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Despite everything... is it still you?
(more Dark Matter art for y'all. This fic is once again living in my brain rent free. @mysterycyclone)
#i think im getting the hang of drawing Peter fellas#been a while since ive drawn my boy and we're back at it again#and listen i know the OG line is a little bit different but i mean like COME ON#Peter sure as hell isnt the same person he was when he got on that bus for the field trip#hes been going THROUGH IT#probably got one more wip in the works and thinking about working on a playlist to add with it too#would be happy to take suggestions on the playlist if anyone reads through these tags#i know im rambling but what else are tags for honestly???#peter parker#spider-man#dc#batman#dark matter fic
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this remains a really funny quality for the scoundrel to have for a vast multitude of reasons
jeez, this whale doesn't fuck around
#i havent actually named their ship#i dont know what they'd call it#honestly im taking suggestions#fallen london#nobody even KNOWS their real name
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I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?
What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.
#this is my curly slander post ig#disclaimer i need you to understand i see all fictional men i like as like butches Curly is no exception#but like they didnt need to add that many polygons to his chest like its unnessary and honestly a little mean he already has so many things#to handle and you expect him to hold those boys up like that just aint right this is like something so stupid but i know you can tell im#having strong feelings about it cause like what was the point why did they survive the fucking crash it has to be a injoke at this point#with the devs it shouldnt make me this mad im turning into a misandrist but only towards large chested men#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#shitpost#suggestive#ig because this is just about his chest but like also they made him objectively pretty for no reason like yeah like ideal man and work ig#but they went over the extra mile like i have a right to be mad they did that much for a model we see canonically for like two seconds its#crazy actually how little we see of curly pre crash because we also lose his physical movements to help characterize him the way we see#body language with the other characters and how it gives way to their struggles and personalities and sentiments in certain moments#like all he does and how he emotes is stifled by the fact we always play as him until the last moments where he takes over to try and save#the ship and crew and even right before that the scene is so wrought with tension we cant tell what that look he gave Jimmy meant due to#the limitations of the models and how stiff Curly is like was it fear acceptance denial we dont know enought about how he acts himself#to tell and then everything else is charaterized by what Jimmy had done to where we dont really just get to see Curly as himself like Anya#and Swansea and Daisuke we have no idea how theyd act in a regular moment outside of a few glimpses and even then it is them doing#their jobs like grrrr we hate an unreliable narrator but also its the fact jimmy clearly does not interact with them or try to outside of#his position as copilot and then captain harkening back to the entire capitlist view of utility and how he views all of them as useless eve#Curly which fandom tangent the fandom also tends to do to Curly as they base every trait on what they think he failed to do as Captain#between Jimmy and Anya when the QnAs kinda make him out to be a rather open and willing person but still someone who isnt like a push over#just thinking of QnA three where it mentions hes very open to trying new things and you need to be an open minded person to open urself up#to failure like that and ig this is just the weird view that Curly needs to learn that or that theres redemption he needs personality wise#verses healing and learning from trauma like idk its the idea that people assume he did abosultely nothing when the games points out direct#and throught parallels he was taking actions its just wasnt enough and an over focus on absolute inaction vs ineffective methods used to#tackle the issues and themes the game grapples with plus wanting someone to take the blame and have to make it up to Anya even tho#i think it would mean nothing from Curly because she saw his efforts and would be disappointed it wasnt enough but the idea she would#disregard the attempts or not acknoweldge Jimmy as the epicenter compared ot Curly is weird and too focused on someone
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If the fear powers existed in Malevolent how marked would Arthur be right now. And what would he be an avatar of
#taking suggestions i honestly wanna know what you guy's think#he'd definitely be marked by the corruption by now.#or at least he came frighteningly close last episode#the flesh (faust)#the hunt (the butcher... and others im sure)#idk i have a bad memory. guys help#tma#the magnus archives#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#words
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everybody talks about the surveillance network but nobody ever mentions Owen Carvour's weather-control side project at Chimera
#its takes up an entire ISLAND in the pacific ocean#i would say im sorry but thats a lie honestly#spies are forever#tin can bros#owen carvour#suggestive
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Wait wait wait
You do witchcraft???
