#i mean it makes sense! i just. idk.
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why did nobody tell me living in a different country was so lonely
#i mean it makes sense! i just. idk.#my friends are in so many diff countries#and my family is in another entirely.#i saw a post about being a long distance daughter and it is breaking my heart currently i am sobbing over it#bc that was my main problem w living in the uk im wo close to my mom but now i both just. constantly miss her and am glad to not be there.#also!!!!!! i have tea!! that id love to tell my grandpa but i cant!! separated by universes and not kilometres#okay bye i will now drown myself#(figuratively)#nett rambles#can u tell ive forgotten to take my meds for a while#also i watched mamma mia which wasnt the right choice for today
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idk if this is accurate but iâve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics weâve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of rizâs magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgugâs gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. rizâs gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an âabsolute sweetie.â like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but theyâd go to war for each other, because theyâre best friends.
#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers#riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves#gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay.#and theyâd both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz.#even if mechanically they canât or it wouldnât make sense. they would if they could.#also#the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. itâs soooo gorgug like thatâs literally him#anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much#especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way#while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate)#i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily âi would kill for youâ & gorgug is primarily âi would die for youâ maybe#this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would.#but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me#idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping đ#sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw iâm tired
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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best
#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#sklonda gukgak#dimension 20#this. mmmmhhh this is so. I did Not know how to draw this really.#I am very normal about riz (<- lying)#it's a brennan-dm d20 campaign the bad guy is always capitalism (I am saying this with clenched teeth)#riz out of all of them being aroace fucks with me SO bad. bc its also established that elmsville specifically and probably the#majority of solace is not. made for goblins. and that becomes sklonda being worked to the bone and pok dying on the job#and riz spending all his time trying to keep his friends together. maybe to the point of it being injurous#like. do u get what I mean. its an economy of time it takes your time it eats up your time#not just the gukgaks but everyone you have to spend time to get to live and you don't have a lot of time left in a day#and you have to spend it carefully. you have to prioritize#you're somewhere without an established community and companionship is bought with your time spent working#this place doesn't take care of you. at the end of the day who do you have who'd prioritize you. do you understand me#the evolved aroace loathing where if your friends and family are granted more time nobody would have to choose. we live in a society#holds ur hand we live in a society. idk if Im making any sense#anyway . uhhh riz is my favourite that's my statement thank you for listening. au revoir
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I don't think a lot of people realize that lot of their advice to disabled people often boils down to "Get over it." they are trying to be helpful but their idea of helpful is "Just do the thing" because that's what they do. for them they just do things. It comes naturally to just do it.
They don't know how to bridge the gap between you and the task. For them the bridge is already pre-built and stable. For disabled people the bridge is run down, not well kept, it feels unsteady and is hard to get across without being slow and cautious - hell for some people there is no bridge and we need to build it ourselves but we don't have the bridge building tools and no one gives them to us.
"Just cross the bridge." They say before walking over their pre-built bridge. They never gave you the tools to build a bridge to cross.
#text#I hope this makes sense#disabled#neurodivergent#adhd#actually adhd#actuallyadhd#idk how to tag this post really i dont post a lot in disabled spaces...#by disability i mean all disabilities btw#i suffer from ADHD and chronic pain ad many other things#and all of them cause me problems that make it hard to 'just do it'#so hearing 'advice' that is just 'do the thing you're struggle to do' really gets on my nerves#especially when the people giving that 'advice' throw a hissy fit when i say that its unhelpful
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the thing that will save us - not on a national scale, but in our everyday lives - is to strive to be kind to each other. the us is consumed by anger and individualism and that will fester in the coming years as it's instigated and encouraged by the people in charge, but we have the option to be kind. to people we see in the grocery store, to our waiters and the people who work on our cars, to our teachers and our students and our elders and the generations coming up after us. offering active kindness to people who need it when things go to shit even though it's easier to focus on our own pain is one of the most radical things we can do.
