#lol i feel nauseous again
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in the mood to do something drastic
#have actual drastic things i need to do like tell my roommate im moving#but no that's too anxiety inducing#what if i kill myself instead#or disappear and go missing#those are fun drastic things#lol i feel nauseous again#giving myself just this one shit post for tonight let's see if that lasts#i'll just be here in the tags#feel like im gonna throw up but i know i wont this feeling will just last for a long time#idk why it's here but it is and it'll last until i matter and then come back a second later#lonely lonely lonely alone always alone
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idea that I can’t get out of my head is having some kind of contest with Bakugou and you bet with each other. it’s over something trivial, something simple, but he’s so goddamn competitive and you already know you’ll win, so you take him up on the offer.
the offer being—he can’t tell you no for an entire 24 hours. it’s a system either one of you could abuse, but you trust the other not to.
and he loses, quite to his shock, and begrudgingly accepts the consequences of the bet. he does everything you ask him to, including food cooked and readied for you, carrying you across the room so you don’t have to walk, stupid shit that you can see tick on his nerves. but as the day goes on, you start getting bolder and bolder, until you find yourself biting off more than you could chew.
“Eat me out until I cum.” You tell him in a rush of breath, pretty eyes blinking wide when he whips his head around to look at you. But his own shocked expression melts into a cocky one, as he tilts his head at you and leans down until his nose brushes against yours.
“Sweetheart, you’re asking for a regular Tuesday night.” He doesn’t say much else, barely lets you get a word out as he’s dropping to his knees and spreading your legs for you. You’re not sure why you’re so shocked that he did it without compliant, but you didn’t think he’d be so enthusiastic about the whole ordeal. Stroking his own cock through his pants as he slots his mouth over you, lapping at you, moaning whenever you push his head and command that he does it better.
And when you cum, after the nth time, does he finally let up when you tell him to. But you’re not done with him yet, no. Instead, you pull him back by his hair, look at his wet mouth and low eyes, drift down to his cum stained shorts and grin at him.
“Fuck me like you hate me.” You thought he moved fast when he was going to eat you out, but he’s damn near a blur at this request. Your clothes go flying, and you’re filled to the brim in what feels like seconds. As he holds you close and fucks you with a glint in his eye that makes your knees tremble, you pull him in by his nape, whisper,
“Kiss me.” And he grins at you, big and wide, slamming his hips until he’s buried to the hilt. It makes you whine, eyes fluttering shut as Bakugou speaks against your mouth,
“You don’t even have to ask, baby.” He kisses you hard enough to take your breath away, and you wonder why you’ve never betted him before.
#wasn’t sure if he was the bf or if this would’ve been better if he was just your best friend lol#I think I like best friend more tho#so everyone imagine that he’s your best friend doing this lol#okay I’m so sleeby and I feel nauseous again#I hate this bye#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫
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News, articles etc: no one wants to work, Gen Z destroy workplaces with their behavior, they are demanding and picky, Gen Z cares about work-life balance and don't want to make sacrifices, employers complain about Gen Z, Gen Z destroy the old order in work
Me after watching Perfect Propose: …….. well CAN YOU DESTROY IT FASTER??
