#I wish things were different
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poetdaughter · 2 months ago
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my heart tonight is with black and brown people, with trans people, with women, with undocumented folks, with Palestinians, with poor people and every person in this country and beyond it that will be affected by the results tonight.
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beargyufairy · 1 year ago
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To the world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may be the world
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feyriejane · 3 months ago
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yall don't know platonic yearning like I do 😤
#all i want is a friend i can build a life with#we'll sleep in separate beds but occasionally we'll both get up for a late night snack at the same time and giggle about it#we'll call each other husband or wife while also having our freedom to seek out sex or romance outside of our partnership#there will always be someone to come home to and i won't feel the stifling pressure to perform romance for them#i want my future kids to be raised in love and friendship#i want them to know that they don't have to be a certain way in order to be loved#i want someone to hold my hair when im sick and let me cry on their shoulder when things are hard and stick up for me when i need it#i may never have this and it hurts my heart#ive told myself that being a single parent would make me happy because ill be happy as long as im not in a romantic relationship#but i don't know if thats actually true#ive resigned myself to that as a possoble future for me because being a parent is improtant to me#but there's this loneliness inside of me that I don't know I'll ever be able to get rid of#i thought i had a chance at the life i want with my ex and thats why i held on so long as tried to ignore all of our incompatibilities#but at the end of the day#hes a hopeless romantic and will always want the intense romantic love i can never give him and i will always resent those expectations#i wish things were different#personal#vent#aro tag#aromantic#platonic yearning#queerplatonic relationship#feel free to ignore but if you see this and also feel this way I'd love to commiserate :')
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imilla-hippie · 3 months ago
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Entonces me di cuenta que por más que pasen los años, por más que vaya a terapia, por más que me desahogue, ella siempre fué, es y será mi más grande inseguridad.
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acutabovetherest · 3 days ago
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December 4th I overdosed and tried to slit my wrists. It’s been a month.
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thatdemiboymess · 6 months ago
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My mom called me when she found out about the Trump assassination attempt and before hanging up the call she asked me to just...please be more careful. Proposed that maybe I should chill out with the pride pins and all, considering the political environment at the moment, just with how things are, ya know? But I can't. Not now. Shit is so fucked.
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addictt-with-a-pen · 11 days ago
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whether I want it to be or not, my heart is forever yours.
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ettuleo · 2 years ago
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I lied. I don’t like sex. Put your clothes back on. I’m gonna explain how releasing multiple seasons a year ruined voltron: legendary defenders
this was originally a twitter thread but it is truly how i feel about the entire series as a whole. all this to say these are my own thoughts and opinions.
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typically a show takes at least a year or so in production; making sure story lines make sense, characters are able to be developed instead of being flat (which happened to a lot of voltron characters ;-; but the characters are amazing) and to smooth out any wrinkle or hiccups. 
In doing 8 seasons in two years the writers were not given the ample amount of time to smooth out the wrinkles and to give us a fully fleshed out piece of work. Take for example Bojack Horseman. The show ran from 2014 to 2020 and it only had six seasons. in these six seasons tho the writers were able to tell an amply dark story but also giving us in depth backgrounds of the characters and we watched the characters grow and change (for better or for worse). the writers were given time to be able to tell that story and is why Bojack is highly praised. 
the voltron writers were not given the same treatment, instead they were rushed to give us 8 seasons in such a short time (this isnt taking account the poor animation team which was probably being worked to the bone bc its no joke animating tbh). 
Instead of characters that we see grow and change over the seasons, there was only like one person to have a charcter arc (pidge) and the character was hated on because of it. 
Like Lance got barely ANY character arc, he stayed the same throughout the entire show and we really never saw him grow and realize his own potential and no longer be insecure and feel like the seventh wheel of voltron. 
this can also explain why adam was introduced and killed off so quickly, there was just not enough time to even give shiro a proper backstory episode to show him making the decision to go to kerberos. 
