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I can't even.
There are bucktommies out there asking the community to rally for Tommy to come back, but politely. Swamping the poor ABC intern with mails and commenting on every single Instagram post to bring back Tommy is still harassment even if you say please and thank you. You don't run the show, showrunners do. It's not a choose your own adventure situation. That's what fandom spaces are for.
It's unhinged tbh can you imagine trying to stalk HBO into reviving that one secondary HotD character you really liked for the combined 12 minutes he was on screen? These people don't know how TV works, bestie if they were writing for the audience ratings buddie canon would've already happened.
#anti tommy kinard#anti tommy fandom#anti tommies#anti bucktommy#anti tevan#i'm only going to tag it anti out of the goodness of my heart i'm not even being mean to teleport#keep fandom to fandom spaces#i repeat#please do not harass abc#it's not our show we don't own it people
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No for real tho bc the 911 Thanksgiving reel on Instagram is full of #ThankfulForTommyKinnard and the idiocy. They gave us a great example of someone flawed and prejudiced to highlight that queer people aren't all sunshine and rainbows and perfection and somehow they overlooked what fundamentally makes Tommy Kinnard a great plot device, which is, again, his glaring hypocrisy. They just ran away with it because Tommy is a white, somewhat conventionally attractive male, and had the gall to say it was about queer representation as if HenRen or Tarlos never happened. That's bordering on M|M fetishisation, not about representation at all.
I'm so thankful for Tommy Kinnard as an eye opening experience for Buck so now he knows his past relationships didn't fail because he was dating the wrong gender, which is what that scene with the chick during the anniversary dinner is trying to convey imho. But I'm not hoping to see him again because the plot has been furthered and the device is no longer necessary, there is not much more that Buck can learn from this experience and pestering your ex who broke up with you civilly because your life projects are headed different paths is not okay and definitely not "working for the relationship". Piggybacking on an innocent promotional action that doesn't even include Tommy at all like an angry mob is also not okay and stalker behavior. Keep fandom to fandom spaces for the love of god.
This whole Tommy Kinard fiasco is the perfect example of how male-centric fandom is bc female LIs have been hated and had every kind of poison thrown at them (some even written in fics) for being much much much much much less of a shitty person. Ana was literally just a woman who made one potentially ableist comment and people were writing her as if she was an absolute MONSTER. Like can you imagine if Ana had a racist/sexist past? If she left Eddie on the curb for not being ready to date for whatever reason? If she almost outed someone through a shitty joke? If she consistently was shown to not give a single rat about what Eddie likes? People would be making petitions to have her executed in canon. And yet Tommy fucking Kinard has done every single one of those things in canon and heâs got one of the most rabid and annoying fanbase ever. Just bc heâs a white man who was kissing another man.
#911 abc#evan buckley#anti tommy kinard#anti bucktommy#anti tevan#911 discourse#i guess#keep fandom to fandom spaces
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Common Ground Fanzine Covers | Lorraine Brevig, 2009
#a more recent one!!!!!#so beautiful i love these#spirk#star trek#spock#fan art#star trek tos#captain kirk#the original series#tos#drawing#color#star trek the original series#fanzines#fandom#space husbands#love#scifi#vintage#sorry i know it's not super old but vintage is the tag i use to keep track lol#i didn't think it through and it's too late now
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shipping discourse is so crucial because it encourages people to examine and re-examine their perceptions of female characters. when we actively think about why a ship feels comfortable or uncomfortable, we are less likely to be swayed by patriarchal notions of womanhood disguised as progressive ideals within fandoms.
female-dominated spaces, like many fandoms, are growing more conservative in tone, especially around complex female characters, and there is a growing discomfort with heroines attracted to villains. this trend parallels the conservative impulse to judge a person's morality based on their reading preferences. (a bad, bad thing.)
we are seeing a huge shift towards puritanical ideals of female purity (check out the trad-wifers on tiktok), and it is a rot seeping into fandoms. we have to keep shipping discourse alive. we have to keep talking about female characters and their complicated relationships with themselves, but also with other characters, including their attraction to morally-grey or outright villainous characters. keep asking people to examine and re-examine their perceptions of womanhood. keep them thinking.
we cannot let our fandoms reduce complex female characters and their relationships to simple moral statements. this approach creates a pipeline to conservative radicalisation, where the only shipping discourse allowed is through a tiny patriarchal lens. fandoms are spaces were we should explore, brainstorm, and celebrate female complexity, resisting the urge to flatten characters and their relationships into 'good' or 'bad' based on narrow conservative ideas of female purity.
