#he’s 45 and he’s perfect
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As if I’m reblogging eye crinkle-less Oscar
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when I'm at the mommy issues competition but I see that 45% of the inhabitants of Strangetown arrive at the place
#45% because the remaining 55% are literally the fucking curious-smith family.... kitty was a good mother in my hc......#and jenny is a good mom too ok.... leave her alone...#pascal is literally perfect too. maybe he lost Tycho once but he is a father and mother at the same time................#Lmfao ok#strangetown#the sims 2#simblr#ts2 premades#insane me#ts2
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I'm gonna be evergreen.
#teehee hiiii#FFXIV Asa Vonn#FFXIV#Gposes#my characters#anyways he is my brainrot blorbo lately im not sorry#i ported him over from SWTOR but his XIV story has become an interesting different aspect to him!!#tl;dr of his XIV story is#he's a combat prodigy who had his life path set out for him bcs of it from a young age and he has a lot of resentment about that.#plus being used as a weapon and a tool by his country and those he loves#he didn't want this at all and went along to not rock the boat#which caused a lot of strife in his personal life + marriage and led to his 'perfect' life crumbling apart + divorce#so he was assigned to hunt the WoL which he saw as his last chance for the glory he was promised and to get his life back together#and NOT be a “washed-up 45 y/o divorcee”. But. Yknow. That didn't go to plan either#long story but now he's working alongside the Scions but his loyalties lie with the WoL alone as he came to respect him and his vision#my baby boy........
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trick your brain into being less afraid of portraiture by bribing it with looking at refs of DI Alec Hardy
some quick scribbly face practice of the grouchiest man alive from when I couldn't sleep last night 💙
#my art!#alec hardy#broadchurch#he's everything and i love him#I'm trying to be less afraid of portraiture and also trying to learn to just make something in 45 minutes and just be happy that i made it!#doesnt need to be perfect or even very good but it was practice!#it was worthwhile creativity!#it was an excuse to look at reference oics of alec hardy for awhile!#he's so pathetic i want to know him biblically
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Yes, Ben Daniels is coming to The Rings of Power as Círdan the Shipwright <3
Not gonna lie if it’s one thing that might tempt me into watching this show finally it’d be him…
#like listen I’m an og trilogy girlie old school tolkien nerd type and I couldn’t trust amazon with a ten foot pole#and much love to charles edwards ofc but ngl he’s just not hashtag my celebrimbor (shadow of mordor changed me ok)#but ben daniels is just genuinely so goddamn phenomenal it might be worth watching just for him#like first he hit me in foundation in the gut being PERFECT as bel riose. then he made a perfect santiago in iwtv… now this?#AND THEY GAVE HIM LONG HAIR AND A BEARD LIKE????#ohhhhhh…. oh you can’t do that to me. you can’t do that to me right now#and AS CÍRDAN???? god#reviving my epic fic covering the hobbit lotr and post canon events in 2024 bc of ben daniels would be one hell of a plot twist#too powerful me and my 45 oc’s I fear
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Thinking about Curious Under The Stars again
It's my recommendation to fans of Elis James and fantasy, really. Radio 4 billed it as a comedy but that perhaps undersells it, it's honestly just a poetic fantasy drama that occasionally has humorous bits, which is hilarious bc Elis famously has no time for that sort of thing, except when it's paying him buntz I suppose. Anyway his acting is REALLY good in it. As someone who came to that series from years of hearing Elis and John on the radio, I went into this just to hear the acting work Elis does that John keeps going on about. I started listening and would often forget that Gareth was just Elis. Really good.
#Elis James#Thought I'd throw that up here bc it's first off just a comfort listen; I love the production on it#and second I hear a lot of folks are discovering Elis through John being on Taskmaster#so if you're looking for his non-standup work here's some acting work he did#Series 1 - incredible. Good. Great. 3 x 45 min episodes was the perfect format for it#Series 2 they tried to go for the 6 x 15 minuters and it was Bad. Hold out because series 3 gets good again. Etc.#comedy#comedians#Britcom#taskmaster adjacent#taskmaster
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Yes yes yes Lando is probably most likely in either Monaco or London and not Los Angeles, but I do think it's funny as hell the timing of his and Martin's Insta Stories. And now all I can think about is Martin working away and Lando off to the side sprawled out on a couch watching that twitch stream. He spends the entire time trying not to lose it in fits of laughter because he doesn't want to disturb Martin, but it doesn't really matter because his poorly suppressed giggles serve as the perfect background noise.
