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shapelytimber · 2 months ago

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Gale nation I'm so sorry but one had to be last jffkdk to make it up to you all I'll give you your man being a pre worm mess and Tara is also here :D (don't spoil me ectect I'm starting moonrise let's gooo)

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Don't get me wrong I like him ! I like them all ! Huge nerd depressed wizard, awkward looser, what's not to love (even tho he sometimes has some of the worst takes in the world gkgk) ? But... He's too easy to romance- bro you're shacking in pain serving pathetic and about to explode of course I'm going to give you a magical item I don't care about ! And I'm not a monster so yes you can stay even tho you where shitty to your ex and about to blow up but by god stop installing this weird romantic tension istg- also I got spoiled the fact he marries you if you romance him and just no- not a fan of wedding (despite my shameful addiction to a certain french reality tvshow fbfjfk) sorry but it just takes off a lot of the fun of romance for me :( love the drama of divorce but not interested in the first step to get there fjfkf

[Astarion] - [Lae'zel] - [Wyll] - [Shadowheart] - [Karlach] - [Gale]

Sketch and more yapping below vvv

Don't ask me why this portrait ended up being a perfect mix of Jesus Christ and Harry du Bois fjkdkd I loved it too much to change it, so that's how Gale looks like in my heart now :)) also I need you to know I imagine him a bit chubby <3 because it's cute and a wizard with a six pack should be considered an offense to everything good and beautiful

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suntails · 2 months ago

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stalemate

#i was just about done w this anyways i may as well share. just bc im in the financial trenches right now doesnt mean i stop twsting #i have a vision for this okay hear me out. 2 OBs facing EACH OTHER. each trying to better the world. at a stalemate forever #and they both CARE abt each other and wish each other no harm. but ALSO theyre in the WAY of saving the world ITS GOOD ITS PEAK #some overblot silver deets are absolutely inspired by my friend lav's from ages ago. shefs kiss. i hate designing shit i do #this feels like a two-yr sequel to the one i posted at 7.3 which i think is nice. maybe ill make this my new twt header #im going to do a bigger post for it tomorrow btw but i for real want to thank u all for ur help already. im. blown away. ive wept #paid my water bill today and my car cost $300 thus far which is FAR better than expected so :)))) WE WILL PUSH THRU #staring at my bank acct more than i think is healthy but what can u do. ive always had a nervous relationship w money so we'll see #twst #twstファンアート #twisted wonderland #twst silver #malleus draconia #suntails #im looking forward to the ssr. silver fans need food in the form of cards. its been too long

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bakerstreet-and-beyond · 3 months ago

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"Oh. I don't know if you recognize me from the Strip, when I handed you the Mark of Caesar? I wasn't wearing a dog's head at the time."

#You know what #I finally got around to making some cosplay TikToks and honestly this one is one of my favourites so I guess I'll share it here as well #Sorry its dark af 😅 I was editing this originally at night in a low light setting #I have like 2 others you can probably find on my TikTok pretty easily but maybe I'll post to here as well #We'll see...#FNV #fallout cosplay #fallout new vegas #vulpes inculta #cosplay #TikTok #Do You Remember Me?#Also the way the way the Gamblers outfit was 100% improvised last night with whatever I could pull together

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riiver000 · 2 months ago

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sorry this is a different fandom LOLOLOL i got back into adventure time and have been majorly hyperfixating on fern. its terrible i started crying randomlyu like 3 times today because of him

#adventure time #adventure time fanart #fern the human #i am so sorry my incrediboxers #if i have the motive to i will post more incredibox stuff #since i think most of my followers are here for that #especially the sepbox stuff #v9 is apparently going well so maybe ill do some stuff with that #we'll see #but anyway yeah no when i get a new hyperfixation (i know its like #a neurodivergent term but i have no other phrase) i get SUPER attatched #like literally i've been flip flopping all day with constantly doodling fern and then watching the show and reading the comics and crying #it's genuinely dreadful! i looove being into stuff and i love thinking about my interests but i hate randomly breaking down #like wdym im crying im just looking at adventure time fan art lol??#why did i start crying when i literally just heard fern being MENTIONED like HELLO??#i swear im mentally stable and i dont have any problems at all #im rambling way too much can u tell i'm having a moment #anyway ill see u guys some other time love you BYE

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mitamicah · 9 months ago

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Will you help me choose what picture to draw from the Backas gig :3?

