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had such a good experience with surgery today i canât even fully explain
#đ.txt#iâm so happy that fuck ass doctor referred me to another doctor in the building because he was so nice and attentive#taking the time to explain things to me and make sure i was good#even said oh well if ur really uncomfortable we can always go to the operating room! :)#when the other doctor treated me like a nuisance the whole time and like some dumb child#well if you canât sit still theyâre going to have to put you under elsewhere đ#I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING KNOW THEY COULD DO THAT IN THE BUILDING? SHE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I WAS INCONVENIENCING HER THE WHOLE TIME#i was asking a bunch of questions because knowing makes me feel less nervous and he answered everything so clearly even when my mom was#asking questions too#recommending me different medications to keep this from happening again etc etc etc#so fucking bare minimum for a doctor but it was so nice seriously i wish i could thank him again for making it a more#comfortable experience#he put numbing shots on the inside AND outside of my lid just in case we needed to go from the outside this time#and while it hurt obviously it was so much better than the single shot she gave me the first time three weeks ago#she told me this would be a much more extensive surgery and here i am with my eyelid barely swollen đ#i could barely see with it open three weeks ago immediately after because it hurt too much and was so swollen#what the fuck how do you have such contrasting experiences with two people who literally work together in the same building#anyway bad doctor experiences are always so fucking bad but when you have a really good experience it just feels crazy and insane#like wow thank u for treating me like a person#did i mention i actually left with care instructions this time written out. and the medicine recommendations on a physical piece of paper#i didnât even get that after surgery with her how is that not below bare minimum#like this actually surprised me. jesus christ
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Mess I Made
Anon: Hey, can i do a request about Stiles and Isaac? Love triangle Isaac/Stiles/Reader or Reader dating one and cheating with the other.Â
Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUTTY SMUT. Language, Angst, Alcohol, Oral (female receiving), ROUGH SEX, Light bondage, Cheating.
Relationships: Isaac Lahey/Reader, Stiles Stilinski/Reader
Word Count: 3394
Author: @dylan-obrien-fanblog
A/N: Sorry itâs so long, I just aint messing around with that shit. This is the first REALLY smutty fic Iâve written, so I hope itâs okay. Hope this is what you wanted anon. Thanks for the idea. I was also inspired by this song if you wanna give it a listen while you read. Please donât hate me for the ending.
Laying on the edge of the bed, your back faced his back. You donât know when things changed, but they did, and without warning. Most nights you slept back to back, ignoring one other while you slept. Well, while Isaac slept. You would spend most of the night awake, wondering where things went wrong. Was it something you said? Something you did? Were you both just drifting apart? He wasnât the same after Allison died, she was his best friend, but it had happened almost 2 years ago. Itâs not like he was bottling those emotions up either. Whenever he was hurting, he was open and always talked to you about his problems. You were the picture perfect example of communication. Were .
You could hear his breathing and pictured the rise and fall of every breath. You missed feeling his chest against your back at night, knowing you were safe in his arms. Deciding to escape the torture from the reminders of how things used to be, you got up from bed to get a snack. When you got to the kitchen, the clock on the microwave told you it was 3AM, but you werenât surprised. You hadnât been getting much sleep lately. Thankfully things had been quiet around Beacon Hills the last couple months. Everyone needed a break after being almost brutally murdered by the town.
You popped some popcorn and sat down on the couch in the moonlit room. You hadnât checked your phone since you laid down so you decided to look and scroll mindlessly through the internet. When your screen lit up, you were surprised to see a text message from Stiles. He was the last person you thought youâd hear from. He didnât stay long after the whole murderous town mess and went back to Quantico. Although you guys were pretty close before he left, as time went on his texts and calls became less frequent. Despite being surprised, you still smiled as you looked back to the memories you shared in high school and the many times at basically saving the world. You opened the message.
Stiles: hey! iâm back bitches! iâm visiting my dad. itâs been a while, so i thought u might want to grab a beer or something
Y/N: hey there stranger. iâd love to go out. i think iâm free friday if youâre still around. how long are you staying?
You sat your phone down and clicked the button on the remote to turn on the tv. Reruns of your favorite sitcom were on, so you let that play while you enjoyed the popcorn. Your phone buzzed in your lap and it slightly startled you. Who would be up this late? Your question was immediately answered when you saw who the text was from, and it was no surprise. Stiles.
Stiles: are u free right now?
Stiles: i havenât heard from anyone else and i canât sleep
Stiles: on that FBI schedule lol
Y/N: you mean Stiles schedule.
Stiles: donât call me out like that lol
Stiles: so u wanna meet up?
Y/N: meet up where? itâs 3AM.
Stiles: oh shit, u right
Stiles: uuuuuuuuummmmmm
Stiles: u could come here?
Stiles: my dadâs working the night shift
You stared at the message and watched as the cursor blinked at you, waiting for your response. You looked over to the door that led to your bedroom and didnât want to leave Isaac here alone. Knowing Stiles, there would be alcohol involved and youâd probably end up crashing there, like old times. After sitting and considering your two options, buzzing broke your train of thought.
Stiles: did you pass out?
Stiles: if ur too tired itâs all good
Stiles: we can hang out friday at a decent hour
Stiles liked to send multiple texts at a time and your phone kept buzzing, in a rush to get him to stop bombarding your phone, you impulsively replied.
Y/N: STILES STOP
Y/N: iâm awake, iâll be over in 30 minutes
You decided to leave a note so that Isaac wouldnât freak out when he woke up and found you missing. You doubted he even would, with how things were lately. You put the dirty bowl in the sink, grabbed some clothes from the laundry, and jotted down the note for him. You grabbed the keys to your car and headed to Stilesâ.
When you pulled up to the house you were startled that Roscoe wasnât there, but then you remembered that Scott had him. Stiles had said something about Roscoe not making the drive to Quantico. You pulled into the driveway, next to a Ford Taurus, typical FBI car. Stiles must have heard you drive up because as you got out of the car, you could see someoneâs eyes and nose sticking through the blinds in the front window. Those are some FBI surveillance skills right there, Stiles. You walked up to the door and before you could knock, the door opened.
âHAAAAAY!â Stiles greeted you with a big hug, holding a beer in his hand. You gave him a look that made him roll his eyes. âI may have started without you.â You scoffed at his explanation for his behavior and walked past the buzzed boy.
âI guess I'll just have to catch up.â You walked over to the counter and popped the top of a beer. You cheered your bottles from across the room.
âHell yeah!â You shook your head at him as you laughed and headed over to the couch where the TV was on. Folding your legs under you, you sat next to Stiles and were reminded of the many nights youâd sat in this very spot, watching movies with your old friend. You smiled at him and he noticed from the corner of his eye and smiled back.
âSo tell me about Quantico.â
âWell, if I did, Iâd have to kill you.â Stiles spoke with a straight face that lasted all of 5 seconds. You grabbed the pillow behind you and smacked him with it, erupting an echo of giggles from both of you.
âReally Stiles, tell me whatâs been going on. I havenât heard from you in months. I didnât know if you were alive.â The last statement was a joke, but not empty of disappointment.
âHonestly nothing that exciting. I got benched after the whole Derek operation and well, getting shot. You know, with him getting away and everything.They donât typically appreciate that. Mostly been riding a desk since then. Itâs the worst, but they have me doing a lot of intel stuff. And you know how much I love to research the shit out of shit.â
âOh shit! Thatâs right, your toe.â You couldnât help but laugh at the thought of Stiles with 9 toes.
âYou wanna see?â He started to pull up his leg when you screamed.
âEW. GOD NO. PUT THAT AWAY STILINSKI.â
âDidnât take you for a weak stomach.â He laughed at you.
âItâs not that, I just hate feet.â You smirked at him as he smiled at your discomfort. You both found yourselves unable to keep up the conversation so you enjoyed each otherâs company while watching tv.
Somewhere along the way, and four beers later, you found yourself curled up against Stiles with his arm around you and his fingers mindlessly twirling the ends of your hair. You started drifting off but caught yourself and looked up to see if Stiles was still awake too. He was already looking down at you, a smile on his face. You smiled back, but were curious as to how long he had actually been watching you. It flattered you, so you snuggled deeper into him and he squeezed you, bringing you in close. As you looked back to the tv, he broke the silence.
âI had almost forgotten how beautiful you are.â Your gaze immediately flew back to Stiles and it was full of confusion. He was still looking at you with his whiskey eyes, full of affection and warmth, and playing with your hair. You were loving all of this, but it didnât feel okay that he told you that you were beautiful. Your mind immediately flickering to Isaac and what he would think of this. So you shot up, pulling away from him, as far to your end of the couch as you could get.
âWhat? Did I do something?â
âActually, yes. You called me beautiful.â
âI donât have the greatest knowledge of women, but Iâm pretty sure youâre not supposed to get mad when someone calls you that.â
âStiles, youâre drunk and donât know what youâre saying.â He frowned at your words and furrowed his brow as he looked away, as if you punched him in the gut. Now feeling guilty, you scooted closer to him and put your hand on his shoulder. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean...I was just caught off guard.â
âItâs okay. I get it. I wasnât trying to make you feel uncomfortable. I know youâre with Isaac.â He kept his eyes on the TV while he spoke, but he rested his hand on top of yours and pulled it to his face. The feeling of his lips on your hand sent shivers down your spine, a feeling you hadnât felt in ages. You shifted your hand from his lips to his cheek, causing him to turn and face you. Staring into his sun-kissed eyes, it was like you were staring at the sun, sparking a fire inside that had long burnt out.
Without hesitation, you flew in and kissed him, wrapping your arms around his neck, leaving you both surprised. You pulled away for a breath and Stiles took the break to speak. âWhatâŚwhat was that for?â
âI donât know.â You huffed breathlessly.
âCan we do it again?â All you could muster was a nod as you went back in for the kill. This time the kiss had more passion as Stiles grabbed you waist with both hands, pulling you in. Unable to get close enough, you threw a leg over his lap, straddling the beautiful boy. Your pelvis instinctively began to move in slow circles in sync with your breaths that you stole between kisses. He moaned at your motions, so you took advantage by pushing your tongue past his lips. Your bodyâs moving to meet each other, your hands moved down his chest and clenched at his shirt. He looked up at you through his lashes, biting his lip and reached down to remove the cloth. Your hands rested on his bare chest as your lips found each other again, fingers leaving white trails that faded just as quickly as they appeared. You reached down and removed your shirt, thinking it only fair. Stiles smiled lustfully at the removal and bit your bottom lip, causing a moan to escape. You plant wet kisses down his jaw to his neck where you leave a purple mark that stirs something vicious in the man.
He slides his hands under your ass and stands up as you wrap your legs around his waist. Refusing to break your locked lips, he starts walking you down the hall. The breath is knocked out of your lungs when your back hits the wall. Stiles uses his knee to hold you up while he unhooked your bra, throwing it to the floor. You drop down to your feet as he unbuckled his belt, but your hands soon follow because his were taking too long. You pull out his belt and wrap it around his wrists. He growls at the development and you pop the button on his khakis, pulling them down to his ankles to step out of. You grab him by the belt where his hands meet and pull him into his bedroom.
You pull him around and then push him onto the bed. You remove your shorts and walk up to him as you crawl up his body, kissing his stomach where the hair disappears into his briefs, causing his body to shudder. You work your way up to his chest, kissing each nipple. Now at his shoulders, you bite, leaving tiny teeth marks, then licking the red skin to soothe it. Holding his arms over his head, you kiss his neck and work your way up to his nose where you leave a peck. You pull back and look into his now black eyes, full of lust and you canât help but smile from ear to ear.
You lean down and kiss him again, then whisper in his ear, âhave you ever thought about me like this?â All he can muster is a nod and a whine as he reaches for your lips with his own, but you pull back, denying him. âYouâve dreamed about me, havenât you?â
âI have.â Stiles breathed his words, his breaths shallow and heavy as his desire became unbearable.
âDo you want me, Stiles?â You kiss him hard, breathing into his lips as he licked yours.
âI want you so bad, Y/N.â
âTell me what youâre going to do to me.â You undid the belt around his wrists and he shot up, grabbing your waist in a grip that you know will leave bruises.
