dies down and people just#go back to pretty much what is business as usual and disregard everything youāre doing now if youāre doing anything now#thatās really not okay#and itās actively not okay to play for two teams#especially when one so clearly morally outweighs the other#stand up#download hinge#or tinder#find another fandom to write for and promote and embrace#itās gonna be okay
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#I also think american exceptionalism and their bizarre cultural one-way street isolation plays a role#i think it's different if you actually see other countries as equals and see that they have female leaders and realise that it's#not going downhill it's not solving everything it's business as usual and it's just another boring fucking politician#and this makes the gender of the candidate LESS (not saying no) issue people obsess about or feel a need to discuss#(e.g. people laying into the appearance of female politicians? certainly misogyny. making jokes about cooking and shoes? definitely too#but I feel like that was more a 'gotta insult these fucking politicians' and gender being one of the targets when people want to do that)#but if you're the US and giant parts of the populace think they're the specialmost extra complicatedest country in this our planetworld#the fact that it works for so many other countries takes a much lower priority#because 'yeah sure a woman can govern a....'checks notes' Fineland and United Kingdom of England or Germanland'#but the US of freedom? we got a red button and what if she's on her period!!?! We are a REAL country!!'#not to mention how deeply entrenched the idea of the US as being CONSTANTLY under attack is and the president as the PROTECTOR#and that protector needs to be daddy of course#i also think the different attitude to leaders plays a role#because a part of misogyny is how much people love to HATE women - to sink their teeth into them and demonise them for every flaw#so any country that has some kind of weird worship of their leaders or sees them as some heroes or extra-class of person*#in my opinion might have a harder time to elect a woman because the moment a woman becomes a candidate#you just have to find the right flaw to go on and on about to make the population absolutely hate her or question her competency#meanwhile the general slack we cut men means they can do whatever but somehow still be compatible with that concept of leadership#(*not just the US ....though a lot of other countries with similar attitudes to their leaders are not standing out as democracies tbh)
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Wow that's crazy wow that's crazy it's crazy how they're standing in a way that they look like they're almost holding hands wow that's crazy that's crazy wow that's cra
#sorry im going off the deep end#I know this makes me look like a fool that sees things that arent there but they just#make me insane#positive#ive been busy and rewatching the show by pieces and do you ever notice how often theyre together??????#like standing next to eachother having their name called out one after the other that kind of stuff#cause its. alot. they do that alot for some reason.#ok thats it sorry for the ramblings of a crazy noco shipper#total drama#noco#total drama noco#td noco#Starry speaks
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something something foils moving in opposite directions Goku's always happy to seek and fight stronger opponents because he spent most of his life being the strongest guy in the room and Vegeta wants to be the strongest/is always exhausted to find stronger opponents because he spent most of his life having to navigate his survival around the whims of the strongest guy in the universe room and so Goku has a foundation of safety and stability and so spends his time craving challenge and adventure and Vegeta has a foundation of challenge and adventure and spends his time craving safety and stability and the overlaid section of their venn diagram is that the only way they know how acquire and maintain those things is through battle
