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mushtoons · 1 year ago

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shipping this canon ship that

cant people be friends? cant people have a bond that transcends romance and is so complex and meaningful that it cannot be labeled as family nor friend, it is not romantic but something more?? cant two people exist just to be friends and support the other why does it all have to boil down to sex and romance

#sorry seen one too many ship discussions and stuff #got upset #like okay i understand people like to ship my headmates like to cough donnie cough #but damn it gets exhausting #says the most romance repulsed alter in the system #idk tiny vent #wood wide web #bad vibe hours #system stuff

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puppyeared · 11 months ago

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mascot

#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe #i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor #but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes #like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk #i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time #it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume #i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing #and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me #its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others #plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib #i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity #my art #myart #my oc #sona #mascot #furry #??? is this furry art????#twinkle #puppysona #edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-

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sugarsweetvirgo · 6 months ago

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Scary

#ssv #smallartist #oc #yugioh au #yugiohoc #bondshipping #giant/tiny #angst #oc x canon #no plot only fear #early au #idk being told I may not ever be able to return to my normal size would mess me up too #also Kaiba just being downright terrifying in general #original characters #vent art except I can’t say vent without thinking of among us

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whoblewboobear · 6 months ago

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The way this Cody Ko situation is hitting me.. I’m gonna have so much to talk about in therapy tonight like. I’m fucking haunted by that “we good?” Text he sent to Tana cause like- the longer you live with SA trauma the more patterns your start to notice that are routine for abusers. I remember getting my own little “we good” text from the asshole that SA’d and then SH’d me for months after. Like it is textbook. They do the same shit time and time again. It’s just- it’s hard and I should tune out from it but my mind comes back to Noel too. And I hope this isn’t hitting him as hard as other victims of SA that were/are TMG fans. Like this blows but it blows differently when you’ve gone through it. I hope Tana is okay.

#I’m not trying to like allude to anything with Noel I don’t know him personally #only what he’s mentioned publicly about his own life #idk if he views himself as a victim or what the specifics of his trauma are it’s not my place or my business #but I saw he cancelled the upcoming tour and it must be dire if he did bc he said in the past that stand up is more important to him than #his other ventures #and I just :/#idk #Noel I hope you’re well my guy #I hope you’re surrounded by your support system and taking a moment to breathe #tana mongeau #noel miller #Cody Ko #TMG studios #tiny meat gang #personal #tw sa mention #tw sa #tw sa vent #tw sh

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multi-lefaiye · 18 days ago

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got called a "very pretty lady" and a "classy lady" earlier by this guy who came up to me and i am not holding it against him because he was a stranger and i'm not gonna let myself dwell on that 30 second interaction, but man i am still in a bad mood about it i will be honest

#multi makes text posts #vent cw #negative cw #not actively upset. just a little grumpy #misgendering from strangers rarely gets to me #but it's been happening a lot more lately aughhhhh #misgendering cw #i guess? idk #i feel like i got gendered correctly more by strangers before i started growing a tiny shitty lil beard #isn't that wild

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the--firevenus · 8 months ago

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What you believe for.

Bonus alt:

Venting painting, cuz it's been a while since I did one (and I need it)

#firevenus art #venus venting #original art #art #vent #painting #persona #firevenus ocs #there's religious undertones but only a tiny bit idk if I should tag that #Haven't done unprompted painting in a while lol #tw bright colors

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toddlrboy · 1 month ago

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˙𖦹 Forever boy : small in a big world.

tw : vent post.

“ \ ☁️ . `

Feeling so small, but unable to.

( not supposed to. Alone. Feeling disgusted. Feeling unwanted. Feeling isolated. Am just a lost boy here, with nowhere to go. Am just a kid, but shouldn’t be. Am just a child, stuck in a mind I cannot cope. Turning my back. )

not small enough. Not like them..