I have made it a nice little tradition to draw and fully render at least one picture per Käärijä (and Joker Out) gig I've attended but I have so many good from the Backas gig so I've collected my favourite nine for you to choose between 👀

The pictures:

The poll:

*there may be a chance I'd draw more than one but I'll prioritize the one with the most votes (since I also want to work on the Allas drawing and JO Ruissi drawing - I have decided on a picture for both of those btw hence why there's no poll for those gigs - also I didn't have enough pictures of Käärijä at Ruisrock to make a drawing :'D)

#the struggle of having too many pictures I like #oh the horror /j #no but really I am pleasantly surprised with how many good pictures I got in backas #I have over 100 fully edited pictures which for me is a lot #I may end up making little doodles or coloured sketches of some of the other pictures as well #maybe the ones with jesse hääri�� jukka or allu we'll see #for now I will let you guys do your thing (pleasse)#and check in tomorrow when the poll is over #so today I'll probably focus on working on my bojere fanzine entry #seems about time xD #micahs foolery #my gig #backas gig #käärijä #jere pöyhönen

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sciderman · 1 year ago

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(Idk if someone asked this already) since we’re on the topic of gender

sci what is gender to you and how do you see it in you and how you express it in your art?? (Just a young queer artist who wants some light shined upon them 🥺)

i 'unno ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#gender is soup #sci speaks #i'm so sorry i know you might hope for something profound but... i think when i'm put on the spot like this i can't say anything really #i think whatever i am is definitely pervasive in everything i write #but like.. gender means something different to wade than it does for peter.#just like it'll be different for everybody. we make different associations based on our experiences and our trauma.#like.. wade associates femininity with love. because of his mother. associates masculinity with violence. because of his father.#peter associates masculinity with responsibility. because of uncle ben. associates femininity with confidence. because of aunt may.#i think there's all kinds of reasons why we choose to present the way we do. and what gender means to us.#just like we'll associate a colour with something. or a smell with a memory. it's complicated.#i don't think i'm some kind of expert on gender things but... i just find it interesting to explore. the psychology of it.#i don't think it's supernatural. it doesn't come from nowhere. but it should be a playground.#i don't think anyone in this world should be restricted to a certain role to play. i want to try all the roles and see how it fits.#see how well i can play them.#maybe because i haven't found one that quite fits. so i want the opportunity to try whatever i can. see what feels right.#i think it would be fun to be a wife. i think it would be fun to be a husband. i think it would be fun to be a firefighter. i think it wo #shrugs. different outfits for every day. different roles to play.#today i'd like to try...#i think it's like kids learning how to be adults by playing pretend. by playing roles.#i'm learning more about myself and other people and fitting into the world by trying on different roles.#kids playing house. you be the mom. i'll be the dad. yadda yadda.#i still feel like a bit of a kid who hasn't figured out how to be an adult yet. so i'm still trying out roles to see what fits.

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xcziel · 9 months ago

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has anybody else thought about how jk could easily manage sofia's parts of slow dance or is it just me?

#jikook #bts #everybody is working to insert jk in who where i just don't see it (other than the seven parallels)#and not talking much about what i see as WAY more obvious nods most especially in rebirth #like jm sings about wanting to be worthy of someone - maybe someone who just became a huge SOLO global popstar?#and mentions 'real love' - what was the name of that chapter in the bangtan book again?#and the feminine pronouns not present it's just the nebulous 'you' that in jimin songs often stands in for 'army'#(and one very specific 'fan' who has said he is ALSO army)#it's the 'i wanna be with you'#the answer for jk's 'i am still' with its unspoken additional 'still with you' layer #and then we get slow dance and we're back to the nebulous 'you' - on an island he-#oh wait what was that about a pair that traveled to an island? and filmed some stuff there that we'll see soon? hm #the reason this set me off though is the lines about 'cancelling my plans' to live to 'the tempo of our favorite song'#the falling deep into lines etc etc #because we know what happens when those two get together - they lose track of time everything else fades away #it's why they haven't done lives. why 'you and me' are 'up all night' why jm knows that as soon as jk is around #his self-discipline will crack and he'll fall into the pattern he tried to head off by separating from jk while making face #and we *know* jimin wrote on this song #frankly if he *hadn't* gotten a female feature everybody would be JUMPING on this song as a jikook anthem #the inclusion of sofia works perfectly - like hammering the pin back in a grenade #but i was reading those lines and thinking how high she went and going who else could sing this ...?#huh. who do we know of who can sing *anything*? and who has a range that can hit and blend with jimin's perfectly?#so. i dunno. y'all do your delulu the way that works for you and i will do my delulu my way lol #personally i think the eyes in the mv look like a screenshot from the love wins all mv but that's only me #i think the parallels with seven work more #and speaking of parallels (there are so many) i think this album was built to ensure jm is on equal footing with a certain someone #it's the commerciality of it - as though jm was like we will be together in this as well #when he seems not to be super interested in global domination but still 'special' enough to be on the same level with his love

