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Jon Pardi - Missin' You Crazy (Official Music Video)

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Stone Sour - Through Glass

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“what was the most pain you have ever felt”

healing from someone, i once thought i would heal with

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We all have days in which we are toxic, annoying, childish, naive, crybabies, hard to deal with, more closed off/hard to reach, just sad and negative for no apparent reason... What's wrong with that? It doesn't make us any less worthy. We are all imperfect, we all just try our best but we cannot avoid being human and living, and having reactions and thoughts, feeling emotions (also the negative ones) about it all. We're made of layers, we're made of light and dark, and we need to accept and live with both. And try to not make those bad days worse or mean anything more/different than they do by letting our inner critic push us down.

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Grieving someone who is still alive but has changed is like mourning the loss of a bond that no longer exists as it once did.

I know I'll probably never see you again, and that kills me. Because you were my best friend & soulmate. I was so happy when we were together. I went to bed Happy cause I had you in my arms, because I'd finally found my person & I looked forward to each next day, week, months & years as to what our future held together & everything we'd do together. I woke up happy cause every task id spend that day was serving you & working towards our future together.

we were so fucking close to our happily ever after. But you cheated us out of what we were supposed to be. The family we were supposed to have. The friends we were supposed to have. The lifetime of memories we were supposed to have.

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I miss smiling like this!

I miss being this happy!

I miss being in love

I miss having someone who loves me back.

I miss having someone who worries about me.

I miss having someone to come home to.

I miss having someone to laugh with.

I miss having someone to fall asleep intertwined, relaxed in peace with.

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Happy 10th birthday son! I hope you had an amazing Christmas yesterday and that your birthday today was just as special.

I wish I was there to celebrate it with you. I wish your mom and never left giving up on our family. There's so many things that I was looking forward to doing with you once you got a little bit older. Things like scouting, going on camping trips together, fishing, hunting, playing sports and being your coach, sitting at the kitchen table together as I helped you with your homework, or a few years from now when you start getting into girls, teaching you to drive, and everything else I could have done to help prepare you for this crazy world.

You're such an amazing boy wrecker and I love you so much I'm sorry we can't be together celebrate your birthday. I hope the universe one day puts us back in touch with each other so I can tell you everyday how much I love to be your dad and I would have done anything for you.

I hope you're doing well. Hope you're learning a lot in school and paying attention. I hope you're playing lots of sports and have a lot of friends.

Just remember I may not always be there but I'll always be right there. Always trust yourself and your gut. There's an old expression show me his friends and I'll show you the man. The friends you keep in life are very important like her only hang out with friends for you lift each other up pushing each other towards success and make sure that any girl that's looking up to date you does the same. Always work hard. And remember to never lie, cheat, steal or drink

But if you must lie, lie next to & in the arms of the one you love. If you must cheat, may you cheat death because you are too kind of a soul for this Earth to lose. And if you must steal then steal away the sorrows & pain of others. And if you must drink drink in the little moments of your time on Earth that quickly passes by.

Happy 10th birthday son

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Things that are never said can never be understood

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I DID & more..... and it still wasn't good enough for you

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Thank you American Patriots for getting out there.

Thank you President Trump and JD Vance!

Thank you all who believe in American and made this historic change!

Now, LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED!

🇺🇲 #MAGA

🇺🇲 #45/47