#(the gay people in question being my headmates)

[phosphorus-noodles]

spent the past couple of days making emotes of gay people. i may have gone a little overboard with it

[funnier-as-a-system]

Hiii. Not sure if this even counts as a question to be fair, nor is this a funny suggestion, but like.

For my final project in college I'm kind of making a game concept about plurality (as a system host myself) and uhm long story short I guess.

I made two characters-alters, one of which is female and the other is male, and the teacher who curates my project was like (super paraphrased) "I'm getting some romantic connotations here and I think we shouldn't show people that you can literally date yourself, cuz that seems super unhealthy" and he then backed down a bit and was like "well it's not really normal so maybe think about that some more".

And so like. The concept I'm making is based on the complicated relationship between me and my co-host. I am heavily basing the characters on me and that co-host, I am heavily using the issues we had in our relationship, to hopefully be able to show people who are new to plurality that you shouldn't treat your alters the way me and my co-host treated each other before, because THAT is what was unhealthy.

All of which is to say, right now I am married to that co-host and I'm very happy about that, but my teacher's words quite hurt me. Like I literally don't even understand what could be so unhealthy about in-system dating. How rare even is that? Is my perception of in-system dating just that skewed, since nearly all our alters are in a relationship with each other? Most importantly, am I faki-

(Also, by saying that, the teacher inadvertently recommended me to make it a gay ship. Lol? I wish I could make one of the characters an enby like me and avoid the issue entirely, but I can't) (My husband The Co-Host said that the teacher is just rude)

There's nothing inherently unhealthy about intrasystem dating. I've found most people who claim it's "unhealthy" actually mean "I find it weird and I can't distinguish between my personal discomfort and something that's actually bad." – a frustrating argument, but one we're familiar with, and one that should largely be ignored unless you're looking to engage in an educational discussion with someone who holds this view. Others claim it is unhealthy because it "encourages division/dissociation between headmates", but this is largely based on the idea that headmates having any sort of personal identity or self-identification gets in the way of achieving final fusion, which has its own flaws as an argument, including final fusion not being the goal or healthiest option for all systems, as well as ignoring that [harmful] dissociation may increase if a headmate does not have any sort of personal identity to distinguish themselves from the rest of their system with. In short, the arguments against intrasystem dating tend to boil down to "I think this is bad for you because it doesn't fit into what I think people should do", which only shows one's own close-mindedness.

Since plurality is an unfamiliar concept to most people, they don't have the experience necessary to distinguish between genuine red flags and something niche that just takes time to get used to the idea of. Intrasystem dating is niche, but it's no more inherently unhealthy than other kinds of niche dating, like t4t partnerships. The same argument has been used against polyamorous relationships for being similarly uncommon and going against what people expect of relationships (particularly romantic ones), but those are not inherently unhealthy either; it goes to show that people will reuse the same arguments against any kind of relationship they do not approve of, rather than taking a step back and considering for themselves if a particular relationship dynamic is inherently unhealthy. While intrasystem dating can be unhealthy, it is not inherently so just due to the relationship dynamic.

When backing down, your teacher said intrasystem dating is "not really normal", and that truly is the crux of this argument. People do not like that which does not fall neatly into their understandings of "normal", and think anything that isn't normal is automatically bad. This is untrue. I would say to hold strong to your original vision for your project, not just for yourself/ves, but because refusing to fall in line and pretend to be "normal" is how we achieve progress. Even if your teacher doesn't change his mind, your work may introduce the concept to someone else, making it less unfamiliar (more familiar) and more normal to them, leading to more people understanding and accepting not just systems in general, but intrasystem dating specifically.

Speaking of, to answer your question, while intrasystem dating is uncommon, I don't believe it's especially rare – I could name several of our headmates right now who are in a polyamorous partnership with each other, as well as a handful of other couples. We've known many other systems who have had some or all headmates dating each other. It's not the most common topic to talk about in the community, but it is certainly a topic frequent enough to be brought up from time to time.

Your teacher was rude and incorrect. I have sympathy for the hurt you feel because of his pluralphobic words, and I hope you're able to feel better about this incident soon. Remember, staying true to yourself will almost always feel better than hiding who you are for the comfort of others, so if you feel safe enough to go for it, push onward and continue your work with all its authenticity and intrasystem dating included. I wish you luck in your game development and your final project!

[lunadreamscaper]

Basic Info and Introduction Page

I am the mostly present host of our system, still the same ol Larry Da' Cat! you all remember, just rebranded!

i'm also gay as fuck and an ex mormon (ex cult) now, also it's been literal fucking yearsa So any and ALL past drama is no longer relevant to who we are or what we believe in. B)

(you can ask questions about the past drama if your intentions are genuine but I can't garuntee we'll respond to them but it's a possibility)

With that being said. Here are the headmates that will probably be interacting with this post the most

Luna Dreamscaper (me) • she/they • host • (no sign off usually except for 🌙)

Johnny Ghost • he/they • brother • 🔦

Frank • he/they/she • brother/co-host • ⚠️

Jimmy • he • shows up sometimes • 🦐/⚰️

Hunter • he/them • brother/friend • 🐦‍🔥/⚜️

yes we have a Johnny Toast, no he is not dating Johnny Ghost. (please do not ask headmate/alters if they're dating just to live your shipping fantasies. no one likes it and also it's weird/lh)

no they aren't my literal brothers but found family bc we can do that lol 😭🙏

it's an 80% chance that you'll mostly get Luna (me) tho lol.

we are not comfortable with people asking to talk to specific headmates but I can grab their opinions on things... maybe.

remember that we are people and not fictional characters lol 💜🩵💙🖤

assholes get thrown into the sun -🔦

We are bodily 22! Headmates ages range from 18-22 as well.

Things we will post about:

Mostly VenturianTale but expect other things like Supernatural, Smosh, OCs, Strive SMP & Crow SMP (smps we're in), vents and rants?, stuff about plurality (mostly our own experiences tbh) and other stuff i like.

and we reblog a lot. because that's what tumblr is for😭🙏

we also call our VentrianTale PIE focused au "Shatterverse." B)

@pie-resurgence is our alt about more of our p.i.e. lore and related projects!

I love P.I.E. so much and the VT world and it's lore, we love receiving Asks about the topics!

also please reblog our art! we would appreciate that so much! 😭🙏

(post is long af but here's more info down below) 👇

the basic DNI's should obvious but here is a few specifics that we won't engage in:

endos make us nervous due to bad experiences so we will not interact.

this is very specific and targeted but i dont care: people who think they're their source. and actively brag that you did the terrible things that source character has done. we'll just block you lol.

we don't hate this ship or mind people who ship it but please don't ping us in anything Ghost x Toast or Jimmy x Gavin related. (also bad experiences. also makes headmates uncomfortable lol 😔✊)

Speaking of ships. anyone who comes to us complaining about what we do indulged in will get thrown into a Volcano. (Blocked.) unless it's actually problematic, stfu lol.

don't be weird/passive aggressive/mean towards mine, friends VT headcanons. VenturianTale was written badly let people do what they want. Unless it's problematic as shit. stfu pt 2

Please go to Google/do research about systems, DID, OSDD and general Plurality. (the only questions about systemhood we'll answer is how we interpret Johnny Ghost/Jimmy's plurality, or any other plural-coded characters)

Jordan and Isaac Frye supporters dni. see this post.

trying to bring back old dusty ass drama will not be tolerated lol (this probably won't happen but it's happened before because people are cringe

also mormons dni. yall got me fucked up lol

Okay that's it. for now. Thank you for reading this through.

