#i wish you didnt hurt

[poetic-shit]

Wish I Loved You

You’d do anything for me,

said you’d give your soul.

You loved me so much, thought

my heart didn’t have holes.

But is it truly love if you yell

at me for not feeling the same?

I don’t need any more reminders;

I scream at myself every day.

It's not your fault, I'm

to blame, I'm going crazy.

You could never be the monster

I've been seeing in myself lately.

I want to slap myself

for questioning you.

Asking me if I love you, really

all I want to say is “I do”.

I shouldn’t take this

for granted, I know,

‘cuz I’ll be the one crying

on the floor as I watch you go.

Do I feel the way you do?

I know that I should.

Find someone better.

I’d love you if I could.

[a-candle-for-the-dark-nights]

Sometimes I say things to one or another of my BPD friends, and they react with this mixture of happiness and squirming that I am pretty sure means that they feel Known and Understood. It makes me happy every time.

I just want people to know that they're not so broken that they're unintelligible. Your pain doesn't have to isolate you completely from others. You still make sense, and I love the beautiful patterns you make.

Knowing the patterns of someone who thinks they're broken and being able to help them because of it is the simplest and most profound way I can show them love.

[iliothermia]

internet is pretty haunting today

[luck-of-the-drawings]

EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

somewhat satisfied with this... pretty butterfly man...

[ladystoneboobs]

House of the Dragon s01e05 We Light the Way // Game of Thrones s02e06 The Old Gods and the New // House of the Dragon s01e05 We Light the Way // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LVI, Theon V // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // Game of Thrones s02e03 What Is Dead May Never Die // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // Game of Thrones s02e07 A Man Without Honor // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LVI, Theon V // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter XXXVII, Theon III // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LVI, Theon V // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // Game of Thrones s02e06 The Old Gods and the New // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // Game of Thrones s01e04 Cripples, Bastards and Broken Things // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LXVI, Theon VI // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter XLVI, Bran VI // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // Game of Thrones s02e03 What Is Dead May Never Die //

[aibouart]

compilation of my other fav palette challenges from the years past... i should do them again sometime......

chara #9 belongs to @askbookwormflareon

[captainkirkk]

I find it really interesting the way Ted Lasso portrays charism. Ted and Rupert are both great at disarming people and winning them over, but they do it in very different ways for very different purposes and that means everything

[vehemourn]

Genuinely I wish people didnt house so much vitriol for Toyhouse given that its like, one of very very very few active artist spaces left, especially one that promotes Business and Art and Money Making... I feel like a lot of people get really fed up by it or caught up on shit like "theres only one mod & the site hasnt changed in 7 years" or whatever which. First of all the site *has* received updates in the memorable past, so jot that down, and secondly its not Wrong that this is someones passion project that they decided to share with us & that we can use? Personally I'm very glad that I can, at the very least, post on toyhouse where Every Other Site Is Suffocating rn. Its a space with artists, for artists, that will show you the art of everyone you want to see art from. In your notifications inbox, just like in the deviantart days, delivered straight to your door, is the art from every person you have notifications turned on for. I Like having the privacy settings so I can watermark the shit out of my work and Also authorize people so they can see it specifically. I LOVE the community on it. I love my friends and peers & the space we've stared to build on it. It's not Just a character storage site, its also a Community site to me. And it's one of very few :(. Its Mostly accessible (you need an invite code which, again, is not a bad thing right now + its easy enough to get one. [if you want one dm me]) and its Free and there are no ads and its highly customizable. Its really frustrating that it feels like it checks all the boxes that you Want as an artist, and a character maker, but since people view it as "their character storage site" it feels like they dont appreciate what this space does offer us and what we'd be losing if it fractured even further. Honestly... It feels like a lot of people feel entitled to it being a "better" site, despite the fact that its Good and thats More than you can ask of most sites right now.

I love toyhouse

[kaisollisto]

[cillyscribbles]

i like girls and i like to talk about liking girls. you'd think this would be a good thing among girl likers but sometimes it does not feel like that at all

[batshikns]

i actually love life. gee golly it's crazy.

[skitskatdacat63]

Girls when it's finals week and instead of working on their mountain of coursework, they spend 5 hours researching and writing a fandom post....

[heartual]

had such a good experience with surgery today i can’t even fully explain

[loveletterworm]

windows 11 still seems so apocalyptically bad to me I have yet to be able to dismiss the idea that having a laptop on hand would be a practical idea but all the ones sold in stores are windows 11 now. The clock is probably ticking on it even being feasible to downgrade a new computer to windows 10 but windows 11 is exactly like windows 10 but arbitrarily worse so the situation doesn't even make sense

[alstroemerian-dragon]

chiaki is such a good and interesting character. wish she was in a better game