That's so cool! I had no idea there were other witches in the TMNT fandom!!!
What kind of witchcraft do you practice?? Personally, I deal mostly with divination, but I'd love to hear more about other people's crafts!
I do! ^^ Though admittedly my practice has been a little bit dormant as of late because I sort of fell out of habit after An Event which was a Bit Disruptive to My Life lol. But I guess I kind of dabble in a bit of everything? I dunno if I could pin myself down to just one kind of practice yet, I still sort of consider myself a Baby Witch. But I really like making little spelljars and casting candle spells and things of the like, and I've been trying to learn tarot for a while now! I also really like making and drawing sigils... For a while part of the joy for me has been just Learning New Things.
^ ft. gecko enclosure and tail lol. BoS and altar not pictured.
#ive got kind of a budget witchcraft thing going on lmao#coz thats kind of my fav part of it? that you can kind of just do it however a little bit so long as you have like#intention and are mindful#all my spelljars are the bottles that vaccines would come in at my old workplace (i used to work at a vet office!)#and since we would mostly just throw them out i could just take them and repurpose them so now ive got a ton#ive got a small collection of crystals coz i like those#my practice is a lot of meditation and grounding and mindfulness and shit like that#blah blah blah tricking myself into taking care of me etc etc#for a while i would. like. every day meditate ground and choose an intention for the day#and pick out some pocket crystals to bring with me that matched that intention#but then my schedule got fucked in eight different ways = 3 = so im working on getting back to it#eventually lol#honestly i love talking abt this stuff and would love to get back into it/meet other ppl who do witchcraft its been a hot second since#like#ive truly indulged...#asks#anon#witchcraft#witchblr#i gotta follow some witchy blogs smh lemme know if yall have any suggestions
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1/8/24 Miss Drake (and Winnie) from A Dragon's Guide to the Care and Feeding of Humans
#daily dragons#1/8/24#8#a dragons guide to the care and feeding of humans#traditional#this ones just a pen drawing bc im working on building up a bunch of drawings#also im very aware that most people wont know who this is#but i am honestly getting my dragons from one of many lists of dragons just. online#i have no ideo who miss drake is but from what of her ive seen i like her#this is also a reminder that ill take literally any suggestions with very few exceptions#no promises that ill do a fantastic job of them but ill still try
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i just don鈥檛 understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren鈥檛?
can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit
#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don鈥檛 mind me#i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to#me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited#still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they鈥檇 lmk what day they were free#and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(鈥媔t was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would锟斤拷ve inherently necessitated an irl talk#and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren鈥檛 ready which. hurted#tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it鈥檚 not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt#and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought#that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners#bcus if i care about you i show up! and i鈥檓 understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i鈥檓 not tryna rush ever#especially when it comes to people鈥檚 emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but#despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i鈥檓 blunt but i鈥檓 caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people#or relationships. so i鈥檓 not saying i don鈥檛 want to still be her friend#i鈥檓 just. noticing behaviors#they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i鈥檓 very much not and like. now that i鈥檓 on the receiving end of i#idk what to do!! i鈥檓 not gonna chase her down like they鈥檙e grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i鈥檓 going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i鈥檓 happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren鈥檛 ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it#so like. who tf knows when we鈥檒l talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all#bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting#ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel#discarded?? i鈥檓 feeling like i鈥檓 failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i鈥檓 just feeling weird about it all#and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i鈥檓 worth#which again. kinda wasn鈥檛 expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about#but like? i don鈥檛 want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn鈥檛 any!!!#and i can鈥檛 deal with that! i can鈥檛 spend my life with people who aren鈥檛 going to engage with me as a person who cares about them#humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i鈥檓 gonna stop now lol
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What can I do to get yall to care more abt my madcom ocs!! Damn!!!!!!