#haladriel#ghoulcy#oshamir#women using men as the vessels in which to explore their relationship with power and hope and darkness and survival is important#storytelling as a form of survival is deeply woven into womanhood and we can't let the conservatives take it from us#we can't let our fellow women be radicalised by patriarchal ideals in fandom spaces which is very much happening right now and it's scary#feminism tag#shipping discourse is so important#keep it alive#this stuff includes not wanting female characters to be romantically attached at all#which is a growing trend disguised as feminist but is really deeply puritanical
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A number of fanfiction authors are pulling their fics from Ao3 because people are illegally selling bound copies of these fics on etsy.
Pretty sure this hasn't happened to any of my stories. And I have given permission to folks to bind copies for personal use, which is perfectly legal and just and this post does not apply to those situations.
But this needs to be said:
If you are the kind of person who would download something from Ao3....bind it....and sell it on Etsy...you're dead to me.
The fact that people have the balls to take creative works that aren't theirs, that are provided for free to the world because of the joy it brings authors to share their stories with people who love the characters as much as we do, and turn around and sell them for HUNDREDS of dollars is gross and morally corrupt.
And the people who buy these copies, knowing they are putting the entire world of fanfic at risk, are just as bad.
It is ILLEGAL to sell fanfiction. It is immoral to buy it.
Fanfic exists in a liminal space where writers are protected because no money exchanges hands. The greed of a few is going to fuck it up for the rest of us. If you see bound fics for sale, please report the sellers.
#fanfic writer problems#fanfiction#fanfic#support ao3#support authors#keep fanfiction free#keep fandom spaces safe
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Is it just me or is there way less fanart being made for this game than the previous ones? Kind of makes me sad, I remember with dai I could check the tags every few hours and find something new weeks after launch, now I only can get away with only looking a few times and week and miss nothing.
I don't think that's Veilguard exclusive.
Things I and my mutuals draw now are getting less notes/reblogs than they did even one year ago, regardless of the fandom. Fanfiction is getting less comments and kudos on ao3 too (not that they were getting many comments in the first place) Less gifs are being made because gif makers weren't getting reblogs. Hell, most of the post I make have a huge discrepancy between likes and reblogs and add polls into that? A thousand people voted on something and only a dozen people reblog it. It's a hollowing feeling when you realise you're calling out to an empty void, I don't blame people for creating less art because of that.
I don't see a vast majority of the people who follow me in my notes because I have likes disabled. Multiple times someone has sent me an ask apologizing for spamming me with likes and I don't understand it? That is not a bad thing And unless you reblogged anything along the way, I didn't even realise you were doing it in the first place. And the people whose notes I do see are not annoying in the slightest, I love the tags you add and I'm sure the original poster does even more so
I'm not trying to shame anyone Into interacting with the fandom spaces they're in but the whole point of Tumblr and what makes it a blogging platform and not social media is that this is a show and tell website. You're supposed to look at something you think is cool and then wave it around for your followers to see and then they pick it up and do the same regardless of how old it is
When you reblog an ask game from someone it used to be common courtesy to send that person one of the asks from it. Folks used to leave comments analysing paragraphs from stories people wrote and theorising about what would happen next on every chapter. We used to send each other asks just asking about our ocs unprompted
If there's no interaction or community when you create something, then what's the point of creating it? It sucks that fandom is morphing into something to be consumed and thrown away the second it's more than a week old unless you're one of a handful of blogs that got lucky and picked up traction at just the right moment
I'm sorry for the rant but I get emotional when I think about the decay of fandom spaces for too long. And this goes without saying, but you guys can reblog anything on my dash if the button isn't disabled on it
#ugh screw it#i'm putting this in main tags#veilguard#dragon age#ao3#honestly I'm losing motivation to post anything that takes me longer than 5 minutes to make#the amount of times I've seen somebody say they dont want to post their art here anymore because no one interacts with them is heartbreakin#and I'm one of those people unfortunately#I don't want to pull in woe is me card but it hurts seeing something I spent 12 hours on be completely ignored versus-#-a screenshot with a tweet imposed on a pic of varric I made while heating a hot pocket getting 15 times the acknowledgement#and yes I know I'm not the best artist/writer but damn if a little encouragement doesn't go a long way#one person encouraged me to keep posting stuff the other day and they're the only reason I have#If you read this go into a dragon age tag and reblog somebody's art that has less than 100 notes-#-and mention something you like about it in the tags#and me posting fan fiction as a whole thing here? Forget about it#I'm the funny guy!! I get it! I Get it!#This makes me so scared for compathian skies but that's a whole other basket we don't need to look inside#Again sorry for rambling#Take this post for example! it will have a one to five ratio on likes to reblogs if it gets reblogged at all#fandom spaces are dying and we are all actively killing them together#asks for bee
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*places Nightmare in your hands*
Here is your King, my liege đâ¨
#nightmare sans#dreamtale au#dreamtale#nightmare dreamtale#undertale au#art#my art#undertale#sans undertale#au undertale#sans au#au sans#undertale sans#undertale fandom#undertale alternate universe#im trying to get things done but this man keeps occupying my brain space#heâs also just one colour so i love him for that đ#also ew the quality on mobile tumblr is so bad help me why do the colours look like thay