#idk this might not make sense. it could mean nothing#i just think we need each other. that's all.#wreaking havoc#current events
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the lovers, reversed
(aka I'm still freaking out about Jou)
#art#ride kamens#i am about to go off on wild speculation so excuse me in advance#I HAVEN'T PLAYED THE EVENT YET so this could all be just absolutely nothing but i gotta get it out#(still debating if i wanna save the event for after i finish part 2 or not...)#this is my last chance to throw wacky theories out there okay#i've just. been thinking a lot about the riders the characters are based on and how they relate to their different classes#like the choices seemed SO random when they were first revealed but they do mostly make sense when you think about it#to the point where i actually do feel like i should've been able to call ooo for ambition. damnit.#however i did always feel like jou was a bit of an outlier and now i'm wondering if that's gonna be like...a thing#idk man just the fact that he's gonna have a special double card and bond henshin with taiten is nuts to me#especially since we're clearly on the verge of SOMETHING happening with soun and uryuu#what does it mean. WHAT DOES IT MEAN#what does this mean for the future of tower emblem#and it hasn't escaped me that there is no class associated with evolution (YET)#and thinking about who jou is based on i'm just like#(waves hands) YOU KNOW?!#(plus i'm still like WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR RUI AND HAYATE but that's a separate thing)#i'm gonna try and take my time and not rush through part 2 but i also am SO impatient#i gotta knooooow#given the way my predictions tend to go though i'm either 100% accidentally right about the dumbest thing#or jou is fine but leon fucking dies or something and i'm gonna throw my phone into a lake#HAVE FUN GUYS I GUESS
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sometimes i am stunned when i remember that not only are katniss and peeta the youngest people going into the quarter quell but also that they are still literally KIDS. they are children facing 22 adults with not only years of friendship between them but years of mentorship to learn the best strategies of the games.
katniss is a 17yo girl who was malnourished most of her life that only had months to try to prepare to catch up to her competitors. peeta is a 17yo boy who is likely still going through puberty! facing fully grown adults.
sure some of the victors are in their early 20s like finnick or johanna, but the maturity difference between early 20s and 17 is huge.
they are kids forced to play in an adultsâ game.
#whatâs even more crazy to me is the adults trying to target them tbh#which isnât unheard of from the capitol#but from the districts itâs shocking#i know their survival means your death#but looking at a 17yo like a serious threat and a target to kill is just mind blowing to me#idk if any of this makes sense#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#everlark#the hunger games#jess thinks
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#HEHEHE THEY'RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEMMM#such a shame these scenes are so brief đ#avatar#avatar 2#the way of water#sully family#jake sully#neytiri#neteyam#kiri#lo'ak#jeytiri#lĂŹ'fya leNa'vi#gif#i'm actually not sure whether Jake is meant to be saying âsloa tsyalâ (wide wing) or âslotsyalâ (stormglider) here#but i thiiiiiink i hear the -a sound in there#i mean i suppose it doesn't REALLY matter; either one would make sense in this context#and the species name âslotsyalâ derives from âsloa tsyalâ anyways (as I'm sure you could've guessed hrh)#(btw âsyuâ is not a real word; just the closest I could come to the âwhooshâ sound effect he's making with Forest dialect phonetics hrh)#it sounds like he also says something else before Neytiri says âhufweâ but I can't make out what it's supposed to be#cuz the voiceover narration is talking over it -_-;#in the next shot when Neytiri is running around she also says something#sounds like it might be âtysal latsuâ meaning roughly âmust be a wingâ#or perhaps âtsyal atunâ meaning âred/orange wingâ which would make sense with Kiri's little Toruk toy#but I think there's an S sound in there so idk#again it's hard to tell because the narration is playing over it#SHUT UP NARRATION JAKE I'M TRYING TO HEAR WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE SCENE đ#oh well
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iâve said already many times that The First David Job is one of my favourite episodes for sophie in Leverage, usually in reference to the scene with her, nate & sterling on the rooftop. BUT i also love that episode for her relationship with parker! when sophie says "what would parker do?" and follows the knowledge sheâs learnt from parker, itâs a very good almost-end to their season one arc.
