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mushtoons · 1 year ago

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shipping this canon ship that

cant people be friends? cant people have a bond that transcends romance and is so complex and meaningful that it cannot be labeled as family nor friend, it is not romantic but something more?? cant two people exist just to be friends and support the other why does it all have to boil down to sex and romance

#sorry seen one too many ship discussions and stuff #got upset #like okay i understand people like to ship my headmates like to cough donnie cough #but damn it gets exhausting #says the most romance repulsed alter in the system #idk tiny vent #wood wide web #bad vibe hours #system stuff

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puppyeared · 10 months ago

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mascot

#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe #i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor #but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes #like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk #i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time #it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume #i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing #and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me #its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others #plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib #i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity #my art #myart #my oc #sona #mascot #furry #??? is this furry art????#twinkle #puppysona #edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-

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sugarsweetvirgo · 5 months ago

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Scary

#ssv #smallartist #oc #yugioh au #yugiohoc #bondshipping #giant/tiny #angst #oc x canon #no plot only fear #early au #idk being told I may not ever be able to return to my normal size would mess me up too #also Kaiba just being downright terrifying in general #original characters #vent art except I can’t say vent without thinking of among us

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whoblewboobear · 4 months ago

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The way this Cody Ko situation is hitting me.. I’m gonna have so much to talk about in therapy tonight like. I’m fucking haunted by that “we good?” Text he sent to Tana cause like- the longer you live with SA trauma the more patterns your start to notice that are routine for abusers. I remember getting my own little “we good” text from the asshole that SA’d and then SH’d me for months after. Like it is textbook. They do the same shit time and time again. It’s just- it’s hard and I should tune out from it but my mind comes back to Noel too. And I hope this isn’t hitting him as hard as other victims of SA that were/are TMG fans. Like this blows but it blows differently when you’ve gone through it. I hope Tana is okay.

#I’m not trying to like allude to anything with Noel I don’t know him personally #only what he’s mentioned publicly about his own life #idk if he views himself as a victim or what the specifics of his trauma are it’s not my place or my business #but I saw he cancelled the upcoming tour and it must be dire if he did bc he said in the past that stand up is more important to him than #his other ventures #and I just :/#idk #Noel I hope you’re well my guy #I hope you’re surrounded by your support system and taking a moment to breathe #tana mongeau #noel miller #Cody Ko #TMG studios #tiny meat gang #personal #tw sa mention #tw sa #tw sa vent #tw sh

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the--firevenus · 7 months ago

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What you believe for.

Bonus alt:

Venting painting, cuz it's been a while since I did one (and I need it)

#firevenus art #venus venting #original art #art #vent #painting #persona #firevenus ocs #there's religious undertones but only a tiny bit idk if I should tag that #Haven't done unprompted painting in a while lol #tw bright colors

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toddlrboy · 6 days ago

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˙𖦹 Forever boy : small in a big world.

tw : vent post.

“ \ ☁️ . `

Feeling so small, but unable to.

( not supposed to. Alone. Feeling disgusted. Feeling unwanted. Feeling isolated. Am just a lost boy here, with nowhere to go. Am just a kid, but shouldn’t be. Am just a child, stuck in a mind I cannot cope. Turning my back. )

not small enough. Not like them..

( not afraid. Having things to soothe. Things to hold and touch and play. Having nice sheets and fun toys. Having cute pacifiers and patterned sippy cups. Having things. Dressing up in onesies and cute toddler clothes. Having diaps and baby plates. Maybe they have a carer to love them, maybe their sibby, maybe their friends they share their tiny time to/with. Maybe they are all better than I ever could hope to be. Maybe they deserve more than I. )

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wolftheghost · 11 months ago

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i miss the days when 12-15 meant tween and being able to still be a kid just a little older

not just "oh its still 2-4 years till i can get a job" or "basically a mini adult"

fuck it all, im gonna be a weirdo 2007 emo kid just like my predecessors here on tumblr would have wanted.

im gonna listen to cds and watch dvds and wear ridiculous clothes that make me feel good

wear too much eyeliner

listen to too much sad music

watch too many music videos

make cringy sparkledog fursonas

i want the childhood i deserve and godamnit im gonna have it if i have to fight tooth and nail

#main blog #idk man im having a little tiny crisis here #emo #small vent

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savage-rhi · 3 months ago

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Fuchgenta??

#the tiny house i based my own blue print off of is for sale at 110000 across the country #if my ass weren't broke id hop on that and drive all the way over to get it #but also 110k for a tiny house on wheels is pretty outrageous especially when these things were originally marked at a cap of 65k #once upon a year now no one can afford them #i do want a home someday and I'm also finding I'm nomadic by nature #dream would be have a “home base” with land thats permanent #but as soon as winter comes i can pack up and move south or wherever is warmer for several months before returning #that would be great for minimizing fibro flares getting away from the cold #heck if remote work ends up getting me good money after i pay off a huge chunk of medical debt i wouldn't mind #being a digital nomad for a few months out of the year #go see people i like across the pond see pompeii see rome see ireland see spain see australia see japan #so many....#theres people that want to hear the pitter patter of tiny feet before they die #then theres me that wants to see all the cool ancient human things before it disappears or before i leave earth and go home #one of the few big fears i have is it wont happen in this life #but hey i didnt think i was gonna make it past 23 let alone make it to 32 #i didnt think i was ever gonna get out of my abusive household and out of my old shitty life #but im here so who knows what could happen right?#not magenta or fuchsia but some other pink variation #i just need to roll out a pink color palette and start assigning emotions to them at this point 😂#magenta is my vent word #fuchsia is my vent word for good things #idk wtf this is its a combo