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â It was only the sun back then. She would waddle around and have the misfortune of attracting other weird lively planets to stick to her other end, although she never disliked them, in fact, she loved them! It was company for her billion years of existence and it was nice to conversate with them until they eventually turned into a ball on her body, to thrive off of her and live peacefully. Neptune, her last visitor, wasn't so lucky to share the same pleasant chat with her like the previous others did. He was sick. Infected with a parasite that only wanted to be included too. Bursting out of his body and taking over his shape, Pluto stayed and remained. The sun tried to get rid of Pluto but failed as he was attached to her, physically and emotionally. Any other planet that dared try to take out Pluto would only help elongate his new shared body, ending the cycle of beautiful colors for good with his own
The sun tolerates him now. Has to. No matter what he is
Pluto is a planet too. â
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Character belongs to me, design and backstory by boogn on Toyhouse! Please check out their work and characters, itâs incredibly beautiful đ
#solar system catdog#their names are Sun and Pluto#and they keep balance in this world#montesmithart_characters#original character#furry community#solar system#planets#space#catdog#pluto#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital artist#furry art#furry oc#sfw furry#furry#furry fandom#furry character#cat#dog#č¸čĄ#ă¤ăŠăšă#ă¤ăŠăšăăŹăźăˇă§ăł#çŤ
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#too soon NASA... too soon đ
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#loki#tom hiddleston#nasa#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#had this in my drafts for a couple days bc i keep coming to terms with the fact that tree references make me sad now lmao#but even then what beautiful a coincidence not to mention#the tree shape? loki's colors?? the two horns crowning the top the HEART OF GOLD đ¤Šđ#space news is fascinating regardless then adding such a cool fandom link this time of year is kind of surreal#anyway loki's all festive in the stars in honor of mobius' first christmas on the timeline and that's what i'm sticking to#the gift of being seen again for a moment :'))#sending best wishes for everyone to have a lovely and happy holiday season đ#marvel#dianagifs
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i think the thing i'm most disappointed about with riordanverse fandom now versus like 2014 is not only has the fandom not gotten any less racist or queerphobic or ableist (in fact in some regards its gotten worse!) but now it's just boring too. like there's no fandom infrastructure anymore - the community these days is almost entirely source material-driven - and you deviate from canon even slightly people get weird about it. whatever happened to the post-HoO fanon boom. the fandom needs to get weirder again. and self-sufficient. and less offensive.
#pjo#riordanverse#deep and weary sigh. we need to bring back the lower ecosystem rings of fandom#prop up some good ol' community spaces especially since a lot of old ones have totally petered out#< mostly referring to stuff like ye olde ship headcanons blogs#heck even doing a quick search for ''pjo headcanons'' the most recent blog was last active in 2017 and the other two in 2013#there's an rp community floating around but im keeping tabs on the riordanverse askblog community and its a bit dire#there's been like what - *one?* maybe two major fandom aus that have floated around recently?#one moreso being one person's au that most people dont actually do much with#and the other more being like a half-hearted general concept that got kicked around for a couple of weeks#i am legitimately tempted to just go wild and start planning out and setting up like a hub for trying to revitalize the community#like the community EXISTS. it's THERE. it ebbs and flows! but now it only really does much when there's new official content#and it rarely exists outside of that#and given we are technically in a fandom boom right now with the show now is like. the perfect opportunity to set up fandom infrastructure#so that new fans have a place to go and integrate with the community and start pumping new life back into things#also i think the fandom becoming more self-sufficient could help with the offensive part since Rick sure isnt helping
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Every day we are one day closer to getting BTS pics from the set confirming that Lou will indeed be a part of S8 and that Buck and Tommy will continue to thrive ⨠(or we get the official confirmation first but it all will still mean the same. Tommy's not going anywhereâ¨đĽ°)
#911 abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#lou ferrigno jr#evan buckley#tevan#kinley#seeing the meltdowns of certain 12yo fans will be a nice bonus#kinda hoping that all the people that keep saying they'll stop watching if Lou stays will actually stop watching#but we know itâs all empty words and they wonât keep their promises#although the fandom would be a much nicer space if they did stop watching
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hmmm ihnmaims fans on tiktok acting like they havent been in a fandom space before . i say we subject AM to the wonders and horrors of the internet !! pls keep the art , cosplays , and fanfics coming i say đ¤ˇđ
#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#fandom#fandom spaces#i love this kind of content#lets make it worse#absolutely eating this up woohoo#keep it coming#am#allied mastercomputer
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Lydia sleeping on one side of the bed like she's leaving a space open for Betelgeuse at the end there. đ
No but seriously she totally is? Subconsciously there's a space for him in her life always. I know I keep saying this, but she totally has feelings for him, buried inside her. What those feelings actually are is something she has to figure out. (She started that journey in BJBJ; she even got to face him and banish him and all. Did that manage whatever feelings she has for him though? Nope).