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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months ago

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tomorrow is play party yaaaaaaay

#bunny rambles #im wearing a cutie crop sweater i crotcheted a few years a go for my bday and I'm starting the night in pants #we'll see if i change to the skirt or take them off completely lol #i tossed the idea out of maybe wanting to do some pick up play w impact (topping) and I'm feeling kind of excited for that ngl #OH ALSO I'M WEARING MY EARS?? can't forget that ahdjgksjdkdk #i cant find my leash which waaaaaah but oh well. i have plenty of other fun things to bring #its a potluck - im making roasted smashed broccoli 3 ways uwu #i gotta get more broccoli in the tomorrow but luckily it takes like ........... idk not that very long to do this

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acaciapines · 7 months ago

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on today's episode of 'acaica's background thoughts for the dess raises kris au': okay but lets be serious do dess and chara actually stay together in the end--

#drkau #chatter #i debate over this point SO OFTEN LOL #they are BACKGROUND characters. like medium at best.#dess (or asriel or both you can argue any way) is the catalyst for everything but at the end of the day this is a kids story #and noelle IS still going to be the main character #but. man. does desschara work it out #their dynamic will be by far one of the hardest ones to write it think #it is very messy and very complicated and neither of them make great choices #and ive been writing a test piece of them for a WHILE #which. was good to get a decent nail of their characters as they stand in this au #but introduced SO MUCH MORE MESS. bc chara is aroace and 100% has some trauma and fucked-up feelings around sex #but xe DOES have sex with dess. and its like. does xe fully consent to it? yes!#does dess check in to be sure hey you're down bc she knows chara is ace while she isnt? also yes!!!#by the books they do everything right its just. chara is very very very good at rationalizing things.#and xe is. not actually as okay with this as xe is trying to be. and in fact this is very unhealthy for xir #(and then theres this whole OTHER layer of dark worlds and prophecies and everything that leads to frisk being born)#and its like. man. Man. this is so much to juggle #just everything between desschara is jngdfg they are trying their bests but it really is not going that well #bc they meet at like. 19-20 i think and chara's had nobody at all and sorta keeps chasing being someone's most important person #and dess has never had someone who has understood her on a level like chara #who really truly gets what shes about as a person and how she operates in the world #and its just a perfect storm really. and they both have kids and dess did technically kidnap hers just a little bit #and she never tells that to chara. and she tries but she cannot stay in place with xir #and chara couldnt hate her bc. again. has never experienced unconditional love #or love at all really </3 so instead of ever having hard conversations xe will brush it all under the rug #and sorta just enable dess's worse impulses. even sometimes at the expense of their literal children #ITS MESSY YALL. AND LIKE.#at the end of the day we'll see lol maybe they work it out maybe they dont. i have no idea. ive gotta write the thing #and if dr chapters 3&4 come out that could complicate things even FURTHER--

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freepassbound · 3 months ago

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Give Free A Task (WIP)

1: Tell me to do a household chore 2: Tell me to do an outdoor task 3: Tell me to go for a walk 4: Tell me to exercise 5: Tell me to take a selfie 6: Tell me to take a lewd 7: Tell me to read something 8: Tell me to read for an audio 9: Tell me to write something 10: Tell me to do a self-care task

