youonlyzingonce

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I miss you

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Once you hurt a loyal man, he will Psychological Facts | Jordan Peterson...

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intimacy is not just physical. to crave a persons presence and energy rather than just their body is the purest form of intimacy

You weren't just my girlfriend.

....... I MISS MY BEST FRIEND

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I know with absolute certainty that sadly this is true and that we were in fact mint to have spent a lifetime together creating memories and building a family. This Isn't what are destiny's had in store for us.

I know it in my head to be true but I can feel it in my heart is a pits of my gut and yanking on my very soul that this isn't how it's supposed to be and that you should be here. I've never been more happy in my life than when I was with you.

But sadly as sure as I know this is and how much I want us to be together for all of this to have never happened I can't Make you Love me I can't undo the past nor do I have access to a time machine.

So all I can do is love you from afar. Pray to God that he watches over and was à you. I hope you never give up on becoming a Veterinarian. And i hope that you're happy.... Even if it's not with me, as much as I had wanted it to be since the day we meet

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..... I fucking miss this so much.

Because each time that we went up to the cabin together as a family just you Riker & i, it was like I got to see glimpses of what our future should have been like. How simple everything was. How there wasn't any fighting. Our little walks through town that we would do. Me chopping the firewood while you watched me. Our little nature walks we would do together as a family through Sugarloaf. Our special way of how we would pick out the next movie to watch. You cooking delicious meals for us. Decorating the cabin. All the sex would have each time we would put Riker down for a nap... God we were like rabbits. But I really miss just when Riker would be asleep after sex or in the mornings me and you going outside with a cup of coffee each and having a cigarette sitting on the porch swing but we just took in the scenery

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10 years ago today we first meet. And I've been in love with you ever since. Even if You haven't been mine for years now.

Yet still I miss you. I wish so badly that you were here. Wishing I could go back in time and change things. Every ounce of me craves you and knows with certainty that this was NOT how things should have happened & it should be us together

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If someone would have told me 10 years ago today.... That I would meet the 2 people people who have had the biggest impact on my life.

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I just want to be with someone who doesn’t disappear when love gets tough.

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For those of you with anxiety

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here is a website where you can create your own galaxies

here is a website where you can play flow

here you can interact with organisms in different environments to see how to music changes

here you can play silk which is an interactive generative art designing website.

Here is a website where you can travel along a 3D line into the infinite unkown

here is a website where you can listen to rain with or without music

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