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how does one not feel guilty about the possibility of leaving home and actually having a life?
#don’t get me wrong i’m shit scared#but i’d be able to figure things out way better than if i stayed stuck here#it’s just my family are making me feel guilty#like i’m abandoning them#and it’s like dude you’ve had me for nearly 26 years#a bitch has to fly the coop at some point#i’m also still scared about this current state before i can even *think* about moving out tho#and depending on the outcome it could hinder things#tho let’s be real it could take another few years before i can even leave#but idk the ball will be hopefully be rolling on it#idk it has felt like a fantasy for so many years and now it could actually happen#which again not for a long time it’ll all still just in theory but#idk i feel… excited?#but then i feel guilty again#both about my family and about this current situation#but idk it’s the first time i’ve felt good about something in a long time#the possibility of actually living my life! and maybe even finding a girlfriend!#it all sounds so good!#and maybe a little too good to be true but idk we’ll see#it’ll probably all go to shit and all my hopes will go up in smoke bc it always happens#but still#gwen living her life! (or at least taking the first steps)#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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Chat is a feminist
#miraculous ladybug#ml#2024#anyway random post 3 years after I abandoned this blog what’s up#anyway I don’t follow this show anymore I just like the characters#but in the specific way I envision them in my head#anyway I’m 24 crazy#scrolling through my blog like damn she’s so funny and talented#watch me disappear for another 3 years
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What you mean to me
#jojo’s bizarre adventure#vento aureo#golden wind#giorno giovanna#guido mista#giomis#ness’ art#hi this is the longest comic I’ve ever posted so far. enjoy?!#I wrote the general idea for this and the dialogue around two years ago…#but I never went through with the idea because. wow. this is too long#a couple of months ago I found my old notes and sketches of this and um#now here it is#this is my love letter to this pairing because I’ve loved them dearly ever since I finished gw#the last page was originally a separate drawing unrelated to the comic but I decided to repurpose it for the narrative#I’m used to making humorous things so it feels a little weird to make something more sincere (although there’s still a little haha funny)#I feel motivated to make more stuff like this but at the same time I don’t really want to because of all the effort necessary#but um#happy that this project got finished!!! and not abandoned in the depths of my desk!!! yay!!!#and yes I decided against adding the other page I. actually reasoned with myself for once
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Dc x dp idea 80
Danny’s parents don’t take the reveal well. They promise to hunt down phantom and and fix there baby boy. The king Phantom must be possessing Danny. He must be after information on the mortal realm to take it over.
This leads to Danny on the run.
Now he has access to the resources of the realm. He also never tells anyone he left amity because his parents were hunting him down. He just told them he wanted to travel like Ellie.
He earns money and whatnot by selling extinct or near extinct ingredients. Stuff used for spells and other hard to find items. Ghost in the realm are happy enough to tell him where they hid there stashes and the realms plant life is all extinct plants. Those that died out.
This leads to him meeting Zatana and other magic heros (if they have a bad vibe he won’t sell to them). He avoids John. He’s received numerous warnings about the soul seller.
He is in the middle of a transaction when Jack and Maddie locate him. They then proceeded to capture him all while screaming about “fixing” him.
Danny shockingly enough had been concealing his identity. They didn’t need to know he was only 15. And of course he was wearing a device to hide his ecto signature.
During jack and Maddie’s attack. Both his disguise and device are ruined.