âI want to taste you.â Stiles growled his words as he flipped you over and kissed down your neck, leaving purple marks, then biting your shoulders. He made his way to your tits and squeezed one while he took the other in his mouth. He sucked hard on the peak, leaving it red and sensitive. He teased the point with his tongue, licking and flicking. He then tugged on it lightly with his teeth, causing you to writhe beneath him. The movement against his hardened cock making him arch his back as he let out a moan. He licked down your stomach to the hem of your panties. He grabbed them with his teeth and pulled them down your legs.
He took the panties and held them to his face, inhaling the musk of your core. âI made you so wet, didnât I?â You nodded, biting your lip. He purred at the thought and stood up, grabbing your ankles and pulling you to the edge of the bed, as you let out a yelp from the sudden jerk. He kicked your legs apart and kneeled down between them. Without warning he licked your folds, your body shuddering from the surprise. He found your bundle of nerves with his tongue and sucked and licked methodically, sending sensations up your core. He pushed his tongue inside of you, licking your walls and his nose hit your hardened nub as he moved his tongue. He moved his mouth back to your clit and pushed two digits into you slowly, causing you to gasp. Your noises made him smile and chuckle with excitement, vibrating through your body pushing you to your edge. Your hips began to push back to meet his finger thrusts, so he added a third digit and sharted pumping faster. Your back arched as a small scream developed in your throat.
âThatâs right baby, cum for me.â He spoke the words without leaving your clit. They shook through your body, breaking the barrier that was holding it all back. Your body shook as you came into his mouth, eyes rolling back and body limp. He stood up, licking his fingers and lips, taking in as much of you as he could. He crawled back up to meet you, and kissed you harshly. âOh, Iâm not done yet.â
He flipped you over onto your hands and knees and smacked your ass, leaving a red handprint. He pulled off his briefs and grabbed your waist with one hand while pumping himself with the other. You shudder when he rubbed his cock against your folds as he hit your overstimulated clit. He found joy in that and smacked your ass again, leaving another mark. âJust fuck me already.â You shouted and with that he pushed himself into your core as far as he could go. You gasped and arched your back as he entered and moaned as he slowly pulled out. He pushed back in, more harsh this time and held it as he wiggled his hips.
He began thrusting at a rapid pace that hit you in all the right places. If he kept it up you wouldnât last long. You pulled away from him and stood up, spinning him around and pushing him to the bed. You sat on top of him and grabbed his cock to line him up with your entrance. You slid down on him and started to ride his member up and down in figure 8âs. He threw his head back, moaning at the motions as his back arched. Pressing down on his chest, you threw your head back, adding to Stilesâ moans. Your nails tore down his chest, leaving trails of red, raised skin. âIâm not gonna last much longer if you keep that up babe.â He mumbled under his pants.
He turned you over onto your back and placed himself inside you again. You wrapped your legs around his waist as high as they could go so he could hit your g spot. âOh god, yes. Right there.â You moaned as he vigorously pounded into you. The room filled with moans and skin against skin.
âCome for me baby.â Stiles was close and knew you were too. Your walls throbbed against his cock and he leaned in and bit your shoulder to keep himself from cumming before you did. Through his bite, he whispered your name and that was all you needed. Your body shook as your gates burst and your eyes rolled back. Not long after, you could feel Stilesâ release inside you, spraying your walls with his warm seed. He pumped a couple more times, more slowly, riding out both of your highs. He immediately left, but you were too tired and weak to bother asking. He returned shortly with a wet cloth. You winced when he wiped your folds as the cold touched your overwhelmed bundle of nerves. He wiped himself off and fell onto the bed next to you. He pulled you into his arms, but you were both too tired to cuddle. You fell asleep quickly and deeply.
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You were woken by your ringtone, your head pounding from the hangover. Confused as to where you were, it suddenly dawned on you what had happened. Eyes wide, you saw Stiles sprawled out next to you, drool at the corner of his mouth. His arm was on top of you, so you attempted to move it without waking him. He twitched as you moved, but readjusted himself, still sleeping. You remembered drinking, but not that much to do something so stupid.
Your phone started ringing again and you ran to your shorts on the floor, silencing it before it could wake up Stiles. Reluctantly, you looked at the screen and saw you had 4 missed calls and 6 missed messages. You couldnât find your underwear, so you pulled on your shorts. Following the trail of clothes, you found your bra and your shirt. You put both of them on, then sat down on the couch where the night started. You opened up your phone.
Isaac: hey, saw your note. when will you be back?
Isaac: itâs 11am, where are you?
Isaac: are you okay?
Isaac: Y/N, did something happen? please answer me.
Isaac: Y/N?
Isaac: thatâs it, iâm on my way.
Just as you read the last text, there was a knock at the door. Your body went into shock and you were silent, but internally you were screaming. What the fuck do I do? There was a second knock and you realized that it could wake Stiles up, so you ran to the door. When you answered it, it took everything you had to keep your composer.
âIsaac? What are you doing here?â
âYou werenât answering my calls.â He looked passed you and down the hall, his eyes widening. âWhereâs Stiles?â He tried to look past you but you blocked his view by stepping out and slightly closing the door behind you. He immediately averted his eyes to you. He leaned in and sniffed you and you knew exactly what was going to happen next.
#stiles stilinski#isaac lahey#stiles stilinski/reader#isaac lahey/reader#teen wolf#request#my writing
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âž money shot (m)
âł in a pornographic movie, refers to the sequence in which the male actor ejaculates onto his partnerâs body.
â female reader x yoongi
â smut || pornstar!au
â dom!yoongi, submissive!reader, verbal humiliation, spanking, roleplay, rough sex, cum play, dirty talk, this is porn ok and everything is consensual
â10.9k pwpÂ
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âDonât look so put off. Min Yoongiâs indisputably one of the best in the industry. Heâs extremely professional and experiencedâand handsome to boot. Youâll be in the very best hands. He rarely works with newbies, so consider yourself special.â
âł or ; the author just really wanted to write a pornstar!au but got carried away;;
a/n; in no way is this story meant to depict the real life working conditions of adult film stars. contains inaccuracies ! + i couldnât have written The smut scene w/o my #1 perv ilu
(!!) pls re-read the warnings !! may contain triggering content. roleplay includes portrayal of a not so ethical or appropriate relationship (teacher/student) and the verbal humiliation makes use of degrading names/slut shaming, so please donât read if that makes you uncomfortable !!Â
(!!) if your name is mj stay away from this fic !! also if ur jordanâs sister stop reading smut khkjh
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In front of you, a manila folder was slammed down onto the table's wooden surface, the sudden movement making your cup of coffee wobble dangerously. You cupped the drink between your cold hands, intent on not letting a drop of your 5.79 dollar purchase go to waste. Only once the liquid had stopped sloshing around did you bother to greet your agent with a cordial nod.
Dressed in an all black, pressed suit and with his hair combed back, he seemed ready to head off into a business meeting, not discuss your next adult film project over a cup of coffee. Choosing to skip over the small talk, he leaned forward on his elbows and waited for you to take the folder and peer into its contents.
You spared it a cursory glance, not expecting much from its uninteresting appearance. Still, you decided to humor himâafter all, Seokjin wouldnât have called you out to meet in person if it wasnât urgent. Unless legal paperwork was involved, your usual means of communication with the self-proclaimed Important Man was limited to phone calls and e-mails.
âYour first big movie,â was what he said in lieu of greeting, a proud smile pulling at his lips. You relaxed somewhat. He looked visibly pleased with himself which could only mean good news for you. âNow, no need to thank me...but I did pull a few strings to land you this job.â
âUh-oh.â You stared hard at him, trying to detect the underlying message behind his words. Knowing him, âpulling a few stringsâ could mean anything from calling in a favor to giving the director a blowjob in the back of his car between shoots. He was that kind of agent.
Seokjin shrugged, choosing not to put your worries to rest. âI know the casting director wellâwe were in the same frat. We catch up from time to time and when he mentioned he was looking for a fresh face, I immediately recommended you. They reviewed your portfolio and really liked those test shots we took of you two weeks ago.â
Your mind drifted back to the two hour long photoshoot that had taken place in Seokjinâs friendâs villa. Judging by the way the place was decked out to look like a pimp crib, you were half convinced that it was owned by a seedy nightclub owner or something of the sort. You were probably not too far off from the truth but all talks of shady property owners aside, the house served as a spacious and luxurious backdrop for your swimwear shoot. The concept of the day was âslutty trophy wifeâ. No added photo filters or retouching had been needed to make your skin look perfectly slick and shiny; your body had been waxed smooth and slicked down with baby oilâyour tiny bikini basically just an accessory.
At the time, you had grumbled and complained about the set-up, cursing the burnt-red color that had appeared on your skin after posing provocatively by the poolside in the blistering heat. Your skin had needed a week to recover from all of the consequent peeling and redness and you had been obliged to cancel some of your schedules. Some things just couldnât be fixed with makeup... And no one would pay money to see a girl with a bright red, flaky nose giving head. But all of that trouble had been well worth it if the finished pictures had gotten you such a coveted job in the end.
He gestured to the file in your hands, âYouâll be working with Min Yoongi.â
âEh? Min Yoongi?â
Certain you had misunderstood, there was no use concealing your incredulity. Min Yoongiâs name held so much power on its ownâthe mere mention of it was enough to have you straighten your back. Surely this had to be a joke of some kind, right? The entire thing was just so absurd; it felt too good to be true. Frankly speaking, Yoongi was way out of your league. You hadnât even been in the industry for very long...yet someone deemed you fit enough to work with a big gun?
You eyed the corners of the quaint coffee shop with suspicion. You tried to spot any hidden cameras, fully expecting a crew from MTV to bust out from the shadows at any moment and unveil the prank.
Seokjin let out a sigh, disappointed by your lack of enthusiasm. âDonât look so put off. This time, youâor rather Iâstruck gold. Min Yoongiâs indisputably one of the best in the industry. Heâs extremely professional and experiencedâand handsome to boot. Youâll be in the very best hands. He rarely works with newbies, so consider yourself special.â
âIâm not put off,â you were quick to defend. âIâm just... Iâm having a hard time believing any of this is real right now. Can you blame me?â
âWell believe it. Why do you look so surprised? Thereâs a reason people would open their wallets to see you on film. Youâre very photogenic, you look great on film. Lots of people have hot bodies and pretty faces, but not many give off the same energy as you.â Â
You watched him plop in a third cube of sugar into his black coffee, not thinking much of his compliments. The thing about Seokjin was that he knew exactly what to sayâthe well-timed flattery basically second nature to him. At first, you couldnât help but be charmed, however you soon came to realize that you were just one of the many people his sweet-talk had an effect on. Seokjin had absolutely no qualms using the same lines and buttery tone with anyone he met, and after seeing the way he operated, everything about him seemed too rehearsed and contrived to be genuine.
Seokjin waited until all the sweetness had dissolved into his drink before continuing, âYou know that we always advise against filming anal and DP scenes right away for a reason. It's hard to make a living off of porn because people naturally tend to lose interest once theyâve seen everything you have to offer. Over time, talents tend to lose their shine. Being in the industry changes you. Doesnât matter if theyâre the best actor out there, the dead fish eyes will always give them away... Itâs like theyâre not really present during the scene, you know what I mean? If the performer is bored, so is their audience. If the audience is bored, no one will be willing to hire them anymore.âÂ
âWell isnât that lovely,â you intoned drily, silently contemplating your own fate. How long would it take before you eventually became that jaded? What a bleak future to look forward to.
âIâm just being honest,â he raised his shoulders, his ever-present smile dimming a little. âItâs better to be honest about this. I donât have any time to be spewing any inspirational bullshit. And you shouldnât listen to anyone who tries to feed you that crap, either. You should always know what youâre signing up for.â
You supposed there was some merit to his words. Even if he was heavy-handed with his praises, he had never painted you an idyllic picture of the adult film industry. Before signing the contract with your agency, they had made sure that you had known exactly what you were putting on the line, what you were risking. You had never ventured into this world with false hopes; they had made it quite clear that if you didnât make it big within the first few years, it would be hard to find your footing in an industry that was constantly on the lookout for new talents. Considering how the average span of a porn starâs career was less than three years, you understood the pressure to cement your name before your time was up. Building a solid fanbase was crucial if you wanted to survive as a porn star.
With this thought weighing on your conscious, you regretted not showing more gratitude to your agent... Without him, you probably would still be filming low quality videos that you tried to pass off as artsy. Seokjin had been a huge help in launching your career. He was basically fetching you deals left and right that no rookie without connections could ever get. In the past, you had been eager to seize these chances before they slipped away.
