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cleo-serotonin · 6 months

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i just want school to be over already. im so burnt out from everything. i worked full time over spring break and have a speech due the first day back and i couldnt even enjoy the break bc ive just been stressed about it the whole time. then 2 papers due next month and finals coming up. juggling school, work, and family/friends feels impossible. like, you just cant give 100% to all while still giving 100% to yourself and it takes its toll after awhile.

#second semester senioritis is no joke </3 #i already have all the credits i need to graduate but my speech class is the one important one #like im taking it now so i wont have to take it in Real College #and missing a speech would = failing #and i already got a 75 on one of them which still pisses me off #bc i didnt realize that the video didnt attach bc my father almost DIED and was in the hospital so i wasnt checking canvas for a few days #the only reason she even took it was bc youtube had the timestamp of when it was posted #still took late points off but whatever #anyways sorry to get so real and personal on the silly little mermaid blog but i just need to get it out and im also procrastinating writin #this speech lol #and i think i lowkey have a phone addiction??#soo #i really need to get my shit together #but theres no time!!!#god and im so tired all the time bc i get home late for working then wake up early for school :(#im like a sim whose fun meter is red #cleo-serotonin lore #vent #i just have 0 motivation #anxiety fuels me #oh and this burnt out feeling is really concerning me for when i get to Real College #bc if im already feeling this way now;; how am i gonna feel when the classes are even harder and i have to take more of them?#if i had a passion or even knew what i wanted to study it wouldnt be an issue #but alas #mermaid isnt a major

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multifandomfanfic · 2 months

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In which Jenson and Y/N start dating during the 2024 season, and fans quickly catch on.

A/N: Enjoy everyone! Had fun making this! Also, I realize Jenson Button currently works for Williams, but apparently more people (by a little) associate him with McLaren... that doesn't really mean anything in this context but it made me make the reader work for McLaren. ANYWAYS. Ignore the time skipping. And I also didn't want to jinx anything for this season, so this doesn't go past Silverstone. Enjoy!

f1

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f1: Y/N Y/L/N is confirmed to leave Red Bull Racing at the end of the 2023 season.

The world-renowned engineer and test driver has been with Red Bull for seven seasons, being promoted to the Technical Director role for the 2021 season. Under her control, the team won three constructors and driver's championships.

redbullracing: Thank you for your many years of service, Y/N--we'll miss you!

yourusername: ❤️💛💙

susie_wolff: Off to bigger and better things! We're so proud of you!

landonorris: can you tell us all your secrets now?

yourusername: nice try but no <3 landonorris: ugh maybe zac can convince you yourusername: 🤫

user727: uh. what?

fanaccount01: what is going on? there were no rumors no nothing!

user668: People nowadays have no loyalty. Y/N spent seven years at Red Bull and now she feels as if she can leave? Where is the loyalty? What happened to sticking with your first job/team until you retire?Red Bull has done everything to prop her up--she can't just leave out of nowhere.

fanaccount02: why shouldn't she leave if she wants to? user154: it's red bull we've all seen how they've treated their drivers, whose to say they don't treat their engineers the same way?

f1

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f1: Y/N Y/L/N is confirmed to join McLaren and assume their Technical Director role at the start of the 2024 season.

The MIT- and Zurich-educated engineer has worked in F1 since 2016. She is the first female Technical Director and the youngest one in Formula One's history.

landonorris: can you tell us your secrets now?

yourusername: now that i'm contractually obligated to? sure 🥰 landonorris: nobody likes a smartass y/n yourusername: @oscarpiastri does oscarpiastri: i do

maxverstappen1: please come back 🙏

user837: omg max 😭😭

mclaren: 🧡🧡🧡

yourusername: excited to be a part of team papaya!

jensonbutton: I'm so happy you decided to join McLaren--you will not regret it!

yourusername: I trust you! 💕 fanaccount03: uhhhh jenson don't you work for williams user938: not to read into this too much but the two hearts emoji y/n? 🤔

fanaccount04: we love seeing a queen in action

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mclaren: HUGE POINTS HAUL! 👊 A great drive from Lando and Oscar to deliver Down Under! 🤩 Look's like Y/N's skills have made quite the difference! 💡

zbrownceo: Best decision I ever made was hiring you, Y/N!

oscarpiastri: don't you have a wife and son mate zbrownceo: Would you like your contract to be renewed, Oscar? comment liked by yourusername

charli_xcx: leave some genius for the rest of us y/n jesus

yourusername: sorry i won't try as hard next time mclaren: no y/n please keep trying 🙏

landonorris: So lucky to have you, Y/N!

