#i like my system. i like my headmates
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I think our system as a whole is pretty cool. I mean, we're not entirely functional, sometimes we get on each others nerves, and there have been plenty of moments where we actively hate being a system.
But then there was that time that Levi, Kalvin and me were going to bed so Kalvin threw our body onto the bed like a dead fish just to make us laugh.
And that time that Ethan got so fed up with our dirty fridge that he cleaned the whole thing out, even going so far as to clean our room for us too.
And the semi-nightly sessions of watching a comfort show, using discord and PK to talk to each other and make funny comments about it.
And Carkus and Sal instantly connecting to one another as traumaholders to be each other's emotional support.
And Hiro forming, immediately coming into his own as a protector and helping us through the fight against endos (among many other things).
And even the little stuff, like mood boosters existing, caretakers doing their amazing job, protectors being the gentle giants we need them to be.
Systemhood is hard, it's born of horrific things and it's by no means something to romanticize. But it can also be beautiful.
-🧟♂️ (He/him)
tired of endos in the tags and the negativity as a result. i was born to be a hater but even i need to take a hating break sometimes. and that means the rest of you all too. so tell me something cool about your system, or your headspace, or a specific alter, or just something you like. tell me about a unique hobby you have. tell me something funny one of you said recently. infodump about your system functions if you want. use this post as a show and tell time.
(please do not call me any platonic terms or use any platonic terms of endearment for me on this post. i'm apothiplatonic, as is the rest of our system.)
#sovsys.txt#sorry got a little yappy#but yeah...#i like my system. i like my headmates#im honored to be the host#syspunk#systempunk#endos not for you#anti endo#syslove#systemlove
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you know when the front is blurry? yup. NOW IMAGINE WHEN THE FRONT IS TOO CLEAR. YOU CAN SEE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AND IT FEELS LIKE A LUCID DREAM. I LOVE SEEING OTHERS BUT OH MY GOD.
-alec
#system memes#system stuff#plural system#plural community#pluralgang#plurality#LIKE I LOVE MY HEADMATES BUT OH MY GOD#also sorry for being inactive#LIKE BRO I AM SHOOK
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Tarrant drew this last night in an attempt to express how Alice ( @necroneol ) makes him feel. I downloaded fabric brushes for csp just for this!! it killed our computer lol
(Tarrant is my headmate and Alice is part of our partner system, they’re in a relationship!)
#pls keep in mind this is system art <3#he loves her very much#i rlly like how this came out#my art#digital art#tarrant hightopp#alice kingsleigh#alice in wonderland#alice in wonderland 2010#tim burton’s alice in wonderland#hattice#mad hatter#system art#introject#headmate art#sys talk#id in alt text
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hello again!! may we please have a level two pack (without orientations or front triggers) for this new fragment im trying to flesh out? heres the details it has right now!!
a wolf/dog? the colours blue and grey. fog/mist. water. waves and shorelines. gender is "nothing but with occasional ghosts of fem or masc." seems to like ghosts! and static? and heres bunch of emojis it seems to feel connected to! 🐺🌑💤🔉🐚💧���🌫🌧🌥☁️💭🎞📼🔌📺
thank you!! please take as long as you need on this pack!! i love this blog <3 -green anon!!
order up!

name(s) - Canine , Max , Lucy , Daisy , Rocky , Cooper , Canidae , Angus , Callum , Alaska , Terrie , Shepherd , Collie , ace , affen , affie , aidi , airendale , akita , aksaray , Alano , alex , alfie , amarok , amaruq , annie , apollo , archie , arianell , aries , armant , artemis , artois , ash , asher , aurora , badulf , bailey , bandit , barbet , bardou , barkley , basenji , bear , beau , bella , beowulf , biewer , blue , bluey , bolt , boris , boxer , brad , Isaiah , Virgil , Salem , Osiris , Azriel , Theodore , Elias , Oliver , Lukas , Sebastian , Michael , Uriel , Azrael , Abaddon , Castiel , Nathaniel/Nate , Malice , Wolfram , brenard , Boxer , Brittany , Wolf , Gray/Grey , Rex , Forest , Brownie , Kai , Bear , Snow , Snowy , Buddy.