#thank you this has been the laziest media analysis post of my career#dbtag#media analysis#something something a game to goku is a threat to vegeta etc#there's a pinned thought here about how Vegeta also didn't learn about the dragon balls until he was ?? 30?? and so all loss is permanent#and goku has been familiar since he was ~12 and hasn't faced a permanent consequence since he was 10 years old and even then he got closure#sometimes I think about how Vegeta saw Trunks die and how Krillin was mad at him for reacting since they could fix it with the dragon balls#but Vegeta has very limited experience with the dragon so to him in that moment that was permanent and Trunks was Dead. Forever.#And we talked before in a 2am post about Vegeta having never experienced grief born of love and I stand by it because his feelings then wer#still very new and very odd and not something he'd accepted until that moment so it was raw power but not as powerful as it could've been#all this to say in my heart of hearts I think Vegeta deserves to retire at the end of super (if super continues) -- not as a warrior#but as an infantryman. he's a prince and now he's got his domain and his family and his planet to look after and I think he deserves#to go home and stay home and help piccolo bully gohan into training more often when goku inevitably leaves to hop the multiverse#geets wanted to take a sabbatical when Bulla was born but didn't get the chance because Freeza coming back freaked him out too much#but whether freeza gets a redemption arc or gets defeated -- Granolah's arc seemed to shift his perspective on being the strongest#and I just grips fist I just think it would be a really nice full circle for Vegeta to inherit his throne in a way he never expected and#finally get his kingdom to look after and protect in the way that he was looking forward to being king of his own planet all those years ag#Goku's got Broly and Jiren and Hit and all the others to keep him busy and happy now -- and if Freeza gets a redemption arc he'll probably#continue playing slap-ass with Goku for the rest of his life -- and Vegeta's got Gohan and Piccolo and Goten and Trunks#I just think them getting a nice bittersweet 'This is where we part ways' would be really nice for both of them because !!#They couldn't have done this without each other. They couldn't have known this kind of life was possible without each other.#So they swap lots and live happier than they ever imagined they could be#especially since Vegeta has proved to himself that he can close any gap Goku creates in progress that's not a concern anymore#And obvs the door's always open!! There's no point closing it Vegeta's tried the locks they don't work on Goku#anyway here's me putting the whole essay in the tags again#this isn't an essay as much as it is stream of consciousness tag blogging#anyway i'm too lazy to write fic or draw comics so we get ramblings instead
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I need to be dragged across the floor and tossed onto a warm bed by an f/o idk
#yikes.txt#my ass shoulda stayed at home !! <- volunteered to cover a shift at work#they scheduled two bozos (me and my co-worker) and then also sent us A PERSON WHO'S ONLY DONE OVERNIGHTS LIKE? TWICE?#WHICH IS CRAZY BC MIND YOU NOW WE HAVE TO KIND OF TRAIN THIS PERSON.#AND THEY DONT EVEN HAVE US TRAIN NEW HIRES IN THE FIRST PLACE?#and so now kitchen guy is mega tweaking and im like tired tweaking#except we DONT tweak because we WHAT?!??!?#stand on business..
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What are the psychosexual consequences of the twolves dominance right now
mmm.. i have been Chewing on this...
for quite some time .
so this is a thought i have always had tbh. These playoff results so far have just been bolstering my confidence in it.
Ant and Kat's love is loud love.
The Suns love is no love. Not that they dont have any love At All, because they do. But for each other? Im not so sure. The Suns is Men doing it all for the image of finally being champions so they can prove themselves to the people OUTSIDE their team.
The nuggets is domestic love. It's quiet, it's comfortable, it's won a championship, it's retired love. Retired does Not mean dead, it does not mean completely inactive, it means slower moving, at a personal pace, enjoying what you find to be the thing you wouldn't mind dying doing. Jokic and Jamal don't have to say they're in love 24/7 to let us know they're in love. Jokic doesn't have to talk about horses all the time to reporters for reporters to find out how much he actually does from him always going back to visit them. It's quiet, but it's so strong that it doesn't have to be anything but quiet to know
The mavs is a love built on respect. Wordless, they know they can depend on the other no matter what troubles the other may be dealing with or how much is happening, they Know someone will always be there to get the job done. They KNOW it's not a waste, whatever they're doing .
Kat Needs positive reinforcement, reminisces on it, dreams for it, grows restless and angered without it. Gets real self-conscious and starts faking everything to seem like he has everything so people can start treating him like he's not just some everybody in the world, but a SOMEbody in the world, someone whose opinions, thoughts, actions, and.. possibly most importantly.. WORDS will always be remembered as a meaningful contribution to the world.