jensonbutton: Amazing job, team!

fanaccount05: So we agree we're all voting Y/N as driver of the day next time?

user710: yes fanaccount06: yes oscarpiastri: yes

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yourusername: ɐᴉʅɐɹʇsnɐ ƃuᴉɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ ɹoⅎ sʞuɐɥʇ ✌️

maxverstappen1: Have you always been such an amazing photographer?

yourusername: flattery will not bring me back to red bull max 🥰 maxverstappen1: Please? yourusername: no 🫶

danielricciardo: i thought you said you needed a tourguide..?

yourusername: i had @valtteribottas do it. using the grid's resident australian was easier than hiring one. danielricciardo: he's not even really austrialian mate?? yourusername: harsh valterribottas: way harsh

jensonbutton: Those kangaroos really loved you

yourusername: me or the food i had in my pocket? jensonbutton: Both?

fanaccount07: Marry me, Y/N? 🥺💍

yourusername: give me a couple months and i'll get back to you on that fanaccount07: excuse me huh???

user819: please more bts pics of lando and oscar pleaseee 🙏

yourusername: i'll try my best 🫡

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yourusername: goodbye lando no-wins 👋🧡

landonorris: couldn't have done it without you!

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landonorris: what's my nickname now?

yourusername: lando one-win landonorris: could we do something with a little more creativity? yourusername: lando no-rizz? landonorris: i like the first one better

mclaren: We could not have done it without you, Y/N! 💪🏆

yourusername: It's an honor to work with you guys this season! I'm so proud of the team.

jensonbutton: Have I told you you're the best technical director in F1 yet today?

yourusername: no 🥰 comment liked by jensonbutton yourusername: this is how you do flattery right, @maxverstappen1. take notes maxverstappen1: 😑 fanaccount08: omg stop you guys are too obvious

user293: she is so unserious i love it

fanaccount09: hello again jenson we see you

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yourusername: whoopsies

landonorris: "whoopsies"?? y/n, it's not like it was ever a well-kept secret

yourusername: ok lando no-rizz landonorris: ...i want a new technical director yourusername: @zakbrownceo landonorris: NO PLEASE

lilymhe: you guys are too cute

yourusername: awww thank you lily! 🫶

jensonbutton: I love you ❤️

yourusername: love you too <3

fanaccount10: all the signs pointed to it and yet i was still in denial 😭

user474: they're literally perfect for each other what?

fanaccount11: ACTUALLY they're my new favorite f1 couple fr user987: please please please last 🙏

fanaccount12: jenson and y/n adopt me challenge

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houseswife · 9 months

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listen. this may sound like a reach but I don’t think house’s eagerness to go to the lesbian bar with thirteen was fetishistic glee. because like. okay. straight men love lesbians. but it’s only ever in a “conventionally attractive porn stars making out”, “I’ll pay these 2 strippers to kiss” sort of way, not exactly in the sense that they like to surround themselves with regular, real life sapphics. in fact, most hetero men despise the lesbians they meet in real life because they see them as either unattainable or unappealing disappointments to their fantasies. now, listen. house isn’t stupid, it’s not like he thought thirteen was gonna let him in on some hot girl-on-girl voyeuristic action, and he certainly knew he wasn’t about to get laid himself at a bar of ALL WLW. he’s an overconfident perv, sure, but not the kind who thinks he can ‘convert’ a gay gal, nor would he even desire to. the damn patient of the week is a guy who tried to ECT himself straight, which house obviously doesn’t believe is reasonable (this episode also gave us the shot where both house & thirteen are shown making a face in response to “I’m as straight as any of you!”)

with all of this laid out, you kinda have to assume that he was excited about the bar for another reason. dare I say it was simply… the joy of existing in a queer space as a queer person?