pronouns - they / it / ey / em / er / ers / hy / hyr / hy / hymn / ae / aer / it / that / thing / vae / vaer / se / sim / ny / nym / th-y / th-m / shy / shyr / thy / thym / x / xs / sh* / h*r / shx / hxr / hx / hxm / thxy / thxm / thon / thons / arf / arf / awoo / ba / ball / ba / bark / bark / bite / bo / bone / cae / canine / can / cani / canid / canidae / canin / canine / cha / chase / chew / claw / co / collar / fang / fangs / grey / grim / gro / growl / grr / guard / ho / howl / houn / hound / howl / howl / hunt / lu / lupi / moon / moon / mutt / muz / muzzle / night / paw / protect / ri / rir / ruff / roll / rough / ru/run / ruff/ruff / silv / silver / snarl / star / teeth / walk / wag / wolf / angel / angels / alt / alts / hy / hymns / omen / faith / static / fog / ghoul / spok / ghost / spirit / sea / salt.
gender(s) - neutrois , ANALOGARGIC , ANOMALOTHING , unalimfort , ANALOGENDER , Casiboy , horrorloggender , ☆ » CREEPTHEDRIC , Camtromatos , Monichrine , Horrorslushie , Horrorigender , Horrorfem , Fogforestic , Forestgender , Forestwolfgender , Forestwolfsprintic , Howlgender , Neigean , Nightforfulmoonic , Northwolfic , Noxlibic , Redwoodgender , Sillywolfic , Snowfallgender , Aiaspec , Aingender , Aporagender , Asterfluid , Celestian , Cosmosflux ,
Demineutral , Demineutrois , Eafluid , Galaxian , Gender neutral , Genderflor , Gendersylph , Hydrangeaflux , Nebularian , Neumasc , Snowmoonlic , Snowynightgender , Starforestaesic , Tundrawolfgender , Wolfbitic , Wolfforestic , Wolfgender , Wolfmoonbodiement , Wolfmoonic , Wolforigender , Wolfpawic , Wolfplushigender , Wolfstarmoonic , Wolfthing, Horrormasc , Horrorhoard , Darkhyperfixic , Inhorsycic , Eldhorric , Horrorstorycollectic , Analoghorrorgender , Mascanalog , Femanalog , Analogender , ELDRITCHANALOG , PURIDITIC , altvocaldernic , ALDERNATE , notworthriskquoteic.
role(s) - anchor , sleeper , hygienist , protector , sibling figure.
species - wolf / dog , could be wolf / dog / human hybrid creature if using a humanish face claim or possibly some form of shapeshifter between. ghostkin.
source(s) - brainmade.
emoji(s) - 🐺 , 🌑 , 💤 , 🔉 , 🐚 , 💧 , 🌊 , 🌫 , 🌧 , 🌥 , ☁️ , 💭 , 🎞 , �� , 🔌 , 📺.
likes - night walks , taking naps , sleeping , staying clean , swimming , water in general , showers and baths , quiet dark rooms , music , moon themes , analog horror , old movies , the truman show , people x trusts , stretching in the mornings , ghosts , pets.
dislikes - being too hot , having to talk in front of too many people , people vae don't trust , stomachaches , being tired for too long , back pain (especially due to sleeping in the worst possible positions).
personality description - Callum is a rather friendly part , it keeps to themselves oftentimes , but when around someone x trusts arf can be semi-talkative , usually speaking about things such as movies thy recently watched , or old classics they enjoy rewatching often. they also have an interest in analog horror and horror medias in general. teeth often tries to keep to an alright sleep routine , though cani can mess it up easily by taking naps in the middle of the day if star feels like doing so.
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#✦ 一 ding!#✦ 一 headmate pack#✦ 一 mod 🌈#✦ 一 green 💚#had to split the genders up because there were too many#my ideas have gotten the better of me once again#siiighhh#ANYWAYS THIS ONE WAS AWESOME#we love making packs with a lot of details given for us to build off of#i hope you like vaer!!!!#build a headmate#headmate pack#alter creation#headmate creation#alter packs#build an alter#build a alter#alter pack#build a system#headmate template#create a headmate#id pack
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we bind one another
heres to hoping 2025 goes better💙🔶🧡
#my art#sigh. i feel really embarrassed and shy and guilty (hashtag ocd) about putting these tags but#plural#system#plural system#headmate#headmate art#dont ask me how my system formed btw i literally dont know. i can only assume its traumagenic but like.#i just realized i was a system like. This Season#be nicey me#furry#sfw furry
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seeing taco ii hate (or any angst) and immediately remembering why i went into dormancy in may. and wishing i never came back out.