over the course of season one, sophieâs gone from saying the same thing as eliot about parker - "thereâs something wrong with you" (pilot) - to acting as a maternal figure (feeling parkerâs forehead in The Two Horse Job) and mentoring her (The Juror #6 Job). sheâs started to get some insight into parkerâs past (The Stork Job) and has a rather unique way of seeing parker, noticing the vulnerability and loneliness under her fairly spiky exterior. however, appreciating parkerâs expertise is a different thing entirely. The First David Job makes it clear that sophieâs actually been listening to parker and that she trusts parkerâs expertise!! sophie takes a very literal leap of faith off the building, lol.
itâs important to me because it shows sophie doesnât simply pity parker, doesnât write her off. sheâs learnt to appreciate that parker is indeed a very competent, analytical, knowledgeable professional in her field. she sees that same passion for the craft (the craft of crime, yes lol) in parker that she experiences herself. and this all mirrors how sophie comes to appreciate and trust parkerâs ability to talk to the mark in The White Rabbit Job towards the end of their whole-series arc. gah!! this First David scene, itâs a good moment. itâs a great moment!! and notably thereâs a similar thing between nate and hardison there, likely between nate and parker as well since heâs masterminding this plan.
#leverageposting#leverage#parker leverage#sophie devereaux#sophie devereaux leverage#and letâs just say that sophieâs reaction to rappelling in the extended pilot vs in this episode is very different hahaha#does this make sense? is this reasonable? many of the first season arcs really foreshadow the whole-series/later series arcs.#not sure about this one ngl#sometimes i think i read sophie differently to a lot of people but idk if thatâs bc iâm wrong or bc sheâs just not focused on that much#when i say ârelationshipâ i donât mean romance i just donât know how else to say it. the platonic/motherl-child/mentor-mentee relationship#i mean if you ship them tho thatâs cool too of course
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ok thoughts about Lee Jihye and the absence of Kim Namwoon
It's smth that never really factors in the novel, which makes sense considering they have way bigger things going on and LJH is often used as a comic relief character. But something that I think about often is how isolated LJH must've felt in kimcom. Younger than the adults and dismissed by them as a child, but older than the kids and not being able to really openly talk with them. And of course she had meaningfull relationships with kimcom, she had her captain and the older women to look up to, and she was often goofing around with the children. But still when you're a teenage girl it is very important to have someone your age to confide in. And I just think about the juxtapostition of her mostly doing childish stuff with the kids and then often sneaking alcohol on her own. And with the terrible way she lost her best friend, LJHs lack of peers her age, lack of people she can confide in about just the ordinary problems of being a teenager, must have really impacted her developmentally and affected her social abillities and emotional maturity on a very real level.
And the thing is. Lee Jihye was supposed to have that. She was supposed to have Kim Namwoon as her peer to bicker with and confide in and sneak alcohol with. And the crazy thing is she doesn't even know! She doesn't even know she had someone, that the her in every other timeline managed to have close bonds with someone her equal, even after what she had done, even with everything going on. She had someone and she doesn't even know it was robbed of her.
#orv#lee jihye#ljh#idk if that makes sense#im just very emotional at ljh.#inspired by the post I just rbd abt knw and yjh and I almost dropped all of this in the tags ssdfhshj#.txt#orv lb#<- i mean sure I did have these thoughts first while rereading lol#orv spoilers#ALMOST FORGOT
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How would you redesign Headmaster Magneto? Just out pf curiousity because while he served it didnât feel like⊠Erik.
