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sometimes it makes me really annoyed how fast the male characters in genshin become favoured by fans lmfao it’s so unfair 😭
#male character has a sad past: fans make intricate soulful art and fanfics abt them for years#female character has sad past: fans are like awwwwww:( and then forget abt them#like i can GUARANTEE u kaveh will have content created for him even months and months after his release#shenhe content after her story quest??? crickets. silence.#i would even argue that shenhe’s story was WAAAAAAAY sadder and heartbreaking but 🙄#idk it’s just so unfair that ppl aren’t as interested in women like ik this has been a pattern for YEARS and likely will never change but#it fills me w so much rage#women are always better they’re always more interesting GRRRRR#i feel like the reason i hate kaveh so much is because how unfairly he is loved by fans compared to other characters 😭#everytime i look at him i am simply reminded of colourism and another missed chance for a sickass design#i’ll literally never be over how much sumeru broke my heart lol it was actually so gutting 😭👍 i didn’t realise the colourism was gonna be#THAT bad and i didnt realise the fans were THAT colourist racist AND stupid#truly will never forget the ‘they’re in the forest where there’s no sun so they’re all white as fuck’ argument#can u believe that was real#anyways . anyways#ik everyone is sick of me talking abt this LOL it just rly annoys me because i liked this game sm before 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 and the fans r#everywhere so i get spammed w content of characters i Do Not Want To See 😭
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A comment on reddit:
I think this is the main thing with MHA - the villains are just bad people, and the audience can tell. All of the villains have at least one unshakeable anti-social impulse that they absolutely cannot get over. They can explain how deeply hurt they feel by not being able to act on that impulse, but ultimately they just want to hurt other people in one way or another. They are childish, whiny, and entitled, and none of them has the slightest desire to participate in society whatsoever, no matter the infinite well of understanding and patience the heroes draw from*. So Endeavor, who is not a villain but rather just a douchebag, is able to atone and begin repairing the damage he did. But Dabi, who is a villain, can't do that. It's fundamentally beyond him - he has a selfish, childish mindset forever. Douchebags change, but villains are forever. As readers, we find this frustrating. After everything the todorokis go through, nothing really changes within Dabi's mind or heart. The siblings can beat themselves up about it and feel guilty, which is realistic - if only we had enough love and patience, we could have saved him! But as readers, it feels like bullshit. We know what the villains are like, and we know that they were all hopeless from the start. Not a one of them ever had a shot at being happy or associating with others in a healthy way, because there's a fundamental distinction between the basic, in-born personality of heroes vs villains that is just as immutable as the gap between the empowered and the quirkless. So when it comes to still feeling guilty over little Toya, it's like...I don't know, get over it? He was cooked from the start. You should have recognized he was born a villain.
I think I need to take a chill pill oh my fucking god. How can you read this manga and come to the conclusion that *checks notes* the villains were always destined to be evil, fundamentally different from the 'normal and basic', and 'born a villain'???
Even the manga itself, with its shitty epilogue and shitty messaging, acknowledges that the villains COULD have led normal lives if things had been different.
Like this is such an insane conclusion to come to?? I have no fucking idea how you can read bnha and write THIS shit???