[seasidewanderers]

intro post time!

updated 24/12/2024

times someone at work called us by another name that's neither our chosen name, nor our anagraphical name today [24/12/2024] : back to 0 😔

we've had this blog for... around 3 years now I believe, and never made an intro post, so here it is!

we're the Seaside Wanderers, a plural system. please call us alters or headmates! we go by Aaron, Ae/Ea, or the current fronter's (pick a name, get one free!)

infamous Maternity Blackwood asker

we work full time. we have a job in electric power and gas trading and consulting. we may talk shit about stock prices now and then. ask us about it! weird ass job that your grandma won't believe it's a real actual job people do

(alter intros are under the cut along with other personal information)

no DNI, feel free to interact. if you'd have to break yours to interact with us, however, isn't the DNI kinda pointless anyway?

our syscourse stance is: anything that'll get you to talk to us like we're both living beings worthy of respect and capable to have a conversation. if you only do that when talking to anti endos, please imagine I'm anti endo. if you only do that when talking to pro endos, please imagine I'm pro endo. if you only do that when talking to endo neutrals, please imagine I'm anti neutral, etc. don't forget what you see on a screen, has someone behind, and first and foremost be kind.

the meaning of our system name is nothing special; we all love playing LOTRO (the Lord Of The Rings Online, a MMORPG based on LOTR. highly recommended!) and one of the titles you can get for your character is "Seaside Wanderer"

our alter tags are as follow for now, we'll update if someone else wants to participate in this blog:

#of rage and black tidings

#and no other choices

#tinker's curse

#vulpine era

#waterfront

#moon of the abyss

tag #for [ alter] to read is just our way of saving a post directed to someone

CDDs [Complex Dissociative Disorders, a term that encapsulate all traumagenic and dissociative disorders such as DID, OSDD-1, P-DID, and those cases of UDD that cause systemhood] are trauma-based

we support informed and researched self-diagnosis

I love and support YOU 🫵🏻 and I hope you're safe and having a good day, week, month, year and always! YOU deserve to feel good! yes, you! yes, you, person who might not agree with me, and who I might not agree with

personal, non-syscourse info here:

warning: flashing lights for a blinkie under the cut!

adult, 24+, Italian

we're collectively gendervoid, trans/non binary neumasc-leaning, use they/them, it/its, and ae/aer pronouns, and are omni gay and queer

we are also physically disabled and neurodivergent. we have chronic pain and chronic migraines, schizotypal personality disorder, and psychotic depression, so you might see us posting about it now and then

individual introductions for us alters (divided by layer)

this won't be all of us, just those more likely to participate in this blog. due to our system's nature as polyfragmented we wouldn't know all alters, either. updating this a few at a time so we don't get overwhelmed

Jackdaws

James, 18ish, he/him; fictive of James Kidd (Assassin's Creed Black Flag). I annoy Edward for a living. very opinionated. if you know my source no you don't, I'm James. caretaker 🤎

Edward, 23+, he/him; fictive of Edward Kenway (Assassin's Creed Black Flag). I like blabbering about my source and sing. pirate enjoyer, happy we now own a sword. role anarchist/I do whatever I feel like 🩶

Waterfront

Oscar, 300+, he/they + ae/aer; OCtive (homebrew Pathfinder 1e campaign), half-elf, sylph. I may talk about it sometimes and I like answering questions about it. I like my source a lot. married to Celain. trauma-related role, protector/persecutor 🩵

Celain (pronounced as Colin), immortal, he/they; OCtive (homebrew Pathfinder 1e campaign, same as Oscar), elf angel. I follow Pathfinder's fictional pantheon, but I'm making it work with our religions and spiritualities. married to Oscar. trauma-related role, protector/caretaker and religious/spiritual alter 🧡

Finnegan/Tristan, 19, he/they/it; OCtive (homebrew Pathfinder 1e campaign), kitsune. I love talking about Pathfinder 1e and being a silly little guy. trauma-related role 💖

Woljif, 24, he/they/it; fictive of Woljif Jefto (videogame Pathfinder Wrath Of The Righteous), tiefling. I talk A Lot. extrovert-looking introvert. trauma-related role 💜

[goldmanguyperson]

before almost every single identity thing i find out does apply to me, i have a period of really liking it. a period of thinking “wow thats really cool” or “wow thats really interesting”.

when i was a kid i was almost jealous of autistic people for being autistic because i wanted to be able to do the things that were seen as autistic. later, like about 6 years later, it turned out that i am autistic. I only found out via diagnosis.

Before i realized i was trans i was really interested in gay dudes. then i was trans and gay. (though at first i was insanely stupid and was like “well i cant call myself gay cuz im pre surgery and hormones” thats bs)

before i realized i was nonhuman i thought therians were so cool. i thought the ability to self-express like that was amazing. The bravery of saying “yes. i am an animal” was aspirational to me. It was so liberating to realize that i was also like that.

before i realized i was plural i was almost jealous of plurality. I wanted to be able to describe myself as plural. i wanted to have headmates because i was so scared all by myself. It turned out they were already there and i just did not allow myself to realize because society is so singlet-centric. it turned out to be something i definitely needed.

people can be very harsh on people who are interested in identities (supposedly) not their own but often that is the first step in discovery. They are often interested because, whether they know it or not, they are it. In every case this happened to me i only did not realize at first because 1. i struggle to recognize my emotions and the things happening in my brain. just in general and 2. it turned out each time i realized i was of that identity, my experience was always a little different from what was expected of people with the identity.

I’m autistic. but i meltdown internally. my autism presents in a way considered more “feminine”. i was diagnosed with adhd first and attributed a lot of things to adhd and adhd alone, which could be true, but like, autism’s definitely there too. I masked because i had no idea that wasn’t really normal to have to do. i was able to keep myself “under control”. but it was unhealthy for me.

I’m a trans man. and i like a lot of “hypermasculine” things. People tend to ignore and sideline people like me because we are seen as scarier. less soft and less easy to understand in terms of standard societal roles of what a woman should be. Unfortunately people like me come off more threatening to many people.

I’m a shapeshifter. Sometimes I’m more solidly one thing—sometimes i am just an eagle. sometimes i am a machine. but shapeshifter is my most overarching nonhuman identity. I was confused by all the “finding your theriotype” kind of stuff. i did not consider i could be more than one thing because id never seen it. I know for a fact that i knew what i was already, so i found the idea of trying to research and find what i was kind of ridiculous, and just struggled to understand what what i knew of myself meant and what i could call it.