This time, however, you couldnât shake off the mix of feelings that churned in the pit of your stomach as your eyes skimmed over Min Yoongiâs long list of impressive credentials and accolades. On the one hand, you were excited about being granted this huge opportunity right off the bat because being partnered with a renowned porn star meant that you got to ride off his fame. It meant getting more exposure, which was something you certainly wouldnât refuse. (Only a fool would turn this offer down!)
On paper, it wasnât that all different from any of your previous jobsâshow up, get your makeup done, take your clothes off, get fucked, maybe fake an orgasm or two. Yet, for some ridiculous reason, you couldnât help but feel strangely inadequate for the job. Nervousness crept up your spine the longer you let your gaze sweep over his lengthy rĂŠsumĂŠ. Shooting with someone with this kind of reputation also meant that if you fucked up, everyone else would know about it the next day. The industry was a lot smaller than it appeared to be from the outside. One mishap could have you spending the rest of your career trying to erase the label you had inadvertently earned on set.
It wasnât that you lacked confidence in your skills. You gave a mean blowjob and your pussy was nice to look at. Because your body was your bread and butter, you dieted and worked out daily in order to ensure you stayed in the best shape.  Maybe it was vain of you to proclaim, but you looked good on camera, especially with your clothes off. And it wasnât like you lacked any experience, either. You had filmed your fair share of pornography, so you knew you were able to keep the public interested, if the rising views during the weekly cam sessions were any indication of your popularity. But the stakes wouldnât be the same this time and that was what scared you.
Perhaps Seokjin sensed your distress because he offered you an encouraging smile, his whitened teeth on display. âYouâll do great. If I didnât think you would make it big, I wouldnât waste my time on you. I always put my eggs in the right basket so Iâm confident that this will go well. This isnât going to be some seedy shoot filmed on a three hundred dollar budget. Theyâre pulling out all the stops for this one... The director is hoping this will win him another AVN award this year but weâll see. Donât mention it if you see him, by the way. Heâs a bit sensitive and itâs best not to step on his toes too much.â
All you could do was nod, distracted by other, more worrying thoughts. Were you ready to actually go through with this? Would you be able to do a good job? What if you somehow messed up? You stopped yourself from continuing this line of thought. That would be counter-productive. It really wasnât like you to doubt yourself this much but the minute your agent had dropped Min Yoongiâs name, you had been putting everything into question.
Seokjin held your gaze, his eyebrow raised expectantly as he waited for your inner ramblings to cease.
âNow, if you could just review the terms of the contract before signing and weâll be all set.â
You stared at the dotted line, pen in hand. Seokjin hadnât hired a fool. It didnât take very long to finish signing all the legal paperwork.
Despite your initial fretting, you were excited to finally be part of something so big. The production cost for this movie was noticeably more significant than any of your past works put together. That meant better filming equipment, better filming locations, better actors. The more you thought about it, the more convinced you were that this would be your breakthrough role. This movie could potentially change your life and help you make a name for yourself.
It became all the more apparent that your key to success would be working with Min Yoongi.
Before this, you had only heard about him in passingâhis name one you had overheard whispered by the gossiping hair and makeup staff, one that you saw plastered on the covers of glossy magazines and online news articles. You had seen printouts of his face on the front of a handful of film posters that lined up the walls of your agencyâs building. He was someone you knew of, someone you knew about, but you had never experienced this burning curiosity to know about him before today.
With so much at stake, you decided to do your homework. You did your research, watching his interviews on YouTube and searching his name up on various web portals. Through the pieces of information you had gathered by watching his interviews, he seemed like a calm, collected manâcompletely different from the image you initially had of him. His cockiness wasnât showcased through self-praises and obvious boasting; but rather by the way he coolly and confidently answered the blunt questions hurled at him from prejudiced interviewers. Never had he flinched or faltered; never had he let anyone intimidate him with twisted questions intended to cause controversy.
It was his cold, no-nonsense kind of behavior which led you to wonder: what sort of person was he like to work with? Without the firsthand experience, the only way you could find out was by personally purchasing a movie he starred in. Which you didâfor research purposes only, of course. There was no shame in wondering what your partner looked like in action or how he worked once the camera started rolling, right?
Watching his movie meant that you were taking your job seriously, you reasoned  Seokjin had assured you over and over again that you would be in good hands, but what weight did his words have when he wasnât the one getting spanked in front of a filming crew? You just wanted to know what sex with this man would be like. What was it exactly that you had to look forward to?
You set up your laptop and made sure everything was plugged in properly (the last thing you wanted was for your computer screen to black out during the good bits). Pillows propped behind you, you wriggled around beneath your fleece blanket until you found a comfortable position.
The movie you had picked out was supposed to be on the tamer side of his porn filmography. You had selected it in the hope that it would ease you into things. It was a typical let's-fuck-the-babysitter scenario so you didn't really expect much. Scenarios like these were predictable because they had been done so many times before. How much would you be willing to bet that it followed the cunnilingus+sex on the couch+blowjob formula? But with how popular he was, you didnât really know what to expect anymore... What made him so different from the rest? A part of you was worried he had a monster dick or something equally impossible to recover from. Guys with huge dicks always made it difficult to keep up your filming schedule and a good fuck was never worth that setback.
Laptop nestled in your lap, you pressed play. The screen of your laptop lit up, signaling the start of the movie, and you held your breath as you finally got to see what all the fuss was about.
The first thing you were immediately struck by was how incredibly handsome he was. Even though his female partner was no less attractive, your eyes couldnât help but stay glued on him. You could tell just by the way he carried himself and the way he spoke that he was very confident and self-assured. He never looked away from his partner, his lids heavy and eyes dark with the promise of more to come. You couldn't look away; his simple presence demanded you pay him attention.
The more you watched, the more you understood why people when wild for him; his charisma coupled with his experience had evidently made his career long-lasting and successful. Surprisingly, any line he delivered sounded convincing. He made a cheesy, over-the-top porn script sound hot. How the hell? You put the volume up, your earphones picking up the slightest noiseâevery rustle of the sheets, every sigh of pleasure from the girl, and every slick and obscene noise coming from her pussy as Yoongi thrust into her were loud enough for you to believe you were there as it happened.
You werenât exactly sure when, but your eyes had fallen closed somewhere along the way. The audio in your ears helped fuel the lewd scenarios you conjured up in your mind; it wasnât hard to imagine yourself in the place of his female counterpart, Yoongi working his hips against yours, his heavy breathing tickling your ears as you moaned out his name. Sliding your hand beneath the waistband of your panties, you were barely surprised to find yourself already damp with arousal. You carefully circled a finger around your entrance, coating the digit with your fluids until it was lubricated enough to slip in.
Quickly, you built up a steady rhythm. Your finger tried to mimic the pace he had setâeach thrust inside your wet pussy a weak imitation of what his hardened length would feel like inside of you. One finger wasn't nearly enough to satisfy the growing need that pulsed between your legs. You eased in a second digit next to the first, feeling your walls stretch to accommodate the newest intrusion. Breathing out a sigh, you kicked your head back as you worked yourself to a frenzy, letting the loud sounds flowing through your earbuds lull you into a trance.
âSuch a good pussy.â The wet, squelching noises almost drowned out his groan of appreciation. You mewled in response and spread your legs wider as if to urge him deeper, but it was no use. Your fingers couldnât bring you the same satisfaction that his thick cock would. Squeezing in a third finger, you tried to imagine him working his hips against yours, his lean body sticky with sweat as he filled you up to the brim with every thrust. âHear that? You take my cock so well, baby.â
"So fuckingâtight." He growled out, the primal sound loud in your ears. Lust coursed through your veins and you could feel it burn, melting away any of your inhibitions. Sucked deep in your fantasy, you could vividly picture his pink lips curling into a smirk as he watched you slowly start to unravel before him.
Tears stung your eyes. You arched your back, hips rutting against your hand, as you tried to alleviate the burning ache within you. Your fingers twisted around, rubbing your walls, searching for that sensitive spot inside of you. But your efforts were futileâfrom the angle you were sitting in, your fingers couldnât quite reach it, no matter how much you tried. Forehead shiny with perspiration, you keened in frustration, too wound up to continue. You wanted to cum so badly that it hurt. Desperately horny, you changed your course action, circling at your swollen clit instead with renewed determination.
The first slide against your nub was electrifying and your entire body shuddered, overcome with pleasure. The obscene sounds from the video blended in with your own soundtrack. Breathless and dizzy with want, you failed to register that the moans spilling from your mouth were echoes of Yoongiâs name. Your pleas for release grew louder as the fire inside your lower belly erupted into an inferno.Â
"I can feel you around me, fuck, you gonna cum soon, baby? Yeah? Gonna cum all over my cock?" Yoongi whispered harshly into the crook of your ear, his heavy breathing sending shivers down your back. âFucking cum.â
His name on your lips, you threw your head back as the band inside you snapped, your body his to command. Trembling all over from the force of your orgasm, you clenched your eyes closed as you tried to prolong your trance. If you imagined hard enough, you could feel his hot breath fan your skin, his fingers bruise your hips as he kept you still.Â
Yoongiâs voice echoed inside of your head long after the aftershocks of your orgasm had waned, haunting and promising all at once.
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It took another useless glance at the clock to confirm that you were early. You were filming the second sex scene today. The first scene had been filmed already and you hadnât run into any complications. Your male co-starâs dirty talk could have been better, but his handsome face and skilled tongue had made up for it. You could still remember the delicious stretch of his long fingers inside of you, and how his deep baritone voice growled in your ear as he fucked you pressed up against a window. Off camera, he had been nice and easy-going, cracking the occasional joke between takes.
With how great things had turned out yesterday, you were anticipating todayâs scene almost as much as your character was. Today you were filming the scene with Min Yoongiâthe grand finale, the climax of all climaxes. The Big Nut. Makeup and hair done, you had already filmed your intro video and were now killing time before the actual shoot began.
Better early than late, you tried to console yourself. Waiting around like this made you jittery; the amount of caffeine pumping through your veins filled you with a burst of energy you found hard to keep under control. It wasnât even noon and your daily dose of coffee had already been exceeded. You bounced your leg up and down, the constant fidgeting giving away how nervous you really were.
You tried to distract yourself by reading over the film script, ignoring how your fingers trembled slightly like a chronic smoker who hadnât gotten their fix.
The movie was scheduled to run for one hour or so, with two sex scenes filmed in two different locations with different actors. The scenario was your clichĂŠ go-to porn plot in which you would be playing the role of a naughty student who gets caught fucking someone after school hours by her teacher. Punishment ensues. You fuck your feelings out. The end.
Well, that was definitely something you could handle, you thought to yourself as you leafed through the script. Although there had been more lines to memorize than you were used to, you had confidently assured your agent that you would be able to do it. You were glad that your two years hanging out in the theater club back in high school wouldnât be for nothing... It was a shame that you could only showcase your acting skills in a porn movie because you knew a lot of people would skip over the plot and jump straight to the filth. During the last few days, the mediocre porn dialogue had become your bible, your bedside book that you read religiously before going to sleep. You had read it over so often, you were confident that you could recite every line in your sleep.
A polite cough interrupted your pre-show pep talk.
You looked up, not expecting to meet Min Yoongiâs gaze. Blinking, you took in his features, not realizing that you were blatantly staring. Who could blame you, though? There was something so virile about Yoongi that had you doing a double take. He exuded masculinity with every step he took towards you. Something inside you clenched.Â
â____?â He called your name, gaze flicking over your features in turn. He took a seat opposite of you and holding out a hand. âItâs nice to meet you.â
âLikewise,â you smiled as sweetly as you could. His grip was strong and secure, his touch cold.Â
âHm.â He let out a noncommittal sound while he perused a file on his lap. You recognized the papers Seokjin had typed up beforehand, your name headlining one of them, but your attention was quickly diverted.
Your eyes were instantly drawn to his long and elegant looking fingers, the veins in his hands prominent whenever he flipped a page over absentmindedly. It was strange seeing them in person... Just the other night, you had been salivating over the thought of them inside you, thrusting and curling with expert precision and unwavering focus, every movement intended to coax a moan of pleasure from your lips. You had seen how lethal they could be through the screen of your laptop... Now you were going to be experiencing those skills firsthand. The thought sent a rush of excitement through your body.
