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thepalestrose · 1 year ago

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Been watching RWBY with a friend and we finally caught up to V9 and I had to mute myself because I just cried straight through the last four chapters

#rwby #rwby volume 9 #i am very emotional about my girls #that includes jaune #i started crying during their argument and didnt stop until they were back on remnant #and then cried even harder through the epilogue #because that one is still very fresh #convincing all my friends to watch rwby one step at a time #i tell them its my favorite piece of media #theyre all baffled during the first two volumes #then volume three hits them like a truck and they all collectively go #what the fuck just happened i thought this was a fun show about food fights and fighting grimm #and then i start crying

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al-luviec · 15 days ago

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zane + nya parallels

#alek gifs #ninjago #zane julien #nya smith #that's enough main tags for me #i had to MURDERRR the quality on these sorry for ugliness #also for those confused on why i picked these :#gif 1 “what are they doing” followed by gif 2 which is wu's response.#gif 3 is the funeral and gif 4 is what people did to honor that sacrifice. zane statue and 'nya day'#a lot of these differences are because of the writers / animation studio #i am not power scaling their funerals based on attendance #which is. hilarious concept wise actually #braincellshipping #can be taken as such . wink #something about zane and nya and ice and water and how without one the other cannot function the same #zane going to the digiverse / rebuilding himself. nya going to the sea and having to rediscover who she really is #the way nya saw zane die. like legitimately she was on the rooftop (with pix and borg but yknow)#the way zane's ice was what held nya's form together in s15. oh guys im crazy #they have a lot of trust thats kinda. looked over. she did all of his repairs!! he was fine with her poking around his mind and body #which means a lot bc zane is a very closed off guy. 'i dont feel strong emotions but you can see my every thought nya c: '#also victims of the 'written as hating being seen as one thing... and thing ens up written as just that one thing' ninjago writers issue #zane w robotism. nya with being a girl / jay's girl. oh goodness im cuckoo #ignore how inconsistent the text sizes are i threw this together at 6 am and im NOT feeling it #i forgot how much gif making sucked #oops #rant over

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moeblob · 2 months ago

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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control

#my characters #oops i fell in love #right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY #bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat #and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses #fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here #is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized #and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers #if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for #and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER #YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced #(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit #due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and #third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal #he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude #he has STANDARDS thank you very much #and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right #also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted #also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye #once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr #im going to go insane at how different they look #IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN

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creekfiend · 5 months ago

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oh my god today was so comically garbage and I decided to end it by trying to make waffles for myself which I have been doing multiple times a week for the last month and I know the proportions by heart and yet I got them incredibly wrong and then I was like "no worries I will simply make a double batch and freeze some of them" and then I got the proportions even wronger and now I have like five very dense very dry waffles instead of eight regular waffles that would have had the right amount of milk in them and I am going to bed and tomorrow the gremlins had better cast their eyes on someone who isn't me or I cannot make any promises about what I will do

#GREMLINS AVERT THY GAZE FROM MY PERSON #some days you just can't get rid of a bomb!!!!!#the part that I really don't like is that I seem to be noticeably stupider on days when I'm feeling particularly ill in a specific way #which makes me think that it's got to be a thing where I legitimately am not getting enough oxygen to my brain.#so that is fun. oh well!#sick #dysfunction junction #glimmer is very concerned because I am speaking loudly and animatedly to myself about how much this sucks #baby girl it's okay I'm just trying to regulate my emotions. by doing an impromptu stand-up act about how much everything sucks today.#do not worry about it.

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ray935sworld · 3 months ago

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Okay serious question, how do I keep a friend away who I stopped seeing as a friend due to dismiss and ignoring of my feeling and he has romantic feelings and asked me out multiple times/ made hints about a what could have been despite knowing I'm not into men?