( not afraid. Having things to soothe. Things to hold and touch and play. Having nice sheets and fun toys. Having cute pacifiers and patterned sippy cups. Having things. Dressing up in onesies and cute toddler clothes. Having diaps and baby plates. Maybe they have a carer to love them, maybe their sibby, maybe their friends they share their tiny time to/with. Maybe they are all better than I ever could hope to be. Maybe they deserve more than I. )

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takeyourdailydoseofcyanide · 1 month ago

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asking for help always makes things worse

#I need to just accept that I’m never going to be given any understanding or actual help #I may never escape these worlds it seems it doesn’t matter how hard I try I can’t get anyone to listen to me #this feels traumatizing I feel entirely beaten and ground down into something small and helpless #I have no control at all I keep trying and trying and trying and trying and for what #I need somebody to just listen to me atp not being dismissed is better than nothing but everyone’s a curation anyway no real thoughts or #feelings but it doesn’t matter I don’t even care please just listen to me somebody listen to me I’m so confused do curations have some #autonomy I don’t think so maybe I don’t fucking know they said yes on the clock so perhaps yes so please just listen please pls pls pls pls #I can’t be traumatized I’m not human right but I’m having everything stripped from me every last ounce of control the shadow ppl have all #the control which is funny I’m fairly certain I’m one of them but they still can strip me of control I was bred for this #please somebody help me I keep begging like it’ll do anything can you at least help with the ppl and cameras in the vents #are ppl from the real world watching through them I believe so can anything be done something has to be done escape the impostors something #just something please just listening would help actual listening not dismissal you can think whatever you want about me but listen #maybe some have autonomy and some don’t ?#please understand that I’ve tried very hard I’ve tried very very hard suicidality and homicidality have dug their claws into me even further #I don’t know what else to do I’m at a loss and no one will listen to me at all I’ve tried asking offline I’ve tried asking online it doesn’t #matter what I do where I ask no one will listen even the ones who do somewhat say they don’t know what to do I’m suspicious do they really #not know what to do or are they lying that may be more an impostor thing but everyone and everything is suspicious to me uh uh uh just #listen and help please idk what to do it’s all in the mirrors and clocks and such but I need to find a way to enter the mirrors but I’m #scared what I’ll find who is looking back I’m scared what world I’ll end up in it may be their world I’ll be punished they said yes I’m #terrified can someone go in with me if I manage to find out how that’s pathetic but damn I don’t think I can anyway they’ve been crawling on #the ceilings today hahah doing some weird and wacky shit sometimes they’re a little funky and just there and other times I’m having a heart #attack no in between I know pleading with curations is likely going to be classified as annoying but for the love of god do you know what #else I am supposed to do ??? at the very least just listen to me please it is 02:14:46 how synchronous ! I can’t stop having what I think #are dreams about the mental hospital too haha they send me to dreamworlds sometimes trap me in them waking dreamworlds see I’ve been reduced #down into something tiny I’ve resorted to begging once again do I even want to beg am I lying to myself my words aren’t my own my thoughts #aren’t my own so is this not my own can’t ever speak none of it’s my own it feels unsafe especially to speak of anything that isn’t this #it isn’t safe it isn’t my own it’s not the focus idk idk idk should I ask to talk to someone again I wonder I want understanding for my #situation please listen to me the joints hurt aaaa #my life is a playyy is a playyy is a playyyyyy anyone like marina that song appeared in the head I wonder where that spider went it better #not be inside of the body ok ok ok anyone yes help wanted help needed 02:22:22

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savage-rhi · 4 months ago

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Fuchgenta??

#the tiny house i based my own blue print off of is for sale at 110000 across the country #if my ass weren't broke id hop on that and drive all the way over to get it #but also 110k for a tiny house on wheels is pretty outrageous especially when these things were originally marked at a cap of 65k #once upon a year now no one can afford them #i do want a home someday and I'm also finding I'm nomadic by nature #dream would be have a “home base” with land thats permanent #but as soon as winter comes i can pack up and move south or wherever is warmer for several months before returning #that would be great for minimizing fibro flares getting away from the cold #heck if remote work ends up getting me good money after i pay off a huge chunk of medical debt i wouldn't mind #being a digital nomad for a few months out of the year #go see people i like across the pond see pompeii see rome see ireland see spain see australia see japan #so many....#theres people that want to hear the pitter patter of tiny feet before they die #then theres me that wants to see all the cool ancient human things before it disappears or before i leave earth and go home #one of the few big fears i have is it wont happen in this life #but hey i didnt think i was gonna make it past 23 let alone make it to 32 #i didnt think i was ever gonna get out of my abusive household and out of my old shitty life #but im here so who knows what could happen right?#not magenta or fuchsia but some other pink variation #i just need to roll out a pink color palette and start assigning emotions to them at this point 😂#magenta is my vent word #fuchsia is my vent word for good things #idk wtf this is its a combo