#/nm#Honestly this is like. A half question too...#Like im not *really* asking for *actual* suggestions or whatever. But im not against it if u do#Id see it and take it to mind#Give me criticism while i can still see it lol#Yea my npd makes it so i don't want criticism sometimes but not knowing what anyone wants from me is worse sometimes#Sorry for bringing up my npd alot recently. I uhm. Idk. It's getting more prominent recently ig#text#text post
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#Flight Rising#ignore all the graphics#they're just placeholders#im trying to get a good draft layout#then ill make custom icons assets etc#for each individual bio (unhinged)#but im gonna level with you chief#im kind of a monkey#and dont really know what im doing with coding lmao#i want to have mini timelines#bc my main story takes place over like. decades.#but other than that....#idk what should be in here#im so open to suggestions bro if you have them honestly#tbd
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and it's like despite all the awful shit he's done and continues to do, like, i get it. he's employed like 24/7/365. he never got to live a life, despite spending a childhood clinging to the hope of having one someday. He knew companionship and love but lost it and can't ever get it back. His circumstances are so anomalous and gruesome that it completely isolates him from pretty much every other human being on the planet. he knows hell is real and he is basically guaranteed to go there if he can't break this demon curse thing.
like it doesn't make the kidnapping and spreading the curse around any better, but i do get it.
#like personally i don't blame him for the actual murders#and it's hard to blame him for hiring people without telling them because like lol.#anyone who's like 'oh he should just tell ppl about the demons' like what are you onnnnnn if you went to a job interview with a creepy old#guy and he started talking about demons and hauntings and shit you would think you're being pranked or that he's lost his damn mind#and fuck offffff with the 'ohhh not me im a quirky bean i'd love to take a job if the interview was like that' like sure. ok. maybe YOU wou#but what are the odds that milford in 1998 coming off the satanic panic has a thousand yous running around waiting to be hired#like i honestly dont have any suggestions for how he could have handled the hiring situation any better#now the actual JOB i have plenty of feedback#like yea he should be there to train your ass against the demons lol we got more hands-on guidance for the embalming (the non deadly part)#but like the whole 'raymond is evil cause he kills possessed ppl and hires people without telling them abt demons'#do you think that old man can run the whole mortuary by himself and also have time to teach classes#until he inevitably dies from either stress or the demons and is sent to hell (which he knows is real)?#it's my understanding that by having others around who can help him fight the demons he'll have the spare time to figure out how to#break out of the demon curse or break possession or literally any useful information that could treat the disease and not the symptoms#he is running out of time!!! he is only getting older and the demons are only getting more frequent and someday he won't be fit enough#to properly banish them!!! if you even care!!!!!!!!!#fucking tag essay lmao#mr delver i wont u...
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People who offer solutions to my problems should all be required to take part in a 30 day free trial of living with all of my conditions just to ensure that their helpful tips are realistic and not actually just one more obstacle on the list of never ending obstacles that I have to manage everyday
#listen i dont hate getting advice or well meant suggestions#however i am exhausted and overwhelmed and constantly managing the maximum amount of things i can manage#i would like real help#i also would like to see how other people manage my conditions because i honestly dont know if im naybe just being a baby about it or not#like i wanna know how this effects other people but also would never wish this upon someone#i just need to know that I'm doing my best#or if im not i need to know what i can do better#i just reeeeally dont think my friends understand the amount of energy that it takes to barely manage#im at the point where i spend half the week resting in preparation to take a shower and do the dishes#and the other half recovering from doing them#if i even did#yes i dont shower very often i know its gross blah blah blah#its usually like 4 days between showers atm i think#dishes is like one to two weeks tho#i cant keep up with even the bare minimum amount of things and it sucks#all of the real solutions cost money#i also hate to list all of the ways that the help is not helpful when people are trying to help#because then i sound like i dont want help :(( i sound bitter and mean#and i dont wanna come across that way
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Working on a fic still and laughing at these absolutely absurd conversations Bro and Dave have. But also lmao, Dennis from Game Bro with his broken thumb.
They're so fucking dramatic, and oh my god I just realized this probably makes zero sense at all, out of context. Idk how to convey how hilarious this moment is to me, without the miles of words written beforehand. I just need to laugh about it publically lol.
