#irritability and rage
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alexa, play “inside out” by duster
#vent#actually borderline#tw death#i’ve had a horrific week#intense therapy session on wednesday#finals tuesday wednesday and thursday#major breakdown on thursday AND a final at 7:30 in the fucking morning#saturday was…yeah#and now today is mother’s day and that’s obviously not been a great time#i feel so empty#but the pain is also incredibly overwhelming and crushing#i just miss my fuckin mom#and i’m just having a lot of existential dread lately#and incredible amounts of anxiety and flashbacks#social anxiety and paranoia#insomnia#appetite loss#irritability and rage#panic attacks#crying spells#im just tired
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I hope leftists who think they’re above voting for president or are voting for Jill Stein or whoever because it’s their stupid way of protesting the system feel good about themselves, especially if Trump wins partly because of your negligence 😍 I know you’re not doing shit to plan the proletarian revolution, especially before January, so you guys better not complain about something harming you that you didn’t even bother to try and change
(edit: changed the last part bc I wrote “…if life gets a lot worse for you” cause that does nottt sound right at all and I apologize for writing that)
#if you have the option to help make change and do nothing then that’s your fault#ah yes! taking absolutely no action! that'll show the corrupt two-party system!#I’m literally a leftist too I don’t like aligning with the democrat party either but like… what other choice do we have right now#why not just vote for the one who sucks less#also you do know Jill Stein and Rudolph Ware don’t give a fuck about you or any leftist issues right#like they’re literally just there to get in the way for people who are too dumb to realize they’re basically just handing a vote to Trump#sorry for my raging here we see that I am very nervous for this election lol#and i know i'm being dramatic i don't actually want life to get worse for anyone but like... if you're anti-trump but don't vote for kamala#you're basically just getting what you asked for#american politics#vote blue#us politics#i know trump supporters are the ones to be angrier with ofc but this type of people are really irritating too#breaking: 20-year-old chronically online tumblr user changes the minds of thousands last-minute by ranting (/s)
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wow look another fucking phone doodle of—guess who…..you got. the trans turtle. anyways look at her
#tmnt 2012#tmnt leo#tmnt 2012 leo#transfem leo#2012 leo#yyal art#sorry i’m just very irritated for no reason right now and every little thing makes me want to grab my pink bat and bash my head in with it#instead of using the wall#sorry sorry#anyways i don’t like this drawing that much anymore#probably just the anger speaking#anyways bye#i’m gonna go rage on my side blog
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why is horror almost ALWAYS sweating bro this man must be a straight up water faucet with how much sweat he has in every horrortale panel. however it is for this reason that i think he has hyperhidrosis. hello my name is triglycercule and in this essay i will explain
#because he deserves to have to deal with sweaty hands 24/7#oh i KNOW it is annoying as hell to live in SNOWdin and then be sweating ALL THE DAMN TIME#me when i have my fan blasting at me but my hands are still wet#i cant be bothered to research more than hyperhidrosis can be caused by nervous system disorders#and nervous system disorders can be caused by damage to the brain/spinal cord. and guess who has a giant hole in his head#bro are you crying??? no its just my excessive sweat says horror#and then he just feels colder with the sweat and snowdin wind and then horror starts shivering all the time#shaky hands!!! sweaty hands!!!!!! permanently bloodstained hands!!!!! how else can i make horror hate his hands#he cannot pick up anything at all bro. not even open a doorhandle#in times like those its a goddamn shame horror cant sustain his blue magic#because he would be overusing the shit out of it if he did have it#when horror wants to cause a minor irritation to dust and killer he just rubs his hands all over them#because i do it#its SO disgusting imagine having someone's sweat all over your arm. yeah no#he replaced the whoopie cusion handshake for a drill so he wouldn't have to explain his sweaty hands 😭😭😭😭😭😭#a human got away from horror because they LITERALLY slipped out of his sweaty hands#i know bro was furious. it was comedically easy for them the escape#from that day forward he began wearing gloves. now he has to deal with changing them all the time#first reason you know someone read the horrortale comic: they draw horror with his sweat#i dont even have hyperhidrosis i just get so pissed when my hands start sweating so much. so horror has to deal with it too#i woke up this morning. fan on. full blast. sweaty hands. sweaty feet. immediately decide to cast my rage onto horror#not even 10 am and my hands are still wet even after i washed them someone slice my limbs off#tricule hc#horror sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#sans au#utmv
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The fact is tho that no matter how you look at it, no matter how insufferable she is, no matter how Out Of Touch, regardless of whether she’s doing herself no favours: Eloise is right about society and just about everyone else in the show is wrong.