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vodid · 2 months

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zero's pressure

#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything #and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure #i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution #because of yourself #i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time #what CAN i do?#vent #just some adhd things #and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management #sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig #i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me #anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought

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redkehlchen · 10 months

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Some 2003 season 2 doodles! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#I feel like Im hitting an artblock.. 0 motivation to draw new stuff or continue the animatic... so have these silly doodles!#tmnt 2003 #leonardo tmnt #raphael tmnt #donatello tmnt #michelangelo tmnt #red does art #tmnt #usagi #Can't believe Donnie just asked Usagi about a vulcan mind meld.#They show Usagi how the TV and VHS tapes work. He says “Fascinating.” Everyone is loosing their mind.#Also Enterprise was still running in 2003... Mikey is singing Faith of the Heart every time it airs.#The 03 turtles just have Star Trek #2012 has Space Heroes and Rise Jupiter Jim #For some weird reason in the Mutant Mayhem universe there are only the AOS movies but there are like 231241 of them #Thanks for coming to my turtle star trek ted talk

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hecatesbroom · 4 months

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something something both mina and lucy describe their love for each other before and during the time they spend talking about the men they love. lucy frames her exclamations of how much she loves arthur between a description of her love & longing for mina. mina begins her letter by telling lucy (in a very poetic way for an otherwise relatively pragmatic person) how she longs to be with her & talk freely, before she moves on to her plans for the future with jonathan

#i have 0 motivation to be coherent about my thoughts today but!! they're so!!#(i can and will ship mina with both lucy and jonathan)#dracula daily #dracula #mina harker #lucy westenra #that's not to say neither of them love their men by the way #i'm sure mina is smitten with jonathan!!#but you can clearly see just how important the relationship she has with lucy is to her too #& the same goes for lucy #going 'i love arthur but also i wish we could be undressing by the fire as i tell you this'#like???

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ace-lost-in-motherfucking-art · 18 hours

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love these silly little guys

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dawns-beauty · 4 months

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A few more updates!

Khajiit Has Wears now supports Skypatcher and has had the installation simplified (hopefully avoiding a lot of the problems that came from using plugin replacers)

Khajiiti Apex Armory - awg's tweaks now actually edits the armor in a way that uses my cubemap edits

#skyrim #skyrim mods #khajiit has wears #my tamriel now #i worked my tail off re-writing all the khw distribution codes... twice.#probably for nothing. BUT hopefully i never have to mess with it again #because i don't even use it in my own game and just have 0 motivation to work on it any more #still pretty happy with the apex tweaks tho

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wayfinderships · 3 days

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Good afternoon gamers!!! I miss F.inal F.antasy. I miss it a lot-

#pan rambles #I haven't played some in a hot minute and I'm crumbling-afibsfjsndi #I miss it a lot...#So much I've been struggling to get the motivation to continue Y.akuza 0-afisbkfsn #Not that I even have the time to play bc of assignments #But still #I miss it!!!#Maybe I'll try to play some Octopath in ky free time #I just missed my turned based battles #It's also why I think I'll prefer I.chiban's games over Kiryu (Minus the crush)#I love hitting things by pressing random buttons!! It Can be real satisfying! But Gameplay Wise. Kiryu isn't my favorite to play as-#It's not as fun for me compared to other games-ajfnsjdsn #Which is a shame bc story wise? I'm enjoying it!#It's just gameplay that kinda isn't my favorite sometimes #Anyways back to assignments! I'll work real hard so I can find the time to play Octopath!#I'll always prefer anime men over realistic looking men (The aro kicks in harder sometimes when they look realistic)

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flowey-apologist · 4 months

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Kaze again

School is finally over so maybe I can post more often. Or atleast pump out better quality drawings🤒

#art #jujutsu kaisen #oc #jjk oc #I don't draw Kaze enough..#Sigh I just lack motivation but hopefully I can get it back soon #Also I am super sick (how fucking ironic that I wake up on the FIRST DAY OF PRIDE MONTH. SICK🤑🤑) so that also plays a part😭😭#I wanna draw Kaze more often with the other disaster curses..... but I have 0 ideas and it somewhat embarrasses me #Closest thing you'll get to that is him carrying everyone for now #You guys can... also ask questions abt him... it helps me flesh him out more....

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fishyartist · 9 months

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Danny phantom episode “Girls night out” deserves more hate. Like it’s the worst of season 3’s shift into more generic superhero cartoon plot lines imo, it’s gender politics are noxious. Something about the art is especially not working for me. ember and spectra should be trying to maul each other.