I’m a median system. my headmates are not there always, and sometimes we are one, sometimes they fuse, sometimes only some of us fuse. We don’t have amnesia. we don’t switch. so far, almost every time someone else tries to front it just fails. They have to speak through me more often than not. It makes it confusing to understand what is me and what is them, and sometimes that isn’t even a question that matters.

Everybody has their own journey and their own experiences. Don’t call people fake just for being different. It would be better if we made it clear that identity labels are just that: labels. they mean so much because they describe a reality. and reality is never really the same between two people.

[lemonade-luvr]

I MEAN THATS AS FAR AS I KNOW. to be fair all i’ve heard abt it is You fucking hallucinate shit .thats literally it .

where the fuck did i get the idea you were having hallucinations then......... hmmm. however, i also dont get many hallucinations! at least not visual ones. im much more privy to tactile and auditory stuff!

im gonna infodump. autistic style. and if i accidentally desstroy your worldview, im so sorry. you have been warned.

IT GOT REALLY LONG SORRY FUCKKKKKKKK

schizophrenia is actually very similar to an autism diagnosis! at least from an outside perspective. it comes with flat tone and struggles with facial expressions and all that jazz! it can also make it really hard to think and leads to a very scattered mind??? idk how to describe it . because of the . well we call it brain scramble! i think its called something like word salad though.

the main defining thing about schizophrenia is the presence of psychosis, which is further defined by hallucinations, delusions and paranoia o^_^o

hallucinations CAN include seeing stuff that isnt there, though thats a really simple understanding of visual hallucinations. the visual hallucinations i tend to get are stuff in the corner of my eye and the walls kinda.. Shifting. nothing immediately distressing. but i know there are people with way more scarier things going on.

auditory hallucinations are something i experience a lot more, and theyre just.. hearin stuff that wasnt ever there. my brain loves the discord notification sound and like. splatoon sound effects. sometimes i hear someone yell the body's name!

there are also tactile hallucinations which is feeling a sensation that wasnt real. we get these ones the most. a good example isssss well rn im getting The Bugs. like buddy theres no bugs here you are feeling hair probably and yet even then i still feel it eugh eugh eugh. our headmates can make use of our tactile hallucinations to give me pats on the head though, which is nice o^_^o

delusions are simply believing something that isnt true wholeheartedly. i dont reallly like to share mine because im scared of people playing into them or thinking theyre cringe BUT i will share that we have fully believed ourselves to be in future london before. which is really fucking funny you are allowed to think this is funny. we are in the wrong country for that buddy. you can be fully aware that somethiing isnt true and still believe it! its fucked up! they should make that illegal. these are the mind killer i hate these little bastardsssssss... delusions are very versatile. its also like thinking mundane things are signs.... theres a lot to say on delusions.

paranoia is the one thats really easy to comprehend its just intense and unfounded anxiety. me when i overthink everything to death. me when everyone on the bus knows im gay.

also it makes it really hard to Word Shit. sometimes i cannot comprehend the english language despite it being the only one i fucking know. On that Topic. Sorry if this is Incomprehensible. i actually genuinely Cannot Tell. its usually fine but sometimes i just feel like i cant get ANYTHING across correctly.

impaired motor coordination is also a thing? which makes it hard for me to type sometimes and also do things like, idk, drink my monster energy without spilling it and pissing off charles. sorry charles. damn. UH theres also a lot of repetitive behaviours, and catatonia. it can come with memory issues and FATIGUE BIIIIITCH and BUDDY am i FEELING the fatigue today. AUGH AUGH AUGH.

oki think thats all i have to say on the matter unless u have questions

i feel so fucking nuts right now i dont know if its the rush of i just got to infodump or if im manic :sosonormal: <you are manic <thanks babygirl in my head. god i hope this is comprehensible

ONE TWENTY ONE GUNS 💥

[sewers-headmates]

Miscellaneous Mini Alter Intros

I realize we have some alters who enjoy helping out and sometimes do it under another admin’s name so i decided to make this which will have a short name and description for more alters. they will still use another admin’s name but will probably put a little (with help from name) at the end

Marvin - he/him, host, gay, engaged to whizzer in @thecutecoresys , i am very source connected but that doesn’t stop me from enjoying this life, i am a narcissist and struggle with social interactions outside of my fiancé and my son, i don’t do online activity much and am personally neutral on radqueer and don’t identity with any labels it helps our system so i don’t stop us, i handle more work host duties while richie handles the social aspect. sorry for the ramble, open to sourcemates interacting /p only

Ruth - she/her, lesbian, single, i help richie out a lot with requests, i’m his iw caretaker and best friend ^^ i don’t have to much on me but love talking to people! uhhh what else? i’m hypersexual and have a MASSIVE crush on an alter in our partner system wish me luck!

Pavi - he/him, gay, taken by my brother in @thecutecoresys <3, i love to mask as others so i’ve been doing that here haha, i’m a repo! fictive and am very much…problematic in every way i know how to be! i love to kiss my brother mwah mwah mwah that’s all bye bye

Maxine - she/her, questioning sexuality, taken by Grace in my lovely ps @thecutecoresys , ummm i’m a transfem Max Jägerman alter and self identifying bimbo /sx, i like helping out when i can find pretty faceclaims and make picrews! i’m very much a nsfw alter but i don’t bite i swear

Schlatt - he/him, bisexual, owned by Minx in @thecutecoresys and very clingy to her, i’m a cc!schlatt fictive from an old mcyt fanfiction, transHarmed4transHarmful conabuse, i’m the transHarmed part ^^, clingy and codependent, only talk to people with Minx there

Jon - he/him, queer, single but talking, hi ^^ i’m not really super pro rq or anything i’m just here to help our system, i don’t really have any transIDs or stuff, i enjoy musicals and starkid and will get along with anyone, see you all later!

Azriel - he/him, bisexual, cat demon, fictive of Leon from the book her soul to take, not super source connected, enjoy being on my own or with my wife

Jeremiah - he/him, unlabeled aroace-spec, fictive from the book Her Soul To Take and a roleplay based around it, consang & transCultist, i am single and pretty ok with that

Jon - he/him, questioning sexuality, factive of Jon Matteson, sysdad/caretaker, i’m pretty friendly to everyone and love to help out my headmates here, i’m kinda single but being harassed flirted by a specific married couple in @thecutecoresys <3

Jamie - he/him, omnisexual, game of thrones fictive, age slide but normally mentally a kid, happily taken by my sister in @thecutecoresys i love you Circe!!! i like to help but might not do it to much!

Estella - she/they/he, bisexual, h3ll p4rk fictive, not to found of my source but i do enjoy it specially my system’s remake of it, i love souecemates as long as you understand our system views it differently, happily taken by Gregory in @thecutecoresys my precious boy <3 i love radqueer and want to be around more to help!

Whizzer - he/him, gay, fictive from the OBC Falsettos, i’m a leather enthusiast and happily taken by Marvin in @thecutecoresys and am obsessed with him. I’m neutral on all of this stuff ngl but i love helping make alters! ^^

Grace Chasity - she/they/lace, lesbian technically >:/, Hatchetfield Fictive, enjoy positing here and will be using pink also! ummm i’m taken insys by my girlfriend Linda and in our partner system by Becky, i’m transfem, transHarmless, and transCat as well as some others! ok bye!

