#help-me--ana

[ed-recoverry]

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[babybug06]

I just weighed myself and I was right. I've gained nearly 20 lbs from my lw. I'm too ashamed to even post it. In 2 months I undid all my hard work. Wtf even happened to me? I got a bf and literally just let myself go. I'm so fucking disgusted and disappointed with myself. I knew I had put some weight on because I couldn't feel my hip bones as much, I've noticed my arms are bigger, my stomach poked out more but Jesus to put on this much is insane. Where do I even go from here?

I'm a fat disgusting ugly pig. I don't feel pretty anymore. I'm just gross.

[growandrecover]

if you're gaining weight in recovery and feel bad about it, that's your body trying to keep you alive. I know it's extremely difficult to deal with your body changing, especially because our disorders are so image based, but your body isn't thinking about that. Its sole purpose is to keep you alive, and that's what it's doing for you.

Your body may not be able to trust you right now, and if you feel out of control, that could be why. But don't worry, a day will come where it can begin to rely on you again to give it what it needs.

[blehboyspost]

would u continue to starve if u lost ur period and were bloated? or would u try and get ur period back and then starve again?

what would u guys do⁉️

[proxythe]

the greeks had socrates. yall have me.

+ no blood !!

[lilasnow22xoxo]

guys i wanna be a nice person this christmas i’m spending my money that i should be buying food with on gifts for other people

i’m buying gifts for homeless and elderly people but i am #broke so i need help funding, pls help me sk1nny queens xoxo

https://gofund.me/8ab57f5a

ill love u forever if u donate 💝💝

[ppoppinkk]

my mom took my phone and now im posting from my flip phone burner and i kinda feel like that dorothy chick on twitter tweeting from her fucking fridge lol

[hyakunana]

The Dark Future - Chapter 4 - Unguarded

Took a while to work on this chapter because of Lightfall release, but the vex mythoclast oath project continues and reaches close to halfway!

And a heads up, this is a fan adaptation project with the purpose of personal practice and portfolio, so feedbacks are more than welcome  🌠

Previously:

The Dark Future - Chapter 1 - Family Line

The Dark Future - Chapter 2 - Itinerant Mendicant

The Dark Future - Chapter 3 - Towerless

Plus! If you prefer to read all pages in one go (ou você fala PT-BR assim como esta que vos fala), click here for my drive folder with all the pages so far  👀

Enjoy!

[w4nt2bsk1nn7]

When it’s finally enough to break me down and im finally able to talk to someone but it’s 2am and nobody is awake.

One of the most loneliest feelings. Feeling lonely by already being lonely.

[alarexic]

my heart rate when I'm sleeping:

[neizia]

About me!! ☆

hi!! i’m nei and i’m 17y/o

this is an acc for me to vent my frustrations because i feel so invalid for a disorder i may not even have!!

and other life stuff too but i tag non 3d things with #nei’s yapping

don’t like = scroll !

Stats!!!

SW: 115lbs / 52kg

CW: 108lbs / 49.9kg (20/9/24)

GW: 105lbs / 48kg

UGW: 100lbs / 45kg

UGW 2: 92lbs / 42kg

Height: 5’1

[tebte]

Does anyone know low calorie snacks at the cinema?? I’m going to the movie theatre with my bsf in a few days and I don’t know what to eat :,) i prefer not to eat any snacks obviously, but i know they will ask about it so I appreciate tips 💕

[harvestmoth]

hi spoiler embargo ended. get rejuv blasted

[mel-loly]

“And I see forever in your eyes

I feel okay when I see you smile, smile~”

@alsomanple/@manpleblog

[old-account-onceagainyoudidit]

Stop asking me why I like being alone, you know why. Because you never gave me the time of day. Each word I spoke was never listened too, my opinion never mattered to you. What I had to say and what I felt was so unimportant you would not even look my way, even when my family almost died. You shrugged me off. It was like each word I spoke was picked up by a breeze and drifted away before it could ever have reached your ears. Even those time I know you heard me. You ignored me, and it hurt. So instead of trying over and over again I gave up, because you made me feel so alone. And I would much rather be alone by myself than alone in a room full of people.

[hikikomori-gal]

i. hate. my. boobs. I HATE MY BOOBS!!!!!!! I'm only 14, and a FUCKING DOUBLE D????? I'm not trying to brag or anything like that cuz I actually hate these skin water balloons, I would give these things up in a heartbeat. and ppl ALWAYS say "ur so blessed!!1!" "omg I'm so jealous!!1!!!!1" "ahhh the boys will love u!!11!1" STFUUUUUUU OH MYNGOD I DON'T CARW I JUST WANNA GET RID OF THEMMW

I've asked my mom SO MANY times for a reduction surgery and it's always "oh you'll grow into them" or "ur gonna regret it when ur older" NO TF I WON'T I DON'T WANT THESE HORRENDOUS MOUNDS OF SKIN ON MT CHEST 👹👹👹👹👹 PLSSS I WANNA BE A B OR C CUP!!!! plsssss givemesmallerboobsgivemesmallerboobsgivemesmallerboobsgivemesmallerboobsPLSESAJSAAAAAAAAAAA

ok byeeee!!!! 😋