#realizing I'm like a boomer boss giving Gen Z a deadline to destroy capitalism lol#but I feel nauseous watching Hiro at work#please let him feel the taste of life again#let him taste good food and a good kiss on his lips 🥺#perfect propose#perfect propose the series#bl drama#japanese bl
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I feel so dogshit awful holy fuck
#just like .... throbbing headache all day ...I can barely talk to people .. I'm dizzy n nauseous...#I'm almost through my shift but like fuuck...#I'm going home and going to sleep after I feed my cats and pop 2 ibuprofen or something#Maybe it's psychosomatic though cause once I stepped out of here on my lunch break I was feeling a bit better#But going back inside made it start up again#I think I'm just overworked and don't get enough sleep ... I'm so tired and hungry ...#I'll also eat when I get home .. that might fix it#It started last night after I drank apple soda too fast and went Uh Oh#Because I'm Allergic to Apples 🍎#My own fault LOL ... I thought the soda would be okay since it had no juice in it
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#holy fuck. knock on wood. fingers crossed. press my thumbs. i think the pain is cycling down#like probably its this bad bc my body is weak from fighting an allergic reaction and i think lam1ctal can cause some menstral issues#but like holy fuck. i cannot go thru that again. just hours of being nauseous and crumpled in pain#i was very very very seriously considering going to the hospital. but like ive ridden in an ambulance before and i dont wanna spend like#1000 dollars to go like 10min down the road. bullshit. god i hope its stopping#it was just like so much pain i didnt kno what to do. absolutely intolerable. ugh.#please dont let this happen tomorrow 🙏 please please please. i have to teach#and ny roommate is staying here the next 2 nights after not seeing her for like months#y now? 😭 im gonna have to b like hi *visibly disheveled* if i talk i might puke. bye.#i wish i could just sleep thru this. ibuprofen is not helping 😭#im just worried if i went to the hospital theyd make me wait for hours in the waiting room. shaking with pain. and then id b fine by the#time they got to me. like yea srry i was jusy being a lil bitch abt a normal bodily process lol. god. ppl with high levels of chronic pain#how tf do u do it? i dont think im strong enough. but i guess u probably get used to it. god that sucks so bad#ugh. i wish my mom was here. i want her to just pet my hair until i feel better 😭 but nooo shes going off to have fun in canada#so she's gonna b even farther from me than normal 😭#unrelated
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track 1 started the stage for the very first time with a projection of ichiro sliding open to reveal his actor and bop marked the end of the stage with those same doors sliding to close on him as we return to a 2d ichiro and it’s that kinda care that made the stage so special but it is an utter gut punch of an ending lol
#this is vee speaking#i didnt have the bandwidth to make this post upon my first watch and i still don’t really#like genuinely nauseous now that the stage is really gone lol#the way ichiro blew up at kuukou over their break up because he didn’t know how to process his feelings is me!!!!!!!#idk how to process this heartbreak lol!!!!!!!!!! i just feel so unwell and i want to scream constantly lol!!!!!!!!!!!#i hate this so much!!!!!!!!#but thanks again for the four years hypstage 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ok i survived yom kippur. but it took every single scrap of strength in my body and i’m not completely better yet
#purrs#food#ask to tag#got my period thursday… bad cramps friday and saturday to the point where i had to go home early saturday (we were working lol 🤪)…. woke up#sunday with a. headache that got worse and worse throughout the day… 5-6 hours into the fast was in agony and felt like i was going to ****#so i… broke the fast and ate something at like 1am. then woke up in agony at 5am and then again at 9am and had a breakdown / fight with my#mom and then spend the whole rest of the fast deathly nauseous and my head hurting worse than ever. broke the fast an hour before everyone#else did (only ate a tiny bit) and then during the fast breaking dinner i started freaking out bc eating wasn’t making my head hurt less so#my grandpa told me to go lie down with a heating pad on my head and i did and slept for like 2 hours and it helped. finally feel better but#my head still hurts faintly and im scared it’ll come back. also i didn’t do my homework and missed class today to fast so im fucked#ive had headaches like this before but this is the worst one in a LONG time. it wasn’t a migraine bc those are in one specific spot iirc but#this was like… my ENTIRE face and the source of the pain migrated from my jaw to my temple to the bridge of my nose to the back of my head#etc etc and it kept moving around and was so sharp i didn’t even have the strength to open my eyes or walk around. and i think it was making#me interpret hunger as nausea. also i took my temperature bc i was flashing hot and cold and was like 2 degrees under normal body temp and#felt so weak and shaky and had body aches too. lol 😍 hpefully the worst of it is over but my head still hurts a little and im so scared itll#happen again. that was by far my worst fasting experience ever#delete later
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#every time That Person enters the news cycle again i feel nauseous all day long and then people make it worse by ‘asking’ if i’m ‘OK’ lol#today will be fun!
