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Okay I was brave and shared my silly Christmas poem in my poetry club and I got compliments and we all drank hot chocolate together outside in the 50-something degree weather and it was beautiful 🥹
#and I walked around campus in my cardigan#sipping hot chocolate and listening to folk music and popping bubbles that floated by#so tldr I think maybe I’m healed#ellyposting
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*goes to type "congrats!" on my mutual's post*
what if they're being sarcastic? what if they think I'm being sarcastic? what if I mistype and accidentally type kill yourself?? what if congrats is actually a slur everyone knows about except for me???????
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I have formed a parasocial relationship with the orange cat in my neighbor’s window
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Think you could fall on that grenade? It’s your internship… and there’s no pay….. 🥹👍
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If nothing else, I’m living. By god I am living. And it’s 60-something degrees outside 🫶
#I’ve had. a really bad few days lol#the ‘reconsidering my entire life’ kind of days#I’m hanging in there. going to go get some Treats 👍#ellyposting
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I keep forgetting to leave peer review responses but my professor is giving me 100s anyway. Yay?? 😭
#🤓posting#just got off Zoom therapy.. whew#that one was A Lot#time to go figure out housing for next year 👍#also to buy jewelry glue 👍👍👍
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Wish I wasn’t aroace and terrified of/angered by the idea of living with someone forever bc I will absolutely stress myself into an early grave living alone 😭 I need regular hugs and reassurance and back massages so I can get all these fuckin knots out. I need a rock
#the ‘regular hugs’ part is something I’m severely lacking rn and god it SUCKS#but what sucks even worse is the state of my BODY#I am so tense everywhere#I do Alexander technique yoga (when I remember to lol) and it. does not even help#I need someone to step on my back and crush my bones into place bc. oww. everything hurte#I feel so old#chiropractor please save meeee#I need to turn straight and marry a chiropractor. I’d have money (and therefore less stress and back pain) AND I get free adjustments?!?#ellyposting
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Gender actually sickens me to think about. Like. Bluh. Why is it so Much
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If you saw someone write my Tumblr url in Webfishing that was my friend NOT ME LMAO 😭
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Oh wow, how merciful of Florida in MID-NOVEMBER
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God I love revising papers. Get me in that campus writing lab STAT ‼️
#god willing I will be a GTA next year and work there for a couple semesters 😁🤗#I just love editing#don’t tell my public school teacher parents who made me swear my entire childhood not to be a teacher….#🤓posting
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Webfishing and Mucinex… what more could a girl want
#I think my brother got me sick when I saw him last weekend :(#hopefully I feel better before my two performances Saturday#ellyposting
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There is so much more missing than I thought 😭 I keep looking things up to realize they’re just. gone to the void
Was about to (FINALLY) go to bed and checked my Notes app for… something; I forget what now. And I discovered that an unknown number of my notes since the last one (written almost a full month ago) disappeared for seemingly no reason? I just opened my Notes app and everything was gone 😭 I saved what I could from iCloud, but I am NOT good at freeing up storage soooo idk apparently it hadn’t been syncing for around a month. Seems like it’s everything from before August 18th… I have definitely written things since then, although I’m not sure what lol, sooooo hopefully it wasn’t too important. All I remembered to check for were some fic notes and poem ideas that are definitely gone forever :( At least I think my passwords and other important info is intact 🥹 My sign to stop being the 2000+ notes guy I guess
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I mean I know it’s because a lot of neopagans live in the US where they’re far removed from the location-specific deities of the ancient Celtic religion or whatever other one, buuuut can’t you guys just make up your own? Like. start leaving offerings for the personification of your favorite body of water. You can do it. I believe in you
Why don’t modern pagans worship tutelary deities… like maybe I would hop on the bandwagon if I could worship the goddess of one specific cool tree or something
#ellyposting#I guess I could just do this#but try as I might I cannot be religious#I’ve dabbled#but like. I just do not believe in it#I think it’s cool though 👍
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Why don’t modern pagans worship tutelary deities… like maybe I would hop on the bandwagon if I could worship the goddess of one specific cool tree or something
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just overheard my wife spelling something on the phone and i shit you not saying the words “E as in Eeyore” i am on my hands and knees wailing screaming crying pleading and begging people to learn the NATO phonetic alphabet
#I remember trying to spell my name with the NATO alphabet over the phone#to an old man with some veteran-sponsored scholarship I won in high school#and he didn’t know what I was talking about 😭 like sir weren’t you in the military.. do they not teach you this stuff….#I learned it bc my dad made my whole family (including himself) memorize it on a roadtrip for funsies
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