Like, she’s not got the full picture, she’s blinkered and her political philosophy is not very in depth or well thought out. But she’s right, and I think that’s why a lot of people watching really don’t like her because she’s breaking the illusion. All in all, the 1810s were a shit time to be alive for most people, and you can “well actually” it all you like, but the Luddite movement existed for a reason, the Chartists existed for a reason, Porto-feminist writers like Wollstonecraft and de Gouges wrote what they did for a reason.
So when you keep being reminded that it was a terrible social order for women - in a show targeted mainly towards women for escapist purposes then that character is going to come across as irritating, because she’s ruining the immersion.
Really, her attitude isn’t more anachronistic than the dresses, or the hairdos, or the diamond necklaces (men and women had been advocating women’s right to vote since before Eloise was born, lads), but it’s a problem because people are watching the show for the sweeping romances and the general regency vibe, they don’t want to think about how the regency was for most people. Which inevitably leads to some incredible projection, when watchers of a show with the central conceit of only being interested in the love lives of the top one percent of the one percent of the British aristocracy acting as though Eloise is the only privileged person on the show.
And yeah, she is better off than most of the people who exist in all of Regency Britain (though if you were to take the show as read, Britain is made up of about 70% aristocracy, 1% gentry, 5% urban bourgeoisie and 24% urban workers), but she’s the only one whose privilege is harped on out of her whole family and social circle. 99% of the speaking characters in the show come from a posher background than Beau fucking Brummell.
And! Eloise is literally just about the only main character who ever has to question her privilege! And when she is in season 2 she doesn’t throw a shitfit, she’s willing to learn! She goes out of her way to hear perspectives that she wouldn’t have heard in her social circle! But the narrative punishes her for that, and that’s because for all the criticism she gets about needing her privilege checked, they don’t actually want her to learn, they just want her to shut up and enjoy the trappings of regency decadence as much as they do.
Also - I know it’s really fashionable to rag on “pick-mes” and “Not Like Other Girls” - but actually, no, “traditional femininity” has never been socially unacceptable for women the way being GNC is, and it is in fact ruthlessly socially enforced against GNC women, even more so in the 1810s. Eloise is a teenaged girl in a society that stigmatises her for her wish for more legal autonomy, the idea that she’s somehow the villain for not being able to enjoy “feminine” hobbies without seeing them as just another element of the way women’s education is trivialised as ornamental, is farcical. “Sewing is a valuable and useful skill” so is cooking, but there’s a reason my mam, and not my dad, had home economics lessons, and that reason is still misogyny, despite the fact that it set her up better for being able to operate independently as an adult.
Idk I’m just kind of uncomfortable that in a world of rising reactionary political sentiment towards women, and this seemingly increasingly re-normalised view that women need to be wives and homemakers, people feel that the person on the show who needs to do the most introspection regarding their politics is an eighteen-year-old who is vocal about the fact that she has limited legal rights, and not any of the adult men in the show (a lot of whom probably have seats in the Upper House!!!) who never mention politics at all.
And frankly, given the shower who were Having Political Opinions in the long eighteenth century, Eloise’s brand of semi-anachronistic protofeminism is infinitely preferable to Hannah “I refuse to teach the poor how to write in my schools” More, or Edmund “don’t read my big thesis on revolutions too closely it’s definitely not all lies and junk history” Burke, or even a load of prominent members of the Bluestocking Society.