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ok if eating is REQUIRED to not die why is it so hard to eat??? why can i never rememeber to eat??? why, even when i remember to eat, does it take so much energy to eat???? such horseshit
#spam brain#it's like the universe is trying to tell me smth#and that something is “lol die”#bluh. i'm eating smth more substantial than a banana for the first time in like a day and a half and i already feel fucking nauseous like.#like. i do not want to eat this SUCKS#i don't get it what happened to the me that could eat an entire medium pizza alone in one sitting and still be hungry for dinner?#at this rate i'm gonna end up anemic again.#non fandom#dick complains abt things 228188181
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so unfair that I’ve received both my vaccinations & still wear a mask despite the mandatory being lifted but i got covid again.. the ex coworker who gave it to me hasnt even apologized once and she just has sniffles while I’ve been fighting for my life all day 😑
#personal#i have a really weak immune system lol my body can’t even handle regular cold symptoms#getting covid again despite taking all proper precautions feels like a joke#i threw up 6 times today but still feel nauseous and shitty😑
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Just read back over 2+ years of what are diary entries, I suppose (I’ll write one every 3 or so months). I started during the lockdowns with them and they’re all basically: oh apparently there’s this thing called mental exhaustion/stress/burnout and I think I might have it. Ahhhh, my sweet summer child... (I say, while having just gone through a period so stressful that I’ve permanently damaged three teeth). Not entirely sure how I can consistently exist so far outside my own mind that I don’t actively realise my emotional state in anything but retrospect lolololol
#but the overall theme of the entries is getting better > more restrictions are lifting > realising good things > feeling better > repeat#text tag#went flying again. three months exactly since my last lesson#quite happy with my performance. good innate sense of flying now. very good landings but still a bit shite with flare#I called off the lesson at the third touch and go because it was so choppy I was starting to feel sick#but then had to go around because of a gust lolllllll. did a bad weather circuit to get back in quick. I didn't really feel proper nauseous#but keeping going would be a poor choice. It was up to 25kts gusting which is a LOT#that'll be because of the storm up in scotland#anyway my instructor is lovely and said i did very well for having been gone so long AND with shite weather#its' a fucking workout flying like that man. Seriously. So exhausting.#he also told me not to be embarrassed to call off the lesson early because that's good practise to know your limits which I totally agree#like literally... I have landed twice while ready to throw up on myself and... look... that's HARD. Like. SO HARD.#because you can't fucking stop when you're flying. once you go up#you have a commitment to come back down ...in one piece lol#that's the most intimidating thing about flying solo tbh. the fact that it's 100% on you to stay alert and land safely.#that's the only thing I find I can worry about with flying but I try not to#anyway this cessna is the most fogiving thing in the universe anyway. Good god it's like flying a little tank#heavy dumbo slow baby with half its intrumentation just a little bit dodgy.#one fuel gauge dead. such a loose door. But it's got soul#i'll never complain about the treefrog-filled jabiru again lol
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mfs when they sit worse than a shrimp all day and then wonder why their back hurts
#legitimately thinking that this posture issue is starting to actually cause me problems LOL#like the pain in my back can get so bad that it makes me ' unexplainably ' nauseous and im just now realizing that its definitely the#back problems that r the source of why i feel Weird Bad 97% of the time#if correcting a bad posture youve had for literally years was easier id start doing it now !!! but its HARD and im MAD ABOUT IT#i guess ill just try and sit up straight when i notice im not ?? idk how this works#i dunno i just need someone to put me in a taffy puller and then ill be normal again
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I don’t know why but food has become hard to hold down lately
#liiike.#8/10 times that i eat a meal ill feel sick#and half of the time i end up puking it up#it happened again tonight#idk man my stomach is just mega sensitive ig???#i already cant eat any pork whatsoever without puking and sometimes chicken and a lot of the times fish and#idk.#i really dont#i can have instant meals but even then sometimes (4/10 times) i end up feeling nauseous#maybe theres something wrong with me?#but im not gonna find out lol i already have two medical bills coming in#one for a visit/bloodwork and one for an EEG that ill get in a week#sooo i cant afford going to a normal doctor yet#its ok ill probably just throw up so much that i wont be able to ever hold down food and then ill end up in the ER again#and then go into debt bc ER visits are expensive as fuck#welcome to america