#this is an experiment #outsourcing some light D/s almost #trying to dodge around executive dysfunction #we'll see how it goes I guess?#pinned post #(I'm going to use that tag for things I want people to find easily)#these are all things I've hard a tough time getting myself to do #especially recently #some are obviously a little less immediate than others #I tried to keep them fairly non-specific?#but if you'd like to get specific... well‚ try it‚ I guess?#and we'll see how it goes #I welcome feedback #for some of these I'll provide photographic evidence of completion #maybe in private‚ maybe not?#I'd prefer no one do this anonymously?#like I said‚ it's an experiment #maybe it'll work‚ maybe it won't #I usually do better when I feel beholden to someone else #than when I feel beholden to myself #but I'm not sure this kind of... drive-by instruction... will be enough to make me feel beholden #...I'm just rambling now

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0x4468c7a6a728 · 8 months ago

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i've gotta program something soon...

#my posts #gets computer science degree #proceeds to do no programming for 4 months #i have like a few programming ideas but starting things is hard #i want to play with godot more it seems fun #i should probably also learn C++ for job reasons since i want to get into lower level/embedded stuff and only know C and rust #i guess the problem there is i'd have to like come up with a project to learn it with #preferably something lower level #maybe finally do that make your own file system project i skipped?#or like something with compression and parsing file formats #that's all pretty involved though so something like playing with godot would probably be better to get myself back in the programming mood #some sort of silly 2d game probably #i've had thoughts of making a silly little yume nikki-like for my friends to play that could be fun #or just any silly little game for just my friends idk #starting with gamemaker kinda made using other game engines a bit weird for me #so getting used to how more normal game engines work would probably be useful #i also want to mess with 3d games that seems fun too #but see the problem with all of this is that i suck at starting projects #and am even worse at actually finishing them #well i guess we'll see what happens?#also hi if you read all of this lol

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brilliantfantasticgeronimo · 11 months ago

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watching a viagem (90s globo remake) and honestly Dina is such a fascinating character. like i can't tell if the writing genuinely wants me to think she's great or if it is self-aware of how selfish she is for a supposed protagonist or """mocinha""" (god do i hate those categories). and is going to grow once she gets with otavio? like normally in novelas when the protagonist is being cheated by the villain... usually there's a reason for it, usually the villain is playing the protagonist in some way by hiding information (isabel doesn't know she was stolen by nazare as a baby or that she pushed his father down the stairs , tifao doesn't know carminha cheats on him w/ max or tried to bury nina alive that one time, etc) but here... like, that's not he case sdfklj alexandre isn't playing anyone at this point (ep 34) Dina literally knows that Alexandre ran over a 3 year old, that he was a trouble-maker in his university and almost assaulted a teacher, that he was indebted bc he took 2 many drugs, knows he was aggressive to his girlfriends, and like.,... and obviously knows he killed a father of 3 kids to steal some money (Even tho they're literally rich)... and she doesn't care and still treats him like a little kid? literally never chides him at all? sdlfjsdkfsdklfjs it's so bizarre to me man. and the novela is legit like "wow isnt dina so protective. isnt this passao de pano over her brother so touching"?

#interrupting regular doctor who scheduling to talk about #telenovela #novelas #and like it's useful man. it's useful she's selfish like this bc it moves the Plot #but it also doesnt make sense SDFKLJDS #and it's weird bc all the other character say literally All These Things and she doesn't care???#i think it may be the fact this is a remake as well and so the writting has some outdated stuff but yeah #we'll see maybe she grows later #i stopped at around ep 90 bc the version i was watching was all chopped up and badly edited #and now im starting again w/ the full globoplay version #so i do remember she chills A Little once she gets with otavio #but im curious to see how the alexander thing may cause tension between them #a viagem #honestly the ciume over teo stuff is the least of dina's problems #her biggest problem is she's stone cold a burguesa safada

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cerbreus · 21 days ago

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last year my worries were 'am i ever going to find love again'

this year my worries are 'how many days until i can no longer safely leave my own state? city? will i even make it to 40? is there any hope of a future for myself and the people i love?'

