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everyone’s hugging their 14 year old self when really i wish i was hugging my 16 year old self. you thought you had to be grown up but you were still just a kid. the world was falling apart and you were stuck in the middle of it. it wasn’t your fault. you just wanted to experience that teenage love you can only have once, but she used you. you can love again. mom loves you she was just in pain. your body is yours, it’s no one else’s. you’re 20 and loved. the world is dark at times but sometimes you’ll look around and it’ll be bright and beautiful.
#laments of my future self#16 year old me i miss you#and i’m sorry#my thoughts#she deserved the world#i wish i knew better#the past is the past
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I'm sorry
#vent tw#vent#i just need to get something off my chest and i'm gonna keep it to the tags#i don't even know what I'm sorry for#making things about myself?#I don't know#There's a friend I have who I don't even know if they follow me anymore#atleast i thought we were friends?#I feel like I fucked up somewhere#i must have fucked up somewhere#must have made things to much about myself#i wish i knew better#i wish i talked about their ideas more#Sometimes I talk about digimon in our old server hoping they're gonna log on but they don't#they don't say anything#and here I am knowing it had to me#i had to have done something#i know i did something#i didn't let them talk enough#i didn't listen to them enough#and i'm so sorry oak#i'm sorry#I miss you#I miss being friends#I wish I could have talked to you about those new manga i read and I hate that that's what reminded me of this#I'm sitting here reading through it thinking you'd love this but I don't know#I feel like#I'm sorry#I'm so sorry#one month
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rosekiller but barty, instead of rejecting the path his father laid out for him, goes to law school and becomes a lawyer.
one day he has to defend a man who's accused of the most heinous crimes, and when he meets him, he comes face to face with pretty-face evan. And, despite having called barty to defend him to avoid jail, the first thing he says to him is "I did all of it".
#then barty smirk :)#and theyre both fucked in the mind but barty gets him out of here#(his father is fuming btw)#barty visits him in jail and all and they fuck raw before the audience hearing#rosekiller#marauders#dead gay wizards#the marauders#barty crouch junior#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#barty x evan#slytherin skittles#i wish i knew how lawsuits happened better to write this kind of au...
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Mandatory handjob joke
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#the Cat King wishes charles he WISHES#Niko what have you done#actually show your manga to charles as well#it's better than the alternative#(the internet. the internet is the alternative)#fandom i knew you would choose both on the poll#so i will be posting this today and the other one tomorrow#and then the girls i promised
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#selfie bee#good evening friends!! how are you doing! C:#I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself#I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose#I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years#thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!!#not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*#but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint#he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it#my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago#as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds#he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where#I think tattoos are super cool (´。・v・。`) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo#it was heath ledgers face as the joker#at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years#a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets#can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street?#I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet#he might have special abilities#I hope you're having a good day friends!! C:#I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week#miss you!! ♥♥♥
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Legend has it if you listen to this soundcheck on repeat it will clear your skin, water your crops, and cure your depression. I hope this heals all of you like it has healed me.
#sleep token#vessel sleep token#vessel#song take me to church#take me to church#hozier#hozier cover#hozier take me to church#okay the caption is cheeky but this is pretty amazing#i wish the audio was better/longer but this was recorded outside a venue on a cellphone#the mp4 is in my google drive#in the rituals folder#it's literally a 30 second video of a wood door#but you can see the videographer get excited and thats kinda cute#because i'd be the same way fam#i wish i knew who actually recorded this so i could give proper credit#but its one of those things that's been passed around like crazy on the down-low#i know the person who *claims* to have recorded it is from ny or nj#so this might be from september 10th this past na rituals tour#i couldn't find this door on google maps#but i also couldn't get around to the back of the building to be 100% certain#i also tried checking union transfer the palladium and rams head live! but had no luck there either#if anyone has any more info on this soundcheck or the unedited video#(you can see and sort of hear it jump at the first “i'll tell you my sins”)#please please please tell me
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Rellana, Twin Moon Knight & Rennala, Queen of the Full Moon
prints ✦ full process on patreon
#elden ring#rennala#rellana#my art#shadow of the erdtree#ngl i don't share fandom's obsession with Rellana and find her character quite lacking#I wish we knew something more about her other than “hehe messmer simp”#bc yes rennalas marriage is a big part of her story but we also know a lot about her in other contexts and before the liurnian wars#which makes her much more interesting to me#bc idk im just not a fan of when in media the whole plot arch of a woman's story resolves around her relationship with a man#and i feel like with other women characters fromsoft did a better job at showing that they are human beings with different agendas etc#so when it comes to Rellana i love the POTENTIAL of what she could be
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so....................i've read unraveled the other day.................... and then ive re-read it.........and now im in the middle of re-reading it again????