Ant is a people pleaser. But he's not the meek, 'let your favorite teacher pronounce your name wrong until the grave' people pleaser where it can be pointed out as a problem, he's a Clever one. He's the kind of people pleaser who can step into a room and spotlight the targets that need the most self-value.. all so He can assure his Own self-value, and protect it. Because, ultimately, the phrase 'everybody loves Anthony edwards' is all about Anthony Edwards, which should be obvious, right? The answer's smack dab in front of your face, but the Confidence. The charisma of it all. Covers it. Conceals it just briefly, just enough for him to get away with it. Ant always knows what to say without even thinking twice. He's such a charmer. Except he's not. He's Always thinking, always brewing up the best ways to become a spectacle. Why even video himself saying that slur shit in the first place? Why not just keep that between him and his friend in the car like probably a good chunk other basketball players do ( because let's be honest. These are probably pretty straight men. They hate people like us. )
He can't. That wouldn't give him the best results in the kind of satisfaction he craves, which is all self based, when boiled down. He HAS to not only impress his one friend in the car with his in power teasing of others who don't even have a clue, he has to try and impress Everyone that he's included in his circle, and he just accidentally included the wrong crowd in that.
Ant and kat together are just two self-conscious people who like being together so they don't feel like they're two self-conscious people who like being together. Love can come in multiple forms, but, in my opinion, love oftentimes needs multiple forms to be at its strongest. When you pour all your love into one bucket, it leaves the others hollow. Love can be quiet, and it can be loud, it can be through words, through actions, through the easy times, AND the hard times, it is love.
I like to call Kat and ant the warped jaren and ja bcs unlike jaren and ja where it can all get spoiled from jaren saying something stupid like 'i love you' when they ARE in love and are just uncomfortable saying it, kat and ant NEED to say they're in love so they can feel like they aren't in it. It being Actual love, deep love that requires more than just pretty words and over-the-top compliments and sayings and comparisons and declarations. Actual love like ant going to kat's house and bringing the rest of the team because he knows kat misses having a stable family, hates the fact that something is missing and he'll never get it back.
Actual love like being awkward with each other
Which they Hate. Terribly. The two of them.
So they'll say how much they're in love with the other, how fondly they think about their memories, how they're so close. They'll tease and laugh and try to instruct the other. And the media laps it up, of course. Especially over the quiet love. It's just so boring in comparison.
Love is thrilling, and it is also boring. Like doing menial activities together like watching the news when you two could actually be the ones on it by doing something crazy together, but you don't, and you aren't, because you both agreed it's going to be a cozy day today where you'll both just be a cute pair of couch potatoes on a sofa watching TV together.
Ant and kat CANT be boring. They CANT just sit in that silence together. They have to say something. They have to know the other doesn't consider them a waste of their time because they don't have that same assurance in themselves.
Love is being scared.
Theyre not scared.
They can't Be scared.
Being down by 2 doesn't mean anything besides we'll bounce back. We're not scared about it. I played well, the shots just weren't falling, but i did good. We are doing good. We love each other. We swear.
We're not scared .
(TV loves confidence)
(Love loves fear)
#love is being terrified. petrified. of losing smthing permanently#whatever u do. it will never be enough to get back what u loved the most#im not saying theyre not in love. or they havent felt it#they are in it. they call each other family now and they have both felt a deep love for people they call family before#and they have both lost people that they love#ant & kat are like the im not like other girls powder puff ( girls football) player tomboy who used to make fun of girls wearing makeup wit#her asshole guy just friends cus im one of the guys friends (even tho the guys would criticize an 'ugly'/nonconventially attractive girl fo#not wearing it ten seconds later) falls for the dopey incredibly kind but thinks she's dumb bcs she's pretty and blond volleyball player#who always tags along with ant at bars so ant can ask guys if they wanna see them make out bcs they find it hot without knowing that kat#finds it hot too#& it turns out ants tomboy obsession with makeup is from her denying love of feminity on others#it's appealing. it's entertaining. it's everything u want to see blossom and grow#but. it takes TIME.#time that places like the ruthlessness of businesses might not always have no matter how captivating#if you are a waste then youre a waste#kat and ant cant stand waste. they cant stand the idea of all this acting like theyre in love (LOVE. love) is all for not#is all for not Actually being in love. just a big elaborate talked up grandiose excuse to say theyre not afraid to be in love#now THATS television!!!!#is it a sturdy relationship though? will something have to change to survive? will SomeBody (or somebodies) have to change? um.#cut the cameras.#deadass.#ted asks#ted longer#ant eds#katman#TY for this ask. i have been munching like a goat. uve probably forgotten abt this.. but i... i never forge-#im like an Elephant <-watched a replay of game 2 & thought it was an entirely different game
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Now heās trying to lie when he literally tagged Princeton like 5 fucking time. White people are so evil, bro. They always know what theyāre doing when they do shit like that. With the attempt to bring harm to Black people who they want to āget out of the way,ā because they donāt think that we belong in the same spaces as them while at the same time, believing they should be allowed INTO our spaces and afforded hospitality and a whole red carpet rolled out. The sad thing is, she has connections to the industry because of her uncle and name so what if this was just a random Black woman who worked for Princeton without this kind of protection at allā¦?
