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roach-works · 10 months ago

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life update: a lot has changed and is continuing to change!

so, i moved to portland. i'll be going back to school in april (yay, community college) to get an associate's in Architectural Drafting, and until then im trying to get back into character illustration so i can start doing commissions again to support myself through the degree, since there isn't really much in the way of part time welding jobs.

the internet is a lot different now, and instagram's overwhelmingly slick and commercial-- incredibly intimidating to approach with the intent of building a following! i really want to dedicate myself to anthro art but im still chipping cautiously away at the very edges of the scene, on reddit and furaffinity and insta and... im not sure, bluesky? telegram? i know making money on the internet's always been tough, but i feel really bad for fresh younger artists right now-- the bar seems so high and complex! it's like if you can't hit the ground running, you'll get run over.

anyway this isn't a desperate lament, just an old dude preparing to get back into shape and whining the whole time.

#roach's kawaii life #ill do it #ill just complain the whole time

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newttxt · 9 months ago

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launching a rescue mission!

from utilities included, ch. 8

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#one piece #sanji #zoro #zosan #nami #usopp #helmeppo #koby #bartolomeo #other ppl but theyre just cameos #utilities included #DONT draw crowds. i suffered. i cannot explain. i didnt even detail that many crowd ppl but i was fighting for my life the whole time #blood sweat and tears. ill be complaining about this one for a while #BUT. IM SO HAPPY WITH IT?!#shoutout to emmie for helping me with the barto pose #and shoutout to bege for bringing a whole infant to a rager. my favorite detail that i added to please myself #anyway i learned i love drawing koby and barto

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frobby · 3 months ago

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mc when they go into a book and fuck shit up: why is the story different!!!

My brother in christ YOU CHANGED THE STORY!!!!!

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eobsinj · 4 months ago

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✨ marco bezzecchi - assen 2023 ( twt | ig | fb )

#im not really sure if this is assen bc they posted the photo during the break but assen was the race before the break so #i also added a scorpion tatto bc why not #as a multiple neck tattoo haver i think it looks cool he needs to get a neck tattoo #you can just tell by the amount of detail on this that i have a huge fat crush on bez #gonna draw him 2 more times (bc im biased) and then ill draw the other riders that i like <3 #i hate doing hair this way btw but it is my default style for it unfortunately #i complained the whole time i was doing the hair but the result was worth it #didnt think the hands would look good bc i generally suck at drawing hands thats why i didnt include them in my f1 art but well #seeing a lot of mistakes rn but i cant do anything about it now /sighs #marco bezzecchi #bezzecchi #bez #mb72 #bez 72 #vr46 racing team #mooney vr46 #assen #assen 2023 #assen gp 2023 #motogp #motogp fanart #motogp art #fanart #eobsinj #my art #colored pencils #traditional art

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milkweedman · 2 years ago

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rly wish i could knit or spin while lying down bc my migraine is a little better when im lying down but then im bored out of skull. but if i try to do anything that involves raising my arms for more than a minute it is absolutely agonizing so unfortunately, sitting up in bed with the lights off and knitting it is

#occurred to me recently that it cant be normal for that to be the case #like if my arms arent by my sides then they need to be propped up on something or Pain #even worse if i have to hold them at shoulder height or higher #like reaching up to dust the corners of the ceiling or hammer in nails way above my head is so horrible #i cant keep them up for more than two minutes and its so bad the whole time #but even just keeping my arms propped up on my stomach while i knit while laying down ? cant do it. does not work #ill admit im describing this at least 50% in the hopes somebody else relates and has tips or info xD #other 50% is bc i like to complain #chronic illness #anyway am going to bed #and by that i mean im knitting

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nicklukenelson · 6 months ago

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Can we pretty please acknowledge how creepy the logan x Kendall plotline is for a second? That is a 25 year old sleeping with a barely legal adult. Under false pretenses ! Weird as hell.