Now the magic user knows Danny is at least a partly human child and the king of the infinite realm. Who is being attacked.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc#dc x dp#dp dc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#jld#i was thinking about the episode where Wonder Woman got turned into a pig#and you know they needed supplies to make the summoning circle#who better to sell magical ingredients then the ghost king#if it’s extinct he has it#lost in time or space?#likely because he already has it in his possession#the ghost are actually helpful#not one believe he is traveling I’d his own free choice#Danny likes to protect amity too much#he wouldn’t abandon them like that#I’m sure the magic users are suspicious#but Danny is cheap#sometimes he takes a smoothie as payment#I’m also sure they realize he is young#but again. sometimes he just wants a burger#everything he has sold has been legit#it’s best just to use the cheap supplier while they can#old relics looking brand new#like things over 400 years old looking shiny and never touched#thank a natural portal for that find#when they figure out the extent of the issue#man. they’ll regret not looking into it sooner
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My sins lead me to you
#abandoned WIP#since I haven’t been posting#quirky’s art#tsams#tsams ruin#tsams eclipse#eclipse tsams#ruin tsams#this is v3 specifically I think#ruin can’t hide his intent of bringing eclipse back#being brought back for the evils of his past speaks to eclipse’s impact and character#but they clash with each other#eclipse wants to kill his creator but everyone around him doubts ruin is the culprit#ruin is guilty for his actions but doesn’t move away from eclipses claws#to ruin eclipse is a guillotine he built over himself#to eclipse ruin is tangible cruelty blinding others#idk I like them#Sorry guys I’m still stuck in ruin’s girlfailure arc
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hey you know what would be fun? a fic where the Royal Guard follows through with their plans to make Ichigo the new Soul King and Grimmjow promptly loses his shit because what the actual fuck Ichigo has already given these people literally everything, twice, and this is how they repay him? recruits Nel and Harribel and Urahara and Yoruichi (after Nel sits on him for a while because Jesus Christ Grimmjow you can’t storm Soul Society by yourself no matter how much you’ve powered up) and it’s the Ryoka Invasion all over again except with pissed off arrancar instead. I just think it would be neat
#king’s court#bleach#grimmichi#orihime and Chad are also there#Ishida is questionable considering the timeline and his feelings about soul society in general#I just have this perfect image in my head of Grimmjow finding out and just going to town on the shinigami over it#like ‘no one in all three fucking worlds deserves that self righteous asshole martyr#but he chooses all over you. over and over again. and for what? how many fucking times have you abandoned him?#my plans haven’t changed I’m gonna tear his throat out with my teeth#but I can’t fucking do that if he’s locked away like some fucked up fairytale princess now can I?’#Nel in the background laughing to herself because wow grimmjow nice save there definitely no one suspects you’re soft for Ichigo#other shinigami come around to help but grimmjow trusts zero of them besides Urahara and Yoruichi so. toss up if he lets them do anything#anything important anyway#okay I’m done#I haven’t read CFYOW btw I just know this is a thing that’s talked about in it#also I know a fic like this exists for ichiruki but I’m deep into my grimmichi era so
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cause no one truly escapes the night ,
#the sae symbol - ( my art )#abandoned carnival rides - ( s3 )#escape the night season 3#escape the night#nikita dragun#matpat#the detective#the troublemaker#VERY quick drawing of these two post canon <3 i had an itch for some matkita so … here!#survivors of all time i’m afraid! nobody’s doing it like them!