#Iām glad that sheās alright though#why is he trying to dumb down what he intended by saying that āshe was trolling so I trolled backā like she like many other black people#are always dead serious when we tell whites and nbs to stay out of black folks business#simply put#he just got offended since a black woman told him to stay in his own lane#he dumb ass didnāt even know who she was even though heād interviewed her family multiple times before#a Russian making millions off of black culture what a joke#black people gotta be tired of being used#one day man#the sad thing is of course black men hate black women sm that they were defending vlad on his behalf (not surprised lol)#and I saw other black women being pick meās going on about āwhat makes her SO much more special than other black people-ā like are youā¦.#do you bitches have rocks for brains orā¦ these same people are the reasons why nbs and whites will always feel comfortable coming into our#shit and wrecking the place you guys donāt stand for anything and you allow others to trample over your own people#stand up one day#the sad thing is#ppl are still gonna go onto his platform to allow him to interview them and make money off of their name#this is one of the first times that Iāve seen black people really get in vladās ass though because what he tried to do to this black woman#was absolutely vile and this is the kind of shit that gets black people killed and put into bad positions#fucking loser#rambling
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Mike johnson has so god damn much blood on his hands, obviously Ukrainian blood, but also plenty of American blood
Refusing to renew something that helps vets exposed to atomic blast and Americans who were downwind of the fall out... it's just sick. I can't fucking stand mike johnson, he's one of the worst scum to ever be in congress, and that's fucking saying something
"Johnson refused to allow House members to vote on bipartisan legislation to renew and improve the program"
Fucking quivering little pimple seems to have a real MO for just wringing his hands while insisting it's not his fault, he just can't do the one fucking part of his job of putting shit up to a vote... oh boo hoo, so sad, he'll just have to unilaterally let funding expire on things instead of literally just putting it up to our elected representatives to see if they want to vote yay or nay
Single handedly make the choices but it's not his fault when they work out how they do
Murderer
#I'm sorry; I both genuinely hate the man and will never forgive him; so seeing this just adds more fuel to that fire#and I'm also genuinely pissed to hear that we aren't gonna be bothering to fucking help out people we fucked over#it's fucking sick#listen; I try not to talk politics too much and I try not to tell people how to vote cause it's not really my business#and cause I don't like arguing with people on tumblr; waste of my time#but for all the dems many many many many many fucking flaws; it's shit like this that makes me hate the gop#every last line about sticking up for rural or poor people or whatever is such a fucking lie#god bless our troops... unless it would cost money to compensate them for making them stand near atomic detonations#at every turn I see fucking simple easy decent bipartisan policy shot down but fuckers like johnson; who is the gop at this point#fuck em; can't stand em#go fucking vote if you can in whatever country you're in; try and get a mail in ballot for your sake#I'm still not gonna tell you how to vote but uh... maybe keep in mind when someone's hands are fucking caked in blood#and keep in mind what kind of company people keep in their political party#fucking murder#cause inaction is murder as sure as if he stood their and kept them from getting treatment directly#removing the funding to let these people get cancers and stuff operated on#it's the same as murder#and again; that's not even going back to him personally; like literally it was just him and him alone#holding up aid to Ukraine for months because he refused to put it to the floor#where... oh look... once it was put to the floor it passed just fine (with a fucking tiktok ban added)#(hate that site but I hate government overreach with this kinda shit more)#one of the few people in this world I think I actually truly hate#I'm never gonna fucking stomach the 'he was so brave for holding a vote' shit lie#bullshit; if he had a spine or a soul he would have brought Ukraine aid to the floor before funding ran out#just like if he had a spine or a soul he'd have brought this radiation victim funding to the floor before it ran out#almost like there's a fucking pattern here of him squirming like a pus filled pimple simpering about how he just can't do his job#can't do the one fucking thing he's supposed to do and bring shit to the floor for a vote#I have more opinions on him; but if I said how I really feel right now I think it would get me put on a list#and... sadly just cause of who I am; if I were in a room alone with him I think I'd just lay into him instead of beating his ass#but he's a fucking monster and reading this story just now... I'm almost seeing red with how much it's pissing me off
