#i’ll just cry myself to sleep now

[bookwormangie]

I just randomly stumbled across a headcanon in the comments on tiktok about Snape’s toenail-growing hex, suggesting he created it because his father used to rip out his tonails as punishment😭😭😭

I’m so distressed bro. I did NOT need to see that.

[forget-me-maybe]

His head hangs low as he looks at the mound of dirt…they have lived a long life but not as long as him…it was the last of his kids…his darling little land trotters as he would teasingly call them. Halsin kneels before the dirt thinking of the memories that seem to had only been yesterday for him… their laughs as they climbed the trees…their request as to what shape he should take…their tears when they scraped their knees or played too rough… elves are warned about falling in love with creatures unlike themselves… but it still hurts all the same… even after the long life he has had…watching his lovers and friends go he knows the pain of losing someone …but it doesn’t ease the hurt… and now it was his children…they always seemed so invincible…above the rules of nature with their youth…but now they lay….bodies had grown out and withered away in the winter of their lives. Halsin used his magic to conger a sapling the same as the others…and just like the other Halsin say their at the gaves side telling them their favorite stories from when they where once young…the tears never seeming to subside as they fall from his face…

A father should never have to bury his children…

you really went in for the kill anon. beautiful and shattering. thank you!

[mars-ipan]

don’t trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode) don’t trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode) don’t trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode)

[the-jellyfish-graves]

Okay, I’ve cried enough for tonight (I ran out of tissues).

[coconut530]

Bump in the Night & Sleeptober Day 21: Black Dog & Room Below

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight my beautiful lil dork

[seventh-district]

it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

[quibbs126]

*sigh* and I’m back into “college panic mode” mindset, because I was too damn lazy to do stuff when I should have, and now I can’t build my full schedule because no classes are available, I don’t know what else to fill it with since I don’t really know what I’m doing with core classes, but also I need a lot of hours to make up for me dropping like 7 credit hours last semester, but I don’t know what to fill it with

Not only that but payments are due on the 18th (though from past experience I can be a bit late on that?), and looking it totals to over $7000, so I need a loan but don’t entirely remember how to do loans. And I can’t just ask my mom, since literally last week my dad reminded me to start doing my loans, and I haven’t touched it since tonight when I was thinking about it. I was planning to do it last Friday! And I have no excuse as to why I haven’t been doing it and I don’t want to get in trouble

And classes start in literally a week, less than that since it’s basically the end of the day, and I’m stuck dealing with stuff I should have dealt with back in May, because I’m so damn lazy. But at the same time, I hate thinking about school during break, I hate thinking about school in general, since it just sends me into a panic and I’d rather think or focus on literally anything else

And now I’m stuck here, my eyes tired and wanting to do to sleep, but my brain going on overdrive in a panic over all this, and I just want it to go away

*sigh* I’m sorry, I just need to get this out somehow. I’d ask why college does this to me, but in reality I know I dug my own grave here. I don’t want to be in this mindset, to fear college so much and to sit here, knowing I need to do things but still watching the days tick by, still not doing anything, despite having all the time in the world

*sigh*

[skhardwarevers1]

that feeling when you want to post a rant/vent but it just feels like another attempt to get attention <<<<<<<<<(x one million)

[catastrxblues]

good morning it is now 4 am and i have just finished watching atonement good night

[devoutjunk]

I can’t tell why I’m freaking out but I can’t stop. The reaction feels totally disproportionate/disconnected to what triggered it which like, duh, that’s anxiety, I guess but in some ways it’s a little easier when there’s something specific I’m anxious about even if it still feels awful. I hate this nebulous, ambient sense of SOMETHING WRONG with nothing to tie it to, no way to talk myself down from the ledge or reason myself out of it

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Finals really do something to me, especially fall semester finals. I’m not actively suicidal but I’m feeling the strong desire to just never have existed at all. So no one would remember me, you know, just like. Blink off this plane and not have to deal with stress and chronic illness and pain and the three separate fucking times I’ve got PTSD.

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

[mostlykind]

have a friends engagement tomorrow and I’ve been so excited this whole week and today I tried on the dress I’ve been saying I’m going to wear and I felt hideous in it. pulled out a “safe” backup option and hated that even more. then a third. settled on something completely different to the look I was going for and now I’m miserable :-)

[eggsaladnightmares]

Ah shit.

I miss my rats.

[wrathfulrook]

Yoooo I’ve been up for 38.5 hours and I’m in the shower technically but I’m just sitting on the floor while the water goes and I NEED to get up and get clean and go tf to bed but I’m too sleepy to do the tasks required to get to bed