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soft🥹
#this is LOOSELY based on a photo of the only fictional couple I’m not normal about#(scully and mulder)#bc I had to make my new obsession just like them😇😇#hope you all have a good rest of your day I am going to bed now!!!#I am EXHAUSTED I woke up at 3am😭😭😭😭😭#my dreams are often like lucid dreams and I can control most of them#but also they’re like SO VIVID I can eat sleep feel everythinf etc etc#anyways last night I dreamt I was a detective a la Morgan freeman in se7en#going after a serial killer#IT WAS SO SCARY I WOKE UP LIKE😳😳#I’ve been awake since then & I genuinely don’t even know where it came from bc like#I haven’t watched horror movies in forever I abandoned true crime years ago…#my brain was just😃#also it’s funny I did this x files drawinf today#because I started watching that show when I was TWO#my mom figured if I watched scary things from a young age I would never be scared of anything#idk what she was thinking bahahahahahahahaah (it did not work)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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I am so glad that the kid spectrals have such normal and caring spirits who will definitely not physically endanger and/or cruelly betray them in the midst of their lives already being destroyed by cults, monsters, and interpersonal drama. It’s so cool and nice 👍
#paranatural#pnat spoilers#paranatural spoilers#*SHAKES THEM ALL* BE NICE TO YOUR KIDS?#Isabel doesn’t get an evil spirit partner but she does get all of her kind caring spirit partners forcibly taken from her#which she is subsequently scolded mocked and belittled for by a grown ass man. so she’s also not doing great over here#I also feel like these parallels(?) are maybe harsh towards some of them#catnine is just straight up shitty. pacts will almost certainly be shitty in the future but technically hasn’t done anything wrong YET#to max I mean. not in general. I side eye the sphinxes#muse and forge have the potential and motives to be shitty later but I personally doubt they will go as far as any of the others#and peekaboo. if I’m being honest. I don’t believe it genuinely has the capacity to fully understand that it is hurting/betraying Dimitri#like fully is just concerned with wanting a friend to play with and not being abandoned.#which obviously doesn’t mean that Dimitri WONT get hurt/betrayed further or that the hurt/betrayal is in any way less#we also do not know what’s up with Scrapdragon considering she is also currently incapable of experiencing complex thoughts lol#could be evil. could be cool. is currently just a big hungry and kind of irritated snake lady. which I love for her personally#I don’t remember if Scrapdragon has been given pronouns. just that max calls her girl. assigned lady snake by the protag.
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If I see one more “they’re platonic soulmates 🥹🥰” comment on a tagged Caryl post I’m gonna go Carol on these mfs.
If you don’t ship it move on. Creeps. Only thing worse is when they follow up with “she’s like his mother. They have a mother-son relationship.” Wtf show are you watching?! They’re the same age??? Carol has adopted many children. None of them were a middle aged man named Daryl who she flirts with a dreams about being married too.
#twd caryl#Caryl#caryl is endgame#you don’t have to ship it#i get it#but damn why you gotta comment all over ship posts#I don’t trash on the other Daryl ships I just ignore them#just say soulmates 🙄#I just want them to be together already#I’ve done my waiting 12 years of it#the shows been hinting at it forever#I feel like I’m back in my old fandoms being queerbaited but with a straight couple#Destiel you’re endgame too ❤️#again you don’t have to ship it but the mom/som comments are so ridiculous#she literally jokes about him going down on her#like I get it if you want them just to stay besties or you ship them with other people but the mom/son comments are just 🤢#she flirts with him#they are the same age#just say you don’t want Daryl to be with someone with gray hair#daryl dixon#carol peletier#I haven’t started season 2 book of Carol so this could end very embarrassing for me#although honestly didn’t love season 1 with the weird messiah storyline#and Daryl abandoning Judith RJ and Carol#for some weirdo kid he’s known for a week#hated that#wow that last gif is perfect
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Two all 2 people who follow my tumblr
GUYS THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT
If you’re of voting age in the US and not registered, PLEASE REGISTER NOW!
I’m endorsing Kamala Harris for president.
The fact that’s it’s even close makes me sick to my stomach.
You can disagree with Harris or Biden or their administration on a lot of things, but not seeing that she is clearly the better option is scary.
Queer people’s lives depend on this.
If you care about us, PLEASE VOTE
If you are mad at Harris for not stopping the genoc1de, remember that Trump will absolutely not stop it either and that he’s a moron who no one respects. I’d rather have a g3nocide overseas and have queer people (and poor people, women, poc) in the US protected than have a g3nocide overseas and not have them protected.
And if you say “well Roe v Wade overturned and other conservative laws happened under Biden” Remember this was the CONSERVATIVE supreme court that did this. And another Trump term will make the court even worse for decades. The implications of this are huge.
People are on the fence, it’s simple. If you care about your queer, disabled, poc, poor, female loved ones VOTE HARRIS. If you’re centrist and won’t vote because you don’t care you’re a pushover and a coward. If you’re farther left and think she isn’t left enough, yes you have a point but this is all we have, PLEASE use your brain and stop being chronically online and self impressed.