This is EXACTLY why people say that media literacy is dead 😭
#todoroki touya#dabi#bnha#bnha critical#the lov deserved better#like reading this comment filled me w so much rage its unbelievable#and look. i KNOW reddits bnha takes are ass. i know theyre trash. but this post was about natsuo and fuyumi so i thought#'surely people wont have such shitty opinions about this topic'#fucking wrong#i am NEVER touching a bnha post on reddit EVER again
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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I want you & happiness is a warm gun losing to paul songs is going to be my villain origin story
#I love paul and his songs so so much but this is genuinely heinous#think the ghost of john has possessed me and filled me w rage I'm gonna start telling
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footballers playing getting over it
requested by @calm-smol !!! ty for requesting <3
leo: now leo can play any game, no matter how rage-inducing or scary with a straight face. but this. this fucking game. it breaks him. he gets good enough to make a lotta progress, until he slips up n falls all the way to the beginning. despite being completely stoic the entire time he stands up n throws his computer mouse at the wall. he then regains his composure n leaves as nothing happened, never touching that Godforsaken game again
ney: this game doesnt jus make him angry, it makes him depressed. after falling from that one part w the patio furniture to the rocks for the umpteenth time he jus starts crying. leos standing next to him n hes like “if the game makes you this upset, you should stop play-” n neys like “SHUT UP” n continues playing anyways despite his deteriorating mental health
zlatan: plays the entire game to completion on his first try n beats the world speedrunning record
haaland: hes a good sport; even when he falls n has to start over several times he doesnt make a fuss about it. until, like, the tenth time he falls all the way from the area w the cardboard boxes n he turns into that pedro pascal meme where he starts laughing hysterically, which then turns to weeping
luka: look i love him but the dudes a bit of a sore loser. everytime he has to start over he swears n knocks something on his desk over. by the time he steps away from the game hes in a sour mood for the rest a the day n needs to take a long ass walk to decompress
luis: his reactions are to be expected from a game like this. ppl in another room can hear him going “SONOFABITCHFUCKSHIT” approximately every five minutes. somehow does not comprehend the fact that the hammer wont latch into items like the umbrella n the slides, which is the source of most of his rage
trent: loses his fucking mind at literally the most minor setback. hell, someones he’ll make a good move but the hammer wont go EXACTLY where he wants it to go n he screams like he had his firstborn son taken from him
robbo: honestly? doesnt even play the fucking game. he stands over trents shoulder n loses it over how much hes overreacting. def sends some videos to the lfc group chat
sergio: oh. my goodness. the RAGE. jus IMAGINE what sergio would be like playing this hellish game bc it probly goes exactly how you think it will. he (loudly) calls the game every insult you can think of in spanish AND english. probly throws his chair across the room at some point, but the final straw is when he falls from that part w the stairs n the side a the house. straight up punches a hole through his damn pc. then he goes up to luka n hugs him, saying absolutely nothing. when lukas like “??? you good??” he gets a “I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT.”
mourinho: his stubborn ass makes it his MISSION to play the game through to completion. solely bc one of his players told him it was impossible. he pulls two all nighters n drinks far too many red bulls to be considered healthy, but the mad lad does it.
#jus watching ppl play this game fills me w rage#also ty so much for the request i had fun doing this!!! <3#getting over it#leo messi#neymar#neymessi#zlatan ibrahimovic#erling haaland#luka modric#luis suarez#trent alexander arnold#andy robertson#liverpool#liverpool fc#lfc#sergio ramos#modramos#jose mourinho
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@oceanlaceagate
Well ok you asked for explaining so I'm so sorry about the rant that's bound to happen I have beef with this woman like many many MANY homeschool co-op mothers I would like to meet her IN THE PIT
uh I guess trigger warning possibly would be like food diets and possibly eating disorders I'm not sure but I would rather be safe then accidentally harm you friend?
my mother was a crunchy homeschool nutter and her entire social group was crazy homeschool mom cultists.They were all obsessed with clean godly eating and losing weight they constantly kept repeating that they needed to treat their bodies like temples and it really wasn't healthy or good for so many reasons.
well one of the women in that group for as long as i can remember (I've know this lady since I was a lil kid) she believes it's impossible for European women to get fat because of *spins the wheel*
She just has some fucked up made up facts about Europe in general like WARNING SHE'S ACTUALLY ON PURPOSE STUPID
like she has for as long as I can remember believed with E V E R Y FIBER in her body (i have argued so much with her she will not budge in her world this is fact) no one once they hit preteens in france eats bread.
France home of the croissant, baguette and many other carbs bready bakery wonders...
