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hi im back
#theyre calling me the next stan lee on account of my putting way the fuck too much dialogue in my comics#(working on isat comic stuff i scripted between artfight revenges. might take a while though theyre a bit. big.)#mostly loop . as per usual. weird mix of just very heavyhandedly exploring some concepts and making slightly too dark ''jokes''#but im nearly done w my current AF revenges. ill do more if prompted but i dont have the energy to attack proactively i think lol#isat loop#isat siffrin#doodlebyte#isat#isat fanart#anyway transfem-but-hates-change loop funniest headcanon for real. they hate it soooo muchhhhhh. and yet they must persist#sifloop#sure ill tag it as sifloop also i love tagspamming. wheeeee!
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HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!
So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!
ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.
I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!
I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!
#update#just rambling#my art#dont wanna really add this to the welcome home tags?#feels inappropriate? even with the doodle but the post itself is just to let anyone wondering about me know I'm alright#anyway#I probably shouldn't have pushed through drawing this but I mostly drew it for my own comfort if anything#and felt fitting to use for an update post#art looks so sloppy lol but thats okay....#Repeating that I am very much okay though! But I'm def needing some time. For my mind's sake. Too much noise around me gets overwhelming#so energy is low and I am taking my time#dandy leon#I dont mind adding my oc tag lmao#tw stitches
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For my birthday... read my webcomic! It's literally free! (Unless you want books. Those are not free)
It's beautiful, it's gentle, it's funny, they're canonically t4t and gay... And it's about time traveling vampires solving supernatural mysteries!
I've spent thousands of hours writing and drawing it, and it's really good! I'm not biased!
It's on hiatus right now and coming back in 2 months, so it's the perfect time to get caught up
#i felt weird putting this in there so I didnt but I've also received recognition for excellence in writing#and was nominated as a fan favorite on webtoon canvas...#so like not only do i work super hard but its just really good!#im not ashamed of claiming that i think my work is well done. if i didn't think i was doing a good job why would i do it#buuuut. something about being like please read my comic im literally so good at comics feels weird to me#even though i think that. in my brain#i dont want to imply that there is some objective or tangible goodness to my work simply for receiving some accolades#its nothing other than some accolades. whether or not someone likes it is up to them#so i guess to me it just feels superfluous#but genuinely I love my comics...#i re read them all the time. and i enjoy them!#theres things i would change and probably will change when i go to print#but i did what I could with the time and energy I had#and when it comes back... oh boy.#my friends have agreed its the best stuff ive ever written. it's literally so good...#im so excited to share.#still not fully ready to officially commit to the return date#but i am gunning for it!#webcomics#webtoon#time and time again#its my birthday!#idk wtf to tag this as. im 27 now...#read my comic#LOL
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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lots of misc sketches of varying quality 4 you
#dont really feel like tagging these um.#ethubs#smalletho#cledubs#jizzie#trafficshipping#the one w etho and bdubs where theyre wearing like. studded jackets was a concept/attempt at tuff guys designs#but. My only idea was. theyre ripoff bad boys. because that was my first thought when i first heard their name#didnt really feel very creative with that one asdfjgh. and i couldnt get tango to look right so i just scrapped it lol#my energy is so so low lately i need to like. See if it’s an actual health problem by now because its not good :’)#i have Responsibilities. Things to do. But no. All i have energy for is playing bad sudoku on my phone#anyway just posting these because. I can. And well. Thats lovely isnt it#sphynx sketches
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i just think that somsnosa
#my tags were destroyed in a draft i made before? weird#in them i mentioned that i finally saw the absent moon livestream and that i was afraid to wake up my neighbours with my silent scream#slash singing LOL i dont have the energy to copy tags from memory so now you get a recap#hylics#somsnosa
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me when i want to accept writing commissions vs the depression thats been eating me inside and out
#i like#offered comms once#but now i have venmo and i know how to use it#but like#if i opened them back up i just#i dont know if id even have the motivation to write anyway#not to just traumadump in the tags lol but everythings felt so difficult lately#i feel so empty and not real#every day i struggle with the intense urge to just delete everything ive ever written#every account i own#and just disappear forever#and like. im not good at making connections with people?#so even though ive spiraled into another pit of isolation ive had one person check on me and it was my bf who i talk to every day anyway#and honestly i think the reason im typing this here even though its very tmi is because like#i just need to get stuff out? because maybe getting stuff out will like#help#but i dont know if it will#i started going back to therapy but i dont even know if thatll help#writing is hard#getting up in the morning is hard#breathing is hard#everything just feels so hard and i feel like i have no energy to do anything ever#and its felt like that for months and months but its getting worse as time goes on#anyway uh#im trying not to take my hiatus until february#but i havent been able to write anything in like two weeks#so maybe i wont be able to keep to my super awesome posting schedule and will instead go back to posting things sporadically as i finishthe#which wasnt often nor paced#and typically the thing that keeps me writing is praise (which is unhealthy ik) but uh. ive not been getting a lot of that so its just like#i dont know. sorry
