#idk tiny vent

[mushtoons]

shipping this canon ship that

cant people be friends? cant people have a bond that transcends romance and is so complex and meaningful that it cannot be labeled as family nor friend, it is not romantic but something more?? cant two people exist just to be friends and support the other why does it all have to boil down to sex and romance

[puppppppppy]

mascot

[sugarsweetvirgo]

Scary

[multi-lefaiye]

got called a "very pretty lady" and a "classy lady" earlier by this guy who came up to me and i am not holding it against him because he was a stranger and i'm not gonna let myself dwell on that 30 second interaction, but man i am still in a bad mood about it i will be honest

[the--firevenus]

What you believe for.

Bonus alt:

Venting painting, cuz it's been a while since I did one (and I need it)

[toddlrboy]

˙𖦹 Forever boy : small in a big world.

tw : vent post.

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Feeling so small, but unable to.

( not supposed to. Alone. Feeling disgusted. Feeling unwanted. Feeling isolated. Am just a lost boy here, with nowhere to go. Am just a kid, but shouldn’t be. Am just a child, stuck in a mind I cannot cope. Turning my back. )

not small enough. Not like them..

( not afraid. Having things to soothe. Things to hold and touch and play. Having nice sheets and fun toys. Having cute pacifiers and patterned sippy cups. Having things. Dressing up in onesies and cute toddler clothes. Having diaps and baby plates. Maybe they have a carer to love them, maybe their sibby, maybe their friends they share their tiny time to/with. Maybe they are all better than I ever could hope to be. Maybe they deserve more than I. )

[a-star-is-here]

i kinda feel insecure as traditional artist

[james-fun-in-the-sunderland]

does anyone else feel like everything is terrible all the time or like is that just me.

[spinogreen0iq]

challenge: treat your/a human child like a person

Difficulty: Impossible

[brunetterightsactivist]

2025 needs to be the year i finally am free of my ENTIRE family like i need to be alone alone. for this to become reality i would have to move but that not a reality right now and if i was to move i want a nice house nice as is not in need of any repairs idc if its "outdated" honestly i'd love to live in a house that looks like it was built in the 90s that seems so homey and cute. i don't wanna rent because at this point i'm realizing i'm a person who has a lot of stuff and idk that a tiny apartment would be able to hold me

[fucknugg3t]

I hate getting shy around people I look up to or care about people always think it’s crush related and it’s not and it makes me fucking angry I’ll explain what I am what I do and don’t feel and they still think there’s some kind of work around some sort of platonic crush or unlabeled crush or sexual crush or whatever the fuck else bro when I say NO CRUSHES I FUCKING MEAN IT

I’m shy because I’m stressed and nervous man

ALSO because I tend to like hug my friends and stuff like that so there’s just so many damn assumptions that get thrown around when you hug (maybe kiss depending on who) someone and then you’re shy around them and I’m just tired man it feels so fucking like violating and gross people telling you you like someone

[ghostly-slut]

Am I the only one who feels like they have a tiny kid inside of them that starts crying when someone gets angry, who starts screaming when they realise that people are gonna start leaving, who gets heartbroken when it dawns on them that it’s never gonna be like what it was when you were actually a kid. Its hard to describe, it’s kinda like the inner child reacts like that, but not me, yet I also react like that. sometimes it ‘comes out’ if there’s intense emotions, or if the music hits too close to home, or when there’s a painfully nostalgic scenario.

[canonically47]

i'm so fucking serious why is this life a thing. why do jobs and taxes exist. why do i have to stay in school up to 7 hours a day surrounded by people i either hate or wonder if i'm enough for just to learn nothing and get bad grades when i try. why is my life already pre-conceived for me and i have to go to school > graduate > go to college > graduate > get a job > get a husband > start a family > have to be happy with that family that i don't even want > keep working my low-paying job that i couldn't hate more > die meaninglessly

why can't i just not go to school and not work. why can't i just appreciate that i'm alive without having to work work work work work and hate all of it. why do i have to meet so many expectations to be considered 'successful' motherfucker i'm not going to marry i'm not going to have kids i'm probably not going to have a 9-5 job because i hate the idea of allllllll of those

like all of this is made-up. do you get it? it's all made-up. WE made it up. we designed schools and jobs and the economy and whatever the fuck. and i'm literally not even 18 and worrying about graduating and having to choose a major for college and worrying about getting a job and worrying about buying a house or even just a car in this economy and in this society and in this life

why, of all universes, of all possibilities, of all lives, was i born into the one where i have to work to prove that i deserve to live?

[plzu]

bitching & moaning about the holidays under the cut lol

i hate the holidays so much. i tried sooo hard not hating the holidays as an adult especially once i moved out but i do. it's awful. i hate the holidays for incredibly selfish reasons. i'm bad at time management and gift-buying/gift-giving and my favorite thing in the world is being home and relaxing. i have 3 different households to go to. 3 different families to shop for. i have to leave my own home on what is supposed to be a relaxing 2 days to see people that i should be grateful are still in my life. people that love us. but instead i feel like a miserable old bitch that keeps wishing over and over again that i lived so far away no one would have any expectations of seeing me for the holidays every year. and so i am also consumed by guilt. i have yet to figure out how to make it less anxiety-inducing. i try so hard. i try to start shopping early. i try to lie to myself about how i feel about it. i even want to suggest to my partner that we just spend it separately. he goes to his family (2 pairs of parents!! LOL!!) and i stay with mine just to reduce all that travel and stress. but i know what that looks like. i know the kind of message that'd send. :(

[seagull-scribbles]

All nighter before a deadline

[dandyshucks]

the physical exhaustion so bad that i can barely hold and move a pen/pencil VS my need to express the love i have for my guy. battle of the ages.