#im not happy about it i wish i wasnt but

[hoboblaidd]

The Heart

archetypes headcanons

|| The Heart || When was the last time your muse’s heart was touched? Soak in every detail you can and feel the heart awaken.

So the thing is, it started simply because of circumstance. His plan failed, Corypheus lived, and his anchor was on her hand. He described her as a "mystery", not because of who she was, but because he needed that anchor. But there was no way to extract it, so he needed to see the Breach closed and his orb returned.

It's just that they spent all the time in each other's company and she was not what he expected. Especially from the Dalish, who were so knee deep in Evanuris propaganda. But she challenged him, made stupid jokes, got angry, made good choices, and terrible ones. She didn't remind him of him, she reminded him that there was more to this world than his narrow prejudices. She was real.

She sat on his desk as he painted his murals. He went to her balcony and they watched sunsets. Every mission from the Hissing Wastes to the Fallow Mire took days and even weeks to reach. All they could do, all any of them could do, was talk. She asked him about his 'journeys in the Fade,' and he through it he could talk about his memories, his grief, his regrets. He asked her about her clan and elven views, and she talked about her hopes, her joys, her frustrations. They camped next to each other every night, and then they started to explore the Fade together.

She showed him that everyone was real, but not through speeches or pleas. Through her actions. The little fleeting moments of joy they stole, the laughter she shared with the others. She showed him they all had worth, value, and deserved not just the peace of sudden oblivion, but life.

He almost told her, right up to the end. After Corypheus was gone, and after two years had passed, he told her he withheld the truth because he didn't think she would respond well to him being the "great adversary in her people's mythology." But that was a lie. He didn't tell her because he was afraid: not that she'd reject him, but that she wouldn't, and he'd have to choose like the fisherman in Varric's tale - fight for his idea of a better future or sit back, live, and watch the sun rise and set on this new world.

If she'd asked him then, he would've chosen the sun rise. So he chose not to let her ask.

[reineyday]

mourning the half-episode this yaku moment could have been 😔 but happy the movie exists at all 🙏

[luck-of-the-drawings]

DISTRACTIONS sometimes its the drive to help and save our friends that pushes us to learn and to succeed. unfortunately its normally ''unethical'' to replicate that in a classroom setting. I ONLY JUST FINISHED THE LAST PAGE HERE, THE FIRST TWO WERE LITERALLY FROM LAST YEAR, N A FEW MONTHS APART. LOOOOK AT MY EVOLUTION. im very proud of this and bled REALLY HARD FOR THE LAST PAGE. PLEASE ABSORB THIS.

[beannary]

Donnie is by far the most paternal of the brothers. Like Raph stepped up as the caretaker/leader to his brothers because he felt he had to. He canonically never wanted to be leader. Leo stepped up for Casey Jr but doesn’t seem to want others to rely on him. The responsibility is terrifying but he’ll do what needs to be done. Mikey is very nurturing but values his own freedom and independence. Donnie, on the other hand. desparatly wants to be depended on . He wants to provide for his family. He wants to pass on his knowledge. He treats his creations as his babies and has deep emotional attachments to them. He had an entire arc about becoming a better parent to Shelldon. He would absolutely LOVE being a father.

YES YES YES YES YOU ANON ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO GETS IT

and i will say that just because leo and raph dont necessarily want to be parents doesnt mean that they arent good at it? or at least they were doing their best

i think leo did a fantastic job raising casey in the apocalypse but i can definitely see it being super stressful for him not only being like responsible for the whole resistance but also being personally responsible for a child

and you know raph was fully a child too when he had to take care of his siblings so he was never going to be perfect, i can see him just wanting to take time for himself and learn how to be himself outside of his brothers and his family

[moeblob]

Another OC gift because it's another buddy's bday! And I like to draw gift art. And birthdays are such valid reasons to pester people to let me draw their children.

[lyriumrain]

Shout out to everyone who was alone when they came out of surgery

I was going to make this trans-specific, but as I was typing I realised this would suck no matter what you had done. So, to people who wanted someone to be there:

I'm sorry you were alone, or if no one could visit until days later when the scary moments had already passed. I'm sorry no one was there to celebrate you coming out the other side.

You made it, you're alive. I'm hugging you and leaving balloons and stuffed animals (that you may or may not want lol) by your bedside.

[kaisollisto]

[silly-lil-scribbles]

me when i cant be someones favorite person all the time forever for no fucking reason: ah i see. hm. okay. i should go abandon everyone and everything and then kill myself

[knifekris]

every day i struggle to make choices

[sagau-my-beloved]

So this took me way too long...

I didn’t add the wings/hood thing because I actually do value my own sanity, and also his shoulders, but I might add it in later once some of that has replenished

Anyway enjoy Archon outfit Venti

[dayurno]

Kevjean that spend years without talking to each other out of the pure irrational fear of not having anything in common now that they are both free of Riko – If they don't look then the change isn't there

AGH....... theyre so fucking stupid but i think so much about how important riko is to their relationship and how much of a space he could be given even as a dead man if kevin and jean don't make a point out of ignoring him...... but how can you rid a relationship of its primal creator if its also both parties' first and worst abuser........ how do you get rid of riko without getting rid of each other..... its really. ah

i think a big part of kevjean to me is that both of their separate, new support systems (the trojans and the foxes in this case, though i use the term support system loosely) absolutely dont agree with this relationship at all GHDFGDHGJDFG when all your friends think your relationship is a grudge you cant let go of..... when everyone in your life thinks the only reason you could stay together is out of a misguided sense of codependence........ when no one wants you together and no one understands and it feels like youre a cult of two :) when id rather remember every time ive ever been wronged and abused than let go of you :) when you look at him and you think hes just something you invented when you were scared and needed to be rescued :))))

anyway heres my kevjean vision moodboard

[skitskatdacat63]

As aforementioned, please take my Leyendecker type Nando bcs that recent Boss pic has brainrotted me

+ ref:

[thedrotter]

Do any of you remember a Youtube video about Re:Kinder talking about how the game is seen and percieved by some people (mostly touching upon and arguing against how it has been treated insensitively as some sort of weird legend like "ooo disturbing game with a hidden truth behind it" due to it's creator being dead), as well as talking about the charm of the game (even mentioning it's art at some point) and sadness of the themes without spoiling anything at the same time?? I remember the video avoided saying any spoilers at all and only touched on the literal plot as the kids being stuck in a dire situation in the town with all the adults dead without really getting into the why (it didn't even say one of the kids themselves was the cause— as thus, spoiler free), other than that it just touched on the emotional side of it and vaguely mentioned some scenes.

i also remember at some point the later half (at the very least if not in all of it) of the video, music by Siinamota was playing in the background. Does anyone remember seeing a video like this?

I can't seem to find it anywhere and don't even remember the exact year I watched it.😭 It was the way I found out about this game a while ago, which eventually ended up in me playing it, and I really wish I could watch it again. I thought it was a deleted video by someone called hazel as it was mentioned by a lot of people, but I found that one and it isnt it.😓 I'm wondering if anyone remembers watching something along the lines of what im describing and knows if it's still up.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.

[illogicalghost]

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[autumnoakes]

i feel so bad sometimes when i see people complaining about how their favs don't get a lot of content compared to my fav who gets a ton of content and i don't... really know what to do about it?

like i know i'm literally a part of the problem but i also literally cannot focus on anything else. i literally only read fanfiction about one character at a time and anything else just does not grab me as much. i can't explain why.