#it’s the same thing every day
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Istg one of these days I’m gonna become a cannibal just to get something different in my system
#I can’t eat or else I feel sick#it’s the same thing every day#I just want to DO Something#any you know it’s bad when someone chronically online and shut in like me actually wants to go outside#into the world#and do something#anything#but it hurts to eat#it hurts to move#i hate thinking#I hate eating#I hate laughing#I hate crying#it all hurts so bad#both physically and mentally#sometimes I just want to curl up and rot#I’m so sick and tired#and it’s not like anyone can help me#so I just have to wallow in my shame#my body has been betraying me since I was born with a female one#constantly going through hell is not fun
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Kind of feel like the days are just blending into each other
#it’s the same thing every day#I need to hang out with friends 😩#too bad all of mine live across the country#and I don’t want to meet new people during a pandemic#oh well#chris.txt
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#i’m getting really tired of doing the same thing every day#not like pissed tired but...#more like i have no energy#sigh#it’s the same thing every day#i wake up and stay at home all day until i have work#then i work and close the store then get home at 10 then go to sleep#like i’d go out yea...but i hate going out on my own#it’s just so boring#and i hate being with my own thoughts for so long bc i start to find myself annoyig#so me going out and doing something isn’t gonna help if i’m just by myself ://#i’m so dependent :(( i need to fix that oof#and i really feel like my friends don’t wanna hang out with me cjwndkans#and like they know it too#bc my friend sent us a tweet in the gc and said it was basically describing my situation#and it was like ‘me in the gc: who wants to hang out?’#then it was like ‘my friends: with a video of people being awkwardly silent#like yup that’s my situation hahaha :((#it gets to the point where even bts related things doesn’t entertain me :// like i can’t just watch bts vids every hour of ever day#i feel my brain and my energy withering away the longer i spend time on social media or staring at a screen#i also just watch anime all day and thay gets boring after awhile#sigh i need to find a hobby and stop being so fucking boring
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