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You miss one (1) physics class in grad school and suddenly you’re three semesters behind got your bachelors degree revoked and have forgotten what a particle is
#I had to run out of my first class and threw up in the bathroom lol 👍#it was like the last 5 minutes tho at least#so there’s no way I was going to do fucking uhhh. quantum mechanics after that#I barely made it off the bud without throwing up again#*bus back home#anyway that was Monday and today I was like ummmmmmmmmmm#.txt#like#I was feeling nauseous before class but in my defense I always feel nauseous in the morning#I can never tell if it’s just bc I’m hungry or bc of something actually going on#so I didn’t know until it got unbearable#at least I didn’t throw up before hand I would have cried if I had to miss my first class. which I love with all my heart and soul#looks at you smugly with my perfect attendance record#I’d just feel bad if I got anyone sick tho#but I always wear a mask anyway so hopefully it was okay
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going thru my closet throwing out old stuff. feels weird
#i dunno i mean i think im glad to be rid of these things. pieces of paper kept from ages 14-15 all deal psychic damage to look at tobehonest#but i dunno. i was holding onto them as like. proof i guess that allthat happened. i mean reading back over them makes me nauseous lowkey#and i cant even Bring myself to look at some of them. at all. lol#so it feels. idk nice i guess to be like Nope not anymore. all done with that#but still theres a part of me thats like Aha but what if ! you are not done with that .#idk. WGATEVER#im throwing out the radioactive sludge ok never again will i be looking for where the hell i put my cheap markers and do the looking at an#object equivalent of avoiding eye contact with someone. im done im over it ! goodbye. stupid purple notebook paper
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I thought the october curse was gonna be skipped this year based on the fact I got a job on the first day but like. it turns out that was the bad luck disguising itself at good news and it's just another normal october
#i think a lot about how july 2020 was mediocre and july 2021 was one of the worst months of my life#and i made it known that i didn't trust july anymore. and it must've taken that as constructive criticism and my god it listened to me#bc then july 2022 was one of the best months of my life#and the two julys since have been pretty good as well#like that is so nice from july what a good friend#CANNOT say the same for october. like since 2014 every single one has been significantly terrible (except 2015 and maybe 2018)#2014 depressed. 2016 no friends depressed. 2017 giving nothing. 2019 dropped from what was a really good year#2020 like every mental illness known to man. 2021 All the horrors happening at once. 2022 the aromantic's worst nightmare#2023 was just awful#and then 2024's theme is having an absolutely miserable job after like 15 months of unemployment#i only get 3 days off and i can't even enjoy them bc i know what they're leading to#my shifts are too short to be allowed breaks but way too long for that to be comfortable#there've been times the day before a shift when i think about going and end up feeling nauseous and that's never even happened before lol#i get paid in like week apparently so i might try and wait until then but like#also the worst part is it's basically what i did when i was 17 (kitchen porter/assistant/whatever) so i keep comparing them#except there were parts of that job i enjoyed like the dishwasher and the cool shower looking tap and doing the plates and cutlery etc#and also the people i worked with. and the shifts weren't too bad. and i had a glorious hyperfixation#anyway this job is none of those things it's actually all the things i specifically disliked about the other one lol#i miss the dishwasher she was so cool. i miss the hyperfixation i had in 2017 (but when do i not)#but yeah i guess the only advantages of this job is I'll have money again and it's more motivation to look for another job#once again wishing i was 17 bc she wasn't happy and had no friends or aim in life but she listened to a lot of music so#idk why i always get addicted to 2017 nostalgia maybe bc it was such a mediocre year#like if i start wishing I was 13 or 15 or 19 or 22 I'm just gonna get depressed bc they were so good#but there's no reason for me to want to be 23 or 20 or 16 or 14 bc like. what is there to want about those#but 17 is so average it's like a low enough standard or something idk. anyway#ramble
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