She's sleeping alone and yet she's leaving all that space next to her like she's sleeping with a spouse. The visual storytelling here implies she's longing for someone to take that space.
And who else is she longing for if not Betelgeuse? It's not Richard, hello. Ok it's past midnight and I'm exhausted so maybe I'm reaching. But this makes sense to me rn so I'm posting.
#Just like he considers them married so does she but subconsciously lol#Mark my words they'll finally be married in the next film#Beetlebabes#Beetlejuice x Lydia#Suddenly I'm remembering all that meta we used to write in the Supernatural fandom about how Dean slept to one side of the bed#because he was leaving the space next to him open for Cas#It's just that when it comes to a scene everything in the visual composition the audience is looking at has meaning#it's all choices made by a director to convey a message or a vision#a character sleeping in a large bed alone but keeping to one side of the bed#often means that character is longing for someone else#just visual storytelling stuff which there's plenty other bloggers better at analizing than me#I'm into storytelling but cinematography is its own thing
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anyway if a tumblr post of mine ever inspires any of yall to write anything for fandom i think thatâs rad and really cool and you should 100% write it + link me to it !!
#like i posted it publicly on the dash for all to see and talk abt#even if iâm also writing my own version who cares??#like yipeee more fics 4 me to read w ideas i love and canât stop thinking abt#idk seems kinda antithetical to collaborative fandom spaces to be like âim writing this and no one else is allowed toâ like weird.#and as someone who is NOT new to tumblr or fandom spaces (not that it should matter) collabs and inspiration are what keeps fandoms alive#like also how similar can two stories be if theyâre based on one (1) tumblr post ⌠idk yall idk#peace and love on planet earth âŽď¸đŠˇđâ¨đ
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NEW YORK AINT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. [aidan shaw x fem!afab!reader]
mdni. smut. mentions of alcohol, mentions of cheating. intoxication. language. oral m receiving. angst! unprotected sex, aidan is kind of an asshole, be warned.
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new york city drummed on balmy summer nights and the heat only amplified its pulse. people from all walks of life were carving out their own spaces in a city that never slept.
except for you, alone in your apartment. left to your own devices with nothing but the hum of sparse traffic outside and the patter of rain against your window. it poured heavily and bounced from the pavement, adding a rhythmic backdrop to the humid summer night.
the city seemed to mock your solitude with the straight downpour.
on the other side of chelsea, in stark contrast to your state, aidan stepped out of the club into a relentless sheet of rain, his mind a whirlwind. neon lights reflected off the wet pavement, casting a glow around him.
betrayal still stung, and in true aidan shaw fashion, rain or shine, baby, he had once told you. he kept his promises.
the street bloomed white under two jittered flashes of lightning.
âjuliet, give me my sin again!â he shouted, his voice cracked and carried a lazy slur. if you hadnât known this tone so well, youâd almost mistake it for a teenager shittily spewing out shakespeare in hopes of getting some while his little julietâs parents werenât home.
you stepped from the bed and to the window to confirm what you already knew. it only took a small squint through the flowy curtains. it would almost be romantic if he wasnât sopping wet and pathetic with a cocky shit-eating grin plastered across his handsome face as he caught a glimpse of you peering down at him.
you paced down each step before slinging the walk-up apartmentâs heavy oak door open.
he leaned forward with both hands against the stairs gate, trying to keep his balance as the water soaked through his clothes and he laughed deeply to himself.