Each of the seasons were also short and have little episodes because of the rush. I mean we saw lotor get a redemption arc and then it suddenly is thrown away so that haggar can be redeemed which made zero sense for her character.
if the writers and animators and the rest of the team were given rest time in between the seasons we would of seen an entirely different show (now that can also be false but im sticking to it could of been better) we could of seen each character grow and change and even get backstories for everyone.
i would of loved to see more garrison days of everyone and to see allura's life before Altea was destroyed (plus we could of gotten more fun filler episodes like monsters and mana where we see the characters personalities better).
people hated season eight and rightfully so, i cannot blame them. For lance to go back to farming with his family in cuba which has extremely racist undertones and for allura (the only black character) to be killed off does not also look good either.
allura didnt even have to die and for her to sacrifice herself just doesnt feel right. i understand fully that the show was EXTREMELY popular and the demand to get more episodes was at an all time high, but it was absolutely foolish and borderline amateur hour to rush production.
which is crazy because some of these show runners worked on amazing shows like avatar and korra. i know a lot of people who loved voltron feel betrayed by the eighth season and stopped participating in the fandom overall because of the betrayal they felt.
i feel like now a lot of times we as a fandom forget about this bc its been a few years since the finale and a lot of us rather use our own headcanons and fanon rather than the actual canon because it gave us nothing at all except for amazing characters.
okay to end this rant, the show feels half baked due to the way the production was rushed to get out these eight seasons in two years. if the writers were given the time (which honestly the show would probs still be going on now as we speak in the year of our gods 2022), the show could have lived up to its actual potential instead of being a dumpster fire (i use that lovingly but also not) we would of seen growth and change in characters and a lot of things we hated would of never of happened potentially. 
so yeah, thats my rant on the destruction of voltron. thanks for coming to my ted talk
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brain--rott · 10 months ago
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quiet seething resentment
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sailermoon · 9 months ago
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I fear that continuing to live here will only harden my heart but also there are good people and things here… maybe samwise gamgee was onto something when he said “there’s some good in this world and it’s worth fighting for”
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youonlyzingonce · 1 year ago
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beargyufairy · 1 year ago
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You were a wonderful experience
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You were everything
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struck-stars · 1 day ago
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Uhh cw: general vent about umm stuff going on; lack of change, holding onto memories [little venty— little ranty— nothing too bad though; pinky promise :p]
It’s…weird
To hold memories and stuff— I know that my job now! Got that uh
And I really don’t have a problem with holding them— they were scary and to keep us functioning I gotta like keep them over here— fine cool👍
It’s more— we were promised change. We were promised that when we got home we were going to make step TOGETHER TO CHANGE. And that hasn’t happened.
Sure there’s been some change— but not together not like— not anything that’s going to make us move forward.
And yeah no I get it change takes time.
I know.
But how are they acting like nothing happened. You can’t change if you completely ignore the issue. Thats not how that works.
You don’t want to walk on eggshells? Yeah so continuing the same routine and methods of dealing with them is OH JUST REALLY GREAT.
Not like that’s the “recipe to insanity”— doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results— ya know easy to forget what you’ve been preaching my whole life— when you’ve been putting up with BULLSHIT. THIS. WHOLE. TIME. HAHAHAAHAHA— SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY.
Please I just want— something different— I want to work with you. I want things to change
But I really don’t think you are. And I don’t think you ever will. And that’s the sad truth. I want nothing more than to believe you— because I love you and I always will
But change has to come from everyone
And until we all can come together and talk calmly without anyone showing their teeth and getting defensive at a healthy conversation
We’re not going to get anywhere
[the family jinx 🩹 starstruck]
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puppyjaws · 14 days ago
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Im so fucking sad lol
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moonshadow-thoughts · 21 days ago
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Most humans are truly evil beings. They are full of hate, ignorance, greed and lack of empathy and kindness. And our societies are shaped in a way that people with those traits almost always win in life.
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acutabovetherest · 2 months ago
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Poverty is the gun to my head. Chronic pain and mental anguish are my bullets. I barely have to pull the fucking trigger.
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