I don’t care if I lose followers for this at this point, I’m just out here doing everything I can, not to panic and want to hide who I am. A lot of people don’t have the options to move to another state let alone country and we just want to live.
I’m lucky to live in a very safe state but I’m still terrified.
Please care about us. Please vote.
#kamala harris#tim walz#vote harris#Harris is the only option#use your brains#harris 2024#please care about us#lgbtq#abortion#autism#you’re allowed to criticize her but come on be senseible trump is way worse#like seriously use your brains#tired of chronically online leftists who won’t suck it up and vote for someone just because they’re so stuck up#like about Palestine I get it#I support Palestine but trump won’t help them either#do people not understand??#there’s only two options and staying home or writing in is bad in an election this close#like one option is clearly better for us#only one option#if you care#please#i’m begging#i’m serious#if trump wins I’m gonna lock myself in my literal closet#the panic in my chest daily#I’ve started praying again even tho a god who lets trump live clearly abandons us a long time ago#that’s how desperate I am#but I think we’re on our own#please just suck it up and worry about the other stuff after the election#like actually gonna blame y’all dumb people if orange man wins
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rattling the bars of my cage, cobra kai’s “too many characters” disease simultaneously invites speculation on a wide variety of possibly interesting character dynamics between characters who don’t frequently interact while also making it impossible for there to be any room or time in the story to even properly handle established character dynamics, let alone explore new ones
#Like actually could talk abt the wasted potential of this for ages it makes me so annoyed#They also abandon previous character dynamics like ur telling me hawk and tory have nothing to say to each other#And the ones they do explore are uninteresting or lazy#The only relationship I liked in p2 was the kenthony development bc they were silly and it actually felt like a proper expansion on them#But I’m sick of Miguel and Robby when it’s never interesting I’m sick of reheated lawrusso arguments the dyke drama didn’t even hit#And Demetri and Eli’s fight was so bad and did not focus on anything interesting at all#I just think they don’t have anything else to say about these characters (at least nothing else they’re willing to say)#Despite there being plenty to say#And so they keep reheating old dynamics and introducing new one dimensional characters and none of it works#N e ways unfortunately I still love this show dearly but it is not good and never has been#But p2 was just frustrating as someone who unfortunately genuinely cares abt these characters
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q!tubbo is a good parallel of q!roier being a father.
for q!tubbo is the first time being a father, he’s understanding why everybody feels deeply hurt when something happen to the eggs and the feeling of loving someone so much. he was a lonely boy stuck with his machines and making his own name on the island, then, q!phill introduce him to chay and tallu, sharing that company and sweetness before they were gone, q!tubbo started to make more deep relationships with people, the most important one being fred before disappearing.
now, q!roier was like that at the beginning, young, silly and mostly lonely after being betrayed, for that bobby was a light in his dark perception, in the other hand he connected with the eggs like q!tubbo with their grandsons but with leo, tilín, juana and q!cellbit is the perfect example of making deep relationship come true for him.
but he has more time on that territory than q!tubbo, two sons and lost them, alone again after his husband disappeared, is like they share same points of their story but in different sequence.
following their pov is so heart wrenching because i see on q!tubbo what q!roier used to be with bobby, sunny is what q!tubbo need it like bobby for q!roier, sadly, our spiderboy doesn’t want to be like that anymore knowing the reality of being a father for such a fragile creatures.
q!tubbo is the happy part of being father and taking care of the eggs, q!roier is the sad and bad part of that.
that’s why seeing their treat on the new eggs reveals a lot of their own thoughts and feelings after what happen in purgatory and general, for me, sunny and pepito are a comparison of how bad is being a father again and if, at the end, is worthy trying with them.