âreally cute, but in case you didnât notice, people live here, romeo.â you hissed and reached down to pull him up the stairs by the collar of his shirt.
aidan trudged up the narrow staircase closely behind you as you stomped. each step creaked under his weight.
âthat was stupid, wasnât even funny,â you mumble and glance at him from over your shoulder as your hands fumble with the keys in the lock.
âi come by it honestly.â he placed his hand over his heart and grinned mockingly.
the air inside your place was thick with the scent of fresh paint and sawdust. remnants of ongoing renovations.
he stumbled slightly, catching himself on the doorframe as he craned his neck to look around you. he surveyed the construction disaster of your so-called âliving room.â
âwell, look at you, little miss la-dee-da.â he pressed past you through the entrance.
âyouâre dripping all over my rug,â you muttered from behind him.
âam i?â he sneered back at you.
his gaze flickered to the half-finished bookshelf in the corner.
âiâm quite the handyman, sugar.â he declared as he stripped himself of his jacket and tossed it onto a loveseat sitting awkwardly in the middle of the room.
âcouldâve done this for you in a day if you kept me around long enoughâŚâ his finger glided over the drywall dust that had collected on a stack of books against the wall before turning to walk closer to you.
âso. whatâs new, pussy-cat?â
the tone in his voice seemed to imply he was toying with you. the response was caught in your throat like an air bubble with no escape way.
you studied him quickly, almost obsessively. everything about him was different. they say hair holds memory, and for your own sake, you hoped that had been true. aidan had rid himself of his lengthy cupid curls, and as his broadly toned abdomen pressed against his clinging white dress shirt, you guessed a gym membership was included in the deal.
âwhat are you doing here, aidan?â you tiredly muttered, trying to hide any expression of shame that dared to ghost across your expression.
âthought iâd see what you were up to, troublemaker.â he grinned deviously, raising his eyebrows as he swayed a bit. he slowly turned on his heels to continue his track around your disastrous living room.
âman, the tunnel! great little place, you been?â he leaned down to pick and prod around at all of the misplaced trinkets on your coffee table. a dull thump of an overplayed club hit rang through his ears, and a few too many straight whiskeys clung to him.
you glanced at him and your mouth fell into a slightly o-shape in a lousy attempt to force the words out of your throat.
the audacity.
you rolled your eyes, âyeah, the tunnel. heard of it.â you mocked back sarcastically.
he hummed in response before letting a short huff of breath out. he turned to face you once again.
âanyway,â he raised his eyebrows and stepped close. too close for comfort. his broad frame towering over you made your heart thump harder and your mouth go dry.
âi think you got some explaininâ to do, little lady.â he expressively pouted his bottom lip.
âyou lookâŚdifferentâŚâ you squeaked embarrassingly in response and cleared your throat to divert the attention away from yourself.
âi thought youâd like it.. look like one of those limp-dick wall-street boys youâve been runninâ around with lately..â he grinned as his hands wrapped around the small of your waist to manually pull your body closer to his, leaving a suffocatingly insufficient amount of space between the two of you.
his words took you by surprise. on very rare occasions had you heard the man speak with hostility, it just wasnât his thing, so you wondered why the words left his lips so naturally and smoothly.
âyouâre very drunk..â your hands landed on his wide shoulders as you arched your back in a lousy attempt to create any amount of extra space with the man who effortlessly towered over you.
âno, ma, i ainât.â his deep voice mocked an exaggerated southern drawl as his body leaned closer to dispel the newly added space.
you huffed, exasperated. a strap from your ivory nightdress slipped down your shoulder. you brought a hand up and pinched the bridge of your nose in frustration and took a step away from his grasp.
images of a night months ago flashed through your mind. you remembered the dull headache that pounded between your eyes as sunlight poured through your apartment's cracked window. slamming doors and jumping up to run to the window, hoarsely yelling out for aidan, to tell him it wasnât what it looked like.
but it was exactly what it looked like.
some lousy bartender with a pierced eyebrow sprawled across your bed right beside you in his underwear, there was no way to explain.
so, you didnât.
you took your last look at aidan as he quickly hurried away from your apartment for the last time. until now. no email with an explanation or apology. no phone calls, no letters. and, at last, he was here for his closure.
he stepped away and leaned back against his palms on the island bar that separated your tiny living room and kitchen. an unfamiliarly smug smirk painted across his defined face. you caught a glimpse of his ribcage snugly pressed against the damp white fabric of his dress shirt, the newly toned muscle between each column of bone made your breath hitch. rainwater trickled from his brow onto the linoleum below his feet.
