#we were worth it

[youonlyzingonce]

Like you do for mine....

There must be a part of you that aches at my absence.... Like you do for mine....

There must be a part of you that wonders what i am doing....Like you do for mine....

Wondering if i thought of you....Like you do for mine....

Wondering if i slept well or if it's another sleepless night.... Like you do for mine....

Wondering if i watched the sunset from my window last night....Like you do for mine....

There must be a part of you that agonizes in pain reminiscing off the memories of us and things that we created & shared....Like you do for mine....

There must be a part of you that resents everything we were unsuccessful at becoming.....Like you do for mine....

And tormented at the thought that we didn't reach our true potential as a couple, accomplishing together the life we we're destined to have achieved as the universe had planned for us, with the family we were supposed to build together....Like you do for mine....

Do you find yourself dreaming about the future and find yourself heartbroken knowing that it won't be us that spends a lifetime creating memories we should have....Like you do for mine....

Original poem "like you do for mine" by: A Pringle

[dimeadozencows]

My personal understanding of the situation

[bellaciao-ciao-ciao]

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Learning to celebrate the little wins!

[youonlyzingonce]

Yupppp..... Thank you for this by the way. No, you couldn't do only just one of these.... but had to do all three to me.

Of all my girlfriends I've had in my life, I've loved 3 of them. But you were the ONLY one whom I've ever felt that connection we shared with. Talked about spending my life. Planned our life together with. Wanted to spend my life with. Went to look at rings with. Bought an engagement ring for. And given my whole heart to.

In my life I've been stabbed and cheated on but when I saw those emails and learned you were cheating on me, on us on our family the first time. ... That betrayal cut me deeper than any knife ever could.

The rejection I felt when I had worked so hard and gotten that house for us and you didn't move in felt like you ripped the heart out of my chest.

And the desertion with no explanation after claiming we are soulmates after doing everything we did together and experiences we had shared together and raising a son together it felt like you threw my heart over your shoulder into a wood chipper, and walked away without even turning to look as my heart exited out the other side of the wood chipper.

“If rejection, desertion, or betrayal played a part in your loss, it is not just your sense of security that has been shattered but your belief in yourself, your sense of self-worth.”

— Susan Anderson, The Journey from Abandonment to Healing

[shorthaltsjester]

Why are your children bound by rules you will not follow?

Critical Role, Campaign 3, Downfall Parts 1-3 // Commandments of The Prime Deities according to the Tal'Dorei Campaign Setting Reborn

[royalarchivist]

Technoblade: Before I get any comments from people saying, "Uh Technoblade– ☝️🤓 Actually I live in the San Francisco Bay area, and the weather here isn't as perfect as you say! I think you might be blinded by nostalgia–"

Technoblade: I'd just like to say that I am a perfectly objective source of information, how DARE you question me, get banned.

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Technoblade: You know, when I first got to college, I had a conversation with a local student where I mentioned I was from California, and they heard that and said, "Oh, you're from California? Have you ever been here during the winter?" and I said "Oh, no no, I haven't" and they just kinda like, stared at me in silence for a few seconds, and then just said: "Good luck!" And then moved on with the conversation like that wasn't the most ominous thing I'd ever heard in my life. What? What do you mean "good luck"?!

Technoblade: One time I went to Texas, sometimes I visited North Carolina during the summer, and I was like, "Why is it so hot here?" but I just figured, "You know what, it can't be this hot everywhere during summer, that'd be ridiculous! Why would anyone subject themselves to these conditions?"

Technoblade: I didn't realize that California was unusual. So you know, I'd listen to like– Sir Alliser Thorne in Game of Thrones rant about, "Oh, you don't know cold!" tellin' us about how, he had like, been in some blizzard– blizzard, and during like, sub-zero temperatures, and I'm sitting here like, "No, no, I- I'm pretty sure I understand what cold is, one time it dropped to 60 degrees Fahrenheit and I had to turn on my car's seat warmers. I'm pretty sure I understand man's epic struggle against nature."

Technoblade: Before I get any comments from people saying, "Uh Technoblade– actually I live in the San Francisco Bay area, and the weather here isn't as perfect as you say! I think you might be blinded by nostalgia–" I'd just like to say that I am a perfectly objective source of information, how DARE you question me, get banned.

[ Video: why is the midwest so cold help ]

[youonlyzingonce]

My brain says I need to forget you

But how can I when.....

When once upon a Time Id found you. And in you I found All I ever could have wanted & asked for in a wife all wrapped up in one

When every ounce within me knows that this was not the plan which God & the Universe had written in the stars.

When my memory misses you & it asks about you often

When my lips wish they were kissing you & telling you how much I love you, rather than how much I miss you.

When my hands are longing to hold you & hug you.

When my heart breaks because I know you don't care & that you no longer want me in your life.

When my soul mourns for you, incomplete without you & the future we were planning, that we now will no longer share

[gyrmirr]

can i tell you that i'm empty?

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Burning Rotten Bridges

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[idontmindifuforgetme]

I genuinely love not having a crush like I’m not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me I’m literally chilling

[crow-caller]

started playing fallen london cause of your blog and i absolutely love it! Thank u :)

Excellent!!! If I have any power, let it be used to get people to play fallen london and its related games (sunless seas, sunless skies = Survival exploration, mask of the rose = visual novel)

[vaggieslefteye]

ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʜᴏᴏꜱᴇ ↳ anonymous asked: HUSK and ALASTOR or angel and valentino?

[thymejot]

Having just rewatched AAA, it's really interesting how much of a walking raw nerve Agatha is after episode 5.

She aggressively pushes everyone away with her words, verbally attacking every vulnerability she spots.

She went from this

To a hissing, spitting kitten, who claws at everything and anyone who gets close.

Seeing her abusive mother reverts her back to the witch on the run, her against the world.

Having Billy accuse her of lying, of being the villain she is, of stone cold murdering Alice intentionally, sets her off in the worst way.

It's that same old story, getting told you are evil, worthless, a born monster, often enough, and you start falling into the pattern of behaviour you are accused of.

Why would they call me a monster, a liar, unless it was true.

Which is ironic because Agatha has probably been her most honest and least monstrous in her interactions with Billy.

She tells him the witches road isn't real, she tells him she didn't intentionally kill Alice, she tells him he has nothing to be ashamed of for surviving. Yet he calls her a liar throws each truth back in her face, twisted into a lie, until she just gives up.

Look at her, all defensive, showing Billy the monster he expects to see. Back in that survival mode to protect herself.

I imagine if she hadn't had her mother thrown at her for her trial, the outcome of this story would be very different.

She wouldn't have had her confrontation with Rio, wouldn't have pushed and pushed until Rio gave her the ultimatum.

The irony is that Agatha treated Rio the same way Evanora treated her. She lashes out, heaping all her loss, her guilt, her grief onto Rio making it her fault, her responsibility. The same way Evanora places all her own self-loathing onto Agatha.

If she had time to process things, hadn'thad her own deamons come back to haunt her, there could have been compromise, and the thinnest sliver of a chance at a reunion between her and Rio.

Agatha is a creature forged in neglect, in rejection, in the scorn of her community. She is a scrappy little survivor, the monster everyone believes her to be, a scared little girl uncertain as to why her mother hates her so.

It's what makes her such a rich character because, given the right circumstances, she could be so much more.

[youonlyzingonce]

[windsweptinred]

I love you in every universe...