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sux2be · 5 months ago

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feeling mad that i am not the greatest of all time at all of hobbies because i have to add receipts to documents on adobe sign for 8 hours everyday instead of honing the skills that make me feel happy and fulfilled

#i can fill out forms so fast i am the best at forms #its stupid i get angry at myself sometimes for not being better #and i have to step back and realize that i do in fact live in a society #and that society does not want me to be good at my hobbies that dont generate income #it wants me to be good at email #then once i realize that again the anger leaves and the depresso comes back 😔

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veronicaneptunes · 2 months ago

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A long time ago, we used to be friends... The Veronica Mars pilot aired 20 years ago today- on the 22nd of September, 2004.

#I got weirdly emotional making this... lil tear in my eye maybe- dont tell anyone #God I just loved this show so much since I was like 10 years old and its been 18 yrs and I rewatched 100 times when I used to make gifs #I mean this blog exists becuase this show compelled me enough to learn how to make gifs- i still have an email from 2012 telling WB #we want a movie to finish the series- i donated to the kickstarter i was there for all the fun that entailed I watched the movie i read #the book- god did I love this series. so nostalgic for me now... I felt so bitter after 2019 it almost made me forget the love i had #to begin with- but making this felt good and this show will always be loved by me so Yuh. Happy 20 yrs and happy 10 yrs to this blog #Veronica mars #vmarsedit #vmedit #vm gifs #veronica mars gifs #kristen bell #wallace fennel #logan echolls #eli weevil navarro #lilly kane #jason dohring #VM #tv show edit #tv show gifs

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moeblob · 5 months ago

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A lil guy !

#honkai star rail #dan heng #genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy #so dan heng in a hoodie #now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw #but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today #since shes been in the hospital for many many days #so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos #and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good #and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner #and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool #and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those #are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email #and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct #then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way #but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now #so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv #while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now #on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it #and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once #this is literally a personalized attack to me #and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie #and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening #and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down #that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this #and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!

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sigsfigs · 5 months ago

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wips, will delete when i feel like it

#just a glimpse into some of my real fully colored art :3 #since i realised i havent posted anything more than sketches #plus a little zelda doodle from my work sketchbook!! i work an office job so i keep a small notebook as a sketchbook in between calls/emails #the first is donospring are there even any donospring fans yet. have we all lost to skuttlespring. please no god #the last is sig figs art gorgug is also there but his face is not good enough for me to post yet #im working on like ten different wips at a time but im super busy with moving across the country right now + work so it might take a while #anyways hope u guys enjoy i love drawing i love dimension 20 i love fantasy high i want to talk to more people about it #dimension 20 #fantasy high #d20 #fhjy #fig faeth #figueroth faeth #gorgug thistlespring #zelda donovan #donospring #mine #do u guys think my fig kinda looks like emily axford or am i crazy

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saturnvs · 7 months ago

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equine therapy starts again today for the first time since … october? nervous 🫠

#debating whether or not i want to continue because so far it’s only given me more anxiety #and i’m not sure the therapist and i … match #i need something softer and she’s not always very soft in her approach #+ she thinks i’m ‘too young’ to occasionally have debilitating back pain #and she also did not believe when i told her i was diagnosed with autism because i ‘don’t look like it’#🙃#many parts of the therapy Have been good but i’m not always sure if she even likes me that much? she gets frustrated when i get anxious #i’ll just see how i feel about it today although i’m shaking with anxiety lol #let’s just say it wasn’t entirely what i dreamed of when it began #and i’m still hoping for my old riding school to get back to me #i might need to resend that email..

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mellotronmkll · 21 days ago

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GOD there is nothing more frustrating than being like oh Yay there's a guitar tutorial for this song I want to figure out how to play and watching it and it's just like completely inaccurate . Like nevermind then

#'its definitely not what hes playing but it sounds pretty good' genuinely So happy for you thats completely fine and its genuinely #impressive you like reverse engineered a slightly different guitar part that works with the vocals but i just cant do this im way too #particular for it not to bother me that i would rather choose banging my head against a wall by watching various videos of him playing it o #stage and trying to pick apart what hes doing and spending hours and hours trying to figure it out and eventually giving up #than play this approximation soooo im gonna go do that 👍 because unfortunately thats how my brain works but its okay #brian daddario if youre reading this can you please send me via email the exact tablature for the solo acoustic arrangement of #corner of my eyes that you play at shows please and thank you xoxoxooxoxoxox because im going crazy not being able to play it exactly #i really dont mean this to be snarky because the guys uploading the tutorials like i mean it thats so impressive and way more work than i #could and will put in but its just like i dont want to spend all my time learning somerhing and then its wrong because it just drives me #crazy even though no one cares but its the autism like i just cant do it #im fully 100% certain ill end up never learning this song because i wont be able to figure out exactly what hes playing but i will try #anyway but its gonna take me weeks man #AHGHHHHHH i just wish someoen else had already done it lol

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isfjmel-phleg · 2 months ago

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This is a personal post.