Yeah no one there eats bread that is why French women are so thin and healthy they don't eat bread or any kind of sweets! (She and my mom then tried to make me do that for a bit they were always "suggesting" diets on me it sucked in expecting the thm diet and the melted butter+coffee+ apple cider vinegar diet to have fucked up my body somehow)
Apartly in her world no one in Ireland uses any kind of fat when I asked her to explain wtf that meant she said no one in Ireland uses oil or butter which like..
No that makes no sense where did she even come up with that?!I
Once I took a picture of like some fancy imported butter from Ireland at the store to show her and she and the other moms all straight up walked away and would not look at it. They would not talk to me kept actually doin the "talk to the hand" thing and covering their ears and telling me I'm wrong and stupid and to shut up they will not look at the evidence.
This woman is in her late forties to early fifties she has convinced half the homeschool mother cult that no one in France eats bread with no evidence other then she said so!!!!!
They honest to God believe it also!!!!
Recently she was trying to tell me that no one in the UK eats chicken that it's "looked down on as a disgusting poor man's food" she just went on n on on this long crazy rant that made no sense at all but she acted like she was very intelligent and cultured for knowing this.
My best friend and wife is from the UK and frankly i quickly asked them and they were able to point out this lady is just batshit insane.
Like my wife mentioned there's Nandos everywhere in the UK and that serves chicken mainly I have no clue where she's getting her info or ideas.
She got super angry amd defensive and has gone off saying she has two sources "two very reliable very real and very British people who totally aren't made up there her real Facebook friends that told her yup no one in the uk eats chicken only the USA makes fried chicken poor England is missing out on chicken because they're a bunch of snobs who think it's poor people food" so that's what she believes despite a lot of common sense and evidence to prove otherwise but "how dare I question an elder?!'
I really can't explain it like there's no logic or facts in it I myself don't understand it? I have gotten into many fights with this women.
So many fight
so so so many fights
Stupid amounts of fights
not just over this but like over everything under the sun I swear this woman is living a different reality then everyone else.
she just makes stuff up on a fly and then somehow convinces herself and like a dozen other women in they're 40s-50s that everyone in Europe is significantly skinner because they just happen to not eat the food that one lady dislikes...
like I can't really explain more then that this woman has no evidence, refuses to listen to evidence and has the firmest faith in stupidity I've ever seen it's truly kinda terrifying i wish i had her self confidence but also just wow....
I don't think that she's normal I think a lot of American children do actually learn about other countries? I learned about other countries when I was really young my mom would focus on one a month and then I'd have to do a lil presentation at the end of the month in front of my grandad and we'd cook a meal with some traditional foods from there if possible I had a lot of fun learning recipes from all over the world and we'd get a monthly cd with music from all over the world it was so cool! one of my favorite games when I was little with my grandad was he'd spin the globe point at random n then i had to say thw county, the capital, a famous food item from there and one history fact is famous person if I knew one and it was SO MUCH FUN!!!
maybe it's a new homeschool thing or a church thing or maybe this lady is just straight up purposely stupid I'm not sure? I have no fuckin clue this woman is insane I avoid her every chance I can.
