#anne speaks

[queer-crusader]

People who take IWTV too seriously I mourn for you so much bc like. YES the show is a masterpiece. YES there are a lot of serious things to be said, about the destructive nature of everyone involved towards each other, about narrative, about memory, about love in all its dark and harmful ways, about grief. And that doesn't even scratch the surface. It's a gothic romance after all. But like. It's also a comedy. You see it's also a comedy. Right? Louis meows. Lestat eats photos. Louis may have eaten a baby. "It's a telenovela!" "Real Rashid". It's a comedy!! Throughout the dark and heavy shit!! You're missing something so crucial that balances it all out and lifts it!! You're missing it all!!!

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Unreleased Hozier song, 'Unknown'

[speckledsolanaceae]

Cross-timezone friendships are about sending your friends things that remind you of them then yelling at them to go to bed when they immediately reply.

[hallelujahonmytongue]

I finally went to meeting for worship after meaning to for months but never actually going, and it was so nice! I am so out of practice at sitting in silence so my brain was going a mile a minute for most of it but G-d still managed to speak to me. I’ve been trying to come to terms with the fact that I’ll never believe in G-d again, because that’s where I thought I’d end up since after I last lost my faith (which was over a year ago now) and it hurt so badly that I promised myself I’d never open myself up to that pain again. But I heard the still, small voice asking if that’s how one should go about love? Shutting oneself off to it for fear of pain? I wouldn’t think that about any other kind of love. As soon as I thought that I got all the classic feelings I get when I sense G-d’s presence. Which was nice. I’m still so burned from a year ago that I’m really, really scared of starting to pray again which makes me realise quite how horrible that time was. But I’m getting more open to stuff now. I should talk to the rabbi, anyway.

I was thinking about how I can reconcile the pain and suffering in the world with a G-d that I would want to pray to. I basically came to the conclusion that when G-d created the universe, they basically set the conditions for the laws of physics and they created the Earth such that there would be no pain or suffering. But like the midrash (I think it’s a midrash, might just be someone’s idea) that G-d took a breath in and in that space the world was created, when G-d moved out of the way so that humans could live, the perfect creation shattered like a clay pot. It’s the work of humans to fix the pottery, like tikun olam. The world is not meant to be this way, and we can fix it through human actions. When I pray to G-d I’m not praying that They will intervene in the world directly, because that’s not what They do. I’m praying so I have hope that things can be better and so that I will be spurred to action to make that better world. I forget which nun said it, but I don’t pray so that G-d will change the world for me, I pray so that G-d will change me for the world.

[lesbiansaaviik]

she star on my trek til I boldly go

[hallelujahonmytongue]

after seeing your friends for a few hours sometimes u walk away and return home with a little ball of glowing golden light in your chest

[queer-crusader]

Eric: pretends to jack off on stage no problem

Eric: can't say the word "come" out loud while sitting next to Assad

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Thanks for the tag Jules @leehallfae!

three ships: It's gotta be Destiel first, then K/S and then Hilson cause I've been watching just so much House recently

first ever ship: Ten/Rose from Doctor Who! This one is classic, I stand by 12yo me

last song: Forever by the Little Dippers

last film: Jurassic Park! Watched it with my partner for my birthday and it was good fun

currently reading: Wyrd Sisters by Terry Prattchet. This one is for my Fantasy Lit class but I was already reading some of the Discworld book and I just love them

currently watching: Mostly just House but also some Voyager as I finish up the last couple of seasons

currently consuming: Salt and vinegar chips lol

currently craving: Gluten free mug brownie! I make them using regular brownie mix and stick it in the microwave and it's delicious

Thanks for listening to my ramble! Every time I do these tag games I always write an essay lol but I will tag some people if you want to do it as well :-)

@somefuckignfrog @inthelowlamplightiwasfree @squishmelo @sapphicpenguin @asentientkiwi

[speckledsolanaceae]

One thing I will do is sit on the floor to recover.

[hallelujahonmytongue]

I feel like I’m always in some kind of argument with G-d, our relationship has never really recovered from what happened a year ago. Now that my parents are abusing me badly again, I feel even more like ‘how can He allow this to happen to me?’ and I don’t know what the answer to that is. But I do know that when I told my friend from meeting that things were rough with my family and I’m going back after staying with a friend for a while, and as I left he asked me if I wanted a hug, that that was G-d. And it was Wes, but seeing as he’s one of the most intensely spiritual people I know, I think he’d be pleased to say it was G-d working through him as well.

[lesbiansaaviik]

Can I be beautifully honest with you guys? I hate 91 Whiskey and So Says the Sword

[queer-crusader]

I beg to differ. Looking at their responses, they seem rightfully concerned and are applying their own critical thinking skills to this revelation. That to me does not indicate stupidity, but naiveté. They trusted a technology that was hailed by all of Big Tech to make lives easier. This has simply opened their eyes.

These are young students of a generation where you grow up with tech integrated in your life. There is no natural distrust of that tech; it has always been there, as far as they're concerned. It's called Artificial Intelligence for a reason after all, right?

But now they know better. This is imo a fantastic exercise to highlight the issues in a system they trusted until that moment. Let them use it, analyse it and see the problems for themselves rather than just tell them "AI bad". Many people have to see for themselves why something is bad. That isn't necessarily stupid; it's human.

[obsidianjewel]

hello

hey🫣

[pocket-goose]

she gets me she just does

[sixy-lady-cc]

Welcome to my Introduction!

First things first, I say things, and those things can come off as offensive sometimes. If that is the case, let me know. Believe me, if it was intentional, I will gladly let you know!

Next, I'm a fictional introject who has a few memories (the big ones) of history. I remember being married to Henry VIII. I remember him being an ass... I remember dying! If you don't agree, fine. I'm not saying I'm THE Anne Boleyn, I'm saying I feel like I am the musical version... DID, people! Chill!

Now for the dark side of this: DID is not a fab... it's not a game... it's not a "Oh, cool! You have [blank] in your head!"

It's a response to trauma... it's a real disorder, and it varies for everyone how it's experienced. No two people are the same... no two people have the SAME trauma... So, no two people have the exact same experience with DID! Capisce?

If you send me anonymous hate, I will either delete it or post it, as is my right when it is in my ask box... If you don't want to hear my opinion, don't send me yours. Simple!

I'm a trauma holder. Which means I remember shit... And, for me, those traumatic BODY memories show up as memories I experienced as Anne Boleyn, which means that some things I say I experienced will not be "Historically Accurate" because no two people have the same trauma!

That said, what may not be Historically Accurate is still very, very real for me and should not be treated lightly... it is real trauma.

So, please- keep any opinions of "Well, abuse victims are at fault as much as their abusers" to yourself! It will not be tolerated.

Now, on to my official "this is me"!

Hi, everyone! My name is Anne! I am a fictional introject of Anne Boleyn from The Six Musical with some memories of being the historical Anne Boleyn as well.

I'm an adult, and I use She/Her pronouns. I prefer the name Anne or (with permission first) Annie. I like being social and making jokes! My triggers include heavy mention or description of abuse, defense of Henry VIII (my ex), and villainising abuse victims... Such behavior will result in a block as I deem necessary.

I like drama to some degree. If I ever post about something you want tagged, please link me the post and ask me to tag it for you. I try to be respectful of people's boundaries and triggers, as I expect that same respect in return, but admittedly, I make mistakes. If I do, I will gladly fix them!

Most importantly, please be respectful of me and of my audience. I welcome questions, should you have any.

Wishing you all a great day and a happy 2024!

Bye-bye, now!