#i just #its really pissing me off the amount of grown adults that dont find it weird #not to mention lamb and madison??? the hell is going on dude #get these late 20 year olds away from them !!#and i havent even mentioned the whole 'logan got so drunk he cant remember any of his conversation with veronica but had sex with kendal the #25 year old who was most likely sober' thing #i havent even mentioned that yet but i could oh man how i could #maybe ill give it the benefit of the doubt and say she arrived many hours after the party had finished and after he has sobered up some #still doesnt make her any less of a 25 year old but whatever #its the times its the times i know this is what u get for a 2000s show #but unfortunately i was put on this earth to complain so #logan echolls i will defend u on this one bud i got u #logan echolls #veronica mars #not to mention btw shes not even actually the person shes claiming to be while sleeping with him which is also weird but im not his parent

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puppetgearing · 1 day ago

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ALY

I WILL KILL (/POS) YOU

#CAN I LIKE #KEEP THIS IN MY INBOX FOREVER AND JUST TELL YOU WHAT I THINK OF IT HERE OMG ?!?@?@?+?#YOU SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN IM GOING INSANE #WHAT DO YOU MEAN DRABBLE WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHORT DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIME I WENT “OMG THERES MORE”#THEY WAY YOU WRITE IM INSANE ABT IT ACTUALLY-- the way you structure the settings the way the dialogue is so well convey--#'when you stop running away ill make a puppet out of you' HOW ABOUT I EXPLODE YOU WITH MY HEAD #THIS IS ALL SO //POS IM MAKING POKEMON NOISES IN MY ROOM #:[[[[ they way you connected their pain im on the floor in the pillow on cloud nine.............#have i mentioned i like ur writing ill shout it from the rooftop actually its like 4 am im doing it--#SHAKES YOU SO HARD AUSHAHSHSHDHD #this is staying in my inbox forever-- IM GONNA CRY WTF THIS IS SUCH A NICE THING TO SEE CHRISTMAS CAME EARLY--#<33333333333333 #watch ur back aly <33 #192828882/10 one complain u said u didnt do them justice UH HELLO YOURE THE WHOLE COURT JUSTICE IS SERVED #.txt

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discoshhtick · 1 month ago

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It's really interesting to me how varied the reviews on veilguard are - I've seen so many people praise it, talking about how amazing it is. Both new and old fans - but just as many people saying how terrible it is and filing for a refund after 2-3 hours.

I fall somewhere in the middle of that rn, I'm nowhere near the end of the game and have been disappointed by a massive pile of things in it - but also see some good in it still. I love the characters above all, even with some really, really painfully awkward and badly written dialogue. If all of the dialogue was that I would've probably dropped the game, thankfully there's both good and bad dialogue. Some of it works, while some absolutely does not.

Above all to me it truly does feel like a dragon age game bc I have to overlook a pile of jank to find the enjoyable bits LMAO, that for me has been the experience with all of the games

#idk man. Im still enjoying it despite it all #but then again Im actively fighting to get the utmost enjoyment out of it. Youll have to pry dragon age from my dead stiff hands #I will eat everything dragon age up when offered. I may complain the whole time but Ill eat anyway. and somehow find enjoyment out of it #veilguard livejournal #I had a text post tag but I forgot #Im going to save like. a bigger review for once Im done with it #bc I cannot really fully review the writing etc if Im in the smack dab middle of the story and character arcs #is anyone even reading these I have no idea nor do I care I just have to put my thoughts somewhere #dragon age #dav

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windupaidoneus · 5 months ago

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this need for approval is a fucking disease it is absolutely mind boggling that i need feedback on what i say & post or my mind decides everyone takes a look at it & goes yep here goes this annoying freak again talking about his annoying freak things. & im not even like that with everyone. it literally does not fucking matter oh my goddd grow UP! im normal now. i understand my minds machinations. misto is nodding in approval at me

#i do not have this kind of insecurity with anyone in bitches. it is baffling that im letting it get such power on me elsewhere #i know its because of the difference in familiarity & like. knowing bitches much longer. & the fact we are from the same community #it is definitely a trust issue in this case but there isnt really a fix for it. except trying to get closer to everyone i guess?#but that would feel forced. i mean i love making friends & i love having close friends & i do not like feeling like this #but im also not gonna force friendships just so i can stop being insecure. its ridiculous conceptually #not that i have beef with anybody of course. just not sure anybody would care to get closer to me atm #considering what people have seen of me i would very much understand the opposite. not in a self conscious way #though that would be quite the opposite of how i personallt would react probably... my complexes #apologies for ruminating on my thought process in front of tha whole world to see but admittedly u did not have to read it.#i suppose ive gotten worries waap was mad at me in recent ish times but the thing w waap is that if theres an issue ill know #& like. waap & i are like two peas in a pod like they say... its presence makes me overall more comfortable & safe #damn. does it realise how important it is to me. emotional break im tearing up thinking about it fuckkk i love my friends #bahhhh okay anyway... i love my bitches. my god. ppl complain about that server's channel system #but its my beautiful maze where my beautiful friends are... & i can trust them so so much i have a channel for being a hater...#fukkkkckkck did i woke up sappy as fuck what is going ONNNN ahhhh i love mynfriedns collapses to my kenes #IS IT SO BAD TO WANT MORE FRIENDS TO LOVE JUST AS MUCH!!!! & TO TRUST AS MUCH!!

