#it’s grown so much since then and i feel like IVE grown so much since then

[outsidereveries]

hey hows you? different anon but can you do wonyoung view of kpop and her experiences thus far? does she feel that those who follow kpop expect her outward image to always be the same or does she ever want to change it or anything she has experienced? what else would she like to see / do generally? thanks very much! I have grown to like wonyoung I think shes perceived as a pick me when she isnt.

thoughts on her experinces so far | 4 of wands rx, 3 of pentacles rx, the magician, knight of pentacles, 4 of pentacles rx

wonyoung doesn't like her experience in the industry so far. if things were good in her previous group, things are pathetically bad for her in the current one. she can't do anything but compare how she was in izone from time to time to how she is now in ive. she likes her experience in her previous group much more, maybe because she's really interested in writing songs, but it seems like it's not just because of that, because she sees terrible individualism in ive. i feel lesseo right now much more than any other girl in ive, maybe because she saw it the most in her compared to the other girls, but deep down wonyoung hoped that ive would be like izone. she's also disappointed in yujin, but here i see differences in the personalities of the two rather than yujin only caring about herself. as far as i can see what wonyoung thinks about rei in this regard, it seems to me that she hasn't liked her since they met, but then again i see that the case is like yujin's. with liz and gaeul, there is no problem in this regard, as far as i can feel.

thoughts on the k-pop industry | the moon, page of cups, the devil rx, death, 8 of wands

wonyoung sees the dynamics in the industry so far and for her things are changing too fast. she can't catch what's hot and what's not, and sometimes she doesn't even know how to incorporate trends into the content she creates on social media (i see tiktok here). she's not convinced about the things she's doing lately because the company is making her do things she doesn't really want to do. wonyoung is not sure about her other colleagues and i even see her keeping her distance from them (both male and female). she's also watching what's going on between hybe and min heejin because there are some clauses in her contract that she wants to remove or at least change, as she doesn't want to be the most influential, and as i saw a while ago, she just wants creative freedom. over the past months, she doesn't trust both employees and bosses, she's lost any trust she had in the past.

note | this might be the nicest energy i've received from her. if you read tarot or use another divination and ask her questions that are related to how she can be useful in a way, she might suprise you a lot.

26.11.2024

[hinamie]

a tribute to celebrate the finale of the manga that has meant so much to me these past few years

[kentuckyfriedmegumi]

i’ve officially hit 500!!!!!! that’s crazy!!!

thank you to anyone who’s read, commented, and liked this work!! it’s my baby!!!!!!!!

if you haven’t read this before, check it out, my first fic that i’ve ever written!!!!

[angelstrawbabie420]

grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

[genekies]

tag vent

[soni-dragon]

my pokemon black team! i found my old 3Ds a while back and have been playing through the game whenever I’m home from college, and just finished the game today! Have grown pretty attached to these guys <3

[ID: A digital drawing of a person wearing a long brown coat standing in front of six pokemon. From left to right is Conkeldurr, Darmanitan, Swoobat, Simipour, Whimsicott, and Gigalith. /End ID]

[windupaidoneus]

sorry if i am weirder than usual right now GRINS EVILLY but not too evilly. i dont know whats up with me today but its like a whole thing it might be the four hours of sleep if im honest

[yuwuta]

i gave this yuuta fic such a cute name with the plan of it being cute and funny and sort of awkward, and now i'm 8k words into it and yuuta is using biblical analogies to rationalize his love for reader and i've referenced hozier, olivia rodrigo, and sza in the same scene 😐

[marklikely]

im literally so easy to win over if the movie is Red.

[seven-thewanderer]

Okay time for elaborating:

IT'S BEEN A WHOLE YEAR!!!!!

I'm shocked, amazed, and so excited!!!

It's been a journey here, honestly!!

I met so many cool people, made so many cool friends, and honestly it's been amazing here!!!

I'm so glad to have met all of you guys!!!