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#qsmp roier#qsmp tubbo#q!roier#q!tubbo#qsmp pepito#qsmp sunny#let’s go angsssst#q!roier is a bad father because he’s traumatized not because is natural on him#i hope nothing bad happens to sunny because i would not handle another sad cubito#even they have a father figure but has abandonment issues with them#cofcofphilzacofcof#cofcofvegettacofcof#i’m not counting richas here because i think is the most healthy relationship with eggs that q!roier has#richas is like a bandaid for q!roier#richas is his son but he didn’t had to handle him alone like pepito and has someone with him to take care of the egg like jaiden with bobby
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Boone giving Veronica Carla’s old dresses ;-;
And the Courier going DUDE I WENT TO THE TOXIC ARMPIT OF NEVADA TO FIND THIS WOMAN A DRESS AND YOU JUST HAD THESE?
#boutta cry 45 minutes before my constitutional law final#he couldn’t just give them away courier he needed some time#but eventually he has to be like ‘hey keeping an abandoned apartment full of her things is kinda selfish in a world with so much scarcity’#‘just don’t wear them when i’m around’#i firmly believe boone and veronica are buddies#they bring out the worst in each other <3#fallout#fallout new vegas#new vegas#fnv#craig boone#veronica santangelo#veronica renata santangelo#boone new vegas#carla boone#veronic new vegas#boone fallout#veronica fallout#courier six
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From @let-them-fight , the bitch who brought you THE TOURNAMENT for like 10 rounds before she promptly forgot she was running a tournament blog…
I ASK YOU, TUMBLR…
CAN YOUR FAVE COOK?
That’s right.
CAN YOUR FAVE COOK?
One more time.
CAN YOUR FAVE COOK?
Because that’s what this blog is here to uncover!
You, the person reading this, in all your glory as you peer upon these words now, will submit a stupid little FFUCK! into my inbox, because I still can’t just get off my ass and make a Google form, and along with that stupid little FFUCK! you will submit a small little itty bitty teeny tiny itsy bitsy snippet of propaganda declaring why YOU, believe they can cook.
RULES:
Racists homophobes transphobes antisemites islamaphobes xenophobes ableists etc. etc. etc., if you reading this fit any of those categories, I hope you get hit by a car
Branching off of 1, please be fucking normal in the notes of these polls whenever I get to starting them up, which will likely not be this week since I’ll busy. These are silly polls. These are goofy polls. These do not amount to anything nor do they reflect on real life. Thank you.
There is ONE MEDIA that I will, for the meantime, not allow submissions for:
DUNGEON MESHI.
BECAUSE YOU FUCKING KNOW WHY
@let-them-fight @couldtransitionsaveher @couldtransitionsavehim @couldfatnesshavesavedthem @couldaromanticismsavethem
@ao3topshipsbracket
@bestanimatedmovie
@tournament-announcer
Sudan Relief Fund link
Eman Abdelrahman Gofundme (currently 20,600~ below needed goal as of May 19)
ThomaSerena Gofundme
bsonblast PayPal (Needing 500$ to keep a Sudanese family from eviction)
Mohamed Farah Gofundme (only around $800 from goal May 19)
Arab.org
Amjad Sido Gofundme
(donation links to be updated & added)
#tumblr#tumblr polls#polls#poll tournament#tournament poll#let them cook#cooking#tumblr poll#tumblr tournament#btw I’m not abandoning let them fight I’m currently trying to like. actually start up a new round for it😁deadbeat dad over here
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A fun submas art summary I put together for 2024
This year has just been these silly guys living in my head, they come and go in waves but they always come back…
I also really love seeing the evolution of how I draw these guys
Actual 2024 art summary
#not pictured for each month is the absolute sheer amount of doodles pages filled with these guys#except for like September and October#my gravity falls hyperfixation was in full swing with dozens of doodles pages dedicated to them instead#I’m actually surprised I had something for those months#they maybe abandoned WIPs but it’s something#my art :D#my doodles :D#submas#submas ingo#submas emmet#pokemon#art summary#2024 art summary
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