#rants#ignore me I'm stupid#just yeah#she was one of my mom's bffs and lord she made life hell#Narnia a book written by a Catholic man with DJ much religious imagery and symbolism in every single book in the book series#and progressively gets more n more christan the further into the series you get#was evil and satanic#she yelled at me for liking old yeller#she was CRAZY#but the scary thing is she got a lot of women believing her every word especially European diet shit it was CRAZY#only Americans have addresses no one else dose i guess according to her she got my grandma to believe that for a bit until i pointed out#THE MILLIONS OF BOOKS WRITTEN BY A BILLION AUTHORS ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT MENTION ATREET NAMES AND ADDRESSES#LIKE EXAMPLES PRIDE N PREJUDICE AND SHERLOCK HOLMES HABE ADDRESSES MENTIONED#JUST TWO BOOKS NOT WRITTEN BY AMERICAN OR RECENT WITH ADDRESSES#that got my gran to think a bit but that lady thinks they must have been influenced by Americans aomehow shes SO STUPID IT FILLS ME W RAGE#her daughter told me jesus didn't eat seafood and seafood was unbibical#i.... I do not understand#like do you know where jesus lived do you know what some of his friend's jobs was or like the sermon on the Mount#dis you not read the Bible? why you mad ay me for eating all the time#now that i think of it a lot of times her crazy food things tend to be things i was currently eating kr talking about that i enjoyed eating#huh#weirdo lady#she yelled at me for eating two Oreos once#like yeah i wasn't being greedy but yeah she really got mad over that#now that my mom's passed she texts me randomly because she misses my mom n i think she wants me to fill the void i feel kinda bad for her#but i can't#i can't be her friend not after the shit she influenced my mom too be so cruel to me in the name of God growing up#i will not be her friend#that and she's stupid ofcorse people eat chicken bread and butter that's kinda the most basic human foods i feel like#EVERYBODY HAS BREAD EVERYWHERE BREAD IS THE MOST HUMAN THING
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how do you do, i'm 0.5 seconds from ripping my uterus out, personally
#fuck off lou#my post#photo#my photo#my face#me#mine#old pic of me but it's the only one i have that captures this mix of incandescent rage/pure frustration im feeling rn#so yah#bled thru my leggings AND pants today. filled w fury and also too much blood#want to lay down and sob. im so fucking tired of this#vent#vent post
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can spotify pls stop putting dozens song in my daylist/daily mixes -_-
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my day always gets ruined whenever the "venti is lazy and he did NOTHING to help in the archon quest, hes a terrible archon" takes end up on my tl without my consent
#tulip says#im so TIRED#it fills me with a lot of angy energy and i cant do anything but just swallow it#it's only with genshin that i am filled w this much rage over mischaracterizations#i dont wanna be annoying but also im so tired#it just pops up when u least expect it too so u cant even avoid it to save urself from feeling angy 😭
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i <3 u cool old women w agency and lots to say who i get to talk to at work i wish they’d let me spend 3 hours talking to u about how u went travelling alone in the 60s
#i <3 old women who fell for the fem mystique and sacrificed all agency and now are totally helpless bc their husband died too but#u don’t fill me w a joi de vivre so much as rage#but good for me either way!!
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annual "how different my life would have been if i was skinny" mental tirade time
#sick and twistedddddd im sorry but i will always carry a little bit of resentment towards every skinny person in the world sorry :/#putting aside how other people would see me and treat me but the way i would interact w the world would be SO different yk#even putting THAT aside how cool would it have been if my family hadnt fed me awful bs about my worth being tied to my body 👍#the most annoying part is they don't even have a clue like to them its just harmless sporadic jokes#to me its literally. foundation of hating myself for 20 years and isolating myself from other people#tangentially related but also pisses me off that i LOVE being active i love playing sports and working out but for years#i avoided and dreaded those things bc i felt like my body didnt belong there. so much wasted fucking time im so rage filled#well whatever wasted youth is immovable i have a 5am alarm waiting for me. goodnight.
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for the lore ask meme: your mike townsend please ?