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i think my biggest problem in time management is that i totally overestimate how much energy i have
#so for example ill be like Oh ill play one game. and sometimes i do play more than one lol#but a lot of the time i get to the end of that game and... im too tired to do anything dhbdjdj????#i dont know if its mental or physical but. theres a problem lmao#hmmm i guess if i try to switch it around. but hmmm.#i want to say 'maybe its just about motivation i bet if u switched the tasks around u would#have enough energy left to play a game' but that doesnt necessarily say anything about motivation#it might just mean eg 1 hour drawing takes less energy#also really fucking annoying how autocorrect doesnt want to work in tags
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to love someone is to heal someone
#~ art#💚 memoryshipping#ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode#anyways ... this is a little personal to me#especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now#today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even#i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore#its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later#and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing#i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness#my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately#i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again#but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass#rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me#who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd#ahh anyway
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continuing my da2 replay after veilguard and the thing is. right. dragon age has never been “good” it has always been kinda shitty with bad writing. but the characters and roleplaying opportunities really gave the player a lot to work with, and ultimately made the games enjoyable. and veilguard has the same weaknesses as every other game as well as the same potential to be salvaged by successful character writing…. but then it fucks it. it lacks any substance, it lacks both the character interactions and roleplay that would typically make the flaws more tolerable and the setting has been completely scrubbed and sanitized into something boring and generic. and even then it still manages to be the final horrible culmination of all of the racist writing and worldbuilding that the creators have refused to address or course-correct, despite years of criticism and feedback— it makes it harder to excuse this shit in 2024.
but dragon age 2 also has a lot of rough spots, it has the infamous tranquil solution which makes me recoil every time it’s mentioned, you can ask fenris why he didn’t “just leave” danarius sooner (there’s a lot of bad dialogue in this vein with all of the companions tbh) the game even has its own version of harding with aveline and sebastian if you recruit him (though imo they are still more Interesting than harding lol) both characters who uphold and perpetuate harmful ideas in game & in real life that are presented as the Good companions, versus everyone else in the game who is violently punished for their “radical” ideas… like these are the exact same problems i have with veilguard right now. but somehow dragon age 2 feels more successful to me… and i do think it’s entirely because of the roleplayability with hawke and the friendship/rivalry system, plus the variations with carver & bethany, as well as a lot more time spent actually cultivating relationships with a compelling cast of characters. and of course none of these characters are perfect, fenris and anders specifically suffer from the classic dragon age “both sidesisms” which makes them the scapegoats at times just to show how “bad” their ideas are and that they’re just as “bad” as their oppressors (lol) but idk i do like that the characters are all messy and that they actually have their own opinions, even if they are annoying. something about it all just feels so much more genuine than veilguard…. maybe it’s just my own nostalgia lol. i mean, i still like both games, i’m literally playing both right now, but i find something about da2 more compelling overall despite the similar flaws in both.
#if the veilguard companions were actually allowed to be the fully realized characters they were at some point….#but it’s very obvious a lot of them had content cut and were just watered down in general#and bellara davrin and taash all suffer from the writer’s racism#and the dalish companions specifically are sidelined in their own stories. i assume bc they just didnt know what to do with them#after a certain point with the rewrites. and also. again. racism#datv critical#da posting#do i need to tag da2 critical i think we all know that game is bad lol#also anders as a character has a lot of problems that i dont have the energy to get into right now but just know.#i do think he’s annoying<3 lmao#him and solas both have similar problems. To Me
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me and my friends couldnt go to the bravern cafe back in march, so we coped by making our own cafe merch
#leon-art#bang brave bang bravern#i refuse to tag all of them i dont have the energy for that#this is just gonna be me rambling at the bottom btw about the cafe#sooo for the cafe we also made food from the menu and we decided on the curry and pancakes#and then we made the cupiridas drink and isami goop drink lol#we were fighting for our lives tho cuz we basically made everything from scratch i had to spend like 30 mins trying to make black ice cream#and then for the merch my friend made isami lulu and smith stickers and a bravern postcard#also she made them into big posters too lol#and then i made designs for all of teh deathdrives and bravern to make into coasters for all of us#i still have yet to make them tho cuz college and work has been kicking my ass
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how i like to think tango works hehe
#tangotek#artnios#i am so tired</33 i want to clean it up better but like hell am i gonna lol . is messy but is also .checks notes Around 37 layers and dont#have that kinda energy </33 am v clearly unfamiliar w animating as its . all over the place . but thats probably ok lol Ok Thats All uhhhh#hermitcraft#i cant think of any other tags i would Want to tack on so . ya .