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watery-melon-baller · 20 days ago

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im never quite good at dealing with people venting to me because my automatic response is to offer them a solution, and i get frustrated if they continue to vent without taking the solution, especially if it's a simple solution. i am aware that everyone has issues and that things are difficult but sometimes i see my friends and i just get so. envious and annoyed because they can just sit there and whine without even doing anything. which is a cruel thing to think because they do have legitimate issues but every time they're talking im just always thinking in the back of my head just do the fucking thing. Just do it. It doesn't Matter if X and Y are affecting you just fucking do it you have to do it you can't just sit on your ass and not do it. and i don't want to say that to my friends because it is mean and not nice and they have real legitimate issues and i completely understand where they're coming from and why they're struggling but my internal dialogue is a constant manta of "didnt ask didn't care stop being a little bitch and get over yourself and do it" because that's what i have to tell myself to get anything done

#i have a lot of emotions and thoughts and a lot of them are negative #idk. something something American ideology smthn smthn pull yourself up by your bootstraps smthn invidiualism #i get so jealous sometimes because you just get to sit around and do nothing and throw a pity party and I didn't get that #i didn't get to sit around and do nothing why do YOU #And I know that's a bad thibg to think and that both of us should have been able to rest #But oh does it make me ache #idk. I'm a problem solver. my response is usually How Can I Fix This and not Oh Its Hopeless Time To Cry #like if it is hopeless I know I tried all my options and there is nothing I can do #but with some people it feels like they throw their hands up and quit the second there's an issue and don't even try to bother solving it #and i know im also a hypocrite because sometimes I don't take the easy answers but that doesn't stop me from getting annoyed!!!!!#I get so irritated so quickly!!! Aughhhh!!!!!#I'm just tired rn #ive had multiple people have multiple problems come to me over the past few days and I don't mind helping them out at all #but sometimes it feels like they're just wallowing in their own misery and not actually doing anything #which I Know isn't True!!! But part of me still feels that way!!!#i usually don't vent about shit like this because I don't want people seeing my bad thoughts and thinking I secretly hate them #but ough. Oughhhh #tiny child me screaming that it's not FAIR because I DIDNT GET THAT. Why do YOU GET THAT WHY DIDNT I #unfortunately.#lilac post #vent #im probably gonna delete this because there's some people I talk to who I'm worried will see this and think im like.#secretly vague posting about them whicb like no

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james-fun-in-the-sunderland · 6 months ago

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does anyone else feel like everything is terrible all the time or like is that just me.

#wake up check tumblr scroll past donation posts and posts about people dying the world over. scroll twitter see posts about how the world is #warming beyond our control and we are all gonna die. scroll instagram see people be awful to others over them having a tiny bit of body fat #idk just feels like everythings getting worse all the time and the worlds gionna end #rev lore #vent delete later

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peachyyjellie · 3 months ago

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i feel sick

#i genuinely think there might be something wrong with me other than the autism but idk what #but my family only holds taking me to a doctor/therapist over my head as a threat and never follow through with it #which is funny since my dad was looking into therapy (he was abt to sign up for betterhelp but i shut that down lmao)#it’s even funnier bc my parents (more so my mother) actively look down on mentally ill people #i’m quote unquote above being depressed #idk beating the shit out of your kid all of her childhood might do something to her psyche???? just a though #i might delete this later i dunno yet #shut up momo #teeny tiny vent heehee

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canonically47 · 10 months ago

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i'm so fucking serious why is this life a thing. why do jobs and taxes exist. why do i have to stay in school up to 7 hours a day surrounded by people i either hate or wonder if i'm enough for just to learn nothing and get bad grades when i try. why is my life already pre-conceived for me and i have to go to school > graduate > go to college > graduate > get a job > get a husband > start a family > have to be happy with that family that i don't even want > keep working my low-paying job that i couldn't hate more > die meaninglessly

why can't i just not go to school and not work. why can't i just appreciate that i'm alive without having to work work work work work and hate all of it. why do i have to meet so many expectations to be considered 'successful' motherfucker i'm not going to marry i'm not going to have kids i'm probably not going to have a 9-5 job because i hate the idea of allllllll of those

like all of this is made-up. do you get it? it's all made-up. WE made it up. we designed schools and jobs and the economy and whatever the fuck. and i'm literally not even 18 and worrying about graduating and having to choose a major for college and worrying about getting a job and worrying about buying a house or even just a car in this economy and in this society and in this life

why, of all universes, of all possibilities, of all lives, was i born into the one where i have to work to prove that i deserve to live?

#uhhh #what do i tag this #DO i tag this?#idk man #oh well #vent #vent post #vent kinda #thoughts #late night thoughts #feelings #also a sprinkle of #aromanticisim #aromantic #arospec #just a tiny bit

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nightfuryblue19 · 3 days ago

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aaaaaa