#i dont have money this year otherwise...........

[seefasters]

hes so real for this

[icewindandboringhorror]

If you became super rich and could design your own house, but could only add THREE unnecessary/random/expensive home additions (like how people will have bowling alleys, movie theatres, closets with museums of shoes, car display rooms, spa rooms, wine cellars, etc. in their mansions) - what three would you choose?

[bunnihearted]

umm

[snaxle]

im just sick of feeling guilty for spending money 😭😭 ..

[dandyshucks]

trying to figure out how long i should wait until i just take the dive and go find a locket (perhaps... a beetle locket even,,,) online and cough up the $20+ CAD flat-rate shipping price,,,

i just want a little locket to wear ,,, have a guz picture in it like a sappy fool,,,, BOY HOWDY DO I FEEL SILLY FOR IT THOUGH DHDKDL

[izzy-b-hands]

finally convinced myself to apply for the Folx fund help since otherwise im just. not making enough to cover regular doc visits and T rn.

(more venting abt this stuff below the cut feel free to skip)

And as of tonight im out of the vial my housemate generously offered since ae is changing up T methods rn anyway (tho i did try to get out any leftover T from previous syringes in my sharps box into the current vial, in an attempt to save any i could, but it didn't work as well as i wanted it to unfortunately)

I don't want to detransition. I'm genuinely terrified of it bc even just my period returning these last months has sent me spiraling each time. I'm the happiest I've ever been since transitioning (despite any additional Life Horrors occurring alongside it) and i just. I don't want to go back. but I'm not going to rely on my friends and family to bankroll this too while i try and get back on my feet

im nervous to have applied and tbh don't anticipate getting it simply bc goodness knows there's a fuck ton of us in need of help like this, and im just one of many. but holy fucking shit a year of paid for care would make a huge difference. one less expense to weigh on me for at least a little bit, enough time to hopefully get into a better more consistently paying job so i could just afford the usual Folx membership as I would like to rn if it wasn't $89/mo (and even switch back to gel to have a break from the injections for a bit, but that's an extra $50, so nearly $150 for that which rn is Ouch and just not possible to give out monthly which makes me feel so pathetic and shit but i just. Don't have it at a consistent rate rn with the polling center job fuckery and my anxiety with the job)

I don't want to be taking help from someone who needs it more, but if they can spare a spot for me i would be in their debt for the rest of my life and beyond grateful

[jentlemahae]

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[imagineagreatadventure]

not being in america the last week and a half has been a great boon to my mental health

[fabulouslygaybean]

im terrified to turn 18 next year but also i basically just confirmed with one of my best friends that we're gonna find an apartment together and be roommates so suddenly the future doesn't seem too horrible

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

just at a fucking stalemate in my life right now ugh

[frogseasons]

i think something that parents/older people dont really understand about tattoos is that beyond being fun and cool, they make you love your body just a bit more. instead of looking at portions of my body and hating them like i did as a teen, i recognize the art on myself first and foremost. how could i hate my thighs when i have a tatt of my cat on one and a dope princess mononoke tatt on the other? how can i hate my arms when my favorite tattoo rests there, perfectly contoured to my body? my fingers when the dots by my nails make me feel pretty? when an important object from my favorite childhood show draws a line down my chest, and i can focus a bit more on that than the dysphoria that pops up half the time? when the back of my ankle holds a family memory and my knee is a testament to my own artistic ability? when i hate my body i can take a step back and think: that art is beautiful and it found a home on me, and i’m so lucky to be the body that carries it.

[galaxythedragonshifter]

I'm slowly realizing that browser pet games just aren't for me-

[artisanalpeanutbutter]

Not gonna lie

I dont think I'll ever forgive my parents for how poorly they mishandled our dog's health. I constantly felt as though it was my fault even though I quite literally couldn't do any more than i did. I still feel as though it was my fault. He deserved so much fucking better. I love him, and he had to endure such horrible skin problems because my parents refused to take him to a better vet because they were convinced the one they went to was fine. Even though I protested them for YEARS. I tried so fucking hard to get them to see what was going on but they just let it get worse and worse. They would never listen. And I couldn't take him somewhere on my own because I was a kid with no money. My sibling was too busy to notice. And my mom couldn't accept that it was her fault, and that she could've done better. I think she knows now but is still denying it to herself. My dad, quite frankly, didn't care.

[50sfem]

Mother's day has to be one of my least favorite holidays

[235uranium]

genuinely baffled by how many people have cracked phone screens. what the fuck are you doing. i threw-dropped a samsung foldable across concrete and the only issue was scratching the case.

[off-center-milk]

yk how there's compression socks for knees and ankle and etc. Are there like sleeves or smth for shoulders bcs if my shoulder crunches or pops again I'm gonna Cry