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@messrsrobyn
Your tiktoks give me life
Be my friend
Adopt me pls😭😭😭
#now that ive humiliated myself i'll go make some tea#this is what happens when im bored#i just needed to say something#I've also got a banging headache lol#i feel like a creep#my tiktok is#what.does.t.moo.cow.say#i made it years ago and i dont have it in me to change the name😭😭#i think the name is like ♡🇵🇸#i should stop talking#im running on so little sleep#ill regret this rant in an hour#why did i tag him idk#i have no energy#i feel like a caveman cuz i dont have the willpower for intelligent thought rn so my head just goes 'sad' 'happy' 'ow' and that basically it#alos this whole post is weird and ive just given myself such embarrassment i shouldnt be allowed on this earth i have done humankind wrong
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@dromaeo-sauridae The A in AJ Stands for Austroraptor :)
#rambles#my art#my oc#austroraptor#austroraptor oc#THIS WAS SO FUN TO DRAW#I DONT THINK THEIR SNOOT IS LONG ENOUGH BUT ILL CHANGE THAT IN TH FUTURE LOL#Thank you Wilbur for prompting this lmao (Now hand over the Utahraptor sona *Gun*)#aj catzgam3rz#catzgam3rz#<- character tag i guess lol#the tail are the colours I usually use in the sweater for my sona!#red tailed hawks and great blue herons are just some of my fav birds lol#plus Great blue herons have HUGE Dinosaur energy have yall heard these guys?? Theyre amazing
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doodles be upon ye
#art trashpost#i dont know which of these ive posted yet and which of these i havent#so if im repeating doodles OH WELL#today's episode features epic hit singles such as#“i don't think this is what i was supposed to gather from that cutscene”#“i am once again blatantly missing the point”#“i never once focused on cindered shadows for the intended reasons”#“this is not canon OR accurate. help.”#and other marvels of the disasters i craft at 12 am running only on my poor memory headcanons and hyperfixation energy#theres also some MUCH MUCH MUCH older doodles in there#including CASPAR BAWLING HIS EYES OUT FOR NO REASON IN MY CRISPY OLD ARTSTYLE THAT LOOKS BAD YAYYYYY#i've been thinking about finally posting it for months now. its awful but what the hell. someone will laugh or soemthing idk#one of these days my handwriting will be legible. it is not this day#uuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh hmmmmm yes tagging characters now#caspar von bergliez#linhardt von hevring#ashe ubert#ashe duran#i've seen him tagged as both??? not sure??? where that comes from?? i suppose its a spoiler ill just have to find out abt lol#raphael kirsten#ignatz victor#not gonna tag the others lol thereare too manuy#fe:3h#fe3h spoilers#maybe im not sure better safe than sorry AaAAAAA
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i feel like i type so much more than is reasonable when i do talk to people but i also don't get to socialize a ton so i just have soooo many words in me and if i'm like, tired or short on time, it is so much harder to restrain to the already-pushing-it point i can sometimes manage ;-;
#txt#i am used to posting long things that are essentially a conversation with myself because i either don't#want to bother others with certain topics or i just am used to anything i have to say really being... worth saying...#so i will sometimes go back and add more tags because i'm still thinking about it after the fact and the gap in time where someone#would have said something to prompt further thought is just. me continuing it with myself. bc i'm still thinking about it.#and then that translates into how i talk to other people where i sometimes feel like i either have too much to say without only#keeping what's of utmost relevant importance#(which is also due to me knowing if i don't say it Right Now Immediately i will forget if it does become relevant again)#so i am expecting people to read too much#and/or i then am not... listening to people? or i come off like im not listening to people?#even though i rly do try to be attentive i just forget sometimes to leave space for other people to talk because i am#used to only talking to myself so much lmaoo so i think i come off like i only want to Talk At people due to how Much i share#and sometimes i probably am not as attentive in convos as i would like to be but i try to be! i just dont know if the balance is there#but i also don't rly know how to be more concise bc of that mix of not wanting to forget and also not wanting to be misunderstood#and being so excited to get contribute etc#anyway there are also a lot of social things i HAVE been neglecting by accident i am so sorry if youve sent me an ask etc#and you've gotten silence i am getting to things slowly ;-;#i just mean moreover in active conversations the way that i act is like. i always worry i am doing something wrong all the time forever#and maybe i would worry less if i could put more of my thought dump energy into observing others more attentively#to get a better read on things lol#me coming back to this post as an example bc i had another thought:#i also type rly fast and my brain goes rly fast so while i do clean up what i say typically#others might find it more convenient to be more concise due to typing slower#whereas i don't think before i type i just type as i think one to one#i lose thoughts otherwise but Thinking Before I Speak is a lost art to me rip#but then if i am talking to people irl or on voice i am so much more reserved. i ramble a lot!!#but it's easier for me to fall back
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