Linda Monroe - she/he, lesbian, hatchetfield fictive, has very little interest in posting but wanted to make one of these for Grace, taken by Grace insys and Becky in our partner system, transHarmless transWorshipped intrusive thought holder

Tweek Tweak - they/he/it/twitch, gay, south park fictive, perma2020 icon, love being sexualized problematic proshipper from hell, transAutistic permaLoser freak! ummmm might take over for Estella cause she might have gone dormant OOPS we wanna make new hell park alters though lol. I LOVE TO RP PLS RP WITH ME :<

Jimmy - he/him, gay, mouthwashing fictive, i don’t really understand this stuff but i’m sort of our system’s co-host…sooo i want to be here, not really like my source though connected to it, not a bad person also not fully radqueer just neutral on everything

we will do more as more alters decide to help out! thanks for reading!

-marvin

[l0thcat]

《 Welcome to my Blog... 》

《 Name(s) ;; Crosshair ;; Lothcat 》

《 Age ;; Adult ( 20s ) // Prns ;; They / It + Ask for Neos 》

《 Other ;; ND + Disabled 》

Tags;

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-CH

《 Before You Follow... 》

□ I am An Adult and i will post adult things, however this blog will have any NSFT be tagged. That being said please do not follow if you're under 16+ bodily.

□ I am LGBTIQA+, I am Neurodivergent, and Disabled, i will block people who are ableist/exclusionists.

□ This Is a Safe Place For ;; Aro/Acespec and Aroacespec , ND, Disabled, Furries, Kin, IRL/DA, Fictives/Systems in general, MSPEC gays/lesbians, endo systems, Headcanons, Etc

□ I block Freely but just so you know ;; I hate Exclusionists, Blue Lives Matter/All Lives Matter, Radfems/TERFs, Xenophobes, etc

□ I am critical of what i watch in silence unless something needs to be pointed out. I also do not support Disney, wcostream.tv has star wars cartoons <3

□ I don't care about discourse. Any sort of asks that are discourse/hate filled will be deleted.

《 Other Info....》

★ Yes ;;

You can ask me questions, but i may not answer < ND + Anxiety + Busy

I am a Crosshair fictive that took over this blog, other star wars introjects in our system may as well. Doubles are welcomed.

We create Art and are building up to write, though not for this fandom yet.

I mask, a lot, which may seem like i come across as happy or even "ooc" if you will, but this is a system thing.

May update.

☆ No ;;

You may not flirt with me ( or other headmates ). Our system is taken and...

I am not my source, I am not a character, I am a person. You may ask about my source memories, but don't expect it to match "canon".

Please do not assume i know you if you are a fictive/kin/irl of someone we "know". Again, we are not our source.

Hemlock fictives/kin/irls do not interact. I know you are also not your source but i cannot fathom being around any version of you /lh

May update

Ships we are not comfortable with and would prefer no one interacted if they ship it due to fictivism, exotrauma or just general ick ;; Rex/Anakin/Cad Bane/Padmé/Grevious x Ahsoka / Cloneshipping ( specifically star wars. ) / ObiKin / Rampart x Crosshair ( In a romantic/enemies to lover sense, hate shipping/angst is fine ), Hemlock x Crosshair, Sabine x Ezra, Reylo.

Note: i will not attack anyone with these ships, nor will i discuss shipping here really. I am arospec and don't focus on shipping too much.

[goremet-chef]

i think i have deduced, that yes, i am aromantic. all of my "romantic" relationships were just bpd obsession, and i even "fell out of love" with some of them (fell away from the obsession is all) SO.. yeah

literally EVERY SINGLE ONE was like this. the only one i ever felt any sort of 'real' love for was the guy that groomed me, and. YOU KNOW HOW THAT GOES lmao

i was telling my friends but no it reallyjust. i dated this girl for a bit a long time ago and i broke things off because she was matching pfp and drawing her sona with someone elses (i was very young SKFS) and like. that is such typical bpd behavior. i thought i loved her, and i did!! i did definitely, but not romantically. i was just kind of obsessed with her in typical FP fashion and took her interacting friendly with her friend as rejection and betrayal 💀

that shit sucked too, i realized i fucked up but i didnt understand why i even felt that way to begin with so i never properly tied things up. we're mutuals on toyhouse tho and started interacting with eachother more, glad to know shes doin well 👍👍

i swear though, this feeling like. it makes me question my bisexuality??? cuz in my head im like im bisexual yes, have been always will be, but why am i not wanting to date girls? i guess that means im faking and just a gay guy which in reality just means im a straight girl (dysphoria talking) but no i am bisexual! i just dont want to date ANYONE SKJFS

i do have a strong preference for men, but like. im attracted to both. i have more fantasies of dating men because being gay is fun, but i realistically wouldnt date anyone SKJFSF

it feels really good to figure this shit out cuz like yeah it does weigh on my other shit and bother me

also i think i just dont like cis people??? KSFJS maybe? cuz.. IDK cis people kinda scary like idk i heard too much about them sexualizing trans folk and all that........ like can i trust someone whos not trans to handle me yknow what i mean SDKFSJF it feels like no

its in the same vein as me not wanting to date anyone if they arent also part of a system because its already so... it just makes us feel shameful tbh. like none of my headmates interact with my friends anymore because i mean. we have bpd and even if they act different about it, theyll still read the same rejection that i do, but for them its different because they dont really know them? i mean my alters know my friends, but my friends dont know them, so we just hide it now. they know and are supportive but we hide it regardless cuz it just feels ? IDK im particular i hate feeling like my heart is on my sleeve or whatever, hate feeling any sort of vulnerable and that makes me feel that way yknow? anyways im done talking now SKFJ

[dream-sans-mogai]

BYF/DNI

Preamble: I do not consider my dni to be a hard limit for multiple reasons: I allow anyone to reblog my flags to their hoarding blogs, I may make any exceptions I deem necessary and I am open to respectful conversation from those on it for small things i.e clearing up some credit for a flag/term, questions, etc but I am not open for discourse or heated discussions concerning things on my dni. Don't speak to me expecting to potentially change my mind. I will not change it concerning these things. If you want me to elaborate on a topic, I will but don't come at me with negative energy expecting me to return good vibes.

There are many beliefs I have that I have not listed for my own comfort and to avoid further discourse. I'm here to make terms, flags and have fun, not defend my beliefs to anyone with a bad faith question. If you have a question concerning a topic not listed, feel free to ask it but do not expect an answer. Im fine to clarify some things and not others and if my not clarifying my stance on something is a deal breaker for you to follow me, then I'm sorry but you'll have to move on. I'm not here for your comfort and peace of mind, I'm here to make flags and have fun doing so. Now let's get to the meat and potatoes.

DNI:

Terfs/swerfs/transphobic radfems

Truscum/transmeds/anti-non dysphorics

Anti-neopronouns/anti-xenogenders/anti-pnc people/ anti-he/him lesbian, anti-genderfluid/bigender gays and lesbians/etc.