oughhhhh mike my beloved mike there's a bunch of stuff from my fic i wasn't able to elaborate on lets go
-mentioned that she was ashkenazi/mizrahi– more specifically i think his dad is like. a third gen immigrant from (now) ukraine (would have probably been pale of settlement at the time) and her mom is an iranian jew, probably 2nd gen!!! they met in ny and ended up moving to seattle for work -has rheumatoid arthritis and has since she was a kid! -aroace. v firm on this one lol -is a mediocre bass player but tries his best -is constantly trying new sourdough recipes. has not found the right one yet -was raised what i'd call like. casually religious?? lots of religious observances in the house but not super strict on it as far as like. don't think they were shomer shabbos but did keep shabbat that kinda vibes lol def got disconnected as she got older but got more observant as blaseball went on i think?? -does wrap tefillin now though that's also v important to me -this isn't a fact i just remembered i made this picrew of him like 3 months ago so i had a visual this is a v basic version of my mike ty for coming to my tled talk
#answers#riseinviolence#tysm cedar!!!#listen. listen i love this guy so much#he is filled w/ so much jewish rage at all times and is perfect. to me#blaseball#ask meme#mike townsend
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For the ask game: owen from 911ls and zuko from atla 👀
owen
sexuality headcanon
bisexual
otp
billy/owen because they fucking hate each other and I think it's hilarious
brotp
poor judd is always dragged into his bullshit 😔
notp
gwyn deserves so much better I'm not sorry
first headcanon that pops into my head
he probably has a tattoo in a very embarrassing place
favorite line from this character
ok I will give him this one win: "126 is a family. These uniforms bind us tighter than blood. Like family, we argue, screw up, let each other down. But as long as we keep fighting for one another there is no challenge cannot rise to, there is no crisis that we cannot overcome. This building stands today not because of its bricks and mortar, but because of the heart and soul of the family inside of it" because fuck yeah, they are a family <33
one way in which I relate to this character
annoying bitch representation ig
thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
literally everything?? but especially how he makes EVERYTHING about him. even things that are completely unrelated. like. does he ever get sick of the world revolving around him??? does he???? and the other thing is how when he had cancer, the biggest thing he was worried about was his hair and his dick. like. maybe I'm just biased because my family is full of people dying--literally dying--of cancer but that shit was like a slap to the face. I'd be so embarrassed if I was him. imagine telling your son to his face that you care more about your hair and your fucking abilities more than you care about the very real, very damaging trauma that comes from watching a parent wither and die right before your eyes. the ls cancer storyline isn't just annoying, it's offensive (to me, at least) and a big part of it is because of owen's attitude
cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
problematic. not my fav. just problematic <3
zuko!!!!!!!! my baby boy!!!!!!!!!!!
sexuality headcanon
he's the gayest little guy I've ever laid eyes on. I've stayed silent on this issue long enough
otp
I'm a zukka truther at heart but I also think jetko has the potential to be funny
brotp
zuko and toph!!! lowkey wish there was an ep before sozin's comet where they hit the town and caused some problems together
notp
zutara. I'm sorry but it's true ,, it's just. a painfully straight ship no matter how you twist it. doesn't pass the vibe check
first headcanon that pops into my head
he's also the most autistic guy to ever exist so jot that down
favorite line from this character
"they don't see our greatness. they hate us, and we deserve it" yesssss boy recognize the wrongdoings of your people and fight for redemption not just for yourself but for your nation yessssssssssss
one way in which I relate to this character
autism <3 also family issues (I haven't been burned in the face tho <333 thank fuck)
thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
ghsldkfjsg every time I watch him re-introduce himself to the gaang in s3,,,great job little buddy that's the worst anyone's ever done it <3
cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
he's both. he's my cinnamon roll and he's also a problematic fave. he contains multitudes <333
character ask game
#i tried sooooo hard to be civil abt owen and i think. i managed. kind of.#i kept the rage to a single question so i think i did ok <3#but zuko's my little GUY <333#ugh one of these days i might write up an essay of all the reasons why owen fills me with indescribable FURY#its just!! he's all the worst things!! compressed into a single guy!!!!#the cancer thing in of itself is enough to make me hate a character because that shit hits close to home#but like. if he was Just an obnoxious self absorbed asshole. maybe i wouldnt hate him as much. maybe.#anyway ty for enabling me to hate on him for a bit <3 its beneficial to my health#xjustonemoremiraclex#anti owen strand#<- so that this doesnt show up in the tags of people who like him because i dont need to deal w that rn <33#zuko