âIâve taken note of your hard limits.â His smooth baritone tone snapped you back to attention. âThe scene doesnât require we go that far anyway, but just in case you get too uncomfortable with anything, your safe word is âcobblerâ, correct?â
âYes.â You gave a short nod, your neck stiff as you tried not to break eye contact.Â
âHave you read through my form?â
âI have, Mr. Min.â
A snort escaped him then, his lips curling into the kind of smile that bordered on a smirk. âNo need to be so formal. You can call me by my name outside of a scene.â
âYoongi, then.â Your hands felt clammy all of a sudden and you wiped your palms on your skirt, hoping that he wouldnât notice your incessant fidgeting. The glint in his eyes indicated that you werenât nearly as successful in masking your nervousness as you would have liked. You didnât even know why you felt so antsy. This wasnât your first time meeting an attractive porn star. Yesterdayâs shoot with Taehyung had gone without a hitch. So why were you getting so worked up now? You werenât eighteen and impressionable anymore.
His gaze swept over your body, interrupting your line of thought. You felt it brush over your delicate throat, your supple curves, your bare legs. The scrutiny made the surface of your skin heat up, your legs clench together.Â
âAh, Iâm looking forward to working with you.â A ghost of a smirk crossed his features. For a moment, you believed it to be a product of your imagination, but he shot you a wink as he got up to his feet, the action suggestive enough to have you swallow thickly.Â
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In retrospect, maybe it was a good thing you were nervousâit made your acting a lot more believable. You wrung your hands together, head bowed in a show of contrition.
"While Mr. Jung and I don't see eye to eye on a number of subjects, some of his methods of punishment have been very enlighteningâalbeit a tad primitive.â He regarded you with detached interest, his eyes sweeping over your figure. His impassive stare made you fidget in your seat, the scratchy material of your skirt rubbing against your thighs. âI could just let you off with a detention slip, but students like you need to be put back in their place."
Yoongi was so good at this, his tone convincing enough to have you believe in his words. For a moment, you let yourself pretend that all of this was realâthat you had really acted up when you werenât supposed to and that he was now going to punish you for your misbehavior. It was so easy to slip into your role when he appeared so serious and forbidding.
"Bend over."
He punctuated his command by tapping his ruler against his wooden desk, his tongue clucking in a show of impatience when you refused to move. You licked your dry lips, silently wishing you could have a glass of cool water to quench your sudden thirst.
"A-are you serious?" you croaked, finally remembering the lines you had memorized.
"I assure you, I am not the type to joke around."
With his arms crossed, he looked every bit like the imposing figure he was playing as. Gulping audibly, you slowly gathered to your feet. You kept your gaze trained on the polished floorboards, making sure to avoid his probing stare.
"I find that corporal punishment works wonders on troublesome students like yourself. Writing lines for an hour hardly has the same impact." Above you, his low chuckle could be heard. Goosebumps raised to attention as your eyes fluttered to a close.
âSkirt up. Let me see that ass.â
âS-sir.â
âYou had no qualms flashing me your filthy cunt the other day. Up, now.â
You hurried to obey, his stern tone jolting you into action. Your fingers reached behind you, hiking the material of the skirt high enough so that your skin was exposed to the cool air. Behind you, Yoongi patted your cheek in mock praise before deftly fitting the hem of your skirt into the band of your waistline so as to keep the fabric in place.
Not expecting him to kick your feet wider apart, you barely managed to stifle your yelp of surprise. You attempted to anchor yourself by clutching the sides of the desk, your legs now stretched too widely apart to be considered decent behavior. The position you were in was humiliating, intended to make you feel vulnerable and exposed.
âGood.â
The single word had your pulse race. His praise felt like a physical caress, and you closed you eyes to let the feeling wash over you.
âNow tell me.â Yoongiâs voice was now deceptively smooth and you knew right away that he was toying with you. âHow many misdemeanors was that in one night, hmm?â
You blinked, suddenly remembering that you were supposed to be portraying a misbehaving student. Cursing your lack of focus, your mouth opened as you tried to recall the script. When you took too long to answer, Yoongi went on with the scene, sidestepping your blunder.
âToo many,â he supplied with a sigh, sounding disappointed; whether it was with you for forgetting your lines or with your character, you werenât sure. Either way, the remorseful look on your face wasnât extremely hard to fake. You felt nervous again, wondering how well you would be able to perform today.
With an easy yank, your panties fell to the ground, leaving you even more indecently exposed than before. As Yoongi crouched down to peel them off of your body completely, any worries you might have had didnât seem of much importance anymore. What mattered was the touch of his fingers on the backs of your thighsâcold against your burning skin.
"I wish you could see yourself right now." He mocked, voice laced with something akin to smugness. You felt his hot breath tickle the insides of your knee, the sensation almost enough to make them buckle. "Skirt up, legs spread wide open... So wet and ready for a nice cock between your thighs, isnât that right?â
The bright lights from overhead spotlighted the acute shame and arousal that raged within you. Both coalesced into one intense emotion that reduced you to a big puddle of desire. You weren't sure if it was his husky tone or the shocking amount of filth that spewed from his lips, but you felt the coil in your stomach tighten with each word leaking into your ear. Your heart raced wildly in your chest, your hands hanging uselessly by your head. His words made you want to hide your face behind your arms, but you knew that wasnât an optionânot when a camera was intent on capturing every shift of your expression.
Your lack of response didnât seem to deter him for he continued on, merciless with his interrogation.
âIs this turning you on? Do you like being reminded how desperate you are to be stuffed full?"
Every question left you short of breathâyou felt each of them like physical thrusts that made the crux of your thighs ache with a need to be filled up. A heavy haze muddled your thoughts. All you could focus on was the throbbing in your core; all you could here was his voice crooning obscenities in the crook of your ear.
"I can see your tight hole clench.â Yoongi let out a disbelieving laugh, the derisive sound making your cheeks bloom pink with embarrassment.
The flush that adorned your cheeks only darkened further when you realized the camera probably had a perfect, unobstructed view of your sopping center. You could only imagine what the sight would look like on screenâyour inner thighs glistening from your slick, your lower lips slightly swollen and flushed pink from your obvious arousal. With the way you were bent over the desk, presenting yourself willingly to his hungry stare, you had no doubts that you looked like an expensive dessert ready to be devoured.
"Y-Yoongi, please..." Eyes glassy, you felt yourself clench again as you imagined his dark eyes drinking in the sight of you bent over, wet and ready for him.
"Don't talk to me so informally," he scolded, pinching the inside of your thigh as punishment. A yelp escaped your parted lipsânot because it was painful but because you felt a sting of pleasure zap straight to your bundle of nerves like an electric shock. âAddress me properly.â
It was easy to give in if it meant you would get what you wanted. âY-yes, sir.â
âNow, letâs start this again.â Holding your breath in anticipation for what was to come, you struggled to stay still in the position he wanted even though your knees ached. How long were you expected to stay like this? It probably hadnât been very long, maybe five minutes at the most, but you could already feel the muscles in your thighs straining. âWhen I ask you a question, I expect a verbal response, understood?â
âYes, sir.â
âGood girl.â Thankfully your voice was stable this time. He patted one of your exposed cheeks in praise, the little slap enough to have you wanting more.
Your legs were so spread out that you didnât notice you were making a mess on the floor until Yoongi brought attention to the drops that spotted the wood, "I'm not even touching you and you're making a mess. What? Pretty boy Kim Taehyung fail to get you off?"
"Maybe he would have if you hadn't interrupted," you bit out, true to the script. Frustration seeped into your every word, but it was more directed at yourself for getting so aroused by his words and actions. You couldnât remember the last time you felt so affected; usually you had to play it up a lot more for the cameras but this time you barely registered the filming crew that stood a few feet away.
"I don't need to touch your dirty cunt for you to cum," he huffed. Although you couldnât see his expression, you could picture his stare hardening and his lips thinning into a straight line. "Youâre soiling my office right now and all it took was for you to offer your pussy to me. Youâre proving to be quite the slut tonight. I think Iâll leave you like this, legs open, empty and aching for cock, as your punishment.â
"Waitâno, please!â The desperation in your voice was alarmingly real. You could feel your eyes well with tears of frustration because the prospect of being denied release was simply too cruel to fathom. You didnât know how long you would be able to endure having nothing filling you up. In every one of your past films, the scene had always had minimal foreplay and little to no plot. Normally at the 5 minute mark, you would have already swallowed his dick down your throat... You werenât used to having this drag on for so long. Never before had you felt this engaged while shooting a porn scene.Â
"I don't want you to beg. I want you to apologizeâno, to grovel."
Shameless, you whimpered, âI'm sorry. I'm soâplease, I'm sorry.â
His hand crashed down on your burning skin with a resounding smack. The unexpected force behind the swat ripped a cry from your throat, the sound raw and primal. Your eyes watered as you panted, breath cut short when he brought his hand down on the opposite cheek.
"And what exactly are you sorry for, slut?"
The hands soothing over the sting contrasted with the unforgiving edge in his voice. You suddenly remembered what Seokjin had said, that you were in capable hands. You believed these words, trusting Yoongi to make the right decisions.
"I'm sorry for sneaking out past curfew."
"What else?"
"I'm sorry for... Sorry for behaving indecently with Taehyung."
"Not specific enough," he chided, his rebuke underscored by a harsh slapping noise.Â
"I'm sorry! Please, ah, I'm sorry we were kissing. Sorry for letting himânhhâtouch me." With every new admission, he delivered a firm spank to your reddening cheeks. The blows werenât hard enough to really hurt, but the repeated swats onto your sensitive skin would probably leave a blooming bruise. You couldnât wait to see the visible reminder of your punishment, the red mark from his hand his personal brand of ownership.
"And where did he dare touch you?" Yoongiâs lips curled into a scowl, his voice low and dangerous.
"My breasts. B-but only over my vest," you were quick to add after sensing Yoongi's form tense over you. "And myâmy thighs..." You were desperately trying to remember the lines of the script you had practiced so hard to memorize, but the exact wording kept escaping you with every firm swat of his hand against the globes of your ass.
Yoongi's deafening silence urged you to finish your confession. He rubbed circles over your stinging skin with the palms of his hands, squeezing the soft flesh between his fingers as he waited for you to resume talking.Â
Taking a shuddering breath, you obliged him, "Heâhe filled my pussy up with his f-fingers..."
"Did he? And did you enjoy that? Did you like having his long fingers fuck your greedy hole?" He reached down and delved a hand between your legs as he spoke. With a skilled index finger, he ran it across your wet lips tentatively to gauge how ready you were for him. Pausing at your entrance, he swirled his finger around, coating it in your copious amount of arousal. Just one finger was not nearly close enough to the friction you craved. You bucked your hips in response, silently beckoning him for more, as if that would somehow convince him to put an end to the teasing.Â
Immediately, he chastised you by smacking your sopping wet center. Arching your back, you felt all the air leave your lungs with a drawn out whimper. Echoes of pleasure vibrated throughout your body, from your head to your very toes. Your clit throbbed, swollen with arousal. The tingling sensations made your inner walls clamp down and you found yourself wishing not for the first time for his cock to fill you up.Â
âAnswer me.â Yoongi hissed between his teethâa warning you didnât dare ignore.
"Y-yes, yes, I did," you finally responded after struggling to remember the initial question.Â
"Is that all? Was that all he put inside of you?â
âNo.â With a swipe of your tongue, you licked your dry lips.Â
âNo?â
The one word question was enough to know that he wasnât going to let it go until you elaborated your answer. You squirmed in his hold, your heart pounding as you finally admitted what he wanted to know. âHe put his cock in-inside me.â
âYou let him fuck you?â The incredulity that colored his tone sounded so genuine you almost believed his act. You shuddered. âI shouldâve known a dirty little slut like you wouldnât be able to keep her legs shut.â
âIâm sorry, sir. Please, p-please fuââ You gulped, your throat dry.
âSpeak up, girl!â He snapped, slapping the palm of his hand over your slick center. As soon as his fingers hit your clit, you felt your back arching and your sensitive nipples rub up against the hard, wooden surface of the desk. The searing pain hit all of your nerve endings, effectively rendering you speechless. Meanwhile, your hips futilely chased after his punishing touch, hoping to finally get the satisfaction you were craving for. "Tell me, do you like getting humiliated? I'm trying to punish you but you seem to be enjoying this far too much. I thought that a girl like you would need a firm hand to get her act together, but I think that you need more than that, donât you?"