honestly cant promise that im not gonna keep coming back to it until someone would steal my phone and then i'll just log in from the pc lets be real here (¬‿¬ ) but!!! what i wanted to say is that its just such a good fic?? so well written? it has all the right words in just the right order and i can and will argue till late night that it healed part of myself that i had no idea existed. these descriptions of hugs??? gonna stay with me untill the very end (*_ _)人
and drawing something is the least i can do to show just how much your work means, @2btheanswertothequestion (/▿\ )
"unraveled" became my spiderverse canon since the moment ive finished chapter one and it will stay this way!!! thank you so so much for all the long hours and all the hard work you clearly had put into it!! you're amazing!! ♡
#hobie brown#punkflower#miles x hobie#hobie spiderverse#spider punk#spiderverse fanart#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#atsv fanart#atsv#gosh i wish i knew english better just to get a liiiiittle bit closer to a proper description of how cool this fic is#and how happy and cozy it made me feel#im not leaving comments on ao3 bc well i cant write shit#but i hope its okay and not creepy that i made fanart???#i could keep nervouslybuzzing here#or i could go#FINISH READING IT FOR THE THIRD TIME LFDKJGLKDFJG
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18/19th c. rusame somno
Suggestive and censored below lol

#rusame#full on tweetar….#hetalia#aph america#alfred f jones#aph russia#ivan braginsky#somnophillia#suggestive#yeah sorry…….#wish I knew how to render better so I could make my art look more attractive lol#born to draw lewdz forced to write grants
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well, we're fucking screwed. I love you all. If you were a third party voter, fuck you, and if you voted trump, also fuck you, and if you didn't vote, also fuck you. Everyone else, stay safe, I love y'all. Get a good sleep.
#Us politics#trump#election 2024#I feel ill.#how could we have let this happen.#I thought y'all knew better.#I wish I was old enough to vote.#thank you ti everyone who did#Stay safe soldiers
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um!
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#y/n#fnaf springtrap#william afton#purple guy#springtrap x y/n#um!!!! um....#uhmmm yum uyum uujmmmyeah#*dies cutely*#I WISH THAT WAS ME BOIS!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA HPOU ALREADY KNEW THAT#i was originally gonna do more but i got pooped out#look forward ta that later bois new spacie era incoming#GOD I FUCKING LOVE HIM SO MUCH#I WANNA KISS HIM SO BADDDD FUCK#im sick im sick im sick and twisted im sicjk in the head and i will never get better#GRRRR OIUUOUOUGOUGOHGOHHG FUCKKKKKK FUCK FUKCUFKC#FUCIING EXPLODES AND DIES#spacie scribbles
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no audio, just headbonk 💕 COL @ MIN (9-JAN-2025)
#wish i knew how to gif#i feel like this would be better as a gif#but anyway#posting this with my heart racing as a thank you to the hockey gods ✌#since they used my first sacrifice on the gwg just now i guess#i don't know#i don't know how this works#hockey#avs lb#cale makar#nate mackinnon#jonathan drouin#natejo#colorado avalanche
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Like it’s the last night Like it's the last night Die with a smile -Bruno Mars and Lady Gaga
#buddie#buddiedit#911#911edit#tusererika#mine#wish i knew how to color better and font place better *upside down emoji*
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They have Ashur.
Tarquin runs, lungs burning, breath lurching, his robes soaked through with rain and Venatori blood. His shield-arm screams with pain from a firebolt he didn’t entirely dodge. He ignores it all, hurtling through streets and over rooftops, heedless of the fact that he’s wearing his Shadow Dragon getup in stark daylight; that a bloodied man with a sword charging through Dock Town is drawing stares and probably more fucking Venatori. Tarquin cannot give two shits right now about who sees him, or who follows him, because they have Ashur.
They’ll unmask him, in front of the whole city, the whole Imperium. They’ll kill him slow. They’ll hang his body on the walls, like the Magisters of old used to do to traitors and cowards. Because Ashur decided to slip away and try to bring down a pack of blood mages alone, even though he’s eaten up with Blight. Because he didn’t tell Tarquin.
Didn’t say shit. Slipped away from their safehouse while Tarquin was out getting food. Didn’t even give Tarquin a chance to stop him, or to come along.
They have Ashur.
(Keep reading on AO3)
#me: man. wish I knew how tarquin reacted to that mission where you barely save ashur's life. better write about it.#da:tv#da:tv spoilers#viperquin#tashur#tarquin#ashur#the viper#sky's writing
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Rory, my angel oc who does NOT know how to mind their own business. He means well though.
#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#ive posted them before!! back when i played ts3#they got a COMPLETE redesign#ive also posted ransom before og sapling followers will remember. they used to be together#but these updated versions of them absolutely would NOT date lmfao#rory used to be a lot nicer. theyre still nice just not...soft i guess#updated ransom is dating their best friend nicky instead and theyre just friends now through nicky#who USED to be paired with brooklyn#but with everyones updates i felt she fit better with ransom and his bf#its a mess fr...i wish i knew how to do lps...i wanna share them w yall
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the feeling you get when you realize you’ve been mischaracterizing your blorbo:

#babygirl i’m so sorry….#i thought i knew you better#in this day and age who knows if people let you have free interpretations of characters anymore…#charles xavier#professor x#xmen#erik lehnsherr#magneto#blorbo#wish does not shut up
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