i have to keep it 100 i have no idea without just. rerunning his original design but with a palette swap LOL but we try around here
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#CAUSE LIIIKEE i want to keep SOMEE elements of the headmaster look obviously#i like its design intent. or how i see its design anyway idfk .... idk what im sayin im sleepy#just gotta. throw a few more things on there .... maybe... again i dont know đ#the bigass M just makes me think of megaman gigamix i cant even lie#having/wanting to keep this as a one piece/leotard with that big ass m is probablyl whats stumping me if im so tbh#for some reason the lack of 'underwear' and helmet really is doing a lot for it Not feeling like magneto#the helmet i get Thats His Symbol ATP but the underwear ..... girl idk Strong Man or something like that#its just awkward because headmaster magneto is Supposed to be more tame or . 'domesticated' i guess vjALKE#not less powerful but he shouldnt be as intimidating/outwardly powerful if. that makes sense???#the first thought seeing him shouldnt be 'hes going to stomp me to death' it should be. Not That LKVJAEKj#BUT AT LEAAASSST in the back of the mind being likek 'he could probably stomp me to death'#SOME power but not to a threatening degree idfk what im saying my TUMMY IS RUMBLIGN AGAIN#what did i eat todasy. i ate like five hot pockets today thats what i ate. and some grapes#idk im tired. maybe ill try this again down the line#anyway enjoy if you can. saturday is upon us which means i can DOODLE AGAIN
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Tamlin is actually such an underrated character in acotar. Because of feyres very biased narrative she forces readers to ignore the complexity of his character and man. its sad
Tamlin is a character who is genuinely GOOD at his core. He changed so much of the spring court for good, eliminating slavery within the spring lands and mortals having more protection. Hes a morally good character that made a few mistakes and is boiled down to just those mistakes. Locking feyre in the house and the magical/emotional blow up, which are both pretty decent fuck ups (i dont think siding with hybern fully counts as he was a double agent all along and tamlin was decently justified in thinking feyre was being kept against her will. lets be fr here) and even after heâs extremely fucked over by the nightcourt, his lands and court burned to shit, he still saves rhysand. Saves rhysand and tells feyre to be happy, even when he has every reason to NOT do that!
Hes a character that clearly holds himself to a higher standard. throughout acotar he puts lucien and feyres safety above his own, even sending feyre away when she was the only one who could save him. Even though what he did to her wasnt great its not completely irredeemable, rhysand did much worse things to feyre and other people but hes living his best life while Tamlin seems to find himself unworthy of being a person (acosf wheres hes been in beast form for roughly over two years) hes a perfectionist who now doesnt even think he deserves anyone because he accidentally hurt the people he loves most.
Sjm accidentally created a beautifully rich and morally righteous character who is so extremely fucked by the narrative. Which doesnt even work half the time as sjm cant seemingly commit to making him a full villain (seemingly by accident again she gave him quite a reasonable explanation to everything he did âwrongâ but still chooses to make him a punching bag)
If Tamlin was genuinely a morally evil character he wouldnt have NEARLY the amount of fans as he does. Hes a character that requires the minimum amount of media literacy and comprehension to understand and i LOVE him.
#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#tamlin#pro tamlin#sarah j maas#rhysand#sjm#anti rhysand#feyre#sjm critical#and most tamlin haters are so shallow#calling him tampon (which has so many misogynistic issues) is not the serve the girlies think it is#GOD hes so complex and its so good#i usually like the morally gray characters but this series writes them so poorly i go back around to loving the hero esq characters#tamlin has a certain âheroâ complex to him where he expects himself to save everyone and that its his duty#he said himself that hes only good for fighting and killing. he sees himself as subhuman or subfae whatever#and that level of self loathing/belief that others mean more than him makes him infinitely better than rhys or feyre#feyre and rhys are characters who are so full of themselves#obnoxious and hypocritical#i like feyre in the first book and basically dislike her in the rest of the series because she becomes so hypocritical and self obsessed#its 3am idk if this makes sense i just love tam :(
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when boromir died for merry and pippin and then pippin saves faramir's life. when pippin says i offer you my service in payment for this debt. when he offers it to denethor but really it's to gondor and to boromir and to the man that denethor once was. when boromir saving pippin's life directly means that pippin saves faramir's life and literally...to boromir, that would've been enough, to have his brother live. for gondor that is enough, to have their captain returned to them.
