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#I'm having anxiety for some reason which is an unfamiliar physical feeling for me#I do depression and my SISTER does anxiety we're the mental illness brothers you see#but nooo apparently she has lent me some anxiety or whatever#anyway I was feeling useless and kind of like shit about how I never do anything anymore#and never get anything done or help around the house or even clean up my own living space#so I just decided I was gonna get out of bed at three in the morning and sweep the whole house#which like. that's fine I guess#and I wouldn't sit down or take a break even when I wanted to stop because I have got to!! start fucking doing things I can't just#be a lump that complains and consumes resources all my life#but anyway that was a bad idea or whatever bc my hands and feet got real hot and red and now I feel like I'm gonna frow up#I'm laid out on the couch near the phone charger. save me phone charger. charger for my phone save me#so what do we think am I feeling unwell from the activity because I don't do the activity enough or because I am just unwell#last time I swept a large area AND mopped was less than a month ago#I. also had to lay down after that actually except I was at work#just laid across a row of seats like yeah just. gimme a fuckin second to necromancy myself here#anyway#I'm a lil anxious bc of my neurology appointment I guess?? it's either that or the Wellbutrin#OR a yet to be identified food sensitivity maybe??#I actually have no fucking clue I just have a bunch of ideas ranked by plausibility#I'm. a little dizzy and the nausea is mcgetting me#farewell cruel world it's been nice knowing u
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Your Dog's Worst Adversary.
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Blob
noun
1. a globule of liquid; bubble.
2. a small lump, drop, splotch, or daub:
3. an object, especially a large one, having no distinct shape or definition
Everywhere we look we are surrounded by blobs. The blob of flesh that is the human body. The unidentifiable blob of mess on the pavement that everyone avoids. Blobs of paint, blobs of jelly even blobs of light. I seek to find form and recognition in these blobs through my project and to bring to light the importance of the blob.
Through this project, I will explore abstracting shapes and forms into essentially blobs and attempting to find images recognisable to the human brain in these abstractions. The human brain seeks to find familiar shapes and all it can take is the hint of an eye or mouth and the brain can build an image around nothing. I find this aspect of the Psychology behind our human need to search for recognisable shapes fascinating and its something I will research. Why do we search out these shapes? Is it to empathise and relate, or simply to make sense of the world? An example of how we do this is cloud watching. The clouds don’t even often look like what we imagine them to be.
This instinctual thing of finding recognisable shapes does seem to be more natural and automatic in some people. I would love to research into the way different people do this and whether there are social links to those who do it more naturally. For example someone who shows higher empathy for others may find faces in blobs whereas a CEO of a large company may not as they have to show no empathy in their jobs.
As a starting point I think I would be interesting to create a blob each and day draw something different from that blob. It would become an exploration in how many things one shape can become and all the ways my brain seeks to create a recognisable shape out of the blob.
As an illustrator I feel that one of the most enjoyable things to do is find characters out of abstract and random sources. Turning a photograph of a hat into an evil mastermind. Or a blob of ink becoming a monster that eats cheesecake. When the starting point of an image or character is a blob all the pressure disappears. You are free to turn it into anything imaginable and unimaginable. You can go as weird or as sensible as desired.
There is also a lack of control, which I find interesting in an authentic blob. Even when attempting to make a blob out of ink you have little control of how the ink will settle and take shape. It would be fun to photograph each time I create a blob for example each time I spill something and then create characters or scenarios out of the blobs. I think it would also give insight into the way our brains associate things as what the blob becomes may be influenced by its surroundings, the time of day it was created, my mood and much more.
Another point of research is actually fine art. I used to call it blobs on pages, when a fine artist can sell a literal blob of paint on a page for millions. However its no use just complaining so I think it would be interesting to attempt to turn these ‘blobs on pages’ into characters and scenarios. Maybe having each piece in the gallery interacting as part of the story. Or researching into the thought process behind the piece and then using an illustrative approach to make this process more understandable through the art.