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#random personal stuff #the woman who made herself Overlord of All Creative Writing at our school #who pounces upon students for using 'be' verbs and participles because it's 'passive voice' (?) and thus anathema #who left me feeling like I should scrap my story the one time I went to her writing group #who passed over good quality writing for our literary journal but included her own piece and some very substandard work by her own students #who positions herself as The Master of writing because she's published some books and Knows What Publishers Want #...she sent an email today using 'has come and went'#sorry - I am petty - but...wow

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septimusmoonlight · 2 months ago

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You doing ok?

hi

#i'm alive. simply being chewed upon by multiple things #work is more stressful than i'd like it to be. for instance i'm hoping that i submitted my time off notification for tomorrow correctly #because otherwise it might read as a no call no show and i would . like to continue having a job #now to be fair. i do have it on the system that i requested it at the beginning of the month and i emailed my supervisor about it last week #so even if i didn't submit it correctly i'm likely in the clear #but nonetheless. i also got a firm talking-to the other day and now i am on ✨thin ice✨ for dicking around too much #because they track ur idle time at my work (computer) and mine was Quite High so my supervisor was like man what the hell is this #but even though she was kind of baffled at me spending so much time dicking around #she couldn't even really be all that mad in the end because i'm still doing good numbers and have made no (zero) mistakes #so she was just like. it's kind of impressive that your numbers look this good when you literally have 50% idle time #so she goes imagine what you could do if you weren't wasting so much time #and yeah i can whip out some Really Good Numbrers when i put the effort in.#so the problem is not my numbers it's just that i'm not spending long enough doing my tasks for the day #but i don't want to drag out those tasks intentionally so i've just been upping my own standards/goals #as much as i hate giving any more of my brain power than is necessary to giant corporations #it's still easy to feel smug after you get Talked To and then immediately turn around and show off #like yeah i coulda been doing this good the whole time. literally pulling up by 20 points. i just didn't want to.#trying to keep everyone's expectations low but accidentally toed the line of um. not working enough to keep my job #...anyway. EAS national weather system issued a . hi #i haven't forgotten about all of you i'm just having trouble tracking all my shit that i got going on ✨ yaaaaaaay #im gonna post things on AO3 soon. i promise. my weakness is that i get sidetracked trying to unwind from work #...i know i said 'soon' last time. but this time for real #asks #not sexy #anonymous

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quickienewyork · 2 years ago

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So Long and Thanks For All The Sex

Well friends, after thirteen years, it’s finally time for little project to come to an end. Guy New York was a fun character to inhabit and often felt more like me than I did. But Guy and Quickies New York have done what they came to do.

I wrote over a thousand short stories here on Tumblr, and I’ve published over eighty books. We posted original photos, shared thoughts on sex, kink, and open-relationships, and most importantly made a whole bunch of amazing friends.

From Tumblr, my work spread out to Amazon, B&N, Patreon, Medium, Substack, and a slew of other places, many of which Guy outlasted in the shifting landscape of the internet.

But all things come to an end, and right now it’s time for QNY and GNY to sign off so I can turn to new things.

I don’t know what’s next.

I don’t imagine I’ll stop writing, and I’m sure I’ll keep taking photos and rambling about New York one way or another. But right now I need to say goodbye and close the door so the next one can open.

Thanks for all your love, support, and most importantly your willingness to share and be a part of something that often felt vulnerable as it touched upon many of our fears and desires.

It’s been a fun ride.

Lots of love,

Guy

If you enjoyed my stories here, I have two giant print volumes of pretty much everything I wrote here from 2009-2019--I haven't posted much new material since then––and you can find them on Amazon!

And you can still buy my complete library of 80+ books for $100 directly from me via SendOwl/PayPal.

(Outside of GNY, I’m not especially active on social media, but if you’d like to keep up with me, I occasionally post on Instagram @BenInNewYork)

You can also find Ben on Medium at https://medium.com/@bengoodwin

#It's been a good time #If you want to keep in touch you can also email me quickienewyork at the gmail thing.#I'll leave this tumblr up #but I'm not going to be on or see new messages

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 7 months ago

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THE BEST OF SHENKO 1/?