#anti bridgerton#i guess#eloise bridgerton#there’s been something of an uptick in posts being like#oh women have always been able to /influence/ politics#oh women weren’t treated incredibly terribly as a rule they were mostly fine#women had support circles and family and-#but all of this is second to the fact that they were literally legally lesser than their male couterparts#any and all political influence women managed to have#was in spite of society and the law#i think people really like to reach backwards to see the similarities between then and now#and so the fundamentally alien way that women were viewed rankles#we need women to have been fine with it or blind to it or working around it#Eloise’s impotent rage at a system she can’t hope to change as much as she’d like - if at all is irritating#but i feel that impotent rage now towards a lot of political structures#and privileged though i am compared t most people who have ever lived (i have access to disposable income and sweets)#i also can’t change much#Eloise can’t change the minds of everyone around her - no one in her family takes her seriously#but she can spoil their fun and their peace#so she does#not an uncritical Stan of either wollstonecraft or de gouges but they’re p clear that at least some women Were Not Fine with their situation
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Portrait of Madame X (but now Himeko Murata)
#i could never forget the mole#i took an art class once and it was horrible#the teacher kept telling me good job and i was actually begging for help#but youre doing so well already NO!!! NOOOO!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!! HELP!!!! ME!!!! HELP ME!!!!#as you can probably tell from my blog im not very good with colors#let me tell you something else. not only do i struggle with color. im actually afraid. too afraid to try#dawg that teacher...i told her all this and i was like please. just guide me. tell me something. tell me something to practice.#like how do i get used to it? how do i try?#bro said youre good enough already.#so i got irritated and gave up trying to learn in that class#anyways.#himeko murata#himeko#honkai impact 3rd#honkai star rail#it could be either woman#himeko guns girl z#himeko houkai gakuen 2#could be any of the three actually#ive never played flyme2themoon or zombiegal kawaii. i should try to find them and play#i stopped playing hg2 recently bc my [insert language] is so bad it turns out i misunderstood the story so i rage quit#ill be back tho.mama didnt raise no QUITTER
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You can leave your halo at the entrance.
Woke up irritated as all fucking hell this morning. I think I hate this part of bipolar the most. I'm so volatile on these types of days. I either have to stay high the whole day or keep headphones on constantly and avoid everyone. So inconvenient.
#thoughts#bipolar i#actually bipolar#actuallybipolar#feelings#me#mine#camo#camoflauge#irritation#irritability#bipolar rage#bipolar anger#girls with tattoos#tattooed#tumblr girls
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Even though I did not ship them, I will always be a little bit heartbroken over how the relationship between Gale and Katniss ends. They were like family to one another, so essential to the other’s survival, the only person Katniss could be herself around for a long time before the games. They were so close that the other’s family become their own, with Katniss taking care of Gale’s family and vice-versa. They knew each other so well, were so acquainted with one another’s ticks and heartbeats and quirks. I really enjoyed their friendship and it’s so so sad to me to watch them drift apart during the third book until they finally just cut contact with one another. I will always be an Everlarker, do not get me wrong, but Katniss and Gale’s friendship was so special and it sucks the way it ended. It just goes to show that war really does taint every relationship, every part of your life, everything that makes you the person you are.
#:(#gale hawthorne#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#thg#i will never hate gale#he’s irritating and selfish at times and pushy yes#but i still liked him#he was brave and a hero regardless of his rage full tendencies#district 12 wouldn’t have survivors if it weren’t for him#he stood firm for what he believed in and i respect that#even if i disagree over the method#ughhh i literally do not hate any character in this series but snow#all i want for everyone is for them to be happy damn!#wondering if i should use the ship tag or not#i don’t think i will since it’s purely for shippers so i’ll keep this out of there
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Open letter to the Avatar (TWOW) fandom:
Hello! Media literacy is free, please utilize it.
Thank you!