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carcarrot · 6 months ago

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they cant get rid of me that easily

#ok job update for those of you invested in this storyline #BEFORE this interview was even brought up or arranged. i thought i had the job and that it was going to be close enough to my current job #AFTER the interview it was clear i did not have the job and i would be contacted if i got it and also its way more involved than my job now #also i just really did not get the greatest vibes about the new job and the place itself.#theyre starting up but they dont seem to have their shit together #they also wanted to like. hire me as one thing but like have me essentially work different jobs as needed #which like. pay me more lol if youre giving more duties or responsibilities. you know #and while yes i complain about my current job theres good to it too. good pay for doing a job thats pretty close to not doing a whole lot #i value my goofing off time. its important #goofing off aside like it is good that i have moments when i can relax. or have time to do things like write my screenplay #which i should work on .#but anyway i know im making the right choice for what i wanna do. and this new job aint it #ill keep looking for better jobs but for now im happy in my often stupid but still good job #before i was cackling evilly abt the prospect of leaving here now im cackling evilly about staying #a very 'when you leave' sort of situation to tie it all together. anyway a crazy past couple of weeks that ive survived

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#im just gonna complain abt it here bc i just have to accept that i can't irl bc no one else gets it #its hard to b a dyslexic grad student. u have to read so much. and its good. lots of reading is good. u just have to contend with a soul #crushing amout of discouragement at the fact u just kinda cant read while ur peers r like sure i can read this in class and have things to #say abt it. if u make me read in my head in class i literally cannot fucking tell u what i just read. not a god damn thing and if i try to #let my computer read to me i cant fucking pay attention for long enough so i just have to accept that from here on out ill have to #physically read papers aloud which i hate so much. its the only way i can fucking understand things and it still makes me feel dumb bc ill #somehow still space out while reading and have to reread like 4 times before i understand wtf is being said. it takes forever and it takes #energy and i dont like talking very much and it also restricts me to only being able to read at home which is frustrating #and im like i need to stop my brain from distracting myself with things that dont matter and my counselor is like: ur ocd is trying to make #work ur whole life and im like yeah thats how i got it. its the only way i can keep swimming with the non dyslexics #so its like wtf do i do? i kinda have to take the hit and make work my whole life rn. morn the loss of other things for a while #i dunno im still a bummer rn. like im probably coming off as more an asocial freak than normal bc its hard to talk ans maintain conversation #rn. but whatever. sometimes things just suck and theres nothing u can do abt it but accept it and move on. ill learn lots of things with all #the reading i have to do and that's never a bad thing ...no matter how much i dont give a fuck abt animals #like jesus. i could not even begin to give a fuck about like 95% of mammals. fish r cool tho. plants too #but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them #if i can find my fucking enthusiasm. ugh i have to make one of my classes read a paper and i have to work with someone abt find it. she #works with like rabbits. i refuse to assign a mammal paper. i fucking refuse. we will do plants or microbes or fucking paleontology #i will fight her on this. ugh. light filtering or orchid speciation would b perfect. annoying #at least i get to work with some culturs this week #unrelated

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halogalopaghost · 11 months ago

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#I'm having anxiety for some reason which is an unfamiliar physical feeling for me #I do depression and my SISTER does anxiety we're the mental illness brothers you see #but nooo apparently she has lent me some anxiety or whatever #anyway I was feeling useless and kind of like shit about how I never do anything anymore #and never get anything done or help around the house or even clean up my own living space #so I just decided I was gonna get out of bed at three in the morning and sweep the whole house #which like. that's fine I guess #and I wouldn't sit down or take a break even when I wanted to stop because I have got to!! start fucking doing things I can't just #be a lump that complains and consumes resources all my life #but anyway that was a bad idea or whatever bc my hands and feet got real hot and red and now I feel like I'm gonna frow up #I'm laid out on the couch near the phone charger. save me phone charger. charger for my phone save me #so what do we think am I feeling unwell from the activity because I don't do the activity enough or because I am just unwell #last time I swept a large area AND mopped was less than a month ago #I. also had to lay down after that actually except I was at work #just laid across a row of seats like yeah just. gimme a fuckin second to necromancy myself here #anyway #I'm a lil anxious bc of my neurology appointment I guess?? it's either that or the Wellbutrin #OR a yet to be identified food sensitivity maybe??#I actually have no fucking clue I just have a bunch of ideas ranked by plausibility #I'm. a little dizzy and the nausea is mcgetting me #farewell cruel world it's been nice knowing u

