#is it mental illness are they dumb or is it both

[bohemian-nights]

dumbnyra is the second most deluded and ill-intentioned fandom I've ever seen. they contradict themselfs all the time. Nettles is the daughter of Daemon, but she is not considered a Targaryen or idolized because she is a bastard, while treating Harwin Strong's bastards like real Velaryons 🫠 they are not racist, but they exclude Baela and Rhaena from everything, even though they are literally Baela and Rhaena TARGARYEN, even from their father's life, they swear that Daemon is "the father who stepped up" for the little bastards, when it was shown that Daemon didn't even console his daughters at their MOTHER's funeral, but somehow they keep the fic that daemon loves them because they are Queen Maegor's sons (and white) so ok, and Laena...they only mention her when they want to demonize Alicent because of Laena and Maegor's supposed friendship in the book (and what a friendship, huh? It didn't take 3 months to get pregnant by Laena's widower) I feel like I'm getting dumber every time I read a dumbnyra on twitter, which unfortunately is often because twitter doesn't understand what tag blocking is.

Seriously, all they do is contradict themselves. It’s the fact that they whine like they are somehow victims after spewing the most racist sexist garbage possible that frustrates me the most.

They talk about Laena and Nettles’ stans being annoying and jealous, but b*tch try dealing with a fandom who thinks it’s okay to call a Blackish woman a monkey or the N-word or say that some actress with an afro has hair looks dirty. Then imagine said fandom getting mad at you for pointing out their obvious racism and claiming they “don’t understand why people are calling them racists” and that somehow we are the “real racists” who want “racial revenge”🫠

On top of their racism, they are calling every woman character who isn’t their self-insert irrelevant and a c*nt, or they are laughing at rape, cheering on a woman getting lit on fire(while crying anytime someone calls a lizard baby a lizard baby), and saying that some innocent woman’s death via being knocked in the head by a rock was fine because she was abusing her husband(don’t ask for proof of said abuse because they don’t have it), yet they are “feminists” and will argue you up and down that if you don’t support a crazy woman who did jack squat for other(besides trying to take away their lands and ordering you hate women 🫠

Other segments of this fandom have their problems, but the Dumbnyra fandom by in large is the worst of the bunch.

The whole reason I go in on these psycho parrots is that they showed their whole a** the moment the show premiered(because let’s be real they were not stanning Rhaenyra or Dumbnyra like that until this show that they hate now since episode 10, even though people tried telling them it was sh*t four five episodes back, until the show started airing).

No one cares that they ship what they ship. It’s the fact that they are actively trying to ruin other people’s enjoyment of things because they are insecure as hell over their own ship, so they go squawking and saying all manner of things, that make people view them in an unlikable manner.

Let me stop now before the birds go crying again.

[al-luviec]

juvie buddies

[clowningaroundmars]

i still cannot get over The Twins like.

imagine.

you have another version of you out there arguably living a life just as difficult as yours, if not more, that you can talk to at literally Any Time! and they're You so you basically already have half a convo down anytime you decide to pop on over via a portal

1610 and 42 stepping out of their respective portals side-by-side just to stroll out of an alleyway like nothin happened just going:

1610: LOUD SIGH

42: rough day too huh?

1610, brushing debris off of his shoulder: yeeep. another run-in with the rhino. again.

42: you didn't lock his dumb ass up like, last month? how'd he get out?

1610: don't know, don't care. so done with this week, i just wanna... i dunno. hibernate til spring 😮‍💨

42: man, what a mood.

1610: what happened to you? you look like you had a rougher day than me!

42, covered in visible bruises and cuts along with his bandages: mannnn... rougher week more like. well... rougher life. but. anyways.

they both nod at each other in Understanding

[squarebracketsmileyface]

does jay ever get confused or surprised by his own emotions or actions? i feel like its even worse whrn you dont even know why youre acting like this, because you cant explain ky to yourself, let alone other people

I think so. I know he definitely doesn't really realise he's doing some of it in the moment, especially when he's angry. Like, he just lashes out without even thinking about it, then refuses to let himself feel like he's in the wrong in the moment, because that'd mean "losing" in some way, so he usually doubles down. But like, yeah, I feel like a lot of the time he doesn't expect to react as severely as he does? Like, he's fine fine fine fine, until he's not and he just flies off the handle and can't really do anything about it until he's landed again, and then he can start trying to pick up all the pieces, y'know?

He definitely beats himself up when he settles on "oh I fucked up" after he does something (and tries to get Alex to beat him up over it too lmao, uh, anyway 💀) yeah, if you asked him WHY he did something? Chances are he'll bullshit you about the explanation. Like, I feel like hell make it sound like he knows why he did it, but then if you actually start prodding past the made up, surface level shit he came out with, you'd realise really fast that he doesn't know why he did something.

Either that or sometimes you'll get a massive flood of every single reason he can possibly think of for why he did something? Like you know in Sorry, It's Locked chapter three, when Tim kisses him and he freaks the fuck out and runs away, and then after that he kinda gives Tim just this massive flood of every single thing that lead up to that moment of him panicking and trying to run away.

He's all or nothing, 0 or 100, nothing in between. Either he knows every single thing about why he reacted how he did, or he doesn't have the foggiest, y'know?

[doodlepede]

i wonder if the blog stalker persists...

[moodr1ng]

im well aware that its profoundly cringe to admit to this publicly, alright, but sometimes i just stop to think and realize.. literally my entire life would be radically different if i hadnt been into homestuck when i was 14. like, i would not have had some of the fundamentally important relationships that shaped the way my teen years and young adulthood went. and due to this i would not be living in this home. i would not have the same friends today. i would have been in very different social circles and mightve evolved very differently as a person. i literally might not be alive - i have had my life quite literally saved by friends who i met or bonded with through being into this shitty comic, and by literally i mean was physically prevented from dying last minute. like thats crazy?? and all over homestuck????

[tcypionate]

i still think about the time i convinced myself i was having an aortic aneurysm (caused by me noticing a symptom, looking it up, google giving me the webmd for that) and after going to the ER, it turned out i was just dangerously malnourished and experincing heart palpitations

[astral-catastrophe]

I’m gonna rewatch botw memories before playing the game ✌️

[aceyanaheim]

How am I relating to all 3 eldest Gallaguer siblings 

Should i just show this post to my therapist/j skjafhksdf

[itsalwaysdark]

and also it doesnt even matter if i miraculously get a job tmrw bc we don't have a car . and im too out of shape to walk anywhere bc everything is far away . so i genuinely dont jnow what to do

[vamptastic]

It can just be sort of exhausting growing up in a time where everybody's worst projections and stereotypes and misconceptions about transness are constantly shoved in your face by assholes if you're remotely involved in trans communities online. Or hell, they're just in the news headlines themselves. Or being espoused by peers that wouldn't have had transgenderism so much as cross their mind twenty years ago. I'm tired of the evil voice in my head having an endless supply of ammunition.

[mothpupae]

Also psychology isn’t a real science

[hypnoswag]

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[cringefailfagcat]

i fucking hate the cunt's guts

[nimomo-mo]

Vent

[angelkittycore]

my abusers suspected npd did not make her abuse me, nor did her trauma, her depression, her anxiety, or literally anything else. her actions caused her to abuse me. blaming someones mental illness/personality disorder on her abusive actions is just...... please stay away from the pwPD community lol. (or anybody, really. not just her.)

i'm feeling some kind of way reading this kind of shit

its hard to put into words that aren't rambley or redundant but i really really feel that you need to do some introspection about why you think it makes you a bad person, or makes your abusers a bad person, or that you think you're abusing yourself, for being mentally ill.