"Answer me.â Yoongi punctuated his command with another smack to your lower lips, the sudden blow leaving you dizzy and bereft of coherency.
"Yesâah fuck, sir please!" Gasping, the feeling of the harsh sting shot straight to your swollen, sensitive bundle of nerves like an electric shock. For a short second, your mind felt blissfully blank as the zap of pleasure traveled through your entire body from one extremity to another. "Please touch me, I need to come!"
"I can see that.â He laughed, spreading out your cheeks out so he could have a better look at the proof of your shame. âYour hole keeps clenching, asking for fingers...or perhaps it needs a nice, thick cock? Hm?"
A whimper left your lips before you could think of subduing it. The thought of finally having him buried deep inside of you was nearly too much to bear. From the way you were bent over and spread wide open, you were basically offering yourself to him. All he had to do was take what was his.
âPlease fuck me now,â you moaned, hoping that he would douse the fire between your legs. The need for friction was so unbearable you thought that you would burst at the seams. You tried to undulate your hips in a silent plea for more but his left hand kept you pinned down and immobile to the table.
"I thought as much. What makes you think you deserve mine? Do you honestly think you deserve this cock?â As if to tease you even further, he pressed himself against your exposed backside. Your entire body shuddered as it felt the prominent outline of his erect length through the material of his pants. Even through the layers of fabric, you could tell that he was well endowed. Images of him on screen, feeding his cock to his partner as she begged him to fuck her throat, flashed through your mind. Your mouth watered at the prospect of finally having him in the way that you so desired.
âPlease, sir.â
Your mouth was so dry that your plea could barely be heard over the thundering of your heart. Somehow, he had understood your dire need, for he spoke, âLittle whores like you should know how to beg for a fucking properly.â His voice was full of disappointment as he stepped away from you. Panicking from the loss of proximity, you hurried to placate him.
âSir! Please fuck my dirty pussy. Fuck Taehyungâs cum out of my pussy. Please, sir, Iâm your slut, only yours, please make your slut cum.â
Your watery plea was met with tense silence, and it was then that you realized that you had said the wrong thing.Â
âUp,â he ordered, finally breaking the stifling stillness.
Your reactions were somewhat delayed, dizziness dulling your senses and slowing you down. Still feeling unstable, you gripped the edge of the desk, your knuckles turning white. Blood rushed to your head and you had to wait for a few seconds before the spots of light that danced in your vision faded away.
"Naughty sluts don't wear clothes, do they?"
Even though it was clearly a rhetorical question, you replied anyway, head bowed in shame, "No, sir."
Without waiting for his verbal command, you began to strip yourself of the cheap, white blouse. Subconsciously, you made sure to face one of the cameras as you slowly undid the buttons of your top one by one. Normally, you would be acutely aware of how everyone's attention was focused on you, but the only thing you could focus on this time was Yoongi's predatory stare. It was the minute changes in his expression that gave him awayâhis pupils were blown wide with lust, his nostrils flaring slightly as he drank the sight of you inâand, of course, the bulge in his slacks that he didn't bother to hide.
Next came the skirt. It hadn't been covering much to begin with, but with the way it was bunched up useless at your hips, you didn't feel any more exposed than you previously did once it came off.
Left in only your lacy bra, you played coy, your fingers just barely keeping the flimsy material held up. This part of the scene hadn't been explicitly discussed beforehand, but many things had deviated from the original script. And since nobody had interrupted the two of you yet, you figured that you were allowed to take a few liberties. Instead of feeling confused and lost from the unpredictability of the events, a strange feeling of excitement surged through you. It didn't feel like you were going through practiced motions; you felt wholly engaged in the present. You only had a vague idea of where this was headed and the element of surprise kept you on your toes.
Yoongi, ever in character, was not amused by your games. He clucked his tongue and narrowed his eyes in warning. Tilting his head as if silently asking you 'do you really want to play this game?â you finally cowered. Your hands fell to your side along with your last material scrap of decency. There was not a single thread to cover you any longerâYoongi was free to scrutinize every inch of exposed skin without a barrier to block his view. By slipping off your last item of clothing, you had bent yourself to his will and surrendered your body to him.
âOn the desk, on your hands and knees. Ass up and hold yourself open for me.â
You scrambled to comply, not wanting to test his patience. Maybe if this was another day, in another place...but here, right now, you felt yourself follow his lead as if your body was on automatic.Â
The position was somehow even more degrading than the previous one. From this angle, Yoongi now had a better view of your drenched pussy. And by holding yourself open for him, you felt like a willing participant to your own humiliation. Perched on all fours atop the piece of furniture, you felt like just another object of decorationâyour sole purpose to be used or admired as pleased.Â
You felt terribly exposed, but there was no denying the resulting spike of arousal in your stomach. But just as quickly as the burst of desire spiked, it disappeared, leaving you even more sexually frustrated than before. Â
"CUT!" the director yelled from somewhere behind you. The sudden reminder that you weren't alone, that this wasn't real, made you flinch. It felt like someone had yanked you straight back to reality without forewarning and you were left confused and disoriented, stuck between the truth and fantasy. "Good, you guys are doing good. Let's take a short break. We need to fix the lighting.â
Film breaks werenât uncommon but you had been so immersed in the scene that you were slow to react. "Fix her makeup before we prep for the second part," came the second set of instructions.Â
Truthfully, you weren't paying attention; too busy steadying your racing heart. A young woman came forward and blotted the sweat at your hairline with a tissue before reapplying a layer of gloss on your lips and retouching your eyeliner. You barely registered her actions, not focused on your surroundings in the least.
"We're going to stick the bulb inside of you now, okay?"
It took several moments for you to understand that they were talking to you. As the words finally registered, you nodded your agreement.
The strange, artificial mixture felt cold inside of your walls. It was probably the usual stuff they used when they shot creampies, you thought distantly, not caring. Every squirt inside of you made your hips twitch in reaction although there was nothing sexy about this; the clinical approach dampened your arousal and gave you time to clear your mind. Your eyebrows knitted together as you patiently waited for the faux semen to fill you up. They made sure not to shoot it deep inside, so you felt it slowly start to ooze out as soon as the assistant stepped away from you.Â
"Yoongi, we'll restart from your last line, âass up and hold yourself open for meâ, got it? Everyone ready? Scene 2, take 2, aand action!"
Silence fell upon the watching crew members. This way, it was easy to erase their presence and give your attention to Yoongi.Â
"Hold yourself open for me." Softly, he whispered, his voice smooth like liquid silk.
You reached behind you, fingers gripping your now sore skin, and held yourself open so that he could inspect your pussy. His hot breath fanned over your backside, and it took all of your strength not to squirm away from his proximity.
"Look how easy you are. Head down, ass up like a bitch in heat." Â Every word had you spiraling deeper into submission. You whimpered, low in your throat, the degrading words making you throb, "I bet Taehyung had no trouble at all sliding in this greedy cunt. You probably asked for it, didn't you? Can't live without something filling this hole up."
"Silly slut," he pinched your throbbing clit, ripping a pained yelp from your throat. "Your pussy is mine. Only I get to cum inside. You take my cum, and only when I think you're worthy enough for my seed."
The thought of belonging to him, of having him use you like his own personal plaything, made your body quiver with desire. More than anything, you wanted him to fuck you good, to take what belonged to him. In that moment, you were his. His voice controlled you, his hands disciplined you, his cock would reward you. Every inch of your pleasure belonged to him.
Your mouth wateredâa burning thirst raging inside of you. You were more than convinced you would be willing to do anything to douse the ache that ate away at the remaining bits of your sanity. "I only want your cock, sir. No one gives it to me like you, I can only cum with your cum inside of me."
"Get your fingers nice and wet, slut. Get yourself clean and ready for me."
The slippery fluid inside of you felt no different than cold lube. As your fingers pumped in and out of your tight hole, the mixture spilled out of you, staining the insides of your thighs with opaque white. The mess you were making was of little importanceâall of your senses were focused instead on your burgeoning orgasm. Yoongi had already wound you up so tightly that you felt the coil inside of you ready to snap at a moment's notice.Â
Suddenly you remembered that Yoongi was watching your performance with hawk eyes. Afraid of the consequences you would have to face if you came without permission, you slowed down your movements, hoping he would allow you at least this.Â
But no such mercy came. The sharp sting on the side of your right cheek made you lurch forward, your knees sliding against the sleek and polished surface. Yoongi's hands were instantly by your hips, grounding you in place. His strong grip made your worries ebb away; you trusted him to keep you from toppling over onto the ground.Â
The stark contrast between Yoongiâs reassuring touch and the hard edge in his tone was startling. "Is all of his cum out yet? No? Then get back to work," he snapped out his command, his hands now spreading your cheeks wide open so that he and the camera could have a perfect view of your messy pussy. âLook how fucking filthy you are, itâs leaking all over. Just how much cock did you take for it to make so much of a mess?â
You could feel your skin heating up again, his lewd commentary setting you aflame with renewed desire. Your fingers worked the cum-colored lube out of your core, every loud squelch picked up by the cameras. Mouth parted; whine after whine escaped from your lips. Your need for release was becoming more unbearable by the second, and you were reaching that point where the consequences of your actions started to matter little.
âLittle slut wants to cum?â The mocking lilt in Yoongiâs voice told you he wasnât going to let you have it easy. Your head lolled forward, resigning yourself to more of what he had in store for you. âYou wonât, and want to know why?â
He wound his fingers through your tresses, before yanking hard. Your scalp burned and you had no choice but to tilt your head back and meet his steely stare. From above, he exuded dominance and authority; his icy expression and firm grip in your hair challenging you to not break eye contact.Â
âNo, sir,â you rasped, finding it hard to form the words with the way your head was bent backwards.Â
âYou wonât because dirty whores can only cum with a fat cock inside of them, isnât that right?â He spat, his features twisting almost as if he was disgusted with you.Â
But you knew that was far from the truth. After all, you werenât blind to the way his pupils were dilatedâonly a thin circle of brown was left, the hunger in his eyes having eclipsed the rest. His nostrils flared when you mewled in response to the humiliationâanother visible sign of his arousal. You knew he wanted you, but the problem was that he, unlike you, had perfect control over his desire.Â
Try as you might, it was impossible to taper the need pulsing between your thighs. You craved it as much as the air you breathed.Â
âI can only cum if I have you inside me,â you sobbed, giving in completely. Any reservations were gone; you knew you would do anything to please this man. Hand still buried in your cunt, you begged, âMy pleasure is yours, sir. Iâm wantâonly want your thick cock inside of me, please take whatâs yours. Iâm yours, just yours. Iâm a dirty slut, please uâuse me.â
Shivers wracked through your frame when you heard him slide down his zipper. All of your senses were trained on him, your body reacting to even the slightest rustle of clothes.Â
âGood slut.â The silken croon made its way to your ears and you closed your eyes, letting the praise wash over you. âLet me see if your cuntâs ready for me.â When Yoongi easily replaced your fingers with his own, you instantly felt the stretch. He crooked his digits inside of you, listening to your needy whimpers with relish. Two fingers quickly became three, the force of his thrusts never slowing down.Â
âIâm going to fuck you from behind, slut. But thatâs how you like it, donât you?â You sniffled, not trying to refute the claim. To be taken from behind like some animal in heat, forced to submit to the brunt of his passion... When he phrased it like that, it sounded so humiliating, so degrading. Here you were, bent and kneeling on a desk, your naked ass perked up for his viewing pleasure, just like the common slut he was accusing you of being. âLike a good little bitch.â
You didnât deny his accusations because you knew it to be true. Your breasts only got this sensitive if you were ovulating or if you were really turned on. And there was no use denying the former, not with the way your cunt was shiny and drenched with your own fluids.Â
âBend over the desk properly if you want to get fucked.âÂ
Never before had you completed a task with so much enthusiasm. You stretched your limbs out, your feet finding purchase on the ground while your hands gripped the edge of the desk. Excitement pooled in your gut; you had never felt so eager for a fucking before. You were unsure how much time had passed since the start of the shoot, but it somehow felt like lifetimes ago. You had been ready for his cock half a century ago.