Edit: Okay! He is blocked now and yes I had a ray that's not normal moment

#Maybe tumblr knows what to do #I am so done with him #Like he is actually a very kind shy boy but whenever I told him about me being hurt or showed signs of trauma he started to guilt trip me #and made himself the victim of me being 'rude' when I was stuck in trauma emotion AND LITERRALY UNABLE TO TALK #It had gotten so bad that I told me best friend and he made a code word up that I could use so he'd made up a reason for him to get me out #L I love you sooooo much for that you have no idea #He is literally like my older brother but one I didn't had to take care of as a child #OH AND BTW TURNS OUT THE BOY I WAS TALKING ABOUT IN THE POST HAD BEEN FLIRTING WITH ANOTHER GIRL WGIEL TRYING TO GET WITH ME #What in the actual fuck???#I'm so done #Ray is yapping #No actually Ray is angry and all my friends are on vacation and ghosting me so I just yell at tumblr in frustration

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perilegs · 3 months ago

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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.

#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy #not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies #she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen #when it comes to small things #like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals #and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i #feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of #i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked #if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically #but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down #and stuff #like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words #but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot #not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars #or something #idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself #but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards #idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better #leevi talks #im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a #certain position or whatever

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cream-and-tea · 4 months ago

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our paige.

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moldy-flowers · 2 months ago

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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...

#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS #BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT #AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD #ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES #WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA #TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS #SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED #BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG #Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha #I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING #naruto #naruto shippuden #itachi uchiha #pro sasuke #haruno sakura #Pro Sakura #Sasuke Uchiha #sasuke did nothing wrong #It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones #Moldy-flowers #Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭

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sunburstsky · 5 months ago

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So in this last episode we had confirmed:

1. Indri, who 2/3rds of the party is infatuated with, is Big BAD Lady in a very real way and can call down the memories of stars, including the ones shining into her library

2. If you “flee” (and i just feel that the definition of that might be a little squishy in this specific scenario) *within a mile* of Grimore, you are as good as dead

oh this is DELICIOUS

#this foreshadowing is DELECTABLE and i am SCARED #i am so scared for our girl #the mouse in the trap has to be so still but also she does not know she’s in the trap that she’s in and oh my GOD this is so good #aabria the woman that you are #you’re doing amazing sweetie #also i hadn’t even thought about the 4D chess that is the geas also subtly doing emotional things with suvi #which is once again aabria being a genius #because i both trust suvi’s emotional responses because why wouldn’t i #but now there is a quiet little voice going “how would her reacting this way help the mission #which is SO FUN #and listen i don’t know i can’t see the future #maybe nothing comes of this #maybe she gets away with it #but this little guillotine that brennan is slowly building above suvi’s head is narratively just chef’s kiss #worlds beyond number spoilers #worlds beyond number #aabria iyengar #wbn pod #wbn spoilers #also this is neither here nor there #but suvi crying while saying “i’ve been so mad for so long”#after her friends offered to take her to the place she felt safe to have emotions #REALLY got me 😭#her having to remind herself to continue to be mad at certain moments 😭#ame and suvi both reiterating they wouldn’t let outside forces hurt the other #while suvi is secretly and overtly in a very dangerous position #STORYTELLING GOT ME AGAIN!!

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dreamtydraw · 1 month ago

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Entering depressed dreamty wave era of the month, I’ll excuse myself for being moody, I randomly feel like crying on the floor.

#so uh you know when you realize you have a patern and smell that you’re approaching a period where you’ll feel extremely low ?#that me rn #I’m starting to feel weird and i’m self aware enough to know that mean I’m slowly falling under a wave of negative feelings and that at any #given moment I’ll be having an emotional meltdown #so like I’m feeling a bit sad but I know that soon i’ll feel BIG sad #kinda like seing the water dissapearing on a beach and knowing a tsunami approach #so I’ll excuse myself in advance for being emotionally tired and in general constantly sad #i know i’m very open on this blog about moments where I feel down #but I don’t want to be seen as ‘the girl who can’t shut up about being sad’#i can’t shut up in general #so i do end up not closing my mouth when feeling strong emotion of sadness #also i need a therapist but for personal reasons can’t get one #which sucks #am I trauma dumping here ? definetly #will I’ll probably delete this later out of shame ? surely #that a lot of tags because i don’t feel like saying this out loud on text #I think i’m annoying #most of the time I’m sure that I am #lacking self confidence suck #anyway #dreamty’s ramble #tw vent #vent

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x-naut-fortress · 4 months ago

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tec xx humanoid robot design(look at the tags for the rambling of a very normal man)

