#im not super introverted or shy im just kinda awkward and anxious but im a fun person and all and idk
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astrxealis · 2 years ago
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sometimes (often) i think about the characters i kin or relate to and then the realization comes in again and again that i need therapy (/lh?)
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#unfortunately i doubt i will ever get therapy bcs i have this. thing. idk. but i believe in myself to just rely on myself?#and yeah i uhh can go on more about that BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS sorry i suck at explaining things. anyways#humans. interesting. i am fascinated by humans and myself and i'm tired of typing now GOODBYE anyways xiv music is so fucking good#and also idk how to interact w others sorry ..... i am scared of getting close to people bcs everyone i've grown close to has ended up#leaving me or i mess up! but tbh it's better now i think and also not as bad as i think but sorry i still have bad issues with. that#me saying i don't want to type anymore and then proceed to rapidly type out so many words oopsies#pls just do not PERCEIVE ME !! unless you want to ig but idk why you'd want to do that uhm#yk i like tumblr most out of all social medias bcs it feels like i can... sort of just be my weird self here! and it's not fully nice#and i still have anxiety problems and overthinking problems and whatnot which is evident by my 100+ notifs i havent checked since#christmas but that's not the point (?) idk whats the point honestly uhhhh nvm (??)#OH I LOVE FF SO MUCH tbh it's w/o a doubt still my favorite series ever but drake/nier is also up there for sure#which i think is amazing bcs i have yet to finish a game. and ive only like played idk 5 hours of replicant and automata#and then ive already spoiled myself on important aspects of all games but that helps ngl uh. i could explain but im tired of typing#ANYWAYS GOD actually noehgjbsejhbghjes i really suck w interacting w others i really wish i were better at all that#im not super introverted or shy im just kinda awkward and anxious but im a fun person and all and idk#and tbh its interesting thinking abt my personality... some parts of me havnt changed at all from a bit (/pos) like my lively. aspect of my#personality !! i was a bundle of energy and a little annoying (perhaps unintentionally but now i think its a bit more on purpose lol)#but the only person who really sees my true self is me. and the closest to that is lune. but even i dont know who i really am#and yeah... wnvr im like woa ill make more friends !! and then when i have the opportunities i suddenly dont care anymore IT SUCKS#anyways i think i have Opportunities now again so lets see haha ?? at least uhh in school. its like 2nd sem and i dont rlly have friends#as usual haha that sounds so sad help BUT its not like im disliked im just rlly quiet and shy at school..... throwback to 7th grade tho#that was rlly the worst but also now is just as bad in a diff sense but back then i cldnt talk w my crush at ALL i didnt speak at all im so#sorry about that HELPPP I RLLY JUST CLDNT SPEAK anyways moving on in my class rn i do have a group of sorts. like#we're grpmates wnvr theres grpworks and we can pick which is nice! ive been classmates w em all b4 and theyre the cool kids#but in the more fandom sense and one used to be a close friend of my twin and of mine too by extent and then the other was someone#who knew me when i was more extroverted so yeah uhhh anyways#OKAY ALMOST MAX TAGS im DONE rambling. bye. hopefully. bye. oh god
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puzzzlepieces · 3 months ago
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𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙍𝙊𝘿𝙐𝘾𝙄𝙉𝙂… siddharth varma (he/him). sid is 29 YEARS OLD and is a NEWCOMER at OBLITUS. he's only been here for TWO MONTHS. he works as a RADIO HOST and lives in the RESIDENTIAL AREA. he's awfully KINDHEARTED and ANXIOUS. heard ICE SLIPPIN' BY OMAR APOLLO? then you've probably seen him.
have any of yall seen monkey man? im so sorry i digress, but AWOOGA AWOOGA BARK BARK, dev patel has always been that bitch. anyways im g (she/her), im in the aest timezone, and im indian so i get to objectify and claim dev patel (no i dont lmao)
HELLO HI i can't wait to meet and talk and rp with all of yall im actually certified a fucking loser.
about siddharth (sid):
if i had to compare sid to anyone it would be ben wyatt from parks and recreation. or jeffrey from abbots elementary (if u know, u know)
siddharth is quite an awkward guy EXCEPT for when he's on radio ? like he can be a smooth operator but i think that's just an Act and persona he puts on
sid actually is lowkey famous. and by lowkey i mean highkey. idk this is so 'pick me' to say but like - sid is basically the equivalent of zayn or harry styles today.
sid was part of a very famous boy band that blew up a few years ago and then he went solo
think of chappell roan levels of sudden stardom - and sid fucking HATED it he was not born for it he was not prepared, he is a quiet introvert anxious shy boy, so becoming famous really wasn't quite for him
lowkey being in oblitus is a bit of a blessing. he loves that not many people know of him. he loves being an average joe, and mainly... he loves being able to just do what he loves, which at this point is be a radio host. he's kinda Blessed.
