#but it was all just rly standard dragonfly and butterfly charms and earrings and whatnot fjdksl those are not Special or Interesting... | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dandyshucks · 4 months

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trying to figure out how long i should wait until i just take the dive and go find a locket (perhaps... a beetle locket even,,,) online and cough up the $20+ CAD flat-rate shipping price,,,

i just want a little locket to wear ,,, have a guz picture in it like a sappy fool,,,, BOY HOWDY DO I FEEL SILLY FOR IT THOUGH DHDKDL

#i gotta figure out how to nut up and take comms fbdjdl #i have such high expectations for myself though fhdksl i need them to be Perfect otherwise i will feel awful receiving money for anything #maybe i should knuckle down and rly work on figuring out art stuff in a more technical way hmmm #try to figure out what exactly is making certain aspects tick so that i can recreate those reliably #AUAAHGGHH i just wanted to find smth on this trip tbh 😭 i looked so much for anything bug-themed #but it was all just rly standard dragonfly and butterfly charms and earrings and whatnot fjdksl those are not Special or Interesting...#i like dragonflies a lot dont get me wrong. i just want like... idk. i guess beetle-themed stuff tbh ^^;;#beetles are so cutes... why dont they get more love... little beetle stud earrings would be so cute OUGHH #also idk where to buy stuff anymore bc etsy is garbage and amazon is obviously garbage.#ebay i guess but then shipping is $40+ CAD usually ;-; why is shipping so crazy for like... an envelope sized item...#im also worried like... what if smth happens and I just. somehow get bored of Guz. waugh that makes me sad and scared to think about #but I've had the nickname Junebug in my brain for myself for several years from a previous thing so fhfkdl #i think the beetle thing will stick around for a long time even if ... somehow Guz doesn't #also i just love beetles fjfkdl i always have and i think i likely always will #dandy.cmd #vent //

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