It seemed like Yoongi was done dawdling around as well. He eased the tip of his cock inside of you. There was so much of your slick and lube, that it took two, three tries before successfully pushing in. You let out a shaky breath, body shuddering. Above you, Yoongi let out a grunt, his hands kneading your reddened flesh between his fingers. He kept you open for him, his attention fixed on the way your warm walls gripped his head snugly, eager to be fed more. Unable to form coherent words, you clenched around him, attempting to draw him in deeper.Â
âA perfect plaything, letting me use her up however I want.â His words cut off into a growl as he bottomed out, his balls slapping against you. Your eyes watered, the girth of his hardened shaft stretching you out deliciously. Sweat beaded at your brow as you struggled to stay still for him, wanting him to use you as he pleased.Â
Yoongi started up an easy rhythm, each of his thrusts making you slide across the surface of the desk. You felt stimulated from all overâyou stiff nipples rubbed against the polished wood while his cock worked its way inside of you. Expletives intermingled with the occasional praise; and his grunts of satisfaction coaxed out your moans of pleasure.Â
âTell me, can Taehyung fuck you this good?âÂ
Distantly, you recognized this as a line from the script and your body reacted as if on auto-pilot. âNo one can fuck me as good as you.âÂ
âIs that right? Then why did you let him inside your cunt?â A deep thrust made you choke out a high-pitched moan, the sound slutty even to your own ears. He stayed buried deep inside of you, but you barely had time to catch your breath before he tightened his fingers around your locks and pulled. Using the grip in your hair to guide you into the position he desired, he yanked you upwards, your shaking arms now propping your upper body up.Â
âB-because Iâm a slut,â you admitted, your head hanging low in shame. You werenât even sure if it was an act or not, but the words seemed to spur him on even more, his thrusts speeding up once again. âI like having cum inside of me.â
âA cumslut, huh?â You struggled to stay propped up, but every harsh piston of his hips made stability difficult to maintain. âCanât go without a manâs cum filling you up. You like being a cumdump for men that much?â
âO-only yours, only for you.âÂ
âThatâs right. I own this slutty cunt.â Yoongi brought his mouth close to your ear, his teeth biting your lobe before mouthing down the side of your neck. As he left a trail of hot kisses down the column of your neck, he brought his hands up to cup your breasts, feeling them bounce in his hold with every slap of his hips against your own. You felt his breathing becoming ragged, the sound doing things to your insides.
He sunk his fingers in the supple flesh, probably leaving another set of marks to match the ones on your hips and ass, and used his hold as leverage to fuck into you faster. Every thrust inside you knocked the breath out of youâyour desire spiraling to new heights with each whispered word into your ear. The pleasure started to become too much to bear and you clenched around his length to signal your approaching orgasm.Â
âYouâre gonna cum already? Shouldâve known a slut like you wouldnât be able to control herself when fed the right cock.â He didnât slow down at all, his cock impaling you over and over again with no reprieve in sight. You knew if he kept this up, you wouldnât be able to hold yourself back anymore.
âPlease sir, let me cum,â you begged, your plea coming out in short pants. You didnât know which one would give out firstâyour legs or your arms. The only thing that kept you upright and standing were Yoongiâs hands kneading your breasts and his hips pinning yours to the desk.Â
Yoongi released your nipple with a hard tug, the free hand snaking up to your parted mouth. Instinctively, your lips wrapped around the invading digits, sucking it like it would a cock. âSo greedy. You donât get to make the demands here, slut. But Iâll be nice today because you took your spanking so well. Go on then, little slut.â
The fact that you couldnât even see the fact of the person who was stuffing two of your holes made the fucking so impersonal. A new wave of shame swept over you, and you felt like you could drown in it. Your body thrashed in his hold, a lightning bolt of pleasure zapping through your entire body and making you starry-eyed. Your entire world shrunk, until all you knew was him and the thick cock spearing you open. Â
Yoongiâs hips stuttered, his own release in reach. You felt his length twitch inside you but he quickly pulled out, his right hand stroking his slick shaft in furious strokes. You barely registered the first spurt of semen land on your well fucked pussy, the rest of his seed painting your lower lips in fields of white.Â
The force of your orgasm wiped you out and you took a few seconds to regain your bearings, eyes still closed, blocking out the outside world.
It took several moments for you to be brought back to reality, spots of light still dancing in your vision whenever you blinked. Your chest heaved from exertion, your eyes watery. Your body felt incredibly light, like you could float away from the ground at any moment like a hot air balloon.
â____?â Someone repeated your name, trying to snap you out of your daze by shaking your shoulders. âHereâs some water.â A set of arms helped you sit up, and a cold glass of water was pushed into your numbed hands. âYou did so well! There was no reason to be nervous, I knew you would do great.â
Belatedly, you realized that it was your agent speaking to you. He wrapped your shoulders in a pink, fluffy bathrobeâthe soft fabric a welcome comfort. Seokjin showered you in praises, asking if you need anything more, but his voice faded into white noise. Your eyes flitted around the room, restless, searching.
As if feeling the weight of your gaze on him, Yoongi looked up from his phone and smiled at you. Even if his cheeks were flushed pink and his hair matted with sweat, he looked infinitely more composed than you felt. Biting the inside of your cheek, you wondered how you could possibly approach him.Â
A faint buzzing pulled you from your train of thought. When you looked down, you saw a message light up the screen of your phone. Your thumb swiped the surface so that the newest message could fill up the entire screen.
 [unknown number] : hey. i cant wait to work with you again ;-)
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Although your body was thoroughly sated, there was still an eagerness that hadnât been completely quashed. You were still drunk off your high, your body now hooked to Yoongiâs touch. You wanted a repeat. Badly.
After the initial swell of elation had ebbed, you steadied your trembling fingers to type out a hurried reply. Thank God for autocorrect was your first coherent thought. You werenât sure if your inability to spell the simplest of words was because of your stubby thumbs or because Yoongi had fucked every last feeling out of your body, leaving you numb all over. Did it even matter? The end result was the same, either way.
A minute passed. Your thumbs stumbled across the keyboard in your rushed attempt to correctly type out your response. It took another two tries before you finally succeeded in writing a message that was 1) free of spelling mistakes and 2) simultaneously made your intentions obvious (a flirtatious winky face included for good measure). However right before you were about to hit âsendâ, a new set of vibrations put a halt to your actions.
[unknown number]Â : iâm jimin btw. :) the 2nd AC.
What?
[unknown number]Â : you look really pretty on camera :)
[unknown number]Â : and in real life too! not just on camera.
[unknown number]Â : sorry if i sound so forward. but itâs been a long time sincâ
Your brain screeched to a halt as more messages flooded in, one right after the other.
JiminâŚthe second assistant cameraman?
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That's super fucking romantic? Like tragic but in a nice way. i love that shit. i'm a monogamous slut for romance pghiosuag even tho we have to learn to live alone too but it's just like the NOTION is nice?!??! awwww i told my mom that SOPHIE's gf was like "she died taking a picture of the moon" and how it was like idk. the gf was just processing it and she thought it was romantic and my mom was like "wow.....depressing" bc think she thought it was stupid millenial shit i was like no mother doent u see she died in the BEAUTY LMAO but then i told her jessica walter's husband died the year before and then she died and she was like "aw...kind of romantic" LMAOOOO i guess two people have to die. why did i tell this story? i am so sorry. the show ended today right (ep 10?) i didn't realize it was that short. so i hope it was a happy ending? (tell me) i understand why you love the atmos! it's like, not really been done. there's this BL that i hear isn't too great but it does take place in a rural part of thailand and there's way less budget. a lot of ppl seem to like it. ep 6 LW / LW in gen gotta be honest, rushed through it. i knew spoilers from jump cause BL spoilers are just absolutely nothing and sometimes ur just like i need to know. i do not understand the ~silently lookin 4 u~ trope it always backfires and is also DUMB. so happy about tiffy. a girl who likes girls but ends up with a man bc of mommy and also the man is ok....it's me. she's gorgeous and actually [h*lf] gay so it's great. god ok i feel so old again. lmaooo but i was like obsessed with lady gaga for that reason (dont ask...also how i got kinda popular on tumblr way back in the day) and shes just absolutely fucking beautiful and bad ass. (which kind of doesnt helpcos they r all skinnty but that's FINEEEE) right? i mean like i guess cos we knew abt it? i can see why he was so pissed off, too? i mean i'm so fucking like...sensitive to being told what to do so i was angry for him from jump. i guess i was also looking at it different wholetime cos i knew the spoilers? i'm assuming u did too lmao. so we knew hed be pissed and leave. and frankly that's what sib gets. just for you my friend i will watch it and update. i think MANY times in shows in gen but it is something you notice a lot in BL bc they are just absolute novices most times. in this case, gene's actor mostly well (and i like him as a person just cos he was on that thai 3 girls in a car show and used to date on eof them lmao) can act so i will look over that scene to see how sib's actor plays off him. but the pausing in between sentences or for so long even decent actors or actors doing better. kao is not bad, not great so they will talk slowly because dramatic acting but the problem is most times it's too long. even if the person is an adept actor it won't always work and YES THEN THAT MEANS THE EDITOR COMES IN AND SNIP SNIP SNIP! it's too long. and sometimes it just does not work even if you can act. but it is GLARING when they cant or are average (someoe said this about tharntype and my god lmao tharn..is...so...slow...in...talking...the actor idk his name it's one of em, the other one with the nose (type) is....different not better but he certainly does not talk as slow. they arent bad but they are not good so.) also sometimes they are forgetting their lines. some ppl find this charming. clearly we do not lmao. what is their relation? what is going on there? i don't have a problem with stepbrothers as long as they didn't grow up with that sibling bond. many times blended families really have to watch out for that kind of fraternizing but it's always when theyre older and teenagers bc they didnt grow up w/ each other....i mean they have chemistry so i'm whatever. but. hennYYWAYYYS.actually it's bc im an idiot i didn't read it as Mhok (singular) and aey's father. Yes and his sister who i think i may hate? im like bitch okkkkkk but. his name is lhong. and he is a psycho. i mean so is type. so. oooh it could be that he stole! but also i'm pretty sure cos hes gay lol or did they
not make that explicit? the thing is i had to skip through most of that scene too because the drama was WAY too much for me. too much. lmao. the sister thing i got and it made sense and iliked that. oh yea he is gay and they know. that's a big one.
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havenât watched color rush! did you like it? i have seen wyel, parts of mr heart, and ofc to my star :)Â
ohhhhhh ok. i get you. yea he definitely wasnât being ooc cos i think that....what u said. and also like....ugh i cant even think rn. i like sam lin a lot so i like gao shi de but i gotta say. lmao. hm. first of all. yes it is creepy what he did. itâs fucking weird. and sad that his whole life revolves around him. itâs not as fucking weird as LW but still like when he did the door thing. i was like UMMMMMMMMM cos i really didnt want it to be constructed. and when it was i was like imma suspend my disbelief. but if anyone dared...
and so what he did in s2 i think he just couldnt realize that he was loved back which is why itâs good he WAS ALONE for 5 yrs imo. but he gave shu yi 0 choice and for that i am pretty sure i would be even angrier. i do think though that the fatherâs role is pretty important but i can see how the show is like....letting that go? bc as fucking weird as GSD is, he was still like...20? i guess and shu yiâs dad is like. crazy? i am also like he really had to fucking start a company to get noticed like are u joking? is it also that easy? and also why? lmao i just. ugh. i think that probs bothered me the most...priorities.
i like the show! well idk if i love it but sure. i think itâs decent lmao. i understand what youâre saying. for here it bothers me less but i certainly donât think it was OOC. immature and stupid but like...thatâs.....what they are. i also donât have a problm with the timing from a technical point.
however, when i started the show? i had NO clue what concept of time it was. and that was very annoying. tehy redeemed it bc of the comedy aspects (the first time shu yi sees shi de is so fucking good, i really loved the shot and editing; itâs hilarious and silly) and i started to go with the flow of the show through that. but the fucking concept of time in the show in general esp with repetitive outfits (i understand that they are more likely to wear multiple outfits as well, itâs just that you have to split it up or it i sconfusing visually and looks like the same scene twice or just a full day of shooting which it could be but then something should change in the clothes. this is just an ex~~*~*) and partof that is they have this already controlled narrative i guess.Â
i have to admit as well...i skipped episode 1. and most of 2. i was like i rly dont want to see someone slap a pereson even if they were like. not together. itâs just not cute also not in front of ppl. and then when they were yelling and bla bla i was like listen ladies lets calm down. too much angst in a boring way. what they have now is good. also they should probably like estrange the father but i doubt they will.Â
i cannot make up my mind totally now bc i see what ur saying i guess i just donât feel that way as much but i guess i have to think about it more, too. i do think he was contorlling in getting him or like when he didnt want shu yi to find out whwatshisface liked him. i guess for me it would be if he is still that way in the rship. but even tho heâs at fault for what happened, iâm also like but his dad? but also like...did he try? why did he just stop contacting? but then i guess he emailed everyday? DO U C MY QUANDARY.
alsoi have to say i do not care abt their backdoor being opened lmao like wow business? no thanks
LMAO. did they cry a lot in UWMA? i only know the teamwin parts. which one is fluke the really pale one who died? idk what it is about that kid but i just cant watch him. itâs not his fault itâs mine.