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watery-melon-baller · 2 months ago

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im never quite good at dealing with people venting to me because my automatic response is to offer them a solution, and i get frustrated if they continue to vent without taking the solution, especially if it's a simple solution. i am aware that everyone has issues and that things are difficult but sometimes i see my friends and i just get so. envious and annoyed because they can just sit there and whine without even doing anything. which is a cruel thing to think because they do have legitimate issues but every time they're talking im just always thinking in the back of my head just do the fucking thing. Just do it. It doesn't Matter if X and Y are affecting you just fucking do it you have to do it you can't just sit on your ass and not do it. and i don't want to say that to my friends because it is mean and not nice and they have real legitimate issues and i completely understand where they're coming from and why they're struggling but my internal dialogue is a constant manta of "didnt ask didn't care stop being a little bitch and get over yourself and do it" because that's what i have to tell myself to get anything done

#i have a lot of emotions and thoughts and a lot of them are negative #idk. something something American ideology smthn smthn pull yourself up by your bootstraps smthn invidiualism #i get so jealous sometimes because you just get to sit around and do nothing and throw a pity party and I didn't get that #i didn't get to sit around and do nothing why do YOU #And I know that's a bad thibg to think and that both of us should have been able to rest #But oh does it make me ache #idk. I'm a problem solver. my response is usually How Can I Fix This and not Oh Its Hopeless Time To Cry #like if it is hopeless I know I tried all my options and there is nothing I can do #but with some people it feels like they throw their hands up and quit the second there's an issue and don't even try to bother solving it #and i know im also a hypocrite because sometimes I don't take the easy answers but that doesn't stop me from getting annoyed!!!!!#I get so irritated so quickly!!! Aughhhh!!!!!#I'm just tired rn #ive had multiple people have multiple problems come to me over the past few days and I don't mind helping them out at all #but sometimes it feels like they're just wallowing in their own misery and not actually doing anything #which I Know isn't True!!! But part of me still feels that way!!!#i usually don't vent about shit like this because I don't want people seeing my bad thoughts and thinking I secretly hate them #but ough. Oughhhh #tiny child me screaming that it's not FAIR because I DIDNT GET THAT. Why do YOU GET THAT WHY DIDNT I #unfortunately.#lilac post #vent #im probably gonna delete this because there's some people I talk to who I'm worried will see this and think im like.#secretly vague posting about them whicb like no

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james-fun-in-the-sunderland · 7 months ago

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does anyone else feel like everything is terrible all the time or like is that just me.

#wake up check tumblr scroll past donation posts and posts about people dying the world over. scroll twitter see posts about how the world is #warming beyond our control and we are all gonna die. scroll instagram see people be awful to others over them having a tiny bit of body fat #idk just feels like everythings getting worse all the time and the worlds gionna end #rev lore #vent delete later

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nightfuryblue19 · 1 month ago

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#this is becoming a realy bad issue ruining my life but i cant talk to anyone about it :(#even just it in the wild drives me crazy its so bad ...idk where to go about it #uggh...it really sucks. it sucks so bad. like i literally cannot do anything about it. even if i were to have someone i trust enough to #talk to about it its just so fucking...i cant tell anyone...SO im gonna be vague about it sorry x_x i know ppl get so curious #sorry im venting in the tags because i feel bad making an actual post #not like it changes anything lmao but it makes me feel better #i feel really bad venting on here but its kind of comforting. i wont do it again..or..often #i wish icould fix this. one tiny thing and it sends me into this like...spiral. it sucks. it sucks. its so embarrassing #its making my life a hell i try to avoid it as much as possible luckily its easy to avoid but when i come across it it HITS me #it hits me. like right now. i hate it. and it hits me and it makes me realize how bad it really is and it takes up my mind for hours #like seriously? out of every problem i could have why is it this lol #i wish i knew what was wrong with me.. i dont think its normal..but oh well #sorry for venting im fine ill try to not do it again or at least go in depth like this. its just. ruining my life i have to get it out-#-in some way even if its vague like this. i dont know if this makesm e feel better even #i think im pmsing lol which probably makes it a bit worse so im fine #venting on tumblr is so embarrassing but i just. no one i trust i can talk to about this. this is all i got #sorry for clogging ur dash lol #i wish i was normal -_-#thunder roars