#i see you carefully cropped twitch screenshot#perfect killing time activity#but also lando's post was posted either like 2:45 or 3:45 depending on European location. so if he *is* there bro is fucking jet lagged#sleep lil bro. youll get over it faster#norrix
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The nice thing about my job is that i can just sit outside in beautiful weather and play on my phone and all i have to do is once a minute or so feed a kestrel in a crate a piece of food and tell him how pretty he is and i like. Get paid for it
#let me be clear! i do not make Good money doing this#but i make money doing something Good#so#literally such a perfect day#i might have to go read at the park again#bel speaks#hes in his crate bc were working in patience while traveling#and hes such a good boy about jt#longest crate walk weve done so far was 45 mins#not gonna be that long today tho
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someone asked me to draw dante with a fatty and it led to me making this comic
#devil may cry#dmc5#dante dmc#dmc dante#nero dmc#i just know his shit is a light shade of brown tho#his shits probably PERFECT idkk#i shouldnt disrespect that 45 yr old man like that tho#dmc devil may cry#fanart#you do the thugshaker huh#cmon dude shake ur ass#ohh yeahh now see thats what hes talkin about#thats some real thug ass right there#cmon pull your shirt up
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A transmutation battle before sunset; Orgone energy being the obvious victor.
#lots of things went wrong today while enjoying the beauty of Gillette castle and thinking of gifting the area of Lyme sparked brake issues#in our GOOD vehicle and my bf lost his glasses (he was wearing sunglasses most of the day so somehow lost his specs in the meantime..)#luckily made the boat and we calmly handled these situations instead of freaking out#watched an energy battle on my ferry ride home and these are the pictures I took getting off the ferry near the parking lot#hoping to restore some of the habitat here near my new apartments where it’s been abused by contractors for years…#but the jetstream like vortex washing away all the direct aim for the sunset was beautiful to watch#here’s a perfect example of Dor trails and orgone energy channels / streams / vortexes#clear skies now#sunset#stars :3#I#clouds#summer#sighhh long summer days are ending#saw about 10 planes traverse the same flight platters for the duration of the ferry btw…traveling between clouds and trying to linger#so that’s about every 5 minutes since the ferry ride is 45 min??
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a knight to remember is probably the silliest episode of bonanza i've seen but it is also still about how adam's family and friends have put him on such a pedestal that they're blind to how tenuous his grip on his sanity is and that makes me :(
#the fact that it's in his last season makes it so much worse#hoss going 'adam sure is perfect he's got no problems ever' followed by 45 minutes of him having problems is very funny#and ben saying he could see this happening to joe or hoss but he can't believe that adam is seeing things#which he Wasn't but that man is not mentally normal if he gets put in one more fucking situation he's gonna snap#bonanza#my posts
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lowkey the "this machine kills fascists" tramp stamp is starting to look very enticing
#people always talking about how youll regret a tramp stamp when you get into a serious relationship#no one talks about wanting a tramp stamp while in a serious relationship. bc hes going to be seeing it a lot more than me#whats it gonna be like when we're 45 and hes giving me backshots midlife crisis style and theres that stupid tattoo#but its such a perfect tattoo! ugh! i should be able to take my tattoos on and off for fun. like stickers#should i get a bunch of crazy back tattoos to distract from the tramp stamp? like the yakuza#god yknow what this is off topic but i need to say: for all the years i played yakuza and wanted majima and kiryu to fuck nasty#never once did i think about how freaky majimas tattoo would be to see while in that position. making eye contact with it and shit#um anyways. this post was about tattoos
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Clara telling a Boy Friday who hit on the Doctor that 12 isn’t into flirting is the evermore to Amy’s “Rory is gay lol” folklore
#time heist is 45 mins of 12 pretending he doesn’t give a shit while he does in fact give a shit#sooooo much of a shit#oh the agony#dating? never heard of it#people dying? whatever#Clara not paying attention to me? could not care less#then the moment that he’s alone pulling out his two kung fu panda 2 DVDs to write a diary entry about coming up with the perfect date#this girl is a liar#hmp42#an idiot rewatches doctor who
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My husband is roasting me in the groupchat again.