DUDE i still dont understand the husband and wife thing and ive looked into it multiple times. ive kinda just classified it as one of those things that make me uncomfortable but arent problematic lol. it you have any insight about it id love to hear it tho !!
itâs stupid. thatâs what it is (husband and wife.) itâs just something they say like many gay couples may use pejoratives in conjunction with them, the f word etc. or even imply something about being a top and a bottom. whatever. but these arent gay spaces or gay storylines. sure gay men may direct them but since BL operates and relies on patriarchy without a doubt and also stereotypes poorly kathoeys or wonât cast trans women in anything substantial and use them as jokes (and see this is one of those things where itâs like...ud never see this in the US tho like our concept of third gender or kathoeys but life stillBOOOOO.) so itâs just useless when they put it into the scripts because itâs for people to consume and lots of girls are. obviously. so the idea that if you are being penetrated and u r the wife and this is used like literally anywhere but not from gay or whatever men is gross. are cis womenâs vaginas sieves to them? are trans women not women? do we have to categorize people by PHALLIC OBJECTS IN OUR BODIES SPECIFICALLY A WOMAN? it dont make no sense. plus really most ppl just experiment, thereâs more ways than one to have sex, we have lives so most times itâs not just full penetration for hours anyway. itâs just so gross. like oh thatâs really funny lol ur the wife cos his dick goes in ur butt XD i get it, same. i say âiâm wifeâ whenever thereâs a penis in me. fucking kill me. itâs not a big deal but itâs just dumb and gross. if they use it they could try and subvert it too like i like how my engineer has a whole absurdly stupid episode about it. but in TT the dad says âif ur the wife i wont accept itâ and i was like u know what gals? im good. goodbye.
pgojaihousgajigko THATâS SOOOOOOO OOWIEOFUGHOIJ WEIRD. FANDOM IS REALLY WEIRD. i have read rpf and written it once upon a time but dont do it anymore uch. i mean itâs weird. no doubt about that. invasive, weird, strange. but very unreal anyway. it is. plus i dont like celebs or fame and think of it as a gross capitalist scheme so i had to stop (also so weird?) but i know very many people like lean in. lean in. LEAN IN. this youtuber i watch did a video on like insanely popular ships (like that 1d one) and their insane fandoms and i just couldnt. itâs so embarrassing? and then theyâre so bold????? about it?Â
yea it would be cool (more queer men or visibly we should say or like out whatever.) but it doesnt necessarily mean that will be good or beneficial i guess? i mean like. i dont know. so much about the genre is about wish fulfilment for young girls. its literally selling some fantasies because the other thing is for BL (i read a paper on this...) esp for girls in more conservative societies they cna maybe replace themselves in the character? but they may not feel a threat as a woman or like their life will fall apart if they engage in sexual things with anyone really. and thatâs where iâm like....for a lot of these are they just writing a story and just replacing two men? bc they also seem to think it owrks like that. and in a way thatâs what it is bc of the writing and how they use certain terms. you can tell the piece is about pushing a product and less about the real affects of a story. i think ITSAY is a great example of a really intelligent great piece of work that contains multitudes. and the girl was amazing. it just depends on the goal. and for most of the ppl the goal isnt...to do anything. so i dont know. idk how to talk abt representation anymore. it both is and isnt.
 i really liked tingting from my engineer a lot (idk if u have seen) sheâs so fun and unapologetic. i love how much she drinks and if someone tells her to be ladylike she says no. and i appreciate that in the show when girls were rude to her she said nothing about the girls but said âNO IM NOT LUCKY TO HAVE ALL MALE FRIENDS?â i really want to see her more in the next season. obviously tiffy is goat. super excited to see how their rship develops.
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Ur doing requests and Iâm curious abt symcree so,,,, a first meeting, perhaps?
The first time Jesse saw Satya, it was with his hands behind his back and two brutish guards at his sides.
She was accompanied by several Vishkar bodyguards, all there to protect the companyâs brightest architect on her mission to develop the Western coast of America. She stood straight, her chin held high, her dark hair in a tight bun. She regarded him emotionlessly.
âI have been informed of your nosing around our current residence,â she commented, taking a few steps forward. Her gaze flitted down his body, appraising him like a head of cattle, before she looked back up, letting their eyes meet; from behind the orange glass, Jesse could see the warmth of her irises, similar in color to his own. âWould you care to tell me why you were here, sir?â
âWell, I, ahâŚIâm a journalist, miss,â he tried lamely, offering an uncertain, lopsided smile. âItâs, er, kinda what I do.â
She smiled back at him, and, for a glimmering moment, Jesse thought it was genuine. But then she spoke again. âYou are not a journalist, sir, and that much is obvious. Please be honest.â
His smile fell. âN-no, really, miss, I write articles online. Donât let the outfit fool ya.â
The architect somehow stood more stiffly, as though attempting to become taller than he was. âYou seem to forget how striking you are in comparison to the rest of the world, stranger. You are not an easy miss, and certainly much more difficult to forget.â
Should'a known that fight on the train wouldnâtâve ended up good, he thought sourly.
The woman before him smiled slightly wider. If she wasnât so condescending, there was a chance Jesse could find himself enjoying it. âI would like the truth from you, vagrant. If you would not like your identity publicized, so be it, but know you will always be apart of Vishkarâs records for troubling us the way you have.â
Jesse sighed through his nose, scowl deepening as he resigned himself to the truth â or at least something similar. âWell, while I was lookinâ for a decent story ââ
She gave him a resolve-melting glare.
ââ I just â just â look.â He flexed his hands, causing the guards beside him to hold him tighter. He gritted his teeth, then continued. âIâm not workinâ for anybody. Iâm alone. I dispense justice on my own terms. I see trouble, I help fix it.â
âYour bounty is very tempting,â the architect told him, a threat she barely bothered to conceal. âIn fact, Iâm sure someone would pay handsomely for just your name. You must be aware you arenât leaving this hotel room until you give it to us.â
Jesse nodded. He didnât think it would turn out any other way.
He met her gaze again, hickory versus tawny stone, and gave her two names without so much as a smirk. âJoel Morricone or Jesse McCree. You pick which is mine.â
The woman narrowed her eyes. One of the guards quietly mentioned reporting to one of their officials, to imprison Jesse until their superiors could be contacted, but the agent simply told them, âThat will not be necessary.â She motioned Jesse forward. He obeyed, not fully on his own terms.
He was brought out into the hallway, the men holding him back stripped from his sides. His hands were still bound, however, ensuring the agentâs safety. He wouldnât have expected anything less.
âI am willing to make a deal with you, criminal.â
She was close. Not uncomfortably so, but close enough he could smell her perfume, something cinnamon and sweet. He could see the perfectly-applied lipgloss shimmer in the diluted light, the careful eye makeup, pristine yet not meant to seen, making her eyes pop behind the visor. When her hands came forward from behind her back, her dark nails clicked and contrasted against her hard-light glove.
McCree looked back up at her face. He said nothing.
âYou seek information, and, if you work with me, you will get it.â She eyed a stray hair poking out from under his hat at an awkward angle. âIâll allow you your freedom in exchange for anâŚalliance, of sorts. We will be each otherâs secret accomplice; I ensure your freedom, while you uncover information for me.â
Jesse had suspicions right off the bat. âThereâs a catch, ainât there? Whatâd'ya want me to find?â
The woman smiled that contemptuous smile again, raising her chin and, somehow, looking down on him despite being shorter. âI do not conform to the ways of Vishkar, as I am sure you have already discovered. I wish to do things independently â and with independence comes rational thought. I fear Vishkar have dealings with a malevolent force that even its own architects are unaware of. While I admit there have been suspicions for some time,â she glanced away, a tiny flicker of doubt quickly covered by self-confidence, âthey have become stronger with recent events. So what I desire is a successful infiltration mission â and you, undoubtedly, must be good at infiltration.â
Jesse gritted his teeth, suppressing the urge to tell her to mind her own. âWhat makes ya think that, miss?â
âYou managed to get in this hotel. That is no small feat; the staff are all Vishkar cooperatives. If you were not identified to be a paying guest, you would be removed from the premises. Consequentially, for you to be found snooping around on the floor I am located on, that would require you to be an expert in undercover operations or a master of disguise. Is it possible you are both?â
Jesse blinked, taking a moment to process what was said. âLike to think Iâm both,â he finally muttered, tugging lightly at his hard-light bonds.
The architect didnât lose her equivocal humor, saying, âWell, if that is the case, I must wonder why you didnât stay in disguise. That armor is what gave you away.â She motioned to his chestplate with a pearly hand. âIf you donât make such a mistake during our alliance, you will be an important asset to me. Perhaps with the information you find out, I can turn Vishkar to another path.â She plucked lint from his stolen garb. Her touch was static.
Jesse frowned, then licked dry lips. âGuess I donât got a choice, do I?â
Her smile was more authentic, a peek past her flawless, copybook persona and into a woman with a personality and ambitions and, perhaps, a genuine hope for a better future. âYou are not a doltish man, vagabond. Might you give me your true name? I will make an exception, just this once, and put the other into our records.â
Jesse gave something akin to a smirk. An offer of common ground â certainly not something he was expecting, but welcome nonetheless. âYou first, darlinâ.â
The architect raised her eyebrows, her hand finding her face. âOhâŚu-unexpectedâŚâ
He had to admit, her sudden bashfulness was endearing.
She cleared her throat, regaining her footing. âYou may call me Symmetra, and refer to me as nothing more.â
âIs that so? How about a real name for a real name, miss? Iâm sure ya understand.â Jesse winked.
Symmetra, as she called herself, beetled her brows and pursed her lips. âYou are pushing your luck. Keep to what you have, journalist, before I ââ
âSatya,â one of the guards called as she peeked out the hotel room, âare you all right? We donât like that youâre out here alone withâŚhim.â She nodded to Jesse.
The outlaw snorted and looked back to Satya, watching a flash of shock and anger cross her features. âI am quite all right. Report back to your station.â
The guard shrugged and did as she was told. Satya had her eyes closed, sighing harshly, as she turned back to Jesse. ��Fate must be on your side today,â she said begrudgingly. âI am Satya Vaswani.â
When she opened her eyes again, their gazes met. Jesseâs sly smirk became a grin, his tone much more amicable when he said, âI reckon youâre right, Ms. Vaswani. Iâm Jesse McCree.â
The architect nodded, stubbornly keeping her regal air. She motioned for Jesse to turn around, and, once he did, she took away his glowing blue bonds, her nails lightly scratching his wrist. He suppressed a shudder.
When the ties were gone and the gunslinger finished rolling his shoulders, Satya spoke again, her arms crossed. âYou will not betray me, and you will not run away from our deal,â she growled. âYou will report back to me in a week. Take this.â
She lifted her hands, the light in the center of her left palm growing brighter. With expert movements of her fingers, she constructed a tiny, cyan item, which she held between her fingertips once finished. Upon closer inspection, it appeared to be an earpiece.
âWe will keep tabs via these. I will replace them every week to avoid long-term damage and possible discovery.â She held it out to him.
He took it. It radiated warmth in his hand, an awe-inspiring creation made in mere seconds that he would, undoubtedly, spend hours staring at later on. He hadnât had much interest in Vishkar, nor their hard-light future, but speaking to Satya and watching her create objects from literally nothing gave him new curiosity. He decided there had to be something intriguing about her, and her only â not Vishkar, not the hard-light constructs, just Satya Vaswani.
McCree looked up and nodded again, regaining his stern scowl. âI guess I owe ya that much. Ya could'a really run me through the ringer.â
Satya cocked a perfectly-arched brow and allowed her lips to curve upward. âYou are absolutely right, Mr. McCree. You do owe me.â She studied him for a moment. Then, without thinking, she reached out and straightened his collar.
They both froze on the spot, staring in shock at one another, before she pulled her hand back.
