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moodr1ng · 7 months ago

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im well aware that its profoundly cringe to admit to this publicly, alright, but sometimes i just stop to think and realize.. literally my entire life would be radically different if i hadnt been into homestuck when i was 14. like, i would not have had some of the fundamentally important relationships that shaped the way my teen years and young adulthood went. and due to this i would not be living in this home. i would not have the same friends today. i would have been in very different social circles and mightve evolved very differently as a person. i literally might not be alive - i have had my life quite literally saved by friends who i met or bonded with through being into this shitty comic, and by literally i mean was physically prevented from dying last minute. like thats crazy?? and all over homestuck????

#97 #i need to meet the version of me who lives in a dimension where i never read homestuck lol #cause thatd be fascinating to see #homestuck tw #(jic)#hmm yeah this was not meant to be rbed. gonna turn that off rq..#this is yet another one of those posts i dont want ppl reblogging bc im talking abt trying to kms haha. like thats what i was talking about #how is it every single time i make a post abt that stuff and dont set it to non rebloggable it ends up on somebodys blog lol #other butterfly effect stuff i thought of:#if i hadnt gotten particularly close w two friends one of whom i met thru homestuck and both of whom i bonded w over it #i mightve stuck closer to other friends i had at the time w whom i did a lot of drinking and smoking at 14 #and considering my proclivities and mental illness i mightve had a serious addiction early on #i also mightve never gone to art school if i hadnt been v encouraged to pursue art by spending years doing hs fanart #mightve not come out as trans when i did if i didnt have the online support of trans people many of whom i met thru hs #and the irl support of ppl i also met thru hs who came out as trans bc i did #would have not been in relationships w some people ive dated #and bc of such major things that came out of me being into that dumb comic every other little thing wouldve been different too #the me from a non-hs timeline is likely unrecognizable to me!

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