#pippin took#faramir#boromir#lotr#tolkien#dude the brain worms are WRITHING !!!!#i am having such a hard time wording what im thinking. does this post make any sense.#when i say denethor i dont mean movie denethor and when i say gondor i dont mean movie gondor#this does not mean i mean the book versions of either. yes it does no it doesnt yes no#idk! im just like having thoughts and feelings! whatever im hitting post#.txt#tolkien insp#yes i know. its my own post. BUT STILL.
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The overall design is very simplistic but the shape was challenging to make because of the uneven way its belly bulges
#pokemon#crochet#amigurumi#pokemon crochet#pkmnart#art#artists on tumblr#my art#lanturn#foth#fresh off the hook#that means i just finished this one!#the first attempt was too round! should be sleek#and idk if this makes sense but its body is like if 'swim' was a shape
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happy siffrin day / loop plush drop day / loop day!!! :D
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#isat act 6 secret encounter spoilers#<- since. yanno. LMAO.#a thought crossed my mind briefly thinking loop and sif could technically have 2 stated different birthdays#if we assume that siffrin said a random date when asked about when their birthday was cuz they forgor#then that could also mean loop? said a DIFFERENT random birthday??? when asked who knows when?? if that makes sense???#so they could share an ORIGINAL birthday but when asked on two seperate occasions they couldve STATED two different days???#idk where i was going with that tbh it was more of a random thought than anything else ASFASDAS#also!! favor tree topped cake!!! i thought it would be fun to draw#was originally gonna just have siffrin and loop on it but then#it looked empty so added the party and some birds :]#however poor planning meant the cake was uh tinier than expected to fit everyone#oops!!! still fun tho!! no regrets there#also please pretend the toppers are more to scale and are kinda like mini plushies since#i thought itd be a fun touch cuz the loop plush drops today :D#okay! tag talk over!!
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I thought that I think often is about Mephisto, cause listen listen hear me out(this might be out of character idk dog I just have complicated fluff on the brain</3)
imagine thereâs a day where mc is just EXHAUSTED,(stay with me) and basically he notices them nodding off during class and fighting to keep their eyes open, at first heâs a little annoyed and he goes to tell them as such after class- however he cuts himself off as he notices theyâre swaying and still struggling all while standing (STAY WITH ME) so he questions WHY theyâre so tired anyways, while cautiously raising a hand to hover just in case they actually do fall. Which they explain that for the last few nights theyâve been kept awake at the HOL and last night was the absolute worst, they try to explain that Levi was mad and mammon then belphie got involved after they bumped into him and.. and⊠and they loose their train of thought and apologize, (JINGLE JINGLE STAY WITH ME) and honestly mephisto thinks this is RIDICULOUS! Why would they be stupid enough to keep the human from sleeping?? Clearly they are not as strong as a demon, and if the human starts falling behind then it looks bad for Lord Diavolo! He totally doesnât care about them in the slightest- itâs just a human after all, however they are very important to he just canât help but intervene! so he does the only thing that comes to mind, later on in the day he tells them that he is stealing them after school for help on a project, which mc being themself they agree despite nearly fully asleep, Which also leads to mc straight up passing out at his place⊠all according to plan though! But what wasnât planned was the fact that they were sleeping on his bedâŠ
in the morning mc is very well rested and confused as to why theyâre cuddling with the most pompous rich idiot they have ever met, and also have quite a few texts and missed calls from all the brothers. but they end up not really caring because my god that is the softest bed they have ever had the pleasure of laying on,
#obey me#obey me mc#obey me mephistopheles#obey me mephisto#obey me mephisto x mc#Stupid stuff lol#Does this make sense? You tell me#Just a day dream I have a lot#And I mean a lot#theres not enough fics of him smh#Out of character I think?#Idk Iâve only met him in events and like once in nightbringer</3#Iâve just heard heâs secretly really caring and I love that for him
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