âaidan, iâm sorry,â you muttered apologetically. your expression softened as you searched for the words to explain, âi was very drunk and my friends.. they wouldnât stop pressuring me.â your teeth sunk into your bottom lip as you continued.
âalways in my ear about me losing my youth dating someone older, andââ
the shame flashed across your face sent a fresh wave of irritation through him. a deep hum from aidan stopped you and you watched as he tilted his head to the side to examine you. his hard expression didnât change and your blood went cold as you realized that soft spot in his heart for you had long since turned rock-solid.
he adjusted his hips as his thick length twitched impatiently against his left thigh.
âyou left me hanginâ, baby, high and dry..â
he sucked his left cheek between his teeth and tsked, glancing down at his feet and he leaned back further against his palms, stretching his toned body.
you threw your hands up with a shrug of your shoulders in defeat âiâm sorry, i donât know what else to sayâŚâ
aidan took one hand he was leaning against and completely grasped around your wrist to pull you a step closer.
âcome here. what are you standing so far for?â he relaxed, looking down at you as he examined the surprised micro-expressions lighting your face up. the feeling of your wrist in his hand made his already-drunk thoughts spin. his jaw went slack as his body pressed into you with ease.
âyou canât just do this.â you hoarsely stammered, the pressure around your wrist applying as he pulled you closer.
âdo what?â the man grinned against you teasingly. he turned his body and boxed you into the counter, bracketing you against the faux marble.
aidan's broad six-foot-five frame completely engulfed you. his hand released your wrist before snaking around your hips to pull you into his torso.
âbusting in like you own the place andââ you sunk your teeth into your bottom lip and pressed into him closer, motioning over his body with your eyes
âthis.â
you nervously toyed with the neckline of his shirt, slipping your fingers underneath to slide against his collarbone.
aidanâs breath hitched as your fingers traced against him. his eyes darkened, and he leaned in closer. the heat between you was palpable, and every inch of your body was hyper-aware of his proximity.
he ducked his head down and hunched over you, slowly pressing a kiss against your mouth and using his tongue to push through your lips like an intruder. you melted into him. thoughtlessly, like second nature.
and for a sudden, hopeless moment, you missed him. you missed his weight against you. his lips on yours just like this, slacking your jaw to allow his hot tongue to slip against yours as his hungry hands palmed your ass through a thin and nearly iridescent night dress.
you felt his thickness twitch against you, behind the constricting material of his tightening dress pants.
you were drunk on the way he smelled.
it was overtly masculine, everything about him was and always had been. heavy, earthy, and warm, the tinge of whiskey lingered on his lips and the scent of oak on his skin long after heâd left his workshop.
he pulled away to step forward, guide you into the living room, and sit in the heavy oak chair heâd designed with his own hands, sprawled back cockily. it creaked beneath his weight.
go on, baby.
you didnât know whether it was his husky voice that had commanded you or your subconscious guiding you to pay your karma, but you obliged.
watching him loosen his belt, you lowered yourself to your knees and scooted forward.
âpretty girl,â he muttered to himself and tsked his tongue against his teeth in thought.
âyou hurt me, you know that?â he felt better when he wasnât made of steel with you.
his head tilted to the side to examine your flushed face and you instinctively pulled him out of his boxers. you craned your neck forward to trail a lick up the underside of his cock. his familiarity and warmth made heat coil low in your belly, pooling wet and anxious between your legs. he held you off, just enough so that he could watch you struggle forward trying to take him into your mouth fully.
he twitched against your tongue, huffing out a sharp breath. the uneven hitch of his breath urged you to continue and you take him into your mouth further. your throat constricted wildly, and he hissed through his teeth.
the two of you belonged to each other once again, the salvia pooling in your mouth, running down his length as your mouth and lips did the apologizing that your words couldnât, belonged to him. his hand at the back of your head which felt like security, raising his hips to fuck up into your mouth. his groans belonged to you, just as they always had.
you whimpered softly as he tugged your hair to pull you from his flushed cock. a line of spit hung off your bottom lip, sticking to your chin. you wiped away tears from your clumped eyelashes with the back of your hand and sunk your teeth into your plump bottom lip eagerly. the need to please him was sudden and violent. his strong hand caught in the soft tangle of your hair.
his face was stricken with an expression you couldnât quite grasp. with his nostrils flared and jaw clenched, you could recognize anger. but his softened gaze and furrowed eyebrows felt like sincerity, guilt. he couldnât tell if he wanted to fuck a lousy apology out of you or send you to bed and leave as if nothing had ever happened in his drunken haze.