sid is a stumbley mumbley mess. he has such good intentions but his delivery is clunky, clumsy and quite terrible sometimes
he's only been here for 2 months so he's still quite new to the area and meeting people etc etc
yet again - im still feeling him out currently so ill put up wanted connections later once i rlly rp and Vibe him lol - WATCH THIS SPACE
he's friendly and he's lovely, he's just shy and awkward and a fucking weirdo tbh , lowkey a nerd
i know its so embarrassing to make a character who's 'famous' but like.. dfkjnfdnj i wanted to mix it up and thought it'd be funny, i promise im not a pick me bfdkjndfbnjkfbjnk
sid is pretty musically gifted but modest
when he wants to turn it on (charisma etc, performances) he really can , and its like whoa.. new person alert. this just isnt super common for him
THATS ALL I HOPE U LIKE HIM
DEV PATEL IS KING
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siriusmydeer · 4 years ago
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Hii!! can i get a 🧸? Im 18, my pronouns are she/her, im 5’3, and i am straight. When people first meet me im pretty shy and anxious, but once i get to know them I let my humour, sarcasm and caring nature come through. ive been described as kind, smart, and funny. I am extremely introverted and i am loyal and loving to those who i care about. I loooveeee lazy days, im also a big cuddler. My love language is mostly words of affirmation because I have extremely low self-esteem.
Appearance: short- medium length blue hair, glasses, rosy cheeks, short and plus size.
i feel like u and ron would be super good together
- even tho ron can be awkward in social situations i feel like he would strike a convo with someone in your presence if u were to uncomfortable or standoffish if u didn’t know what to say
- i feel like he might be blunt about telling them to go away but all he cares about is if ur comfortable and that’s all he wants
- i think he would admire your shyness and kinda pester you because he wants to know more about you because u seem so closed off but with a really thrilling personality
- you guys would def bounce off eachother humour wise bc i feel like ron can be super saracastic and the vibe would just be amazing between the both of you
- he would love that you’re really caring towards others and that you’re willing to help other people
- you would def be keeping ron on track when it comes to school because he can get distracted a lot and i feel like if you really pushed him his grades would thrive and molly would just think you’re the best influence
- i feel like ron could also be an an ambivert so he would have no problem doing things in your dorm with you like cuddling, watching movies, eating snacks or just playing around with eachother
- ron is also giving me major cuddle bug vibes like he would hold you for hours with no problem like he would love to just stay in bed all day and be in your presence
- i feel like ron might have a bit of a hard time with words so he would ask ginny or george with advice and i feel like on your bad days he would just shower you with the best praise he could muster through his words because words could never describe how beautiful you are and he’s astonished that sometimes u don’t see yourself that way
- ron would be amazed with your blue hair, because hair dye isn’t a thing in the wizarding world so at first he thought u were a metamorphagus. so when u told him about dying your hair he definitely wanted to watch you or try and help you
- i feel like he would compare you and harrys glasses a lot, he would also def put them on to tease you
- since u get flustered all the time he would use that as an advantage to see ur blushy rosey cheeks all the time because seeing u all flustered and smiley is his favourite way of seeing u
- ron adores short girls he just wants to hold u, put his head on you’re head, lean down to kiss you oh my god he just loves the height advantage
i hope you like your ship! 💗
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thebeautyoffandoms · 4 years ago
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hi hi, im kinda curious of who am gonna get so I’ll try for HQ so here it goes
im a sagittarius, 4’10 (tiny b) asian, im bi, have long straight black hair underneath dyed light blue, dark brown eyes and im a infj-t! im a genuine person, I’m very introvert (shy/quiet) at first but extrovert at the same time between internet and rl since i always teasing/joke too much making fun of people so much,sarcastic, really competitive, hyper person depends who I’m with, passionate, straightforward I try to stand up for myself within my feelings, mood swings! (that’s why I’m socially awkward) and lastly a very anxious person.
i like to listen to honestly any kind of music, draw, play video games during my pc, reading, and all tho ive have social anxiety, so i like to stay home a lot so I couldn’t really be a going out person so Ik I like being alone now since I got used to it, and lastly boba within food as well. my love language is spending quality time, words of affirmation and maybe physical touch, and I’m okay with shipping with a female or male it don’t matter to me! but that’s all thank you and take your time writing this! have a wonderful day tysm!! ^w^ 💌
Hello! You’re so very welcome, and thank you for requesting! I’m so sorry this took so long, but I hope you like it!! <3 I hope you have a wonderful day as well aoanwrfon <33
For you, I think Kuroo Tetsuro would be a lovely match!