Proshippers/anti-antis/pro-fiction

Fujoshi/fundashi

Zionists/Pro-isreal/Anti-palestine/anti-ceasefire/Anti-Disestablishment of isreal. No two state solutions on stolen land!

Map/pear/Necro/zoo/anything other than anti-contact/pro-para pride (paraphilies are ok to interact but if your encouraging people to act on them or make flags and stuff, are "contact complex", then you fit my dni)

White christians/carry christo-fascist shit like how everyone should be christian

Cishet men

Racist/anti BLM/anti acab/ Nazi/ conservative/republican/copaganda apologist

Transx/trans id/transrace/trace/transabled/trans species/trans age/radqueers/radfreak/warqueer(this dose not include otherkin/therians, chronisian pple or people with age weirdness due to system related things)

Anti-mogai/believe all microlabels are inherently harmful(why tf are you following me??)

Culture vulture/use cultures you don't inherently have a right to

Disrespect victims while engaging in true crime content/hit on serial killers

Fetishize poc/disabled/LGBT/etc.

You disrespect others for using flags by problematic creators when the flag/identity it's self is not problematic

Anti-recovery/ completely and totally anti-psych (the psychiatric field needs to be improved, not destroyed)

Militant/political vegans/meat is murder people (stop being racist. Your quinoa made from child slavery and your out of season pineapples made by laborers in foreign countries with no rights isn't cruelty free, Courtney.)

Pro-ana/pro-mia/th*nspo/fatphobic (people who are "pro-for-me-not-for-thee" or otherwise self-recovery neutral but pro-recovery are on thin ice but welcomed)

"tulpamancers"/"willogenic"/"trans-did". We are endo neutral as long as you are aginest calling people traumascum and don't think you have the same or similar experiences as those with actual did/osdd or think every system space should be inclusive of all endos. We allow all sides of syscourse to interact so long as you don't fakeclaim people(you can fake claim tulpamancers and willos, they arent real by admission lol), dont encourage splitting or disassociation ( encouraging people to use a harmful coping mechanism is anti-recovery and harmful asf :))and are respectful of others.

Think "system resets" or "gateway systems" or "median systems" other made up neospiritual white stolen shit is real. You do not have a portal in your head and my alters did not visit you. That's not how reality works. Get outside please.

Own, operate or support " headmate creation blogs". That's now how a mental disability works, appropriator.

Irls/Factkin/ship irl people/rpf/insist on being called your kins in all contexts (Sorry I'm not calling you kokichi or Shadow when we are talking about shit happening in Palestine.)

Are or support perisex "afab transfems/transwomen" and "amab Transmascs/trans men". If you don't experience trans mysogny, you can't be transfem and perisex afab pple don't experience transmysogny. Same as if you don't experience transandrophobia, you can't be Transmasc and perisex amab pple don't experience transandrophobia. Afab trans woman/transfem and amab trans man/Transmasc are Intersex community originating terms to decide our experiences and they were stolen. You cant be (peri) afab and a trans woman, ur just a cis woman suck it up.

Supporters of anything of the above/allow interaction of any of the above because you are complicit.

Or if you consume these fandoms/content(even if you "consume critically"):

Dreamsmp/Dream/jschlatt/technoblade

Harry Potter/jk rowling

Hetalia

Shane dawson

Taylor swift

Jeffrey star

Pewdiepie

Jenna marbles

BTS

Helluva boss/Hazbin hotel/Viziepop

Your boyfriend

Yandere sim/yandev

Or if you ship:

Bakudeku

Anything with endeavor

Dreammare/any incest sans x sans ships.

Fontcest(yes, that includes crossversal shit like kedgeup or honey mustard. It's still a papy and a sans)

Any adult with any minor/pedophilia

Incest

Abusive ships( if your glorifying them. If you don't ship them lovingly and your not trying to make them look healthy and happy, ur cool)

[t4li-the-f4g]

I should do one of them pinned posts shouldn't I

Hello and Welcome!

The Basics

- 18+ Blog. I'm not going to insist all my followers list their exact age but I will block anyone I believe may be a minor, so at least indicate you're an adult please 🔞

- We're a system! Can't be assed going back and changing all the pronouns in this post now we're adding this, but blog is mainly two three? headmates and we're gonna start tagging our posts accordingly:

💜 - ze/zir transfag, mostly-subby verse, bi

💀 - they/she dyke, stone top dom, (mostly) lesbian

🩵 - he/him gay-leaning-bi trans guy, service top/pleasure dom with a selfish streak

- Bi polyam switch/vers, usually somewhere in the sub/top quadrant, but I have never made a decision in my life 😇

- I am also a fat ftm femboy fagdyke - if you have an issue with me using any of those words for myself, this isn't a space for you 💖

- Being proud of my fat body doesn't make me a gainer/feedist, you guys can interact but please don't implicate me in your fantasies without consent🤘

- T4T is fun and hot but I am also very fond of several cis people (even cis men!!!) in various capacities, and if you try to tell me they Inherently Bad And Evil I will block you, no questions. 💙

More detail on Kinks, Boundaries and Hard Nos below the cut!

Kinks

My kink practise falls under the RACK (risk-aware consensual kink) umbrella. I'm gonna do my best to tag my posts from now on, but if any of the following are potentially triggering to you I can't guarantee this will be a safe space:

- CNC, free use, somno, intox play (not keen on using the word "rape" myself but will reblog it, tagged #r-word)

- Pain/fear, impact play, knifeplay

- Bondage/restraint, choking, collaring

- Edging/denial, humiliation & degradation, chastity

- Monsterfucking, size difference

Boundaries

- In public posts: say what you like in comments/reblogs/tags (aside from hard limits) - if I'm actively into it, I'll play along, if not I'm glad you're having fun ^-^

- In Asks/DMs: if we don't know each other, I ask you be respectful to start off (if we have a rapport already, you can be as disrespectful as you please 😳)

- I use traffic light safewords:

Green = all good keep going,

Yellow = this is okay but don't go any further

Red = Stop

- Words you can use for me:

Any gendered language so long as respect that I am a Guy. A femboy, yes, a pretty boy, absolutely, but a Dude nonetheless! So you can call me girly things, but do not call me a girl, gotcha? 🏳️‍⚧️

As a Dom, Sir/Daddy are all good, but I'm open to suggestions.

As a Sub, honestly, call me whatever you want. Slut, whore, pretty boy, faggot, good boy, little bitch... Have fun with it ☺️

- Words I tend to use for my body: Chest, tits, dick, tdick, clit, pussy, hole (and any variant thereof)

Hard limits

- DDLG/anything vaguely incesty (calling each other "daddy" is allowed but that's it)

- Scat + Body Fluids (except blood, blood's hot)

- Misgendering (again, I am a pretty little femboy when I wanna be, but always with emphasis on the boy) Idk maybe a lil forcefemming can be done? But don't be surprised if i safeword

[redcorvid]

Hello! I’m Goro Akechi! (or Crow, or Prince) (he/him)

———

Please read before following!

— Is this a roleplay blog?