he used his large hand to wrap around his shaft and drag his slick tip against your open lips before pulling you down onto him once again.
your apology was warm around him, pressing up against the back of your throat.
it hurt in the way it was supposed to hurt â your guilt scorching away inside you.
he forced you down, filling your mouth with his cock, tears clouded your vision. your whimpers were garbled, broken things around his cock.
heâd been the one to teach you how to take it without a fuss, maybe he didnât hear you over the resounding crashes of thunder and your window rattling on his hinges. couldnât see the tears welling when you fluttered your eyes open up to him as he tilted his head back against the chair in a guilt-stricken haze of pleasure.
his gaze fell onto you, and his strong hand released the grasp on your hair.
âcome here.â the man muttered, motioning you up with his head.
your fingers hooked at the straps of the flowing night-dressed and it fell to pool around your ankles. you stepped out of it, slipped onto his lap to straddle him, and closed your eyes as you sunk onto him with ease. he didnât give you time to adjust to him before he rocked his hips to fill you completely.
a sharp hiss of an inhale left through your teeth as his tip reached far deeper than you had been used to in your time apart.
he leaned forward and groaned against your warm skin as his hips guided themselves upwards, he closed his eyes. his hands grasp around your waist to steady you and hold you in place as your legs shook in response. his head dipped down and his lips and tongue sloppily grazed your nipple.
â âm sorry. â your words left your lips like a soft cry as his cock reached deeply inside you, making your head fall backward, torso and breasts arching further against his mouth.
âyouâre always doinâ shit you need to be sorry for.â he grunted into your skin and pulled you from his cock with both hands on the sides of your waist. he angled himself back and slowly rocked into you with a moan.
âgotta have the patience of a fuckinâ saint with you.â his jaw clenched as his thrusts went harder, deeper than you could handle.
you whined, an attempt to writhe away from him, but it was no use. you were his, and his strong hands around you made it impossible to lift yourself from him. your fingers dug into his wide shoulders over the translucent material of his damp shirt.
âitâs too much, itâsââ you took a ragged gasp as he pressed deep inside, screwing your eyes tightly shut.
he leaned closer as your body cautiously moved up and down.
any expression of guilt or shame had long been replaced by something else. anger, hunger, and he wanted you to feel it.
âit hurts, baby? does it?â he tilted his head with his slack jaw, a ghost of a smirk tugged the corner of his lip while watching you nod weakly through half-lidded eyes.
his free hand reached between you to draw slow circles against your swollen clit with the pad of his thumb.
âhow bad does it hurt?â he sneered at you. his words were like venom. any ounce of sympathy had long since flown out of the window by now. he hoped it hurt.
at least this is the type of pain you could contort and manipulate into some kind of unsettling pleasure. you should consider yourself lucky.
he pressed further and you arched forward with a gasp, your lips trembled as they tried to form words that were no longer there, letting out a desperate sequence of moans, whimpers, and sobs. you answered his thrusts with weak rolls of your hips, pulsing around him. enveloping him. your body seemed to respond with a will of its own.
you thread your fingers into his hair at the nape of his neck. you leaned forward to kiss him, sloppily and still salty from his pre-cum. your surrender was sweet on his tongue and he trapped it in his mouth, it belonged to him, anyway.
his thumb continued its path against your clit, spelling his name against you slowly, long and drawn out so you wouldnât forget.
you were close, desperately so, and your hand slipped down to brace yourself against his chest. you pant into his mouth, sinking and drawing him further inside. he buried his face into your neck, and rocked his hips against you. he felt your throat constrict, your breasts heaving against his chest as he lazily worked his name against your clit with the pad of his thumb, over and over.
you kept making those pretty sounds, clasping your fingers into his hair and holding yourself steady on his broad chest. his orgasm convulsed through him as he moaned, a ripping noise from his mouth that ricocheted through his brain and against the thin skin of your neck. he rocked unthinkingly into you, riding out the rolling tremors that racked his body.
aidan swallowed unevenly, his breath escaping his swollen lips in shaky bursts. his thumb left your swollen clitoris. you whined sweetly in response, trying to rock yourself against his toned naval for any kind of friction. the constricting tightness as you wordlessly begged for more made his hips jolt in over-sensitivity. the feeling dizzied him, striking into the sides of his skull.
he braced himself and stands with your legs wrapped around his waist.
he carried you through the hallway effortlessly and laid you onto the unmade bed with ease.
when he pulled out, you whined and writhed in discomfort, the feeling of anxious excitement pooled somewhere deep in the pit of your stomach. you wanted him, his hungry mouth against you, coaxing you to an undeserving climax with his tongue. not tonight.