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While it may not seem like it, I do think you would be Kuroo’s type for many reasons! Not only does your appearance sound super super cool (plus we know Kuroo likes long hair), plus the fact that he can tease you about your cute height, but he’s completely head-over-heels for your personality as well. Kuroo’s a bit of a more open and determined person, so he’d be able to try and strike up conversations with you. Once you two grew closer, he quickly realized he wanted you to be his s/o. Kuroo gets to deal with someone like Kenma, so he’s used to sarcasm (and tends to be just as sarcastic) and won’t get offended. He’s also competitive, so he’ll be a bit too excited to compete with you, and will probably use your competitive-ness to try and get you to join a volleyball team if you aren’t already on one. Also finds it amazing when you stand up for yourself, though he’ll chuck a volleyball at anyone who says anything even remotely negative about you. While he’s still a teenage boy, and probably doesn’t get moodswings, he does his best to ignore them, unless you need someone to talk to. Because, like I said, he’s dealt with Kenma for a long time, he’s used to staying home and playing games. Actually, he’s probably rather good at it by then, so that gives him something to compete with you over <3. Despite how a lot of the fans try to depict him, Kuroo is still a dork. He’s a sucker for getting to sit and read with you, maybe with music playing in the background. He’ll also feel so incredibly proud if you show him some of your art. He’ll probably flash a proud smirk that screams “yes, that’s my s/o! They did that!!” I don’t have many headcanons for Kuroo’s love language, though I sort of feel like he’d use most of them, or just roll with yours. Want to spend quality time? Yes please, he’ll be there in 5 minutes. Gives you a bunch of compliments, looking at you so genuinely loving every time he does. Loves to pat your head, or sling an arm over your shoulder, kiss your temple, or give you a big hug whenever he can too! All of it, baby!! He just loves to show you that he loves you <3
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httpsjjun · 4 years ago
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hello raina!!
i love the idea of helping anyone move too LOL. i just had to wake up SUPER early that morning and i couldnt sleep the day before so it was difficult. and it kinda sucks because i cant see the house yet until they pick. im excited for that part hehe.
now, todays topic is personality!! okay so i took the mbti quiz twice. once with like my answers and the second my friend chose my answers.
so my answers my mbti is - INFP-T (mediator)
my friends answers - INFJ-A (advocate)
i dont really know which one to go with but im under the same category of diplomats loll.
so my personality, im just a very awkward person dijrjerjej. i mean its different if i was meeting new people with a friend but if i was by myself, im just so awkward around other person, especially when i talk. like ill try to make conversation BUT I ALWAYS HAVE THIS SARCASTIC TONE IN MY VOICE. clear i make jokes when im nervous or uncomfortable ofjedjej. but thats the type of person i am when i meet people. well in real life at least. are you introverted or extroverted? obviously im an introvert loll
its kinda funny for online though. like when i met some people on here, i get so nervous and anxious to talk because i dont want to say the wrong thing osjdisj. but now, i just yell whenever i want LOL. is it easier to meet people online for you? or are you the same in person too?
anyway, i hope you have a great day!! stay safe!! <3 sorry for any typos😭😭
-🪐 anon
hi 🪐anon!!
ah yes, i totally understand! waking up early sucks *tears* but oo now i’m kind excited for them to pick a house hehe~
i’ve taken the mbti test so many times, but every single time, it changes. but the first time i ever took it, i got INFP (INFP-T to be exact) and that was really the only accurate one, so i just stuck by that! i think that if ou go back to the website and read over the different traits of that certain mbti thing, you can probably figure out which one you’re more like!
i’m like in between... ambivert? like i’m super super awkward and shy when it comes to meeting new people or being with people i barely know. and i tend to act differently (at least that’s what my family and friends tell me). like i’m not super bubbly, but i just keep laughing and smiling the whole time. but when it comes to people i know and am comfortable with.. oh gosh.. i will not shut up. like i’m sure my friends are sick of me by now. like i get super hyper and most people just think that i’m on something... and some people actually have told me that i seem so different when i first meet them. like they’d see me with my friend group and i’m like super happy and energetic, but then when i meet them, i’m not anymore. 
ugh and the worst part is if i’m left alone with someone i don’t know or just met... please it’s so awkward. especially if we’re assigned seats in a class or like put in a group of people that we don’t know! like please the silence is so loud. 
my introvertness (that’s not a word..) and social anxiety really got so bad during quarantine. like my hands start sweating and i have trouble breathing... it’s not good. but i’m trying to work on it :D how about you? has your awkwardness gotten worse during this? *laugh*
see, i’m like you when it comes to meeting people online. well kind of? it’s like when i first talk to people, i’m like super shy and i’m worried about saying the wrong thing (like you! :D) but then once we start talking for longer, i start to just text scream and say the most random things. i think it’s much easier for me to meet people online. like i have made a lot of friends online (even before tumblr) and it’s just so much easier talking to them. i’m honestly not sure why. how about you? :D
i hope you also have an amazing day!! <3
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