#inanimate insanity#ii osc#osc ii#osc#object show community#ii taco#inanimate insanity taco#taco ii#taco inanimate insanity#bernadette by iamx is playing is this a sign#i saw a post saying she doesnt deserve any forgiveness and sobbed#why are people genuinely so mean to/about her#its unfair that she gets treated like shes absolutely deplorable#then again im biased#being a taco fictive in a system who has a DA to taco#and taco copelink#my collective is really attached to taco can you tell#i literally went into dormancy because i couldnt stand negative taco contenr#cant have shit#headmate(s) posting >#taco 🌮 any pronouns#i came back and our life is still a fucking catastrophe and people still hate taco
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I'm 35,000 words into writing a longfic about the Batman/Bruce/Matches DID system and I'm obsessed with it. It includes Bat/Joker, Bruce/Harvey, and Matches/Harv and the differences in each of those dynamics is 🤌
(Batman and Bruce know about each other but they don't know about Matches and Matches doesn't know about them--what could POSSIBLY go wrong?)
#i intend to post it on ao3 but not til it's all finished!#technically this is my nanowrimo project that i started early and im so glad i did because i only have four chapters so itll be >50k#i keep writing the bat/bruce interaction chapters because ugh theyre just...soooo...goood god i love them#also they hate each other a little bit (bc jason and batjokes and also @bat youre kinda ruining our body for this damn crusade)#but its a bat/bruce/matches “self”love story and yeah wow its really good so far i love it#ALSO ive wanted to do nano since i was in hs and never even made it like 5k words in so thisss is real cool and special to me#batman#bruce wayne#matches malone#dissociative identity disorder#twobats#bruharvey#ive written a lot of did slash but never any with TWO did characters dating lol#i have friends with did and damn dating another system sounds complicateddd so its actually been really fun to explore the dynamic#bc wow the bruharvey element is like them figuring it out together and supporting each other through the bs of their headmates being.....#protectors ig lmao#the gotham boyz#is gonna be my tag for this project
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Shout out to plural allies. Like. Genuinely. We love y'all. It's so rare for a singlet to really Get It, and oftentimes even after we come out it feels like we're still in the closet. So shout out to singlets who listen and who do their best to understand and who make the effort to treat us like individual people. We love you. We appreciate your efforts a lot more than you probably know.
#actually plural#actually did#plurality#multiplicity#osddid#did osdd#did system#positivity#i was feeling very emotional about a singlet friend's voice message#where they just. acknowledged that i'm a different person than my other headmates#and said that they were still working on figuring out some of my personality traits#like#oh#this person wants to know ME as in the alter and not just the collective#this friend also follows this tumblr so#if you're seeing this#hi! we love and appreciate you#(you know who you are)#and the positive feelings from that voice message are why i made this post#post by Ivy (she/her)
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hmmmm mal du pays thoughts tonight
#radio rambles#i should go to bed but. it is on the mind#isat spoilers#<- for the . wall of tags to come#imm wondering what most people hc mdp to like. be#i know its most popular to see it as siffrins sadness. i do think thats p neat#and probably the intention#but im. juggling around the idea of? siffrin system moment? mdp as a headmate? if yall see that vision?#most inspired by that ‘do u hc this character as a system’ post abt siffrin#and i voted no then but now im like genuinely changing my mind JFKFKF#it makes sense in a way. and into my mdp hc that it. wouldve split while sif was very young#splitting due to stress which leads to a lot of. gestures vaguely. mdp’s whole thing#a mix of stress but also this sense of longing to. belong somewhere. to not be alone#many years ago it was about the loss of their home. and much later on became more related to its feelings towards their family#mdp is a scared child to me . idk about yalls hcs for it but thats what im sticking to#a scared child who maybe grew up a little alongside the body. but still Young and Scared#its not as often or eager to front as siffrin is. i can imagine it being much more hover-y or . POSSIBLY. cohosting if its feeling up to it#uhm. ok well#so i typed this out and now im actually really sad about mdp jgkdkf where is mdp recovery#now im kinda thinking about it fronting for once to properly meet the party and. and receiving comfort. and and and#wow christ im upset#also also glancing over at marias sibling au for character dynamics here….. sillies…..#ps not relevant to my mdp thoughts but fyi im imagining siffin in headspace looks very much like their body#the difference being. much darker clothes. more stars etc. maybe different hair#think like how a lot of ppl style their human loops. thats kinda how i imagine sif in headspace#SPEAKING OF LOOP#i think given the time he spent with them it woulf make sense if they split a loop as well#and ofc other members of the party jgkfkf#im not gonna get into my hcs there because ill b taking away from my mdp hc post BUT#thinking. always thinking
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I was trying to have a civilized conversation with a head mate yesterday (Thad) and he was like DOLL THERES ANOTHER ONE. I was very confused, until he went on a whole entire half hour rant about somebody named Rad. not kidding. half an hour. anyway, I think he looks up to you.