The end of the world has a way of reminding you of all the things you forgot to say do. Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨#kaidan alenko #sophie shepard #EDI #shenko #fshenko #mass effect #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #OTP: you're real enough for me #i learned i am physically incapable of creating less than like 20 gifs at a time #but shenko stonks are up right now!!#gif’ing my favorite bisexuals gives me joy 🥹#even though ME2 is dry as shit for shenko content like it’s literally the sahara desert #like a whole ass 10 minutes max of cutscenes between shep and kaidan like come on #like 2 minutes in the prologue and like 8 minutes of cutscenes on horizon #and then an email and looking at the picture in your cabin before the suicide mission #i'm so sorry y'all ME2 shenko canon is absolute shit (besides kaidan being rightfully angry on horizon) which is why we ✨ignore it✨ 🥰#but i rant about ME2 VS treatment too much so i will not write another essay about it in the tags #i will say the EDI line isn't the exact quote from the game but i think about it a lot tbf #same with the quote i borrowed from anderson too lmao (which is also a tiny bit paraphrased)#i just love EDI asking shep for relationship advice when you get to follow shep and kaidan's relationship/struggles across 3 games #and anderson's quote about all the things you forgot to do in relation kahlee to is just *chef's kiss* when you think about shenko #like whether it starts in ME1 or ME3 shenko has some really fantastic moments across the series #two characters with strong morals who realize that they're falling in love and literally start to become each other's strength??#their soft place to land?? their support when they need it?? shenko will always have my heart #also the shenko quotes you get are the most fire thing in the world #you're real enough for me?? you make me feel human?? i want to be your strength- your soft place to land?? shenko you will always be famous #I FORGOT IM GONNA FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU AGAIN TOO LIKE??#but i’ll stop ranting now bc i do that wayyy to much in my tags lol. have a good day wherever you are! <3

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shewhoeatssand · 20 days ago

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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever

#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play #and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things #like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river #I want to email him pbs eons videos #I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do #take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls #I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee #being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps #& get to ask him about what he’s reading #or how his training is going #or whatever he’s doing #I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house #I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it #unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that #he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice #stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis #he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski #did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge #he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way #I want to try harder but I kind of can’t #or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human #we can be human if we stand close enough together #idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options #kaneki time

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bogkeep · 6 months ago

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it's been over a whole month since i had a stupid argument with my parents about driving, a skill that i legally possess but hate doing because i have a special brain illness that makes me fear death and injury, but i'm still chewing over an absurd claim that it's "equally dangerous to go on a 14 hour train ride like you just did". literally how is that more dangerous. in what way. in what world. public transport is nice and good and i like it and i don't have to enter my personal torment nexus

#goddddd it was so bad #i was trying to explain that yes i understand the importance of maintaining my skill but also i want to build my life in a way that doesn't #depend on doing a thing that stabs me directly in the mental illness #and i was basically told that im both a whiny coward that doesn't wanna do scary things AND i do scary things all the time?????#pick one!!!!!!!!! either im a stupid sheltered baby or im a brave soldier who understands the danger of being alive!!#ive always been a Good and Agreeable child but ive been grounded One time in my life #and that was when my parents were teaching me to ride a bike without training wheels and it stressed me out and made me cry so much #I WONDER IF MAYHAPS I HAVE ANXIETY #I KNOW I GOTTA DO SCARY THINGS BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS SCARY AND I DO THEM ANYWAY #but like sending an email is not putting my life at risk as like. car traffic #and for all my anxiety the only fear ive ever had about public transport has been like. missing a train or a bus #im not afraid of travelling alone or sharing a space with people???#and p much most public vehicles are safer than personal cars????#drivers of the vehicles receive more rigorous training and stuff??? and also they get a lot of experience bc they do it every day???#how is that less safe than putting a mentally ill nervous wreck in the torment nexus #is this what evangelion was about bc im not sure

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jedi-enthusiast · 5 months ago

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Ahhhh I’m so happy!! I recently registered for URJ’s Intro to Judaism course in the Fall!! I can’t wait!!

Also, Shabbat Shalom to everyone who sees this post, and I hope y’all have a wonderful Shavuot!!

#ahhhh I can’t wait #I’m literally vibrating right now!!#also #side note #I have the urge to email the Rabbi I’ve been talking to #just to tell him the good news and also let him know that I’m working on getting a license #so I can actually go to synagogue in person and formally start my conversion #but I don’t want to like…annoy him #any advice?#(and yes I’m 19 without a license)#(sue me)#jumblr #jewish convert

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jrueships · 3 months ago

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im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐

#i was supposed to go in yesterday but um #so basically i did whatever training i was never even aware existed on a platform i was never told of #which has progress for every lil step i do so my manager literally could see i hadnt even logged on n couldve warned me any time #but never did 4 some reason. like even a days notice like heyyy have u gotta blah done n not as im abt to exit to work #BUT ANYWAYS so i tell her i got it done n shes like awesome i make new schedule (since she said we have 2 completely rid the old one #i dont get an update until 4 days later. all she did was add THREE training days (im supposed to have 6 cus it's a hard job)#on TOP of my old schedule. so i have 3 days i know are training days and then a solo day bcs that solo day was going off my old schedule #so it's like. which days do i go on then. bcs u said i cant come in at all bcs we'll have to make a completely new schedule #and then the new schedule is just. 3 added days. on top of my old one #sunday i was scheduled for training & there was No trainer scheduled with me. it was just me #sunday wasnt one of the 3 new days added. it was from the old schedule she literally told me to ignore #n then all a sudden today i get an email from someone who was supposed to be training me (name not even on the schedule tho)#n shes like hey im in the building are u lost or smthing :)?' mind u im asleep . so she probably thot she was wasting her time for a good hr #i emailed her an apology n an explanation but UGH r u fucking serious?? IF I KNEW THAT WAS A (NEW) TRAINING DAY I WOULDVE WENT #I JUST WANT TO GET USED TO THIS NEW THING & IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKED LIKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A BADGE YET BRO #like i was suspicious of going in sunday bcs it wouldve lined up nicely with the 3 added training days #but manager TOLD me she was adding a whole new training schedule! i double check n all she added were THREE days! thats it!#how was *i* supposed to know sunday was supposed to be 1 of those days when ive been staying at home ignoring the schedule u said 2 #BCS U SAID 2. AND ALSO. THERE WAS NO TRAINER ON THE SCHEDULE.#even tho the drive is far. i wouldve driven up there today to see if i could shadow if i had known there was someone to shadow there #bcs even if i was wrong abt the day 2 come in at least i wouldnt waste my time but i didnt even know if there was someone there with a #trainer title. so i just missed a day i didnt even know i rlly had. FOR NOTHING. UGHH. I FEEL SO STUPID. I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION #im so scared of coming in now. sverybodys gonna think im dum n what if i have issues training then theyre gonna be like #we spent all this time on bro n he had all this time 2 prepare n he still sucks like damn we should just give up #i would 2 but i hate not seeing things to completion so. ugh. hate it here. idk what 2 say. EMBARRASSING #i hate miscommunications i hate feeling stupid

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skitskatdacat63 · 6 days ago

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I was gonna post something about dreading how shit this week is going to be. But then I realized it's probably going to be shit until late January, so. Please pray for my blood pressure and health 😭

#im really scared icl 😭#also if i had to go through months of non stop political ads and texts and emails and anxiety and and and-#only for it to not end well. my fucking god.#aaaghhh it just fucking sucks election day really isnt a 'day'#its actually just. election year.#ive been consumed by it for probably at least half this year #but not only all that thats been going on #its gonna take days for them to count the ballots probably #and in that time theres gonna be like. 5 billion lawsuits. cause thats a thing apparently #and then all that shit is going to continue until what. January 20th?#no matter the result things are going to be chaotic i feel like #but truly i am desperately manifesting gaaaahhhh fuck im so done with all this #FREE ME PLEASE I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING FREE #also fuck whichever guy put election day so close before thanksgiving and christmas #idk it all just really fucking sucks. this year hasn't been good for me #so i love that in addition to my already terrible baseline level of anxiety-#ive had another level piled on top of me #which can only possibly get worse 😭#id almost prefer the political ads in perpetuity rather than actually face tuesday and beyond #god. fuck this.#i feel like im gonna have to knock myself out and not go online on monday and tuesday at this rate #how am i even going to get myself to sleep when theres constantly eternal doom hanging over me #catie.rambling.txt

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boringwomanwithabook · 12 days ago

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How on earth is it possible for my biggest Tumblr crush to think she's so unworthy of being loved 😮‍💨

I think sometimes people think I've got nothing going on because of my ability to crack jokes or be lighthearted, but that is simply not true lol, just the only armor I was given in this life. But there's a real person underneath there who's had a really fucking bad time on this planet and maybe people don't believe me, that's cool. Not here to convince you. My demons convince me enough as it is, day after day.

#if i have to show my hand #most people with childhoods as abusive as mine simply do not survive #when people ask me stuff like this i have to force myself to breathe through it and remind myself its enough that im still here #sometimes people who are severely traumatized just don't want to share it I'm sorry #and i am not seeking reassurance when i say i am awful unlovable stupid a dummy #simply echoing the words hurled at me as a goofy little kid who just wanted to show people magic tricks #i am never fishing for compliments here so if you think that's me im happy for you to unfollow lol its all good #asks #love talking about this shit (emails my therapist)#personal

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