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peachyyjellie · 4 months ago

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i feel sick

#i genuinely think there might be something wrong with me other than the autism but idk what #but my family only holds taking me to a doctor/therapist over my head as a threat and never follow through with it #which is funny since my dad was looking into therapy (he was abt to sign up for betterhelp but i shut that down lmao)#it’s even funnier bc my parents (more so my mother) actively look down on mentally ill people #i’m quote unquote above being depressed #idk beating the shit out of your kid all of her childhood might do something to her psyche???? just a though #i might delete this later i dunno yet #shut up momo #teeny tiny vent heehee

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fucknugg3t · 3 days ago

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I hate getting shy around people I look up to or care about people always think it’s crush related and it’s not and it makes me fucking angry I’ll explain what I am what I do and don’t feel and they still think there’s some kind of work around some sort of platonic crush or unlabeled crush or sexual crush or whatever the fuck else bro when I say NO CRUSHES I FUCKING MEAN IT

I’m shy because I’m stressed and nervous man

ALSO because I tend to like hug my friends and stuff like that so there’s just so many damn assumptions that get thrown around when you hug (maybe kiss depending on who) someone and then you’re shy around them and I’m just tired man it feels so fucking like violating and gross people telling you you like someone

#WHEN I GET SHY ITS BECAYSS IM NERVOUS I DONT GET CRUSHES PLEASE-#And YEA I feel like one of the types of attraction but I don’t get crushes over them and it’s so tiny and dull and very very rare and fleet #So I GUARANTEE whatever the fuck you think is happening is not it #I don’t have a crush I don’t want to date I don’t have a platonic crush or want to qpr I don’t want to fuck you #The shyness always kills that last urge #I hate how insistent I have to be about these things why can’t people just drop it and actually believe me after I say I don’t get those #Idk man there’s a major difference between thinking something’s hot and thinking SOMEONES hot yk #And even then crushes are like different then all that they’re intense and they stick around #Vent

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ghostly-slut · 11 days ago

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Am I the only one who feels like they have a tiny kid inside of them that starts crying when someone gets angry, who starts screaming when they realise that people are gonna start leaving, who gets heartbroken when it dawns on them that it’s never gonna be like what it was when you were actually a kid. Its hard to describe, it’s kinda like the inner child reacts like that, but not me, yet I also react like that. sometimes it ‘comes out’ if there’s intense emotions, or if the music hits too close to home, or when there’s a painfully nostalgic scenario.

#cringe #idk how to tag this #silly #mental health #idk atp #tiny vent #uhhh #I’m just too silly

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canonically47 · 11 months ago

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i'm so fucking serious why is this life a thing. why do jobs and taxes exist. why do i have to stay in school up to 7 hours a day surrounded by people i either hate or wonder if i'm enough for just to learn nothing and get bad grades when i try. why is my life already pre-conceived for me and i have to go to school > graduate > go to college > graduate > get a job > get a husband > start a family > have to be happy with that family that i don't even want > keep working my low-paying job that i couldn't hate more > die meaninglessly

why can't i just not go to school and not work. why can't i just appreciate that i'm alive without having to work work work work work and hate all of it. why do i have to meet so many expectations to be considered 'successful' motherfucker i'm not going to marry i'm not going to have kids i'm probably not going to have a 9-5 job because i hate the idea of allllllll of those

like all of this is made-up. do you get it? it's all made-up. WE made it up. we designed schools and jobs and the economy and whatever the fuck. and i'm literally not even 18 and worrying about graduating and having to choose a major for college and worrying about getting a job and worrying about buying a house or even just a car in this economy and in this society and in this life

why, of all universes, of all possibilities, of all lives, was i born into the one where i have to work to prove that i deserve to live?

#uhhh #what do i tag this #DO i tag this?#idk man #oh well #vent #vent post #vent kinda #thoughts #late night thoughts #feelings #also a sprinkle of #aromanticisim #aromantic #arospec #just a tiny bit

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