-Doll from the Dronic System
WHAT…. OMG…. EHEHEHEHEH. AWAAA

QAAHDHDHSJSB THATS SO SWEET??? Hell him Rad thinks he’s adorable. Unless he fronts then THAD YOU’RE ADORABLE I COULD SQUISH YOUR CHEEKS !!!!!!! And then kiss them if you’re ok with that
#rory rambles#mutuals#my friends!!!!!#this is so cool#murder drones#can i tag it like that? even though these are headmates?#sorry i don’t have a lot of friends with systems and i don’t wanna be rude
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Gonna ramble about my plurality
If anyone reads this and has opinions/advice feel free to hmu
#recently been questioning my plurality#just bc my headmates havent shown up in#*checks simply plural*#238 days#so im not sure where im at in life and what my plurality is#is it real?#was it ever real?#was reading up on internal family systems and the ideas that everyone is inherently multiple#and im thinking about that a lot#i remember a time when i was like#damn itd be cool to have DID#and then months later i was showing symptoms#i dont think i purposefully faked it#i just think my mind was maybe close to being fragmented as is#and i pushed it over the edge#i exacerbated the parts and gave them identities#but theyve all always just been me#different parts of me#but still me#which is why they were never much divided yknow#why Wren would front and be so similar to me#why the different parts still loved my partner as much as I did#but all the same#it was distressing#switching was taxinh#i remember being in agony for a month after a split#i remember trying to force Charlie out of front bc i was faking it only for it to severely screw with me#so why wouldnt it be actually DID#if it was purely willed or purely imaginary#why couldnt i just turn it off?
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a piece about the incongruence of existing in an autistic way, while also struggling to connect to reality as part of a system/the blurryness that can accompany systemhood
ramble under cut:
I was reading Jack’s journal from a couple of days ago, before writing mine. he knew this week would be weird, I think he could feel the burnout too. i wish he was nearby, I miss everyone a lot. but tomorrow I get to get high with noct and have a good time, and I have therapy on Wednesday, so I know it’ll be ok :)
#i like this. in theory#but honestly not happy with it#it’s harder to feel my headmates when im close to autistic burnout#which is very hard because I also feel like im not myself. like im not anyone. like a blank state instead of a headmate fronting#but I know it’s me#being autistic makes things very difficult for me#it disables me rlly bad and systemhood adds on to the disability and kinda sucker punches me#anyway#thanks for reading#my art#traditional art#plural art#autistic artist#medium support needs#dissociative system#vent#I guess?#id in alt text
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shipping this canon ship that
cant people be friends? cant people have a bond that transcends romance and is so complex and meaningful that it cannot be labeled as family nor friend, it is not romantic but something more?? cant two people exist just to be friends and support the other why does it all have to boil down to sex and romance
#sorry seen one too many ship discussions and stuff#got upset#like okay i understand people like to ship my headmates like to cough donnie cough#but damn it gets exhausting#says the most romance repulsed alter in the system#idk tiny vent#wood wide web#bad vibe hours#system stuff
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Artdump 1/?
So yeah I’m sick recently and juggling college work like my life depends on it, so here’s some older art I did to fill the gaps of the 6ish months I’ve spent not showing my art but improving over the entirety of that time. This is mostly the traditional art I’ve done back in like May back when I wasn’t sketching on random pieces of paper like I am ow (rip sketchbook). Sorry if half of this is super grainy, I’m testing a new way to put stuff onto tumblr.





Starting with the more colourful ones coz if you're anything like me, you have a short attention span and like bright colours :]












#art be back ehfsdh#chonny jash#cccc#cccc mind#cccc heart#cccc soul#mostly fashion sketches#backstory: i met my current partner around this time and i've been working on a cccc au with him ehehe#also a bit of#miasworld#and random ocs#plus my partner eheheh#this is like me newly realising i'm a system so you've got a few early headmate drawings too
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spent the past couple of days making emotes of gay people. i may have gone a little overboard with it
#(the gay people in question being my headmates)#there are so many but. in my defense. they're really fun to make <3#'how come there are so few of liv compared to june and peanut' bc she told me to draw the gay boys#and then draw a couple of her being judgmental of them. and i was like yeah ok fair#pho.posts#pho.doodles#i don't really have a system tag. maybe i should make one
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can someone please help end my vicious and unending self-fakeclaiming cycle
#🫀.words#I'm serious#no matter how much my headmates reassure me#I don't believe them#for some reason it doesn't feel like it counts unless it's from someone outside the system#i think maybe i also just have a really fucked up standard for myself#as in i expect my system to behave the same way as everyone else's and when it doesn't i assume I'm making it up#idk but I'm really sick of this im sick of spending like 3 hours every day having to be talked into believing my own shit is real#even writing this makes me feel loke like im faking#it just doesn't end
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