#i’m tired of this shit right now

[destiny-in-the-universe]

Well. This is kind of embarrassing and I’m struggling just to write this but it seems I’ve hit a block on things I want to write- it feels genuinely like I’m about to crash into the deepest icy waters that exist, and I’ve honestly my mental limit this week and it’s only a damn tuesday; feels like I am not all here atm, and I just don’t know if I can carry out any ideas or plans right now

You might still see me reblogging and posting smaller content for a few days- or it’ll go away tomorrow, but fuck I just feel not myself?

I’m deeply sorry, it’s either burn-out or I’m just drained and need a bit to recover, ‘m not going anywhere. I will be back, I’m just… tired is all

~ Mod Danny (🐾) / Co-Front: Rivaille, Ray, Saiki

[mirensiart]

Sorry if this is a stupid ask, but which link is who? I have read your comics, but have trouble identifying them

You’re the third person to ask this, but this is an AU of an AU

I only tag my comics as Linked Universe (and not legend of Zelda) cause they’re based on the Linked Universe AU only lol

go check them out, they have a master post with all the Links and who is who, which are the same Links I use @linkeduniverse

[idontmindifuforgetme]

I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc

[snzluv3r]

i actually feel so incredibly uncomfortable and isolated in this space right now and i know that’s silly because of how many people there are just like me who share the same feelings but idk…the fact that people even think this is defensible behavior is making me feel sick

[clickbeetle]

No but like it's so true that Yuri gets overshadowed by Yaoi 😭 I've been following VIVINOS since the "Beloved" video (so three years now) and the whole channel back then was KNOWN for being about lesbians. Usually tragic stories with them. And yet they only blow up when they do Yaoi? I mean don't get me wrong, I'm glad VIVINOS is getting the respect the team deserves, but now all the talk about this primary lesbian channel is overrun with just Ivan and Till. And it sucks because I love Ivan and Till too, but I don't like how they're overshadowing the WLWs now.

Though I will say there was some controversy with a Twitter user attacking QMENG for putting Ivantill in Alien Stage, with the complaint being that because of that, Mizisua was overshadowed. And, like. That's not really QMENGs fault? Like what are we advocating for that there? To put less LGBT characters and relationships in media just because people can like them wrong? The problem is the fans, not QMENG. It's not her fault misogyny exists 😭 why are we attacking a real life WLW over fictional ones, get your priorities right.

But yeah I'm honestly just so tired of the trend in fandom that the Yaoi gets popular but the Yuri gets left to the wasteside. Especially since the VIVINOS community used to be all about lesbians and Yuri!!!! That's what the channel used to be known for!!! It just sucks as a fandom trend. Alien Stage is both doomed Yuri, doomed Yaoi, and doomed f/m as well!!! Don't leave out the girl's when Mizi is very much arguably the PROTAGONIST of Alien Stage!!!

My sibling is super into dungeon meshi, like read the manga before the anime came out, and apparently the same thing happened in that fandom, where pre-anime people were mostly focused on Marcille and Falin, but now people are out there calling it yaoi and focusing on the m/m pairings over the femslash ones. Really sucks to see, and is definitely because of misogyny.

Okay impassioned rant over. I just very much agree with you. I wish people made more Yuri content 😭😭😭 I make a lot of Yuri content (I have around 260 works on ao3 tagged f/f) but no matter how much Yuri I make, it will never hold a candle to all the yaoi content out there. I mean Komahina has 7,917 works on ao3! 7,917 works! Even IvanTill which is much newer has 2,681 compared to MiziSua's 961 works 😭😭😭. I could never put enough Yuri out there to rival that. Makes me really sad, honestly.

god i can’t believe they literally made a show about lesbians, only for everyone to be like “ok but what about the men though?”

[absolutely-existing]

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[shima-draws]

Been having a rough couple of days. Send me asks?

[vonclosen]

vent. sorry i’m honesty hangry and upset

actually i’m still annoyed. has anyone in this damn fandom heard of filtering tags. for shit. they don’t like

also like not to be ‘what about’ but seriously if your biggest problems are fucking shipping wars on tumblr dot com i envy you. truly.

[aturnoftheearth]

i think the 6 hours of sleep over the last 3 days is starting to hit bc uhh the guilt is starting to set in

[rbvcdeluxe]

it’s 1 am and i haven’t gotten good sleep in like the last week and just attended some events today and also some other days i’ve been too busy lately and like yk i’m rewatching black friday for the third time today as always and idk if this is just the tiredness speaking but i’m looking at this not-so-great-quality screenshot i literally just took right now and all i’m thinking is “oh my god oh my god oh my god he looks so fucking great holy shit look at that lightning look at that pose this is amazing oh my god” and honestly i don’t know why this is all i’m thinking about. i paused my rewatch for at least 10 minutes just staring at this specific shot. what is happening. what is my brain doing. this shot is just amazing i don’t have much to say about it like jesus fucking christ please look at that lightning look like holy shitttt and also the clothes looks so fucking like joey is going so hard with this how does he manage to go this hard how does he manage to be this fucking amazing holy shit i literally need everyone to see this shot right now please i need everyone to appreciate how good this looks because i am literally dying as i’m writing this. i can’t sleep. why is this shot so powerful i could literally die just by looking at this like this is so good looking this pic is so visually pleasing this should be put in a museum and have everyone stare at it for 5 hours it should have its own museum where the only piece in the building is this everything else is absolutely empty its literally just a room with a printed image of this

i don’t think i’m ok right now

[vivika-ka]

something something MHA catering largely to a Western (sans its Japanese) audience ended up inspiring the most puritanical and authoritarian takes I’ve ever seen in my entire life.

something something the cop and military propaganda flying through many Western fans’ heads.

something something discussions about the societal issues the manga quite literally highlights in the first page and forward are taken with a grain of salt, if that at all.

something something the internet is largely Westernized and whenever someone fits the outlier, they’re either relentlessly ostracized or demonized.

they merge at some point 🤔

[thefabulousfab-3]

No one talk to me I’m going to be processing that for the rest of my life.

[blushy-tigerrr]

vent in tags sorry

cw: mention of loss

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

[whoreiaki-kakyoin]

Some people have aggressively stupid takes on censorship, fictional content, kink…. But then also in irl sex and relationships, too, and it’s exhausting. If you are a grown adult wringing your hands about how you could never date anyone two years younger than you or getting your panties in a twist over regular safe consenting sex practices/acting like safe and consensual k.ink is inherently abusive…. Then your brain has been so thoroughly rotted by online puritan discourse and you need to get off of twitter and experience the real world. Genuinely. Hope this helps.