#update: I’m in the hallucination window and need to finish up fast bc now I feel like I’ll be so scared about experiencing a hallucination | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

wrathfulrook · 2 years ago

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Yoooo I’ve been up for 38.5 hours and I’m in the shower technically but I’m just sitting on the floor while the water goes and I NEED to get up and get clean and go tf to bed but I’m too sleepy to do the tasks required to get to bed

#also like at what point of sleep deprivation do hallucinations start bc the longest I’ve ever stayed up before is 32 hours #and I uhhhhh really don’t wanna deal with hallucinations #update: I’m in the hallucination window and need to finish up fast bc now I feel like I’ll be so scared about experiencing a hallucination #that I’ll like self fulfill prophesize myself into hallucinating the bay man or something #but these fears of hallucinating come from a fear that I may be rn?#I hear crickets and I’m hoping it’s my brain just trying to make sense of the shower sounds white noise #but I’m afraid I’ll turn of the water and just so clearly hear crickets #which would help me sleep ig…#ok. gonna turn on iasip while i shower so I have something light to focus on #wish me luck!#not far cry #personal

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