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my heart tonight is with black and brown people, with trans people, with women, with undocumented folks, with Palestinians, with poor people and every person in this country and beyond it that will be affected by the results tonight.
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To the world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may be the world
#my whole world#fairy tail#lucy heartfilia#natsu dragneel#igneel#aquarius#natsu x lucy#nalu#i miss you#please don’t leave me#i wish i could go back#i wish things were different#i remember it all too well#just between us
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Entonces me di cuenta que por más que pasen los años, por más que vaya a terapia, por más que me desahogue, ella siempre fué, es y será mi más grande inseguridad.
#frases para adolescentes#escritos#frases#inseguridad#the other woman#why not me#por que no los dos?#por qué#desamor#desahogo#que tiene ella que yo no#mujer del proceso#corazon triste#maybe in another life#maybe in another universe#no eres mio#la otra#desamour#he likes another girl#i hate this#corazon roto#i hate her#she looks so pretty#im not pretty#sin amor#la otra mujer#trauma#i wish things were different#nunca sanaré#sanar el alma
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My mom called me when she found out about the Trump assassination attempt and before hanging up the call she asked me to just...please be more careful. Proposed that maybe I should chill out with the pride pins and all, considering the political environment at the moment, just with how things are, ya know? But I can't. Not now. Shit is so fucked.
#fae irl#queer#us politics#donald trump#i told my aunt about it because id also spammed the family chat about the situation#about the incident#and she told me to stay safe but that she understands why i cant stop#times are grim and shit is fucked#stay safe stay alive and for fucks sake vote if you can#and fucking vote blue#dont go being all dewy eyed and optimistic thinking its okay to vote third party this time around because its a waste of a vote#when things are already dire#in an idea world you could you vote with your heart but were not living in that world#choose your fucking evil cause realistically thats all the choice you have#im sorry#i wish things were different#i wish things were better#i wish things were easier#but theyre not
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I lied. I don’t like sex. Put your clothes back on. I’m gonna explain how releasing multiple seasons a year ruined voltron: legendary defenders
this was originally a twitter thread but it is truly how i feel about the entire series as a whole. all this to say these are my own thoughts and opinions.
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typically a show takes at least a year or so in production; making sure story lines make sense, characters are able to be developed instead of being flat (which happened to a lot of voltron characters ;-; but the characters are amazing) and to smooth out any wrinkle or hiccups.
In doing 8 seasons in two years the writers were not given the ample amount of time to smooth out the wrinkles and to give us a fully fleshed out piece of work. Take for example Bojack Horseman. The show ran from 2014 to 2020 and it only had six seasons. in these six seasons tho the writers were able to tell an amply dark story but also giving us in depth backgrounds of the characters and we watched the characters grow and change (for better or for worse). the writers were given time to be able to tell that story and is why Bojack is highly praised.
the voltron writers were not given the same treatment, instead they were rushed to give us 8 seasons in such a short time (this isnt taking account the poor animation team which was probably being worked to the bone bc its no joke animating tbh).
Instead of characters that we see grow and change over the seasons, there was only like one person to have a charcter arc (pidge) and the character was hated on because of it.
Like Lance got barely ANY character arc, he stayed the same throughout the entire show and we really never saw him grow and realize his own potential and no longer be insecure and feel like the seventh wheel of voltron.
this can also explain why adam was introduced and killed off so quickly, there was just not enough time to even give shiro a proper backstory episode to show him making the decision to go to kerberos.
Each of the seasons were also short and have little episodes because of the rush. I mean we saw lotor get a redemption arc and then it suddenly is thrown away so that haggar can be redeemed which made zero sense for her character.
if the writers and animators and the rest of the team were given rest time in between the seasons we would of seen an entirely different show (now that can also be false but im sticking to it could of been better) we could of seen each character grow and change and even get backstories for everyone.
i would of loved to see more garrison days of everyone and to see allura's life before Altea was destroyed (plus we could of gotten more fun filler episodes like monsters and mana where we see the characters personalities better).
people hated season eight and rightfully so, i cannot blame them. For lance to go back to farming with his family in cuba which has extremely racist undertones and for allura (the only black character) to be killed off does not also look good either.
allura didnt even have to die and for her to sacrifice herself just doesnt feel right. i understand fully that the show was EXTREMELY popular and the demand to get more episodes was at an all time high, but it was absolutely foolish and borderline amateur hour to rush production.
which is crazy because some of these show runners worked on amazing shows like avatar and korra. i know a lot of people who loved voltron feel betrayed by the eighth season and stopped participating in the fandom overall because of the betrayal they felt.
i feel like now a lot of times we as a fandom forget about this bc its been a few years since the finale and a lot of us rather use our own headcanons and fanon rather than the actual canon because it gave us nothing at all except for amazing characters.
okay to end this rant, the show feels half baked due to the way the production was rushed to get out these eight seasons in two years. if the writers were given the time (which honestly the show would probs still be going on now as we speak in the year of our gods 2022), the show could have lived up to its actual potential instead of being a dumpster fire (i use that lovingly but also not) we would of seen growth and change in characters and a lot of things we hated would of never of happened potentially.