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palms-upturned · 2 years ago

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#meg talks #suicide tw #nearly everyone i care abt rn is like so very suicidal rn and it’s making me. ghghfh #(IMPORTANT NOTE this is not me saying ‘’don’t talk to me abt suicide rn’’ i do not ever mind talking abt it ever ever #i am not ranting rn about not being able to handle the subject or complaining abt ppl talking to me abt it that’s not what this is i prommy)#im just. the realization that there are ppl who go their whole lives without ever thinking that much abt suicide #and then there’s those of who are disabled and/or queer and for us it’s just. a constant #for ourselves for our loved ones for ppl on the periphery of our circles like everyone we brush shoulders with #the amount of time we have to spend talking ourselves and others into just staying a while longer #bc it’s so fucking hard to conceptualize a future for ourselves for so many reasons #and even harder to make that future viable bc it depends on other people helping us #it just makes me want to fucking. idk! break something!#like how do you make people understand this if they’ve never been through it #and how do you convince them that it’s worth it to try and understand where we’re coming from #when their default way of thinking abt it is that you only get to this point if u do smth wrong or just don’t try hard enough #or are some kind of moocher trying to exploit ppl who ‘’work harder’’#i fucking hate this so much #i just keep thinking about engels’ explanation of social murder #and getting so angry i feel fucking ill #people are fucking killing my friends and it’s like all i can do is like…#try my best to plug whatever wounds i can manage meanwhile the killer is still fucking stabbing them over and over #anyway. god. again none of this is to say i don’t wanna hear abt suicide or anything #i like to know and be able to talk abt it frankly #especially if there’s even the smallest thing i can do to help #im just like. suddenly hit w the disbelief of how many ppl go their whole lives without having these conversations #while me and my friends are having them multiple times a day bc it’s so fucking bad out here #insert disco elysium quote about the mask of humanity falling from capital as it kills your sweet courageous friends here i guess.#i just. wish things were better. how can people not wish that

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bugsmoocher · 1 year ago

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i am having my personal 9/11 today

#> 4 and a half hours from home one way 5 hours the other way #> tire busts on curb cuz i been up since 11 am and it was liek approaching 6 am when it happened #> now outside a tire shop #> it opens in an hour #> dunno if anybody will show up or not #> in the mountains. really bad service #> another tire is primed to burst at any second. has huge bubble in it #> pets in the car #> we are alone. just 2 trans dudes. in the middle of virginia #> on the verge of vomitting constantly #> whole ordeal has set us back like 2 hours so far maybe even like 3 or 4 by the time its over #> my silly scared ass knowing ill be pulling an all nighter driving through louisville kentucky (very unsafe place even on high alert)#> complain about it to literally everybody #> bored as fuck waiting #> autistic and stranded #> format a complaint like its a 4chan post #> absolutely do not profit

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gaiaxygang · 1 year ago

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the thing with gmmtv is that im going to have complaints about 1/3 of the directors that often work with them i am such a HATER sometimes but i cant help it. i do not like some of their work!!!!

#gaiaxyposting #WHENEVER I SEE PEOPLE MANIFESTING [REDACTED][REDACTED] I GO HM. I DONT WANT THAT #sorry i just have it out for 3 directors in particular nothing against them as People but yknow #one of them is quite the controversial opinion and i am aware it boils down to a PERSONAL TASTE THING entirely #with how 2024 pt1 went im getting a bad feeling hes going to get a pair i love AND ILL WATCH IT BUT ILL COMPLAIN THE WHOLE TIME #hope its not pc okay once is enough and i hate everything else about that fuckigb show (THIS MAKES IT OBVIOUS WHO IT IS)

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maretriarch · 2 years ago

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they cut my hours at work. in other news all managers cars wires have been found mysteriously cut in some sort of eye for an eye vengence

#everyones hours got cut cus they fucked up payroll fuckin cunts #its FINE ill be FINE im just gonna complain the whole time

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