#danny phantom #also I’m sure u could make a jazz sam Maddie episode work with a real idea #and not just ‘they’re women and we’re making a Women episode’#but I Don’t currently so I’m just kinda ignoring its existence #I have way more ideas for either sam not being there (so just jazz+Maddie) or Maddie being replaced with Valerie (so sam jazz and Valerie)#also the whole ‘we hate men just because our boyfriends suck ass’ thing is SO lame as a motivation #like u can smell the stench of cisallo men w/ 0 self reflection writing this shit man it REEKS #canon Johnny and Kitty need to break up (and also stay away from high schools but that’s two other epidodes-)#also ember+skulker squicks me the hell out #it’s not canon but skulker reads as like in his 40s to me and embers like in her late late teens/early 20s #OH AND ANOTHER THING #spectra’s ‘’i make men stop existing by blowing a kiss at them’’ power has NO connection to her manipulation+energy sapping it’s so lame

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sims2veronaville · 1 month

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😐 making these guys friends is a chore and a half

#they were doing so well </3 I mean... kind of well </3 I almost had Tybalt at 0 </3 #And then idek what happened but after the million popups you get when sims come back from their finals cleared #I panned over to check on everyone's motives and romeo was crying in the middle of the street 😐#Tybalt is so fucking funny. how can you be a popularity sim and THIS much of an asshole #It's not just Romeo it's impossible to make this guy any friends if you leave him to his own devices #I think his only friends rn are his grandpa. which hardly counts #his sisters. and maybe not even Juliette lol I would have to double check #his cousin Desdemona. Puck.#Max Flexor. & Ellen Frost.#So he has a total of 4 friends outside his immediate family. and one is his 13 y/o cousin & one is his sister's boyfriend

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suddencolds · 2 months

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#very random (not snz) haha but #does anyone else feel like their social battery fluctuates like. 0 to 100 with no middle ground or is this perhaps something wrong with me #i will go for weeks without having the social energy to talk to people i love and treasure 😭#maybe it's a lack of dopamine in general idk... would not be thrilled to add another mental illness to the list #but then i'll have a night where i am super talkative and happily reply to half the people i've been talking to #or times when i send off all my responses and sit at my laptop like when are my friends going to reply 🙂 i can't wait to talk to them 🙂#i apologize if you have personally been on the receiving end of my extreme inconsistency 😭#i have been thinking about it recently and i think that's in part the reason why i also gravitate towards long form conversations;#it feels mentally easier for me to deliver a meaningful response once in a blue moon than like sustain that level of #conversational depth on a more consistent basis? because i am inconsistent #but sometimes in the long wait between responses (which i have arguably played a large role in establishing) i feel unexpectedly social and #then feel strangely lonely 😭 (🤡)... truly i feel like i am lowkey a badly adjusted adult #this is not a catastrophizing post (though i did catastrophize slightly more over it in past weeks); just passive musings atp #i go through similar flows with artistic motivation but the highs and lows are not synced with my social energy at all #i think i am someone who likes to analyze my habits just as a whole because i really enjoy optimizing for things 😭 so this tendency in #particular really perplexes me #delete later perhaps because i know this is truly a yap post. (i apologize)#i met with a friend earlier irl and this might be the remnants of the social energy from seeing her or it might be a function of #the drink i had (strawberry matcha 🥰) if you have read this far i apologize personally

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pinkmoondoll9shihtzu · 22 days

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One positive thing about this august is that i started taking daily guitar practice seriously again. for most of 2024 i hardly played at all for a variety of reasons but something about the type of despair i experienced this month got me to pick it up again. the nightly ritual rly helps me wind down and free my mind and stuff..

#i know weed and guitar kind of go hand in hand but for me i think quitting weed rly helped open up space in routine for it #cus now i have more motivation + concentration powers #when i was still smoking i wld just conpletely zone out from 8pm onwards #Which is fine dont get me wrong i still love zoning out #but now i can zone out in a way that is multi-tasking 0:)

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mlm-blues · 3 months

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fuck im remembering how much i love learning languages. theres a reason this is my longest special interest

#i just have 0 motivation to like. do anything. thank you depression #isaac.txt

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sysig · 21 days

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Editing takes forever and it's lonely and boring to do it for too long by myself, I'm gonna stream a session at some point

#I would say /j but would I mean it? I don't think so #Y'all have seen some of the before-and-afters but the actual process takes so looooonnngggg agghhhh #I try to drop in 16 images at a time and count each of those sets as their own batch #Just to give myself a bit of a break and not lump a whole day of editing into ''Did One (1) thing''#No I did Many things thank you - important for brain health and recognizing scope and all that #But even with it broken up that much I still struggle keeping on track - even taking it easy #I do genuinely think a lot of it is the FOMO/guilt of being asocial/genuine social motive decay lol #I dunno if I'd be able to swing it this year but it'd be kind neat to stream some of the Requestobers at some point too :0 #I really need to transfer some files over so I can keep up with video editing hwegh #Things all over! Always!#But I feel like I'm starting to climb back on at least haha #Getting there! Slowly - always - but progress is progress

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