#RANT IN TAGS IF YOU WANNA READ IT:#yes this is about spider#and the simps over the minors#and the regular adult characters in general#i've seen thirst traps over neteyam's literal dying moments#insert that one post about how people are literally skipling over the impact of his death#and not really analyzing it further beyond 'lost a hot character'#(just like real indigenous people's deaths)#and also spider's treatment in the fandom?#fills me with SO MUCH RAGE#because he's a literal TEENAGER but people are acting like he needs to be hunted down and killed#some people have literally said that he should die over neteyam#what the hell#i hope neteyam isn't even in the third movie#i like the character and everything but you CANNOT convince me hos character is more interesting than spider's#avatar#avatar the way of water#avatar twow#atwow#spider socorro#neteyam sully#lo'ak sully#kiri sully#jake sully#avatar (2009)#neytiri#ao'nung#i am very ready for the haters btw#this fandom irritates me to no end#and i literally hyperfixate on it for MONTHS on end sometimes
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If I were Olivia from Fear and Hunger Termina and my stupid religious antivax parents avoided taking me to the doctor and getting me the medical care I needed resulting in the loss of my mobility, only to find out later that a magic circle in the ground which can cure blindness, restore limbs that have been cut off, and cure every possible ailment one could suffer from exists, but it didn't restore my ability to walk, I would find the traces of Sylvian and kill them again myself
#its supposed to restore you to your original condition and she Did used to be able to walk#she just cant anymore because spine condition#youre telling me Sylvia can give you new eyes if you get blinded or have them pecked out or give you new limbs and healing mild#nerve damage from irritants or cure poison and fully restore your hp#but she cant unfuck a spine? this is bullshit#also yeah yeah shut up 'it would make the game too easy' and it would make me full of rage if the magic circle didnt work on my back#fear and hunger termina#olivia haas
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It's fucking weird how rude people are about immigration sometimes. And I don't just mean bigots being biased and stuff. I mean that, on a REGULAR basis, people ask me if I'm thinking about "going back to the US". And I'm just like... no? What do you mean "back to the US"? I live in Germany. I LIVE IN GERMANY.
I literally fucking started learning German and obsessing on German culture in high school, then I went to college in the US and majored in German Studies, including two study-abroad programs in Germany, then I moved to Germany for grad school and lived there for three years and worked in various German-speaking jobs while studying, then I had to temporarily return to the US but found a German-translation-based job at the US branch of a German company, and made a bunch of German or at least German-speaking friends in my new US city, and then a few years later I was able to move back to Germany, where I got a work visa sponsored by my employer and a full-time salaried job, and after a few more years I acquired my permanent residency, and soon I'll be applying for citizenship.
And people still sometimes ask me whether I'm considering "going back to the US". Like... dude? Would you ask a Mexican living in the US about their plans for "going back to Mexico"? That is rude as fuck.
Immigration is fucking hard. Why on earth would I have gone through all this shit just to throw it up in the air like "Oh well, never mind!"
#i'm sorry but this honestly makes me rage#why do so many people take my commitment to this country and culture so unseriously?#i have learned the language#i have worked here in the same full-time job for six years now#ffs my number-one most played musical artist on last.fm of ALL TIME is a german-language band#(four of my top ten most-played artists are german-language musicians for that matter)#is it because i'm white and upper-middle-class#so i come across as one of those irritating globe-hopping laptop-working culturally oblivious 'expat' types?#I AM NOT A FUCKING EXPAT#I AM AN IMMIGRANT#i have moved to a different country and i am not very financially well off and i am humbly grateful to live here#and i have learned the damn language (yes that's worth repeating) and am not interested in jumping from brazil to thailand to spain to etc.#cosmo gyres#tag rant#grump grump#god this shit drives me up the wall
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"What a blatant attempt to demonize and vilify Boxtrolls, all in the name of some twisted, anti-cardboard agenda. As if we don't have enough of this false rhetoric nonsense polluting our media landscape already. What, do you, so called "artists" think you're being politically correct by portraying Boxtrolls as these grotesque, monstrous creatures? 😒 It's nothing but a cheap ploy to appeal to the basest instincts of their cheese-eating, imperialist audience.
And the way they've chosen to depict this poor creature: all twisted and distorted, with those haunting, soulless yellow eyes, it's just a blatant attempt to strip away the inherent dignity and worth of our fellow sentient beings, my family. As if they're nothing more than mindless, savage beasts to be feared. Reported."