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Also I canāt figure out if my life genuinely does suck or Iām just having an existential crisis because my period starts in approximately 48 hours
#it does make me worse ngl. i wish i could just yeet my uterus#i was just starting to think about how all my days are the same and itās boring and iām boring#and i never see anybody or meet new people or make new friends#working from home is all well and good until it makes you want to [redacted]#and you all can say ājust leave your house!ā as much as you want but living in a small town and having no car is not really conducive#to getting myself out there#i mean my town literally has about a dozen businesses and half of them are sad pubs. the others are like hair salon; co-op; church; butcher#2 takeaways. and yeah thereās parks but all of them are kind of dire#maybe i could start getting the bus places. going somewhere else. idk#i have been thinking about taking a trip but wherever i go i still take myself and itās like iām in this state of permanent malaise#too nervous to talk to anyone and too impatient to linger anywhere or enjoy anything#everything i do i rush through so i can do something else#and i think amongst it all iām just reckoning with the fact that iām never going to be remarkable. i mean neither is anyone else really#but i always thought iād write a novel or become a college professor or something but iām not smart enough and i donāt have enough words#or ideas in me. not really. iām not a creative iām just an imitator. always have been#and i could live with being unremarkable because we all are in the cosmic universe but i still donāt think i can live with rotting#in my hometown. but then itās like how do i get out?#i signed up for an online course just to vary things a bit. just to get some enrichment in my enclosure#itās this slow realisation that i thought i Wanted to work at home. i thought i liked the peace of it. just me and the computer screen#but no i like to work outside and then come back to my home as my sanctuary. i have to leave it sometimes to really appreciate it#but no one wants to hire me for an intellectual job because iām not actually that smart. and my body is too broken to work in hospitality#anymore. or is it. i mean for godās sake i can run three times a week but i donāt trust myself to be able to stand for hours#iām thinking about throwing myself on the mercy of my old boss like hey. i fucked up. do you have any shifts for me? iāll do weekends#i just donāt want to lose my fucking mind#maybe iāll text her tomorrow. the worst thing she can say is no#personal
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Youāre telling me there are adults mad when teenagers arenāt interested in sex and say asexual. How can anyone take you seriously when ur argument is that children need to be kissing and banging and it needs to be girls and boys and they need to be in my basement so I can watch like how does anyone take this seriouslyyyyyyyyy
#I have no patience for adults choosing to be dumb anymore#I canāt keep thinking of kind ways to say have you tried using your fucking brain to another adult face to face#I need to LEAVe#fhdjskgodosivigididkskkhkkgkgkkgkrjrjrjrrrrrrrrrrr#Iām fine itās fine#anyway#I still stand with raise up shout out high five to asexuals aromantics everyone#cause literally how r people pressed about people literally minding their own business#itās literally like the straight/gay thing where theyāre pissed that they are not being seen as a mating option grrrrrrrr why are people so#deep breath im so calm im so chill Iām so normal
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Sometimes this -> :)))) is just not strong enough for what I mean
#what I really mean is my face hurts from smiling and i know im high but I am happy and it feels so so nice im gonna fall asleep happy#tonight#and I am excited I have plenty of time to sleep before work and Iām gonna work and make money and then have a day off and yesterday was slow#and today might be slow again and I can just hang out#doodle clean stretch stand draw doodle print something for someone check email check tumblr check cat app open computer check online orders#still none doodle again think about leaving drink water copy something for someone tell someone where to find white out or letter openers#etc etc#anyways. I am happy work is easy and boring but fun and Iām happy there#I think Iām still in the phase of isolation post Covid that this is me just exited to be outside again#like sure Iāve gone places but now itās like Iām going places and working and standing and seeing all kinds of people and remembering they a#also have lives of their own#there are teachers and moms and business men and people getting divorced and people printing trump court documents and putting them in a#binder yes that really happened today idk why this old couple was doing this or why they thought Iād want to hear about it#anyways yeah. people are everywhere you can find community anywhere love is endless#š¤
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Outside of all ofā¦ that happening to Gojo, and finishing Snowfall the other day, eekā¦ā¦..