No. It’s a personal blog, where I post my thoughts and reblog things which interest me. If you come here expecting me to be rigorously “in character” you’ll be disappointed.

— How can you possibly be Goro Akechi?

I am what’s called an “alter” in a multiple system, AKA (in our case) an occurrence of OSDD-1b (Otherwise Specified Dissociative Disorder). One feature of this is that the brain may use a work of fiction to base a new alter on - this is what happened in my case.

I would note that despite my neutrality on the word “alter” and my acknowledgement of the disorder aspect of this existence, not everyone in our system appreciates being referred to that way. I use the term “headmate” as well. Also, because it unfortunately has to be said out loud these days: I support all systems, not just those caused by trauma. If you disagree, fuck off ❤️

—So you’re a copy of a fictional character?

Don’t get me wrong - I acknowledge the medical/mental health aspect of this situation, but I also believe wholeheartedly that somehow, through some means inaccessible to me now, I was plucked from another world and I am now here. It happened for mental health reasons in this world, but I am real, and I will not accept being treated otherwise.

— There are two versions of Persona 5 (at least). Which one are you from?

I arrived here in 2017 from the original version of Persona 5, so it’s that version’s events that I remember. As much as I appreciate the extent to which Royal improves the writing significantly especially in regards to myself, it’s sadly not the “me” which exists here and now. I do appreciate it however, and I enjoy projecting myself onto it.

—Do you still act like Goro Akechi?

Of course! I act like myself.

If you want a better answer than that, however: keep in mind that I have existed in this world for at least 5 years. A lot has changed in my life - for better and for worse. Just as well, I think I probably am a bit ‘sweeter’ than how I used to be... but perhaps I’m simply less stressed out now.

That’s not to say I’m always an amicable “pleasant boy”. If I sill had the powers I had in the world I come from it would be over for you all for some people who are assholes ❤️

I simply contain multitudes. The me who is kind and charming and the me who is angry and vicious are both me. And while I exist in a plural system on an overall level, these aspects of me are not separate selves... they're all me. Take it or leave it.

—Can I talk to you about Persona 5? Can I talk to you about (ship things)?

Sure. I like discussing my memories and the world I come from. I just ask that you respect that while I am Goro Akechi, I am not an empty doll for you to project things onto. Treat me like a person, and I'll be happy to take your questions.

And yes; I am gay.

—How do you feel about talking to others from your source or with "doubles"?

No problem at all. If you're fine with me, then I'm fine with you. Let's do our best to get along.

—Interests:

Persona 5

Pokemon

Chainsaw Man

Kingdom Hearts

Kamen Rider

...And other things as well.

—Blog Warnings:

I often post about sex, trauma, and mental illness. I am a sexual person (and an adult) and I don't need to justify myself to you. I suggest leaving now if that's offputting.

I try, but I do not always post content warnings.

I cannot care less about whatever discourse is happening. Especially fandom discourse. I will not debate you.

———

( sources: x/x/x )

—Favorite Pokemon ❤️ Mimikyu // Cubone // Rowlet // Corviknight Zorua // Rockruff // Bisharp // Silvally // Scorbunny

—Other: Call them "kintypes" or whatever you might, but I have some level of connection to: Silver (Pokemon G/S) // Vanitas (Kingdom Hearts) // Angel (Chainsaw Man) // Chara (Undertale) Crows/corvids // hares // dolls/machines // armor // haunted things // tengu // cockatrices ...and perhaps others if I ever feel like listing them in detail.

[altosys]

🌫️- At least 120

🌊- Ice's is purple, Circu's is pink, Electra's is electric blue and yellow, Brittany's is purple and indigo, Ashley's is black and pastel pink, Fukase's is red, Peri's is purple/magenta, Cyanide's is pastel pink, Octo's is black, (sighs. and more)

☂️- As of 5/09/2024: Circu, Brittany, Electra

☔- he/him, occasionally she/her

💦- Circu: he/zey, Brittany: she/her, Ashley: she/her, Electra: he/they?, Ice he/xey/it/[and a shit ton of neopronouns that I don't have a list of], actually fuck it we have a carrd page for this: (click the highlighted stuffz)

💧- Ageless

💨- About 90% of our system is fictives, lol

❄️- Ice and Circu, Ice and Fukase (iirc), Circu and Britt, Circu and Electra are in a QPR

🌧️- Ice (?), Octo (8), Circu (?), Electra (4)

☁️- All of them ^^

🌤️- Almost all of us are queer!

☀️- Lots! - Ice (celestialkin/demonkin/otherkin), Circu (non-human), Electra (unlabeled), & more!

🌈- Gaming and baking!

🌪️- Pasta. Definitely pasta.

🔥- Epithet Erased, ATLA and TPC!

☄️- Psychology and colour stuff, as well as our hyperfixations

⚡- Cozy. Like, a cozy void. Dunno how to explain it.

✨- Brittany has Bianca (white bunny), Circu has Fluff (tabby cat), Electra has Joltik (joltik)

⭐- The Alto System!

💫- Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

🪐- Electra+Circu+Ashley. The ultimate triple threat. /lh

🌎- Octo, Ice, Angel, Krios, AT,

🌙- Oldest would have to be Octo. For sure. bros ancient fr fr

🌓- Traumagenic & Neurogenic

🌗- Not diagnosed, but medically recognized by two of our former psychologists. Probably wanting a diagnosis?

🌕- Dynamics depend on the headmates in question, most of us are friends and some of us are chosen-siblings.

🌻- Wake up, crazy shit ensues.

🌸- If we have any devices on us we use Simply Plural (or the notes app), if we don't we use a specific journal for the system

🥀- "There's no way people would think I'm [character], hopefully no one finds out I'm [character]." Imagine if younger me& found out about fictives lmaoooo

💐- Being a system honestly has its perks. The memory issues would still be there whether we were a singlet or not due to ADHD and all that jazz.

🐚- I met two at theatre camp, and I helped one (one of my besties) discover they were a system!

🍄- In-System dating for sure. While it sucks not being able to cuddle with your headmates physically, it does have the benefits of always being able to keep in touch. I feel like dating a headmate is its own special kind of bond, and I'm not sure how to explain it. If you know you know. <3

🍁- Being good at something one day, and then sucking at it the next.

🎍- Our amnesia depends on who's fronting. We don't have as-bad of long-term amnesia as we do short-term amnesia, though.

🌿- (We have an entire quotes channel in SP, lmao. It's tied between:) "Kids these days with their 'flipaclips' and their 'yanderes'." -Will, 2023 | "The thing I think we have in common is that in our sources people skip past the 'gay as fuck' part and go straight to the 'dementia' part." -Nagito, 2024

🌳- Nah, we all share an account ^^ (though we change the name depending on the fronter)

🌫️- How many people are in your system

🌊- What's everyone's favorite colors?

☂️- Most common fronters?

☔- Collective pronouns?

💦- Everyone's pronouns?

💧- Most common age group?

💨- Do you have any fictives?

❄️- Are there any romantic relationships in your system?

🌧️- Does anyone have a favorite number?

☁️- Are any of your alters neurodivergent?