he dropped his pants around his ankles and stepped out. from his thighs, he pulled the elastic waistband of his boxers back around his hips snugly and tugged the uncomfortably damp shirt over his head.
aidan watched as he leaked from between your legs, coating your inner thighs. he reached between to gather a bit of it. he brought his two middle fingers up to press past your lips and onto your tongue, watching intently through bleary eyes as you suck him clean.
with a soft groan, he laid down to pull you onto your side and flush against him. he wrapped his arms around you, tucking your head under his chin. you leaned forward to press a ghost of a kiss against his neck.
every breath you took sent the thud of your heartbeat thumping through your head.
you could feel the man radiating heat, his eyes fluttered closed tiredly. you listened intently to the rapid thrum of his heart against his chest.
#this is going to flop too i donât know why i keep doing this to myself#everything i write for has a fandom that died YEARS ago but idgaf#sorry. thereâs actually NO fic for him ANYWHERE i literally think this might be the first in existence#like im sorry but#that man needs to be fucked#heâs so FINE HES SO SEXY#i legit do not care about your opinions on him bring that elsewhere please#this is an aidan shaw lover safe space#this is also a safe space for mr big haters. fuck you big#all my homies hate mr big#aidan shaw#aidan shaw x reader#aidan shaw fanfic#satc#sex and the city#satcedit#carrie bradshaw#sex and the city fic#x reader
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Okay so lately I've seen two big discussions:
a) How content creators are "invading" fan spaces and interacting with fan content, and how they should know this isn't acceptable. How they certainly shouldn't interact with /neg content, especially in front of an audience, but even with positive things like fanart and memes they should keep it to themselves and either enjoy in silence or just stay away altogether
b) If you love a piece of art or a fic, comment on it! reblog it! Don't hide your appreciation in a private chat where the author never gets to see, here's a story about someone who decided to delete all their fics because they found out that they had a bunch of people enthusiastically chatting about them in a private discord but none of those people understood how much it means to an author or artist to get that kind of feedback directly
...Y'all seeing the problem here? Obviously, there is an extreme on each end of this spectrum. Yeah, I'm not a fan of a content creator taking fan content and using it to mock the fanbase (I'm looking at you, Steven Moffat) and obviously there is some discernment that authors etc need to have because if you read enough fic about your work there's a chance you can get accused of stealing ideas from your fans.
And at the other end, an author who finds out about a thriving discord screaming about their work but never gets any comments or direct feedback has every right to be frustrated and hurt by that. If they choose to stop writing for those "fans" then that is 100% their prerogative.
But you can't hold both extremes. You can't demand that CCs stay out of fandom spaces and never engage with the cringy or critical stuff -- fans put it out there to be seen, and CCs have every right to engage with things that are made about their content. And if you DO want to demand that, then you can't turn around and say "reblog, don't just like!" and "authors need your feedback! comments feed them! they deserve to know that you enjoyed what they put so much work into!"
The right to engage with people who read/view/enjoy your work doesn't go away when your audience reaches a certain perceived size. There is a nuanced conversation to be had about what's good for the mental health of a creator, and where fans can go too far, but generally speaking: if a fan puts it out into the world, there is literally no reason why the person they're a fan of should have to not engage. Creators who respect fandom hashtags and such are commendable, but that is not and should never be the expectation.
If you don't want someone to see it, don't put it on the internet, plain and simple.
Stop trying to gatekeep the people who gave you the storyworlds you're playing in to begin with. Sometimes they're going to be assholes about it, because humans are unfortunately like that. But that's their right, just like it's your right to create cringy memes and, shall we say, "wildly inventive" fic about the stories and characters you're borrowing from them. (And, important side note, it's also your right to stop being a fan of that franchise/person/concept if you don't like how they interact.)
Moral of the story: comment on fic, tag the art, and stop freaking out every time a CC sees your insane tier list that has their name on it.
#y'all need to stop#or at least pick a side of the issue to be extreme about#long post#discourse#<-for filtering#and yeah this is a bit inspired by some commentary connected to my#''some of you weren't here for the empires discord infiltration and it shows'' post#but a few other things too including an unfortunate blow-up over in Wicked-land a few weeks back#unfortunately: sometimes creators interacting with fan content are going to be nasty#it doesn't make them a bad person but it can mean you don't engage with the fandom anymore. and that's fine#but you can't keep CCs out of fandom spaces when they helped CREATE what you're a fan of#redwintertalks
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