#basically theyre pretending that dave is married with kids and cheating on them with bro at this theme park#but there is no wife and kids theyre just saying that to fuck with someone next to them#bro/dennis is unrequited unfortunately#man this fic is taking forever to write#if u saw the hohohomewrecker comic panel i did on xmas this is still the same fic#wip#homestuck#stridercest#i have no idea what my wordcount is at right now and honestly im scared to find out#the page numbers are for samsung notes not actual page lengths#i wish i had the courage to start posting chapters but i keep going back to edit singular words so its not practical to post anything..#..until the entire story is complete#Cori.exe#Post.exe#suggestive#also disclaimer this is subject to change lmao i am indecisive as fuck#just wanted to laugh about dave teasing bro about having a thing for the game bro dudes#god i already see like 3 things im gonna change but i need a break lmao#also since the subject is stridercest its already written into the intro that the thing dave jerks off to in privacy is bros live action p..#..orn which bro has pointedly kept away from dave but when u live with a ninja u learn to be sneaky and dave definitely dug it up#like the smuppets were fair game but bro made an actual effort to keep the irl stuff hidden and has no idea what daves actually seen
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suggesting certain movies to people is like ripping open your chest and baring your soul
#moose talk#i just watched re-animator#and messaged a friend who i know likes The Thing and Alien#and was like hey um i think u would like evil dead and re-animator :)#and truely it is like showing them my soul#i trust you and trust that you will love what i love#i did this with some other friends im even closer with#(suggesting evil dead)#and they hated it#and honestly its a little crushing#its ok they dont like it! they dont have to and i know its not for everyone#but to know that we are not on the same wavelength...#it crushes a little#knowing that i cannot share that element of things I love (because they wont like it)#and that i cant always take movie opinions from them#(because they like some things i really dont)#um these tags got away from me#uhh hi thanks for reading my thoughts#you are now also peering into my soul#hope you like it in here#evil dead#reanimator#re-animator
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this new sufjan album is going to fully rearrange my brain chemistry I can already feel it
#noticed the new single this morning but saved it for later cuz i didnt want to risk the psychic damage of listening to a track called-#'will anybody ever love me' right before a job interview 馃拃#but damn its good. going to the local early listening party next week hehe#also just discovered film school everyone say thank u last.fm for actually generating good music recs 馃槼锟斤拷锟斤拷馃槼馃槼#the recs i get suggested based off my listening to so much bdrmm are always >>>>>>>#bdrmm were INSANELY good live. genuinely think a lot of ppl who act disdainful of shoegaze would change their minds if they went to a gig#the richness and texture of the sound cant be summed up in an audio recording u have to be there and feel ur whole body thrum with it#its like floating in a wall of sound.. but the spotify versions sound soooo tame. not that i dont like them but its not the same#god im so fucking excited for slowdive. only a month and a half to go!!!!!!#listened to the new mitski album as well but honestly its not doing much for me rn#but usually when she releases new stuff it takes a little while to grow on me. i need to at least read the lyrics first..#I think esp w folk inspired artists u have to let the song approach u at the right time. ive def had eras when diff mitski albums appealed#but in my heart im a retired from sad girlie. actually at the risk of sounding like a fake fan ive never been able to get into puberty 2#or be the cowboy. i like a couple tracks but thematically theyve never spoken to me#makeout creek/laurel hell are in the middle theres a couple on them that have me by the throat. lush is my 2nd fave i think#but yeah i dont think ill ever be able to extricate myself emotionally from retired from sad that was my first breakup album!!!!#.diaries#anyway back 2 translation state..
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Was thinking ab my fatigue today bc I have to see my dr and he usually asks. I've come to the unfortunate conclusion that I'm at a solid 7 on the fatigue scale 馃槖
My usual is a 4 typically. Where if I push myself I can theoretically do it, but will need to prepare to crash for 20hrs straight the next day, but otherwise I'm tired during the day but it's typically low enough that I can do minor things when I'm home after work.
This shit sucks man
#hes gonna suggest we do shots every 2 weeks but doesnt factor in i have to drive 40min one way for each shot. so no.#and we did do 2x a month and it didnt change anything really#i need like 2x a week but to be able to inject myself honestly but im a coward and hate needles so id probably wuss out#not that they offer take homes#anyway it's frustrating bc ive done so much shit to try to mitigate my fatigue but it cycles and im in a relapse cycle 馃槖馃槖馃槖馃槖#idk if thats the right word tho but you know what i mean where im going backwards progress wise#marquilla
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