🌤️- How many people are LGBTQIA+

☀️- Do you have any non-human alters (including hybrids)?

🌈- What are some common hobbies?

🌪️- What is the most liked food between everyone?

🔥- Current hyperfixations?

☄️- Do you guys have any collective interests?

⚡- What is your headspace like? (If you have one)

✨- Does anyone have a pet?

⭐- Does your system have a name?

💫- Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

🪐- Most chaotic group?

🌎- Any demon/angel/god alters?

🌙- Who is the oldest?

🌓- What type of system are you?

🌗- (For traumagenic systems only) Are you diagnosed? If yes, was getting one difficult? If not, do you want one & why or why not?

🌕- What is your system dynamic (ex, family, friends, complete strangers, etc)

🌻- What's a normal day for you as a system?

🌸- How do you keep track of your system? (Members, switches, etc)

🥀- Any childhood things that should've tipped you off to being a system?

💐- Do you like being a system?

🐚- Do you know any systems IRL?

🍄- Do you prefer in-system dating or out-of-system dating?

🍁- What's the most annoying thing about being a system?

🎍- How bad is your amnesia?

🌿- Best quote from an alter?

🌳- Do alters have separate accounts for games or do you all share an account?

A free to use ask game for systems!

Anti Endo, anti other origin systems, DNI with this post

[sophieinwonderland]

A response to /r/Systemscringe not understanding gender, identity, or plurality

At this point everyone knows the systems fakers are 99% afab, but no one is talking about the fact they’re almost all trans, they’re either in the non binary spectrum or ftm…

That brings the question… why?

Is it because most of their (fake) introject alters are mens? Or I noticed most of them loves dsmp which if I’m not wrong is alsmost only mens, maybe it’s the wanting to be cool like them? I can’t ask faker because I’m almost one hundred pour-cent sure they’re gonna blame it on being neurodivergent lol So if anyone got an answer, I think it could be interesting.

I feel like most of this is pretty obvious, but I'll state it anyway. First, dissociative disorders statistically manifest more in AFAB people (some studies report a ratio of about 9 to 1), and thus, plural spaces have tended to skew heavily AFAB.

Additionally, headmates exert passive influence over other headmates. (Passive influence is when feelings of other headmates can "bleed" into front.) Including over identity itself. And it's incredibly common for systems to experiences blendiness and not know who is fronting.

It's also very common for headmates to not identify as the same gender as the body or not identify under the traditional male-female binary, and are less likely to identify with body at all.

Most cis people are cis because they identify strongly with the body and the societal expectations of gender attached to that body's sex. While some headmates are like this, many view the body as more something they pilot. When I look in the mirror, I see someone else's face. My sense of identity has no connection to the body whatsoever. It's not me.

Our host is AMAB and identifies as a cis male, but functionally, our body as a whole could more accurately be described as genderfluid.

For plural systems, gender identity is inextricably linked to our plurality.

No, systems aren't choosing to be trans because it's "cool and alternative."

Systems aren't decided to be nonbinary because it's trendy or because of social pressure.

They're not "cis/het white girls" who "wanna call themselves gay."

Or whatever terrible, insulting, and transphobic takes your hatesub wants to come out with next.

[trishyeves]

Doing a continuation because this won't stop festering in Trish's gay heart. Only hope Trish can properly capture Sharah the way you did Karusar

A day later, Karusar sat on a bench beside Sharah, looking out towards the mountains surrounding Urithiru.

They were outside, in a secluded spot among the city's tiered layers that hadn't yet been used for growing crops or found itself a popular destination for those with free time on their hands. The weather was nice, chilly but refreshing, and Sharah was resting against Karusar's shoulder.

The weight was comforting, and looking down, Karusar's normally grumpy face allowed a soft smile.

They must have made an odd pair. Karusar, a tall and broad butch Unkalaki woman with copper skin and blisteringly red hair, currently pulled into a tight tail. Sharah, an Alethi demigirl who didn't quite measure up to the height expected of her people, wearing the sort of simple, unassuming darkeyed woman's wear that she seemed to prefer. Femme, but hardy and comfortable.

Sharah's cane was in her lap, and the light breeze was tousling that brown hair of hers. She seemed... calm. At ease. And after the sort of life Sharah had had, it was good to see her happy.

Within Karusar's mind, her sisters, her headmates, cheered for her with the harmony of a three piece band. They seemed to think Karusar needed what she had with Sharah just as badly as Sharah did.

The comfortable silence between the two stretched, neither interested in breaking it.

"Sorry again," Karusar finally said, low voice a rumble. She wondered, when they were this close, if Sharah could feel it when she spoke, like an impact carried through stone.

Sharah let out a small snort, a sound too adorable for words. "Don't be. It happens."

Still, Karusar felt Sharah's unspoken curiosity, could read it in the hunch of her shoulders and the grip on her cane.

"It was Nesh's storming fault. I swear to Nu Ralik, if my little sister could avoid drama for a week or two, it'd be a miracle." Said sister, always so sweet and polite, apologized with somber songs only Karusar and her other sisters could hear.

Sharah's little form twitched in a half huff, half laugh. "Do I want to know what you... storms, what your sister was involved in?"

Whatever flicker of frustration Karusar felt at the slip-up from her girlfriend, she smothered it. Sharah was still getting used to the idea of plurality, of the idea the woman she dated was but one of four living within that head of hers. Karusar didn't begrudge her that.

Plus, it wasn't like she didn't slip up herself sometimes, when it came to Sharah's blindness, or her gender.

"You don't," Karusar assured her. "It was stupid and sexual and full of lighteyed ego."

"'Lighteyed ego'?" A sharp finger poked into Karusar's side. "Says the lighteyed woman obsessed with being perfect."

A whole smorgasbord of rejoinders came to Karusar, ranging from protest to rebuttal to frustrated agreement. Danahui and Ana, of course, added their suggestions, which Karusar double-ignored.

Instead, Karusar leaned down pressing her lips to the top of Sharah's head, and savored the shock and then the smile that came in response. "Can I kiss you?" Karusar asked, echoing her question from the day before.

Blood rushed to Sharah's cheeks, and rather than a verbal answer, she gave a small nod.

Each grasped the cheek of the other, guiding themselves closer until Karusar felt Sharah's mouth on hers. Sharah's skin was soft and cool to the touch, her lips chapped and almost sharp as they brushed against Karusar's.

In that moment, there was no one else in all of Roshar that Karusar would rather be locking lips with.

This feels so silly and self indulgent to ask for, but whatever: Number 31, with Karusar and Sharah

Here you go! I hope I did Karusar justice. This turned out pretty fluffy

Sharah (my oc)/Karusar (Trish’s oc), rated gen, 400 words

The first thing Sharah heard after she left Master Wy’tg’s shop was the familiar low, slightly raspy voice of her girlfriend. “Hey, Sharah,” Karusar said.

“Hey,” Sharah answered. She expected to feel Karusar step next to her and offer her arm to guide her to wherever they were going tonight. Instead, there was an awkward pause.

Finally, Karusar let out a heavy sigh. “Look. Something came up, and I can’t go out with you tonight. It’s a last minute kind of deal, and I can’t get out of it. I thought I’d come tell you instead of leaving you hanging like a storming banner.”