#I can live with what gege did to Gojo even though it hurts so much bro#but I canāt deal with what happened to Franklin bro thatās one of the worst character endings ever omg my chestā¦.#i meant it in a āthatās so fucked upā way not āthis is badly writtenā because it really does fit his characterā¦.. even though witnessing#such a strong and ambitious character turn intoā¦ā¦. THAT in the endā¦ broā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. not Franklin šā¦#his pride left him in ruinā¦ the fact that he actually still had ppl who were willing to stand by his side in the end and help him but he#couldnāt accept it because in his own words āI built this shit! and if I wanted to tear it down with my own hands than I will-ā like he was#so used to being in charge.. the bossā¦ never taking orders from the people who worked for himā¦ and whenever any other character would make#suggestions or decide that they wanted to branch off heād completely lose his shit because in his mind theyāre all stronger together and he#felt like he was losing control of the circumstances that arose and that āif only they wouldāve listened to ME then everything wouldāve#been just fine-ā and the crazy thing isā¦ Franklin was usually right š like 90% of the time but itās just he couldnāt communicate with his#friends and peers without blowing up like a demon just because they made their own decisions lmfao#especially without him/his consent lmfaooo he was a control freak for sure#so many awful things wouldnāt have even happened if everyone stuck together and listened but at the same time other characters grew tired#of being underneath him and it was within their right to go do their own thing like I get it#so many things were going to wrong in the end šā¦ also teddy is such a bitter bitch bro#the fact that Franklin willingly decided to becomeā¦. I canāt even say itā¦#in the end over receiving what heād consider a handout is insaneā¦ā¦.. living like that? in filth because heās too prideful to ever work#under anyone ever again even if itās with a trusted friendā¦ the money really blinded him but I get it#if I had 73 mil stolen from me out of nowhere by a bitter white man just because I told him I didnāt want to do business with him anymore#in the 80ās then Iād lose it too but ong Franklin was too ambitious to end up like thisā¦#he kind of character youād just watch and instantly think to yourself āthis guy could go anywhere he wants. heās no caged birdā¦ā#so it makes his ending even more devastatingā¦ā¦..#rambling#if you ever watch snowfall donāt watch the last episode š„ŗ please promise me you wonāt?
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hey! not to be dramatic but i cannot fucking stand being in this house!
#me: why are you making me clean my brotherās room#my mom : well you dont HAVE to live here. why do i think i provide for you? youre just like your brother. what kind of person forgets#what theyre doing every few seconds? youre not the same kid anymore.#LIKE YEAH I WONDER WHAT MADE ME LIKE THIS .#I WONDER WHY IM SUCH A FUCKING FREAK . LOOK WHO RAISED ME ?#^ sorry āraisedļæ½ļæ½ is the incorrect term. āwho let their kids run around and play with unhinged fucking men because she was too busy doing#what she always fucking does .#sheās gonna try and talk about how much pot i fucking smoke? woman who gives it to me.#i need to get the fuck out of here its genuinely not good for me to be here#I CAN HEAR HER RANTING ABOUT ME DOWNSTAIRS LMAO#āwhy donāt you stand up for yourself moreā bc shit like this. i ask why im doing shit for chris & she threatens to kick me out#vent post#DO NOT MIND ME ! I AM IN A MOOD .#i am about to explode i am sorry for ranting about my mom in the year of our lord 2023 but holy fuck#āyouāre not the same kidā iām 20. i am twenty years old i am not your fucking mini me.