âApologies. Sometimes IâŚdonât think. Now, be on your way. I will tell them something they wish to hear.â
Jesse didnât say anything, still feeling her warmth near his neck. The static in her touch didnât go away, a brush of electricity where skin met skin and made him flush. He pulled his hat lower and turned away; a muttered goodbye was the last thing he said to her on that first afternoon meeting, though he knew they would speak again soon.
Or so he hoped.
#i barely edited it#this was actually difficult! it's hard to think of how they'd meet in canon lol#symmcree#jesse mccree#symmetra#satya vaswani#reqs#my writing
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Subject: Pumpkin Patch
Subject: Pumpkin Patch
Paul Holland [email protected] 2:05 AM (6 hours ago) to Mark
Heeeeey Mark!
So I know it's been a while, and I wanted to give you a quick heads-up on whatâs going on and why I havenât sent any drafts in recent history. Let's be real, itâs been months. But I want you to know that I haven't just been laying around over here, and that I do have something planned to give to you. It's just not ready yet. Sorry :( Now I'm not trying to tease you; I've hit a wall. What I do have is a bunch of source materials which (I hope) will prove to you that I'm building something, potentially pretty big, for my next novel. That's Right!!!! I've been researching Mark!!!! Who would've thought I knew how. Anyways, I thought this might tide you over until the rough draft or, at the most, spur you to send some seed money..... ;) You will find the sources in the subsequent attachments to this email. I think they kind of speak for themselves, but if you need me to elaborate on what I'm thinking just shoot me a message and I will give you deets.
Pleasure as always [?]
Paul
Paul Holland [email protected] 2:56 AM (5 hours ago) to Mark
Whoops! I forgot to attach the sources in that last message. Oh well, I will take better care to attach them this time. I figure I should go ahead and let you know what's going through my head right now, just so we are on the same page. First off, all of this is real. All of this stuff has apparently occurred or is currently occurring, and I've been able to pick up more bits and pieces the longer I've stayed in town (hence the long turn around). Where am I? I don't particularly want to tell you. For that reason I've redacted some information which might clue you into my whereabouts. I'm sure with a certain amount of cyber- sleuthing you'd be able to pinpoint my location, as some of the major points I just cannot change. However by that point I figure it will be too much work for you anyways. DO NOT COME AFTER ME! This story is too good for me to pass up on. I'm only messaging you as a courtesy, and to let you know that I haven't forgotten the money I owe you. I will hopefully be able to pay you back with this novel's completion.
Now onto content. I found this story, of all places, in the newspaper. Yeah it was this grotesque murder which had all of the city community in a hubbub. It was strange too, like ritualistic and such. I've included the short blurb I found in the newspaper, it should be the 3rd attachment. Of course I saved it. I wasn't sure where to go next with my writing and everyone loves true crime or at least a good murder mystery. Then, in the next week, I saw a couple other odd articles (I have attached them as well). One is a letter of resignation from one of the news paper's journalists, due to some kind of journalist ethical concern. Apparently he hasnât been heard of since. Like completely disappeared. For some reason I was sure that the initial murder, and the later disappearance were related, though I couldn't figure how.
This forced me to dig a little further and I think what I found is captivating at least. Even if I'm grasping at straws I think it tells a compelling narrative, and might sell. I found a small interview, written by the Journalist that disappeared, in regards to a cultural movement within the city. As it turns out this place has a long history of creepy shit, like underground slave prisons, civil war ghosts, a history of catastrophic fires, train accidents, macabre poets, dilapidated asylums turned apartment complexes, and even a vampire legend. No kidding! The guy is entombed down at this old cemetery that overlooks the river. Well the interview is with a member of this group of artists, all of whom were trying to keep this inherent creepiness a part of the city's culture. Though she went by a code name, as all members of Pumpkin Patch do to remain anonymous (in this case kittykat666(=^.^=). I believed that she was the victim in the murder. Having contacted the victimâs parents, I asked if they knew anything about the group Pumpkin Patch. Only the mother would respond, with an invitation to meet with her. Though the meeting was brief, she gave me a series of her daughter's journal entries, a forwarded set of emails between her and her daughter on the topic, and permission to use these things in publishing my next book, so long as I didn't use her daughter's name.
 The first attachment is the newspaper interview with kittykat666(=^.^=) It describes really well what the group is about, and how it operates, and it shows you where I'm leaning for main characters (the girl and the journalist). I think it introduces everything well. The second is the girl's journal entries (at least the ones I've deemed relevant). All of these pertain to Pumpkin Patch and they really get you to see who this poor girl was and how she got sucked into this whole mess. The next attachment is the first article blurb I found, the one that describes the murder. The fourth attachment is the letter of resignation from the journalist who interviewed âKatâ. I figure I will just forward those emails that the mother sent to me. There aren't many of them, however there is some character building stuff there. You can see the loving family âKatâ and her mother had before. They also show how the two found Pumpkin Patch. Sorry in advance, the mother has no clue of grammar. I have also included one last attachment, which is unnerving and chilling when you understand how the group finds its inspiration. It's a series of screen shots I took from the groupâs auction site. Here, they post a bunch of their work for buyers. They had just posted a new auction when I checked out the site page. Pay attention to the groups shared theme in the artwork.
Whew! That was a lot for an email! Let me know what you think! Paul
Paul Holland [email protected] 2:59 AM (5 hours ago) to Mark
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 Paul Holland [email protected] 3:08 AM (5 hours ago) to Mark
Weird. Someone just rang the door bell to my apartment. I went to go check and no one was there. I'm a little unnerved, especially given what I've just sent you (that subject matter which is still fresh in my mind). I'm not entirely sure it's nothing, but realistically itâs probably nothing so I'm going to get these emails to you and then cool off. Here you go,
Paul
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From: [************] To:Â [email protected]Â Cc: Sent: [, *Â *** ****Â ::**] Subject: opportunities ;)
Hey Kit Kat i hope everything is going better. i know that finding friends can be rough in college but im sure there are a ton of great clubs over there. Just get off your little butt and look!!!! :p only teasing. Also your father should be put that money back into ur college fund. Evidently he needed to buy his new gal pal a car lol. The man's no good! Either way i will make sure everything is all set, u just worry about school work and meeting people and HAVING FUN!!! Let me know if you need anything, im just a phone call away!!!
Love, Mom
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Resp:opportunities ;)
Thanks Mom. Everything is fine, I was just a little worried because the tuition bill is overdue and it needs to be paid in order for me to sign up for classes next semester. He's buying her a CAR!!!!! SMH! SMDH! But my classes are going well. I actually turned in my first couple of paintings and the professor really liked them. He told me I thought out of the box, already had a unique style, and that I should keep pushing myself. He said that I might run into trouble when we start doing other forms, but that he'd help me if I need it. I thought that the class wouldn't like my work or be weirded out, but all in all I got good responses and helpful critiques. Some people in my class invited me to hangout, idk I might go.
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Resp:resp:opportunities ;)
Oh kitty thats great! im glad your classes are going well. And you should SPEND TIME WITH THOSE CLASSMATES!!! Jeeesh!!! Also i am not sure what SMH stands for. i tried to think but cant. :( i did some looking because i knew u wouldnt and i found a club that you might enjoy. They are artists in the area who have auction events, have group meetings and they seem to do a lot in the area. it might be the kind of thing to set u on an art career, if thats what u want to do. i just happened to hear about them and i looked up their site. A lot of their work looks right up ur alley! There is a submission section on their page, and maybe u can send in some of you drawings? i was surprised by how much they were selling for, and i think a lot of ur work is better. I will send you the link. There called the Pumpkin Patch. Thats kinda cute!
Love ya! Mom
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Resp:resp:resp:opportunities ;)
Yeah I'll look it up and send something in. I'll also try hanging out with my class, I'm not sure what we will be doing. Thank you for everything. Love you Too! P.s. SMH is Shaking My Head.
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From: [************] To:Â [email protected]Â Cc: Sent: [, *Â *** ****Â ::**] Subject: Pumpkin Patch
Remember that group you were talking about? Pumpkin Patch. I submitted one of my works and it got accepted. I think you'd remember the one, it had that spider made out of sewing needles and thimbles, strung up in a wire web, the one that I got an award for in school. The group admin sent me an email and wanted to know why I wanted to join the group so I kinda bullshitted an answer and I guess they liked it. I'm supposed to go to a meeting with them, however I have to wear a mask and create an artist name which is kind of weird. I guess they want all the artists to be anonymous even to each other. I told them that that made me uncomfortable, but they assured me that the meeting will be on campus. I'm going to see what it is and drop it if its too sketch. I guess most meetings are online, but bimonthly meetings are in person.
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Kit Kat. Idk this sounds a little scary. i wish i had known all that before i sent you the link. Be careful there are a lot of weirdos out there and i dont want u to get hurt. u are a grown women and i hope you will use you best discretion. There is always your classmates, and maybe starting a group with them would be better for you. How did that go with them? I expect you to call me soon.
Be safe, Mom
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Resp:resp:Pumpkin Patch
Please don't freak out but I ended up going to that meeting. It was cool though. We kind of just sat around, discussing what the next theme will be, what scary movies we like that kind of thing. We also planned a little get together at a museum. There are a couple other girls there so I think it's fine. I kind of know one of the people in the group too, although I'm not supposed to. He was actually one of the guys I hung out with last week. He's not in my art class but he is a year above us so everyone knows him. He sort of let it slip that he was in the Pumpkin Patch when we were all hanging out. He assured me that it wasn't going to be weird and that the mask thing was more like a gimmick than anything else, to make the group interesting. That night with my class was fun too, we just sat around a fire pit talking, eating hot dogs, sharing stories. Somebody had a guitar and they all started singing these old songs. They are a good group. I'm going to spend time with them again.
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Resp:resp:resp:Pumpkin Patch
Well im glad that you had a good time. Just remember to be careful, and that u dont have to do anything u dont want to, and CALL YOUR MOTHER. Also im glad you met some nice people. Is there anyone I should be meeting anytime soon? ;)
Please call, I worry Mom
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From: [************] To:Â [email protected]Â Cc: Sent: [, *Â *** ****Â ::**] Subject: What's Up!!!
Hello Kathryn? Im not sure if you remember me, however im YOUR MOTHER! What's been going on? u haven't called me in a while. I hope you've started thinking about housing for next year. Dont worry about the price its all being paid for by ur father. Also I see that you have another exhibition thingy coming up with your Pumpkin Patch. Im thinking about coming down and rooting u on, seeing as u failed to mention the last one. What do you think?
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Yeah I've been looking at some places. Some friends and I are thinking about getting an apartment together a little off campus. I will let you know what we find. Also that first exhibition wasn't a big thing, and I didn't think you'd want to miss work for it. This next one's not a big deal either and I'm not even going to be there, we aren't supposed to associate with or present our work in order to retain the whole aura of mystery. We can still check it out if you want, we just can't let anyone know that I'm a collaborating artist. Also I can't tell you which work is mine, sorry. :/ We can go to this nice little french restaurant after. I just went there recently with a close friend of mine, it just might be my favorite place in town now :3. Let me know when you're in the area.
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From: [************] To:Â [email protected]Â Cc: Sent: [, *Â *** ****Â ::**] Subject: New Exhibition
Hey Mom, I know that there is another exhibition coming up, however I'd prefer that you didn't come to this one. I had fun last time, it's just that I don't think I'd be comfortable with you being there. Also I've decide to leave the group. I just didn't like where it was going and it didn't feel the same as when we first started. That's part of the reason why this latest exhibition would be no good. Also things are falling through at the apartment so I'm trying to find another one for the rest of the semester. I'll send you the places I've found. So far the rent will only be slightly more expensive. Also my roommates already have someone lined up to sublet so we don't have to worry about paying for two places. I will call you soon, and I love you.
Kat
Mark Gergich [email protected] 7:13 AM (1 hour ago) to Paul
Paul,
I just read through everything youâve emailed me. The forwards, the attachments... everything. Paul Pick up the phone, let me know where you are, I am concerned. I think you may have stumbled onto something that needs to be taken care of by the police. Please Paul. Do not write this book. Don't worry about debts you think you owe me, I'm not worried about that I just want you to come out of this safely without a target on your back. You need to STOP writing this book.
Your friend and publisher, Mark
Paul Holland [email protected] 8:06 AM (3 Minutes ago) to Mark
Mark,
He says I canât.
Paul
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