#the thousand year door #ttyd #paper mario the thousand year door #paper mario ttyd #paper mario #paper mario gijinka #usually whenever i design gijinkas or humanizations i value “can i tell this is the character if i didnt know anything about the series #tec xx #x nauts #x naut #fandom tags over i put so much thought into this girl. very specifically designed to look like peach but also reuses x-naut gear #BUT ☝️ BUT ☝️ i had this REALLY cute idea. that viv would help tec design out its new body which is exactly why she has gloves #and thats when the entire fucking design changed from like. bulky & just peach but slightly different into its own thing #its why she is so much more humanoid than i usually design robots because i think tec would be at happiest being a regular girl.#obviously she still looks pretty similar to peach #that was kinda the entire point after all #even took the purple & gold trim off of sir grodus(subconsciously) & got a ponytail inspired by goombella #and thats because like. i think this is her just figuring out things in life. obviously the one it loves the most ofe the main inspo #tec is still an AI #and because of that its why she actually was designed to look a bit younger(like very slightly younger than peach)#usually when i design gijinkas i go “would i recognize this character if i weren't a fan of the series?”#but this is the one time i broke my own rule because frankly i think conveying the personality and story of a character is important #<also why the eyes aren't able to emote btw #but whatever it's like almost 5 am i need to sleep i can go on and on how much i just love tec in general.

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sophiethewitch1 · 8 months ago

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also, my daddy issues take form in disliking masculine/fatherlike figures on sight so i think that's why i get physically ill when i hear about daddy kink

#sophie speaks #its NOT FOR ME!!#i still have a breeding kink but like #very specifically not in a daddy kink way #like i love my dad but... sometimes not very much #idk maybe its just me but i think men should love and treat their wives with respect and be considerate of their feelings and emotions #but maybe thats just the sapphic in me idk #dont look at my recent modern warfare obsession #the entirety of taskforce 141 are all girl dads who worship their wives like she hung the moon in the sky #see the reason i could never like a man is because they'd have to be obsessed with me for me to be even the slightest bit interested #why am i psychologically assessing myself on tumblr #wait i forgot its because i am clinically insane #i love my tumblr diary its great #i should show my tumblr to my psychiatrist (crazy)#what was any of this even about in the first place #right daddy kink hating i forgot #the dissociative disorder is dissociating

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bucephaly · 3 days ago

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I keep seeing posts of people saying that a term transphobes stole and are using incorrectly to be transphobes is a Horrible Transphobic Term and Anyone who uses it is transphobic and it's Not Real and Entirely Not True when it's literally an actual anthropological term that has studies about it and is actually very useful for Everyone to think about, cis and trans, and be critical of. I hate seeing people respond to dumb hate by entirely writing off everything even remotely connected to the twisted shit bigots use when the shit the bigots are stealing and twisting is still like... a thing?

#how are assigned genders a thing but 'i was raised as a girl and im trans' isnt ?#like thats what socialization is. i was raised as my assigned gender #its not something that i Am. im not Female Socialized. i was [past tense] raised as a girl #and so raised with certain biases that i cant even put into words cuz they are subtle. but still are something i am learning to be watchful #of and shit?#but guess what? i have spent more of my conscious life being socialized as a man since i came out at 14.#socialization is literally just the way others treat you based on perceived social categories like gender #and obviously not everyone was socialized the same ?? its not smth that applies to everyone at all ??#so if it doesnt apply to you then just... dont use it!#but it can be useful for some people sometimes #and its useful for cis people too!!#a cis woman can remind herself that she was raised encouraged to take up less space and so move to counteract that #like fuck idk. i see posts like 'im on the train and a family is across from me #and the little boys are playing and shit but the little girl is being told 'you cant sit like that because youre wearing a skirt'#so she isnt able to play as roudy as her brothers because shes wearing a skirt and certain 'manners' comes with that“#like. THATS socialization its just a bunch of little stuff like that #a cis man can remind himself that he is allowed to express emotions and be vulnerable even after being raised being told that #'boys dont cry' etc like. idk its a very subtle thing and its just messy and cultural and social #and not easy to describe or study #but there are studies of adult participants asked to play with toddlers #in a room of toys. and they encourage toddlers in dresses to play with dolls and toddlers in overalls to play with trucks #and were told afterwards that the toddlers names and clothing was 'switched'#so these adults who thought they were so open minded realized how biased they still were etc etc etc #its super super subtle shit #'i was bullied for being queer' does not mean you were never socialized ? like. that in itself is socialization #and socialization is a term useful for more than just gender and shit id say. like i was sorta raised in a certain culture #and thats the socialization im accustomed to. and so now as i reconnect to a different culture and enter these social spaces #im.learning a different way to present and go about things #idk idk idk i definitely do not agree with calling a random trans person socialized as their assigned gender or anything #i dont make assumptions about the way others have been raised but like. stop letting bigots poison actual real terms please.