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when you see a song just titled "Monster" you know it's gonna be a banger lmfao
#Skillet. Starset. Meg and Dia. Cameron Sanderson. Fight the Fade. Call Me Karizma.#kind of Lady Gaga. and I guess Imagine Dragons too but that one's on waaay thinner ice lol#also Dodie (tho it's softer than 'banger' implies but it still slaps & I have a personal attachment to it so that counts for a lot here x3c#((...does this maybe say more about Me than the songs themselves? perhaps you should mind your own business hgjsdgjk))#look all I'm saying is my original point still stands xD & feel free to drop more banger Monster songs if you have them#I'm making a collection apparently lmfao#shut up Wisp
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personally i love that everything except for the main roads are just covered in a sheet of ice for days after it snows like 2 inches
#my solution is not necessarily get rid of the ice though we should do that for sidewalks certainly#it is actually let's close anything that can be down. no reason for things to be open#just sitting here thinking that it's so silly for me to be here nobody is coming !!!#was talking to my coffee stand barista this morning and i was like hi sorry i wouldn't be here if i didn't have work also#and she was like it's fine i mostly just wait around and do nothing because like 5 people are going to show up today#and my boss would have made me come in either way#all the businesses in that complex refuse to salt the parking lot except for the girls who work at the coffee stand#and i know a bunch of people who can't even go to work because even if the main roads are clear apartment complexes#generally don't do anything to make their lots driveable#so if it is a sheet of ice AND it's on any kind of incline well. ur fucked i guess#anyway i just think it is silly !!! you will be fine if you don't go out and make purchases every single day#but of course it is also december and people need hours. there is no winning in this current setup idk#stream universal basic income ig
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I was walking out of the Walmart today, and a car passed me, and I got this incredibly vivid impression. It wasn't really in words, but if I had to put it into words, the two key points would be
a). I needed to watch that car and
b). That I needed to be careful, because the driver of the car was a massive bitch.
It kind of took me by surprise, because I really had no reason to be beefing with that car, and I also hadn't really had an impression like that since I was religious, which was in my teen years. Right? It'd been a decade since I had a little voice whisper in my ear, and I'd basically written it off as nonsense.
Anyway, I watched the car, because The Spirits or whatever were very insistent that I did. Car drove fine, went into the parking spot, inched forward, and right when it should've just stopped, the driver gunned it for some reason and it ran into the curb and cracked its bumper.
So, the driver got out, and she went to the front of the car to check that yes, she had cracked her bumper, and then she turned to look at me. The parking lot wasn't empty, but we were the only two people standing in that row, and I'd probably been staring at her for tenish seconds now.
She demanded very angrily to know why I hadn't warned her of the curb. And I could have said I didn't know you were about to gun it or is it my job to help every stranger park, or even could you have even heard me, inside your car?
And all of those would have been fine, but I was really, really busy digesting that I had somehow communed with Mormon Jesus again for the first time in fifteen years, and that the communion had mostly been there to let me watch someone park badly (?), so what I responded with was:
"Because it was foretold."
And I can't tell which would be funnier, if she went silent because there's not much to be said to that, or if she went silent because in Utah, she might actually believe me, but we parted ways without more words.
I'm still kind of digesting this myself, actually.
#Mormon Jesus really wanted me to watch someone crack their bumper?#It was kind of funny to watch#like if this is gods apology i guess i can take it#a decade and a half of radio silence between former highschool friends and then one sends the other a shitpost#and maybe the friendship isnt fixed but its a channel you know?#at least we're talking again#would that all my stupid mistakes could be divine shitposts#amen#Babylon-Lore
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