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wish i was smashing my coworker(s) w comically large cartoony mallets rn
#one of em (n this is normal for him) showed up an hr n a half late#2 of em who shld have been here 2ish hrs ago didnt show up n apparently also didnt call in#someone in at 1 has already called in (i only know cuz i had to call abt the missing 6am ppl)#so its just been me for like 2 n a half hrs so today will be fucked probably 👍#n the guy whos aaaalways late is makin me so mad rn he almost never has any excuse just like well here he is now#n when hes here he doesnt even like work hard n i get it like he says he doesnt give a shit abt this place#but its likeee i guess no solidarity or sympathy for ur coworkers who are in the same boat huh :/#n i asked if he would do the job i usually do today (partly cuz i even mentioned he says he doesnt care if customers yell at him#n i rly do n shit will be late today so.) but he didnt feel like it ofc n said some shit abt 'logistically'#he shld be doin the other job (paranoid abt talking abt my job in too much detail can u tell lol)#cuz his speed that we can look at is usually faster than mine i assume he meant#n rn so far for the day we have the exact same rate. ok die#sry idk work fills me w rage like not much else tbh#p#rly dont wanna see my dipshit manager when he gets here later either#i just knowww he'll ask why we arent further ahead n ill def be honest ngl#just gotta be civil which is hard for me w him due to i hate him so much
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Why am I flipping tf out over my roommate going into my room when I wasn't home and leaving a package on my bed it's literally not a big deal and they were trying to be helpful but I am shaking right now I should be happy I got my new favorite shirt but I'm so angry
#Like genuinely seething with rage over something so innocuous I shouldn't be angry#But at the same time I'm like...#The door was shut. When did I ever say you could come in here (I didn't). I wasn't home. Don't touch my stuff. You could have left it#Outside the door. My room is a mess and they saw. AND DON'T TOUCH MY STUFF#I feel like I shouldn't have to sit them down and be like 'hey I don't want you going in my room when I didn't say you could go in there'#Like I feel like that's common sense when u live with other people but I guess not?????#Like it really bothers me cuz I'd NEVER go into someone's room when they weren't there w/o express permission#Fucks sake I linger outside the doorway til they say I can come in when they are there and we're talking#I feel like that's just basic decency because it's their space#Why can't you respect mine and not go in my room when you don't have permission?????#At least text me first????!#THE DOOR WAS SHUT THATS WHAT'S REALLY BOTHERING ME#THE DOOR WAS SHUT WHY WOULD YOU LOOK AT A CLOSED DOOR TO SOMEONE'S BEDROOM AND JUST WALK IN WITHOUT EVER ASKING#Sorry. I know I'm being super irrational right now#I just. My mom used to go through my stuff when I lived at home and throw out whatever she wanted#She would wait until I left the house and then throw things out and leave the rest in a giant pile of trash on the floor#It was always when I was having a decent day too. She'd treat me totally normally the whole way home and then I'd walk into my room to it#Absolutely destroyed and her response was always a cool 'well you should have cleaned it then'#I used to have to dig through the garbage to get the stuff I had attachments to back#She once threw out an entire shoebox filled with my drawings because it was 'too messy' but literally the lid was slightly askew from being#Overfilled. Instead of getting me a bigger container or another shoebox she just fucking tossed it#I lost so much childhood art from that it's part of the reason I refuse to throw anything I've ever drawn away#Anyway this is why I'm overreacting and being irrational and not letting people walk all over me with no complaints#Don't worry though I'm working on squishing any other reservations I have about being a doormat#That way in a couple more years I'll just be a shell of a person and then people will finally like having me around#AJDGDHDHDBMSBDGDJDHDBDMDBDBDN#Grumble grumble
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#i think i might have to drop this show bc mary's love interest fills me w rage#YOU DONT DESERVE HER YOU HIDEOUS COMMONER INGRATE#WHY DO YOU HAVE SO MUCH SELF ESTEEM KYS#also hate his uppity mother#honestly maybe this depiction of the patriarchy is just making me irate. cora's husband being squeamish about pregnancy KILL YOURSELF#YOU MASSIVE INCOMPETENT 60 YO BABY#what even is there to root for in the mary/matthew romance. they had a few flirty conversations#thats it.#i love mary and thomas and violet but idk#downton abbey liveblog#no it really feels like the narrative is punishing mary for having sex by forcing her to settle for this rodent#where is the reallll romancderowrr
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