#i wish things were different ; ;

[beargyufairy]

He didn't even take any drugs

He would rain all day

Couldn't wait for his sun to shine

And you made it shine

There when he cried, you saved his life

[poetdaughter]

my heart tonight is with black and brown people, with trans people, with women, with undocumented folks, with Palestinians, with poor people and every person in this country and beyond it that will be affected by the results tonight.

[imilla-hippie]

Entonces me di cuenta que por más que pasen los años, por más que vaya a terapia, por más que me desahogue, ella siempre fué, es y será mi más grande inseguridad.

[feyriejane]

yall don't know platonic yearning like I do 😤

[acutabovetherest]

December 4th I overdosed and tried to slit my wrists. It’s been a month.

[thatdemiboymess]

My mom called me when she found out about the Trump assassination attempt and before hanging up the call she asked me to just...please be more careful. Proposed that maybe I should chill out with the pride pins and all, considering the political environment at the moment, just with how things are, ya know? But I can't. Not now. Shit is so fucked.

[addictt-with-a-pen]

whether I want it to be or not, my heart is forever yours.

[brain--rott]

quiet seething resentment

[sailermoon]

I fear that continuing to live here will only harden my heart but also there are good people and things here… maybe samwise gamgee was onto something when he said “there’s some good in this world and it’s worth fighting for”

[beargyufairy]

To the world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may be the world

[youonlyzingonce]

[moon-sparkel]

Guilt

guilt is... a tough thing to feel. a lot of the time (for me anyway,) its over small things. little stuff like accidentally forgetting something, doing something on accident, or saying something a little meaner than you meant it to be. but it could also be something huge. A mistake that ends friendships, a break up, or something even worse. As much as i wish things didn't end like this they did. and I'm so sorry that they ever got this bad. if i could go back, and change things... i probably would. but... i can't. life doesn't work like that. and as much as i wish it did, i cant change the past, only the future. i will never forget any of the experiences I've had along side anyone I've met. but most of all i wont forget you. I... I don't know if you use tumblr, or if you'll ever see this but, no matter how hard life gets, don't give up. You'll meet someone new and forget all about us. And... as much as typing that hurts me... its for the best. Guilt is a strange feeling, i wonder if our ancestors felt it. What caused them to develop such... agonizing feelings. How did it help us? Questions circle in my mind and as much as i wish i had the answer to them... i don't. All that remains, is Guilt.

[weightedlive]

going on my silly cold sad walk to the grocery store so i dont think about [redacted]

[acutabovetherest]

Personifying Grief: I am the Inevitable

Grief Speaks:

Who am I you ask? I am the inevitable. I am where your dreams go to die. I am your greatest fears. I provide comfort in knowing you’ve hit rock bottom and there is no lower for you to sink. I will take you by the hand and bathe you in anguish and despair. I may seem like a monster but I am a necessary part of your life. I am the sinking feeling you get when you remember. When you fear I am there. But I am also the wind in your hair and then stillness of dusk. I am your last hope but I provide none. I will guide you to a sacred space where the rest of the world cannot enter. The way to my realm is through you. The key is crafted from your tears and with the tightness in your chest. I am like a river coursing through you - steady and ever changing. I will take your shattered heart and soul and rebuild them into a new grotesque shape. I, myself, am shapeless. And yet I can form into anything. Sometimes I am here when you least expect it: I whisper through trees, through the shuffling of papers and day to day routine. I may seem evil to you but I am neither friend nor foe, I simply am. My presence may bring you comfort that love once was or it may remind you how pathetically human you are. I know how to gift you the pain of dying without the respite of death. I may knock on your door. If you choose not to answer I will flood your house. I will flay the skin from your muscle and scratch at your brain stem. It’s best to answer my knock willingly. I will make you see the consequences of love as I burn you alive. But you will continue to survive. And in doing so you’ll know that if you can survive me, you can survive anything. I will transform you. You will learn. The people around you will learn. That your gentle nature could only be forged with violence. That the kindest people are the ones that have suffered the most. Your time with me will make you a better person. Sometimes you may think that you have escaped my grasp. But I am always there, lurking and ready to pounce. Who am I? I am your worst nightmare. I am the inevitable.

[moonshadow-thoughts]

Most humans are truly evil beings. They are full of hate, ignorance, greed and lack of empathy and kindness. And our societies are shaped in a way that people with those traits almost always win in life.

[spenaspeaks]

Everyday is exactly the same, I can’t stand a change in routine but the mundanity of this life is killing me.