((If everyone in the chat responds to a message with the same emoji it gets pinned so I'm gunna be roasted forever now))
#shut up carm#my life#my husband and friends were all straight when i met them#they have all come out in different ways since knowing me#theres a running joke in my friend group that nobody who is friends with me for more than a few years stays straight and/or cis#husband told me i just create a space where it feels comfortable to be queer because im such a walking rainbow#but also i roasted him for years bc on our 3rd date he spent a full 45 minutes talking about how ryan gosling had a perfect face#and i was like lol are you aure toure straight?#anyway the point here is i am agressively supportive
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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..
I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.
I was texting my sister today about it and she said
“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”
I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences
#I relate to all of this so much#and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma#I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine#it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian#honestly at this point I have no clue what i am#even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma#but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents#growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold#cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them#but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there#their perfect angel fell from heaven#and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything#it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith#it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally#the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church#when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with#wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was#YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away#and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life#but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it#which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to#^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop#sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma#yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse#sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past#please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best#it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family#I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help
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If things for non-verbal communication helps you I'd say go for it. Others saying you're not suffering enough to make things easier for you aren't living your life. Do what helps you.
even if I did, the world around me isn't very accommodating. I know all people in my life wouldn't be accepting of it. I don't go out much or have many friends. don't talk where I volunteer but I told them on the form I signed up on that I wouldn't talk and they're surprisingly accepting of it. don't talk at work, but work with my mom so she talks for me basically. the times I would need it would be very hard to use. not sure if I could do it with phone calls or video calls. am known to not call back for important things because dont answer my phone and will try to email them instead and no one wants to answer emails. will beg them not to call in message. they leave voice mail saying they got my message so call them back..... have video calls with my therapist and don't know how i'd use it for that. could help for in person doctor appointments but doctors are so impatient and want me in and out fast, don't know if it would improve much. I already never get to say all I need and non verbal communications is slow. don't know how twitch chat would react, so might be the only viable option...people that know me might be weirded out but whatever. new people might make fun of a robot voice but whatever x2 if I make it part of my "thing" they can deal with it especially if I cam finish making a vtuber and make that their "voice" maybe.... would be hard when playing games having to stop to type and won't say things enough so kinda same problem.....hmmm. could maybe at least work for art streams? 🤔
#sorry for rambling. just working it out in my head#wish it would be easier but world isnt very accomodating so dont know how to navigate that#ah. remembering as a kid desperately wishing i could learn sign language and teach everyone around me so i could acrually communicate#but didnt have internet and couldnt find books for it and no one wanted to learn it for me either#was excited to take it in high school but they got rid of a bunch of classes because not enough funding and cant afford teachers :/#is alternative communication easier for me if hurdles it has are exhausting too? just emailing places is very stressful and tiring#and they never accommodate that. either ignoring or calling anyway! cant get a prescription because they dont read emails!#S I G H#talking feels so hard for me but am told don't count as semiverbal/semispeaking. makes me wonder how hard is for actual semispeakers#or dare i say....would i actually count and just got wrong info because i explain bad...idk.#am wondering if its common where people get mad because You Can Make Mouth Sounds So I Only Listen Of You Speak!#used to write in notebook to try communicating at school. people say they wont read and had teacher tear paper up and force speech#he got no speech.#pretty sure using aac would be similar “use your voice. i wont listen to that! i know you can talk!” people irl are ignorant and not nice#why this post take 45 minutes to make....typing is tiring 😅#so used to trying to typer perfect so people understand better and am known to be really good writer. but. so tiring....#maybe should try shorter wordings. is easier. hope people understand. uhhdhhdhssdhhdbdhefhf tired
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