so yeah, thats my rant on the destruction of voltron. thanks for coming to my ted talk
#voltron#vld#this is my magnum opus of explanations#the whole production of voltron consumed me for months which is why i feel this way#i wish things were different#takashi shirogane#adam w#allura#pidge#lance mcclain
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quiet seething resentment
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I fear that continuing to live here will only harden my heart but also there are good people and things here… maybe samwise gamgee was onto something when he said “there’s some good in this world and it’s worth fighting for”
#I was walking along the river and I realized that I would miss it maybe. and the mountains too#idk maybe that’s the devil talking#I wish things were different
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#you only zing once#zing#too the moon and back#forever and always#soulmate#i was worth it#we were worth it#you broke my soul#i hate that i still love you#you should be here#love lost#i wish you cared#i wish things were different#i wish you missed me#my one true love
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not going to be happy for a very long time
#tumblr quotes#sadbeautifultragic#sadgirl#i wish things were different#help my brain#i miss you#i love you#angst#early2000s#pinterest#breakup#partygirl#art deco#pity party#yourestillinsidemyhead
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Poverty is the gun to my head. Chronic pain and mental anguish are my bullets. I barely have to pull the fucking trigger.
#sui ideation#su1c1d3#please end me#i hate it here#suiiiicide#988blr#988suihotline#suiicide#depression quotes#clearly i’m mentally ill bro#please let me die#i should be euthanized#chronic panic#chronic illness#poverty#sad queer#mentally i’m fucked#suicid3#depressing post#this is a depression vent blog#shblr is toxic as fuck#i wish things were different#i’m so tired#im not ok rn#i just want the pain to stop#poor
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yall don't know platonic yearning like I do 😤
#all i want is a friend i can build a life with#we'll sleep in separate beds but occasionally we'll both get up for a late night snack at the same time and giggle about it#we'll call each other husband or wife while also having our freedom to seek out sex or romance outside of our partnership#there will always be someone to come home to and i won't feel the stifling pressure to perform romance for them#i want my future kids to be raised in love and friendship#i want them to know that they don't have to be a certain way in order to be loved#i want someone to hold my hair when im sick and let me cry on their shoulder when things are hard and stick up for me when i need it#i may never have this and it hurts my heart#ive told myself that being a single parent would make me happy because ill be happy as long as im not in a romantic relationship#but i don't know if thats actually true#ive resigned myself to that as a possoble future for me because being a parent is improtant to me#but there's this loneliness inside of me that I don't know I'll ever be able to get rid of#i thought i had a chance at the life i want with my ex and thats why i held on so long as tried to ignore all of our incompatibilities#but at the end of the day#hes a hopeless romantic and will always want the intense romantic love i can never give him and i will always resent those expectations#i wish things were different#personal#vent#aro tag#aromantic#platonic yearning#queerplatonic relationship#feel free to ignore but if you see this and also feel this way I'd love to commiserate :')
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can't get any fucking time to myself can i
i hate being responsible and doing useful shit and then having no time to relax and do the things i want to do
#i was supposed to have the weekend to relax but the depression hit pretty bad there and i couldn't do anything :/#i've been doing so good about writing a little every day but now it's been 3 or 4 days of nothing and i'm. :(#ah fuck it's past my bedtime#i wish things were different
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You were a wonderful experience
You were everything
#lucy heartfilia#fairy tail#aquarius#lucy deserves better#you were a wonderful experience#you were everything#i miss you so much#please come back#i wish things were different#childhood trauma
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feeling some kind of way about all my friends living so fucking far away tonight
#a hug. a hug from a friend would be so good right now#exchanging affection over the Internet isnt enough i need to be in your arms#nyxtalks#i know i am like. gods worst friend. never replying to anyone. i know im sorry i wish i was better about it#you deserve better than my flakiness but god i hope you remember how much i hold you dear#i cant do much but my god i can love you from back here#sorry im feeling some kind of way tonight#i wish things were different
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Finally back home after a long and stressful afternoon! Turns out my grandad has a minor heart attack but he's okay! The hospital are keeping him in for observations! I’m tired and down mentally, having kept a brave face on for my rather upset mother but as I reminded her, he’s in the right place! My minds racing with thoughts and the what ifs but I guess that's my burden to bare! Up for work at 5am but so very tempted to take a personal day, so who knows!
Probably going to be up for a few hours as I'm too wired! Feel free to ask me shit to distract my thoughts!
To anyone else that has had a shit day for one reason or another, sending you what good energy I have to you 🫶🏻😌🌻
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I'm having a moment of feeling extremely overwhelmed. Not to mention frustrated and upset about things that are beyond my control. But there are things I want to do, things I have to do, things that need to be done, and things to worry about (anxious girls unite). I don't want to feel the way I do at this moment. I'm trying to breathe and figure out where to start. My feelings of anxiety and being overwhelmed have been very frequent and strong the past few weeks, which I think is worth noting.
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