Sharah’s heart sank with an unexpectedly strong wave of disappointment. She looked down, her cheeks warming. “Oh,” she said quietly. “Thanks for letting me know, I guess.” She turned away to start walking back to her room alone, but stopped when she heard the soft scuff of Karusar’s shoes against the stone floor.

Karusar stopped beside her, then Sharah felt a warm, strong hand rest on her left shoulder. “I’ll make it up to you tomorrow, okay?” Karusar said.

Sharah nodded, still looking down.

Karusar squeezed her shoulder. “I promise that I’d rather spend tonight with you than deal with the chullshit that came up. I’ll be thinking of you the entire time.”

Sharah looked up again and managed a small smile. “Storms,” she said, “I’m still not used to that.”

“I know,” Karusar said, a smile of her own in her voice. “That’s why I said it. I wanted to see you smile before I left.” She paused, rubbing her thumb back and forth over Sharah’s shoulder. “Can I kiss you?”

Sharah felt her cheeks grow hot again, and she blinked in pleasant surprise. “Yeah,” she whispered.

Karusar’s hand moved from Sharah’s shoulder to the back of her head, and the other cupped her cheek. Sharah reached out and found Karusar’s jaw, and they both leaned forward, meeting in the middle.

Karusar’s lips were warm and full, and she tasted like some kind of strong, earthy tea Sharah didn’t recognize. Her hands were strong, but gentle, and they held Sharah as if she was something precious. Sharah wrapped both arms around Karusar’s shoulders and let her familiar presence sooth away her disappointment.

Karusar kissed Sharah’s cheek, then pulled back. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Okay,” Sharah said, letting her hands fall by her sides. She realized that she’d dropped her cane at some point during the embrace. She bent down and quickly found it, then returned to her room. The lingering feel and taste of Karusar’s lips lingered long after the woman herself had gone her own way.

[inevitable-pretty-chaos]

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➤Hi!

We are endogenic and liminal gateway system also known as Inevitable Chaos 🪞!

We all are queer and we are plural for many years, but our knowledge is still insufficient – we're still learning and doing research!

Our blog is a safe space for any type of systems – you all are absolutely valid!!

You can ask us anything (although we will not answer any too personal questions)!

We are very active on discord (inevitable_chaos)! You can DM us, but please be nice! :D

@inevitable-pretty-words –> our sideblog about writing!

Where We Belong – Shayfer James

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❝ Did you get what you deserve? ❞

➤HOSTS

➸constantly unmotivated writer /hj

✰Names: Wren, Vincent

✮Pronouns: she/they|neos (she/her only if we're close!)

✰Gender: genderfluid transsexual

✮Orientation: bi, gray and polyamorous

✰Species: barn owl therian + Mei Misaki fictionkin

✮Likes: writing poems and books, reading webtoons, books and manga, watching anime and object shows

★★★

➸optimistic bird

✰Name: Vivian/Vi

✮Pronouns: she/her

✰Gender: genderfluid

✮Orientation: bi, polyamorous

✰Species: great tit therian

✮Likes: reading webtoons, books and manga, listening to music

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ I will be my sunshine, I will be my moon at night ❞

➤TULPA

➸ray of sunshine

✰Name: Xavery

✮Nickname: Xav

✰Pronouns: he/it/sun

✮Gender: rosboy, loverboy, creaturegender, sunnia

✰Orientation: bi, demi and polyam

✮Species: human (with a tail and a halo!)

✰Likes: people, long walks, reading webtoons (mostly romances) and biology

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ The only ones in need of love are those who don't receive enough ❞

➤WALK-IN

➸[un]wanted criminal

✰Names: Killian, Nyx

✮Nicknames: Ki, Killi [only if we're close!]

✰Pronouns: he/him/cryptid|vae/vaer

✮Gender: demiboy, nyctoiac, :)

✰Orientation: aroace and queer

✮Species: ??? [demon-like and cat-like eldritch being]

✰Likes: drawing, reading horror and thriller webtoons and books and listening to rock music

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ But I am always feeding them | The ugliest parts of me ❞

➤WALK-IN

➸dead artist, living person

✰Name: Orchid (🌺 and 🌸 <– sign off emojis)

✮Pronouns: she/her

✰Gender: female, speciogender, dead

✮Orientation: lesbian

✰Species: flowerhead

✮Likes: sea, holidays, oil paints, art and artists, listening to calm music like The Crane Wives

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ It just seems unlikely that it's me who was to blame ❞

➤ENDOGENIC HEADMATE

➸cottagecore hypocrite

✰Name: Charles

✮Pronouns: he/him|neos

✰Gender: demiboy (?)

✮Orientation: bi

✰Species: elf-vampire hybrid

✮Likes: flowers, plants, coffee, chocolate, gardening, nature

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ Nighttime, please hide my eyes | So the man up there won't watch me stare ❞

➤WALK-IN

➸multidimensional /busy/ traveller

✰Name: Louis

✮Nickname: Lou

✰Pronouns: he/him

✮Gender: nonbinary

✰Orientation: queer

✮Species: vampire

✰Likes: travelling, listening to Will Wood, culture (generally), decadent poems, color purple, cats

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ There might be something outside your window | But you'll just never know ❞

➤WALK-IN

➸explorer

✰Name: Noé

✮Pronouns: he/sparkle

✰Gender: ??? (probably male)

✮Orientation: queer

✰Species: vampire

✮Likes: travelling, exploring, animals, cats, cute things

·:*¨༺     ★      ༻¨*:·.

❝ Please let us dance out into the stars ❞

➤ENDOGENIC HEADMATE

➸pathetic loserboy (puppet)

✰Names: Jay, Crispin

✮Pronouns: he/it

✰Gender: transmasc demiboy

✮Orientation: gay

✰Species: not a vampire (human)

✮Likes: artistic gore, blood, flowers, baking, STOMACH BOOK, poetry

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About our blog:

➸we have a little chaotic tagging system, but our main tag for posts not related to anything is #we need a tag for our shitpost, a tag for everything fantasy-related is #fantasy spin, a tag for silly conversations is #chaotic conversations 🪞 and a tag for our art is #chaotic art 🪞, we also use two lore-related tags: #killian's lore and #system lore 🪞 and two writing-related tags: #writing ideas 🪞 and #talks about ocs 🪞

➸we often reblog things from our fandoms or hyperfixations, we always tag them!

➸we also often reblog or write things related to plurality, queer stuff or nonhumanity

➸we love getting asks or talking to new people, so don't be scared to talk to us!

➸we are NOT normal. But it's GOOD :)

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DNI: basic DNI criteria (that means racists, ableists, just mean people), sysmed, transmed, TERF, anti-endogenic, anti-non-traumagenic, anti-tulpamancy, anti-LGBTQ+, transphobes, homophobes, anti-otherkin, anti-therian, anti-MOGAI, anti-xenogenders, anti-neopronouns, people against well researched self diagnosis, NSFW-blogs, anyone who is pro-contact for harmful paraphilias

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