definitely great for the psyche

#sorryyy #adding into the chorus of people struggling to even conceive of a future for themselves anymore #personal stuff #my only long term goal was to travel internationally and. well. frankly. it is likely not safe for me to do so anymore.#not if i want to keep my only internationally recognized ID... is it worth the risk?#my other long term goal was to go back to school #haha oh wait they're... dismantling the education department.... we'll likely lose any and all international accreditation too...#so that feels like it just shriveled up.#best i got is maybe. seeing some friends while i still can. going to some parks while they're still there.#after that i don't know. i don't know what any year holds and every day that nothing happens. nothing gets done. nobody intervenes.#every lingering speck of hope just gets blown away

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silver--scar · 11 months ago

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It's Pride Month babes you know what that means! All the straight people are beamed by the ultra deadly laser and do not return until the month is over while everyone else parties! :D

Wait-

#jokes aside #happy pride month #love you all!#will try and make art for it #maybe show off some ocs of mine in the community #or draw other ocs #ooh maybe flags as well #we'll see #just spouting nonsense

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melverie · 1 year ago

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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again

#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but #i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries #and it just made me miss it so much #+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore #like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that #but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too #so i'm kind of at a loss here #tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up #i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right #i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries #that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way #aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that #also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while #like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that #but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut #ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there #do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me #and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here #that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this #longing feeling to start again lol #hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows

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unproduciblesmackdown · 5 months ago

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what if we held on to whatever we get the idea of as Normal as unquestionable & think all you can do to this normal is apply some veneers overtop it to be more polite & also resent that. maybe we could project that everyone who seems to be Annoyingly Disruptively doing more than this must be putting on a performance to look good &/or humor others b/c that's all we ever believe we're doing, & again, we resent even that much....maybe we could use our show of More Polite language to make the same points blaming everyone who our Normal mistreats for their own mistreatment

#perhaps we could lecture autistic people on their; ah; Lacking Social Skills or Intelligence. it's just matter of fact #completely neutral what Annoys those who do well enough when thrown into any group settings; completely neutral how they React #like yeah can't possibly take issue w/anything Acceptable to Encouraged in the realm of even ''successful'' ''normal'' social interactions #infinite ''smh this is why nobody takes ableism seriously'' like oh you mean b/c of the ableism? is why you don't take it seriously?#infinite ways of phrasing that everyone alleged so Annoying With It is just like you but someone actively Putting On An Act too much #all it can possibly be. just as someone's Anti Ableism would be knowingly ''humoring'' / ''tolerating'' an autistic person e.g.#ah you see to this Person Who Identifies As Nonbinary's face i will try to mostly use Their Preferred Pronouns. that's that done #but it's sooo annoying. what's next; multiple &/or changing pronouns? god even worse. so Inflicted Upon my correct norm #if i'm not feeling actively malicious & devious in how i treat someone i am surely as righteous as it gets #having to improve on perfection by occasionally feeling Put Upon to perform politeness around some individuals? ughhh #that's why it's actually illegitimate. shouldn't have to be Put Upon like that. (finding the norm Questionable? out of the question Lol)#shocked ppl report that casual usage of the r word is having a revival. by shocked i mean [already clear ppl didn't care abt that]#& again just the current ''polite'' rephrasing of ableism like oh um :) disabled ppl are just a Specific kind of unintelligent & unskilled #& unprofessional & incompetent & a harmful scourge :) & maybe if they learned to be otherwise they wouldn't be punished :)#just formalized ABA vs the less formalized ABA huh. & the [the Real ableism] it ostensibly is to be saying all this i'm sure #something something not a real ally if they encourage behavior that will Make other ppl treat you badly. helpless neurotypicality :(#just as the ppl saying ableism is baked into terms & phrases used casually well beyond the [bad but lol guess not That Bad r word]#were definitely the ones Advancing Ableism by annoyingly overdoing the Polite Veneer you imagine they were Demanding #(rather than a more thorough questioning of language & accepted ''norms'' in pointing out the logics in their usage / basis)#simultaneously as being too much to ask it was also always so Frivolous as to not be worth the apparently infinitesimal effort #hmm guess we'll never solve the contradictions there....#not even with the ''openly saying 'see? i don't take ableism seriously & now it's Your Fault b/c i saw this & scoffed at it''' clues #& a final shoutout to the classic ''it's called being Realistic'' language in this & wherever else relevantly applied lol. we could go on

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