And seeing people (besides my family) who actually like my art, that's so cool!!!! (I do know some of my irl friends like my art, but it's only some cus like... I've basically only shown like, 4 of em my art in the first place. Idk how many exactly)

I'm not the best with words, but im so glad I met all of you guys, all of my friends, my followers, all of you!!

You guys are amazing, and I'm grateful for all of you!!!!

Also, being able to share some of my silly lil aus, and my silly lil ocs, with other people, that's amazing!!!

But honestly, I really don't know how else to put the words together, but you guys are all so cool, you guys are so grand, and I'm so glad I got the chance of meeting you all!!!

I love you guys!!! (platonically of course, but I feel like that's kinda implied from me :P)

💖

[child-ofdust]

ethan 🌼

[hiveswap]

Being an older sister in a dysfunctional family living separately from the parent who is raising the kid is like actually being subjected to all circles of hell whenever you think about family too hard

[bmpmp3]

speaking of genbu's "serious" sounding tone in his voicebank, i think that might be why he was such a dead ringer for teto pre-synthv-bank-release with just a couple little gender parameter tweaks. wait do my followers know this. sorry i know most of my vocal synthesizer talk is genuinely gibberish to my beloved and loyal long time followers but do you guys know this. for a few years, people had discovered that since utau teto and genbu have this similar strong enunciation and dark sounding tone plus teto can have a bit of a tomboyish edge to her voice anyway -> if u mess with some parameters and phonemes he'll sound close enough to her, so it became a bit of running gag in the community, along with just being a genuine and novel use case for his voicebank. actually recently i found out about someone who made a couple of synthv scripts to set genbus voice to his falsetto pitch and set the tension to drop during each syllable automatically to make him sound like the utau sora amaha. genbu's purpose is to impersonate other vocal synthesizers

[narrativedoomed]

i havent seen any episodes since 2x3 but i think its SO interesting that the fandom will continuously say ben has no power and that no one cares hes an adult but the moment he doesnt step in to help deliver a baby its suddenly "hes annoying" and "you said yourself youre the adult step it up"

[keendaanmaa]

🎸

[mejomonster]

Creating stuff is so weird. (This time im talking about writing) like. U plan a story. U have an idea or vague vision at least in your mind. Then it comes out of your hand. Scenes expand, new scenes emerge that you didn't even know would be there, which lead to new realizations of what this story Becomes as it starts to exist piece by piece. And word choice, you didn't predict any of it, it came out on the spot, each moment a new surprise at what words your mind supplies, the options it offers in the second its demanded to give you a way to describe what you imagine. New descriptions come out, the words tack on bits of the moment you didn't see in your imagination until they come out, and now in a new light this scene is so much More than you ever imagined. It exists now on a page or screen, it is an imprint of this moment of contemplating it. Because any other moment, other words might have poured out from your hand and mind, because close as it might be to the silhouette you imagined initially weeks or months ago, or even a few seconds ago when the new possibility revealed itself, as it is written down it's taken on the qualities of this moment. Of right now. You never would have made precisely this, you won't make anything quite identical to it again. The image in your head that has existed forever long kept morphing, blurred at the edges or at the minimum in how its details spiraled out to connect to other scenes, and each time you contemplated it was just a little bit different. Close sometimes. And when you finally write it down, the blurred bits solidify into something this moment creates, unpredictable but you've tried to shape it up to this point and even as it happens you're trying to guide the thread of it into a more detailed rendition of what you meant initially or better. And then you finish writing that chunk. And are in awe of what came from a blurry idea.

Even the messes. Even the bits that come out of your hand and you're like: how in the fuck did this turn out so Far Away from what I wanted it to be? Even if you scrap it lol. There is a bit of wow there too, in how some moments your brain just refuses to cooperate or the words dont come and the slightly blurred picture in your mind turns out like when i draw a person and my hand isnt warmed up and i cant even get an oval shape right. In all that mess its like, how did what we didnt want even pour out, whys it in us to begin with, is there any gem in the disaster worth keeping. Is it so off the rails we decide the scene we imagined isnt what we thought or hoped itd be, and decide to throw it out all together and try a new scene entirely.