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brown-little-robin · 1 year ago

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#military surplus store trip 2 days ago #I got a very pink cowboy hat despite questioning everything about how I present myself. it was Calling to me #multiple people loved it and when I got home and put it on my 3 yo sister stopped in her tracks and said 'wow... you're soo pretty'#that has never happened before #so I Guess the pink cowboy hat will be a Special Fashion Thing #despite the little existential crisis it gives me every time I think about being a pink cowboy hat girl #which is a bit ridiculous but there you go.#I was so secretly dedicated to looking either vaguely emo (<333) or cuttingly defensively professional for a long time #that the idea of being COWBOY-aligned (CONSERVATIVE IDOLS UGH) and not only that but PINK (feminine??? >:O) really did not appeal #but it looks GOOD on me and... sigh. I don't have to make people know my personality by my clothes. I can just wear what I WANT to #and I really do LIKE the pink cowboy hat!! it's silly and awesome and goes clink and it's a COWBOY HAT man!!!#I get to be BOTH pink cowboy AND every other thing I am. I can still be CoolTM. I can still be completely myself.#those who love me will understand me. those who don't... don't have to understand me.#goodness gracious that was a lot of soul-searching over a HAT #I also got very very tough Army jungle combat boots #I am expecting them last well >:D and they make me feel SO POWERFUL #Robin processes emotions on main #I Guess XD #I only meant to tell y'all about my cool new items I swear

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jackalhadrurusluvr · 1 month ago

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the pros of going to my grandmothers funeral/celebration of life tomorrow: closure or whatever. i dont really know ive only been to two funerals in my whole life and i dont fully get what im suppsed to feel and do there

the cons: i dont talk to literally anyone on my moms side of the family. i could follow my brother around but he's gonna be mostly around my mom, who i do not talk to for a thousand reasons. and my ex-neighbors who are very openly transphobic to me will be around her. and no one on her side of the family really Gets that im trans either so like it just all sucks. i will surely get emotional because y'know, and that means that i will be emotional in front of my mom, which is bad for me. all my cousins are weird around me because we were close as kids but now no one knows how to approach me because ive only gotten more awkward and more unable to verbally speak

#i was being so brave about it but then i accidentally ran into my mom in the store #and i was forced to talk to her #and now i am filled with so much dread and i really dont want to see her again #and the whole neighbors thing is so stressful bc like. they speak about trans issues (slash deragotory) in front of me #they purposefully misgender and deadname me #they try to poke at me because i cant rise back to say anything to them and so i guess maybe theyre trying to “its just a phase” me #or something idk #and i know if my dad knew this he would be understanding of me not wanting to spend anymore time there then necessary #but its so. embarassing i guess. how do i tell my dad that these people hate me for who i am #how do i tell my dad theyve talked about how theyd disown their child if they were trans very cruelly in front of me #i guess its not that embarassing because it makes me angry but i would also probably cry explaining it all #and then THAT would be embarassing #and it makes me feel soooooooooo isolated whenever im around family that i used to be close to #like wow. damn. i really am just not like the other girls (and by girls i mean just everyone)#idk. idk #also let it be known i know the part of funerals is also sharing stories and everything but i cannot speak to people #and i especially cannot do it when its about something emotional #they dont know that speaking verbally is already overwhelming so my emotions just become uncontrolled #uuurgghhghghh. idk #the misery

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thetorturedlovergirl · 1 month ago

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Do you ever think about thasmin and just… want to cry because you miss them so much and because how much love they bring to your heart?

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