#READ THESE TAGS!!!!#the text is modified from a comment left by a seemingly very angry rage-baiter on flipanim.com#commenting on my last drawing saying it “was speciesist to convey a wolf as creepy”#completely ignoring the fact that the drawing was of a WEREWOLF and it was VENT ART#so my best buds and I said “Hey wouldn't it be funny if we turned this into a copypasta or something”#so its our new#inside joke#posts for my bf#posts for my bff#posts for all my bffs#copypasta#the “Propaganda Boxtroll” style was really fun to imitate#the boxtrolls#boxtrolls#HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE TURNED INTO A COPYPASTA#laika fanart#eggs trubshaw#fanart#ITS BOXTROLL ANNIVERSARY MONTH!!! ITS BEEN 10 YEARS EVERYONE GO DRAW THOSE CUBES#LAIKA DOESNT THINK WE LOVE THIS MOVIE GODDAMNIT#I'm actually only mildly irritated by the fact#that's why I'm writing an analysis on the film#also can ya tell I gave up with the background lol#I don't care#crowfish scribbles
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i do have to stand by Poor Edward being tall purely because of how much that would piss off Alex </3
#alex is 5'9" so he's fairly tall himself so!!! this is irritating!!!!#trans man specific height rage akdfkkgkkggkkhkjkj#oc: alex#poor edward
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#killer bee sweepppp sndnsj#anyways killer bee bc hes so fuckin irritating i dont even want his tailed beast i would just kill him#jiraiya bc he mughtve once been funny but in his old age he let himself go. just an old creep now pip pip#kushina bc her rage and resentment over failed dreams is understandable but her abusiveness is not#fugaku bc those two lines under his mouth piss me tf off and hes the reason itachi had to do that. also he was mean to bb saske insta-die#those two elders are fuckinng everyone else over to satiate their need to conquer their own trauma. like is it enough. could it ever be#danzo idk his pissy litle voice and the fact that he tries so hard to be cool but hes just not. obviously hes living thru his little boytoy#hiruzen he just pisses me off. like in general. like ur not the hero and u had ur son murdered bc ur obsessed with a little boy. so#sakura dont get me wrong shes the epitamy of complicated mostly shes just annoying bc she wants to be different but then it doesnt happen#gai i like gai dont get me wrong but he does get annoying sometimes and i have issues with him and tenten idk#obito is literly incel annoying like he used rin as his sunshine power a complete lack of self awareness and hes that type that like uses#girls as like little cheerleaders like theyre just supporting characters for His Life and not actusl people#rin is so annoying too tho like damn girl i Understand the torment of having to hype up a mid guy that cheesed on you. like that was legit#probly harder for u than the exams but shes annoying bc she then used that role and idk something grody about her manipulating them but ma#naruto
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ughhh thinking back on the original atla and lok by association reminds me of how much the writers of these shows just... cannot write a good romance.
#the romance is the worst part of both these shows tbh#embodies everything i cannot stand about romance stories - unequal dynamics/character flattening/no 'together' dynamic#/weird ooc things/the romantic partner being prioritized at detriment to the friends/direct conflict of story themes/etc#ugh.#it's just. not good. lok was a slog for me in certain parts because of the stupid love triangle/cheating thing#sure sure they're messy teenagers but. i felt no romantic tension. it was just irritating.#what was mako's purpose anyways???????#also i hate the ship war surrounding katara#what if katara just did cool stuff on her own for a bit. what if she didn't have to be romanced at the end.#what if we examined the bloodbending more closely. what about her kindness contrasted with her rage. what about what she wants.#can we focus on that. please.#storyrambles#sorry for negativity on main i just. ughhhhhhh
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Vent about a person, I’m just agitated and need to get it out.
You know if you don’t like me you can just say that, don’t use some fake excuse to cover up the fact that from the moment we started talking you showed blatant disinterest in me. You say I’m a bad conversationalist when you were the one who only ever responded with “oh okay.” If you’ve got a problem with me say it will your full chest. Don’t leave a message and run away. It’s so obvious that when I mentioned I’m not religious that bothered you. I tried to be respectful of your beliefs and lifestyle, but you showed complete disrespect to mine. How dare you judge others for the beliefs they hold. You have no right to throw stones when you live in a glass house. The blatant disrespect you’ve shown me is beyond anything I’ve ever experienced when talking with someone. I tired to be kind and understanding, but even I have limitations. Truly take a step back and realize that maybe you’re the problem. You wonder why people keep not wanting to talk to you anymore? Maybe this is why. You can’t handle people not being exactly like you, and when they’re not you actively shame their lifestyle. Take some time to reflect on yourself and stop blaming others for your own actions. Everyone has issues and different ways to live. You’re not perfect either, don’t be so judgmental, and maybe then you can actually make friends. I truly despise the day you found my blog, and hope to never meet someone like you again.
#bpd vent#personal vent#vent post#vent#irritated#frustrated#mentally unstable#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally drained#fuck off#fuck this#i hate it#anger vent#bpd stuff#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#actually borderline#bpd splitting#i hate people#anger holder#actually mentally ill#fake friends#female rage
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