When you look at a biology textbook its full of blobs. Its only when the context is added that these blobs become anything other than blobs. This idea of context is another aspect I would like to research, as it could be interesting to see what a shape becomes when it is removed from its context.
The spontaneity of creating a blob is also a point of research I would like to explore. How do you go about creating random blobs when you a trying, does this mean they aren’t particularly random anymore? There is a lack of control, which I find interesting in an authentic blob. Even when attempting to make a blob out of ink you have little control of how the ink will settle and take shape. It would be fun to photograph each time I create a blob for example each time I spill something and then create characters or scenarios out of the blobs. I think it would also give insight into the way our brains associate things as what the blob becomes may be influenced by its surroundings, the time of day it was created, my mood and much more.
The Art of microscopic images is something I would like to research into as they a modern way of creating this link between the world of science and art. An example of a photographer that works with microscopic images is Fernan Federici. Previously to his work photographing plants bacteria and crystals he studied biological science and specifically self-organisation, the process by which things organise themselves spontaneously. This is something I find links particularly well to my point of research about the spontaneity of creating blobs and mess. Is any of it really random or is it governed by rules like in science.
As I mentioned before the psychology behind our human need to search for recognisable shapes is something i would like to look into for my project. This is why Rorschach inkblot tests are definitely a reference I will look into as they are the perfect example of how we search for identifiable images in random shapes.
There are also a lot of disturbing stories behind what some people actually see in the tests for example; there was a test done on a Man who wished to work with children however all he saw in the ink blots was violence, child abuse and rape. Although the tests cant be completely accurate in terms of a personality assessment it would certainly be interesting to see what people I know see in the blobs I create. It could even be anonymous so that no one felt pressured to lie about what they see.
An important point of reference for this project will be these little street scenes that have become popular online. They relate to what i want to do as they are an example of the artist being resourceful and making the most of what is there. This is something I hope to do with my project by taking images of blobs on the street and in university, and then turning them into scenarios or characters similar to what is done in these little street scenes.
This is a Cy Twombly painting i have used as an example of a piece of fine art that i think it would be interesting to translate into illustration an into forms more recognisable to the human brain. There are a lot of abstract blob like forms in fine art that would be perfect as starting point of weird and bizarre characters.
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Another point of reference would have to be the 1958 movie ‘The Blob’ about an alien life form that consumes everything in its path. I think it would be an interesting point of reference as it plays on our human fear of unknown substances and forms. It also messes with this idea of size as we’ve all played with gloop and weird jelly substances before but if that gloop suddenly started growing and pulsating we would be thoroughly disgusted. It could also be interesting to look into our curiosity as we often have this strange desire to touch the weird unknown substance.
This movie could also tell a lot about the way we as a society think of the word blob. For me the words fat and blob go together which leads onto my next reference. When googling the word blob as a start I repeatedly came across these grotesque sculptures of fat bodies.
This specific one is done by the artist John Isaacs.
Why do some people associate the word blob with fat and negative images whilst others just picture paint blobs or cute blobs of jelly? It could be interesting to research into these associations we make and it would link back to the Rorschach inkblot tests well.
This topic relates to my own work as there is a lot of opportunity to get weird. I have always created ridiculous scenarios and stories but i feel i have strayed from that recently while trying to meet briefs therefore creating bizarre art is something i want to get back to.
Throughout this course i have been constantly working on simplifying my materials and designs, and if not simplifying then working with materials that don’t allow me to be precious or neat, such as crayons. Blobs would be a very simple starting point for an image and it will be a useful exercise in not over working a image as when you already have a starting image to work on top of you are more conscious of not ruining or overdoing it.
In terms of the scientific aspect of the project biology and phycology are subjects i am incredibly interested in and would love to explore in my final major project. Having this psychological and biological aspect to the project will mean that i personally don’t get bored and will be able to research into new avenues throughout the entirety of the project.
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