#get insta blocked by various people

[youmakethelight]

OBSESSED with this scene between them. 🥺🫶

Also, she is Sooo beautiful.

And side noteee - ezekiel out here calling his full ex-wife and mother of his adopted child and woman who he "will never stop loving" his friend. Bc you don't have to be one or the other - someone tell the spinoff showrunner.

I have to admit, though. It feels special. After all we’ve been through, as close as I came. I got a fresh start. And it was important to me that my friend know just how much I appreciate her. It must feel really really good.

[catatombi]

beware of fang

Hey, im gonna say it outright and state that this is a call out. people get called out for being dangerous. fangs nearly pushed 3 people to commit suicide(including myself) and i had to be hospitalized because of him, so this feels justified. Im sorry if you disagree, ill keep it short and to the point If you’ve been a long time follower of his im sure you’ve seen his vague posts about his ex friends, the cotl tumblr community and “fandom drama” with little to no context behind it, other than various people appearing on his DNI. his vague nature in the posts is intentional, he doesn't want to let on that he was abusing his friends. Ive tried time and time again to write something but it never seemed right, like what he’s done to me and my friends wasn’t severe enough to warrant something like this, but it is and i don't want to let this go any longer, esp not when he has my friends, their names, usernames and literal contact information in his DNI list Over the last year ive been friends with fang hes been horrible. Hes never changed and refuses to acknowledge what hes done to his friends and how horribly he has hurt them, to keep this short im keeping this bullet pointy Here is his carrd, he has everything neatly outlined for yall to block on every platform Dont harass, dont contact. all of this is public information so https://web.archive.org/web/20240713073710/https://fanged-info.carrd.co/#boundaries

https://fanged-info.carrd.co/ Twit: FFANGEDD / narilamb_ / mewhenimsilly Insta: ffangedd / narilamb Tumblr: ffangedd / fanged-cotl / fanged-xeno Cara: narilamb Blusky: fanged / narilamb Itaku: fanged Artfight: FANGED Toyhouse: FFANGEDD Sheezy: fanged Discord & telegram: narilamb All the people mentioned have given consent Cw !!! abuse, suicide, self harm https://drive.google.com/drive/u/2/folders/1MLMOT-qvgrX-9NnUEgpl4AkEPfixy2wG

The drive is a bit out of date, as I logged it all before april. Hes posted more awful shit and vented to me again since then Feel free to request the letter i wrote to him, i might share it anyway because it sums up my thoughts on the matter If you want any additional context feel free to ask

Fang uses suicide and self harm threats to control and manipulate his friends, hes begged me for assisted suicide and when i refused to help him commit he begged in groupchats. He begged on instagram stories as well as twitter, so much so that his twitter for suspended for 12 hours. He has admitted to wanting someone to commit suicide with him and has previously formed suicide pacts and nearly followed through on one with a friend. fang backed out first. he continues to redirect blame. refusing to take accountability for his actions. He still blames his previous medications, his ex psychiatrist, his self diagnosed BPD & OCD, psychosis, and states of beings from disorders he doesn't have (claiming to be manic or sociopathic whilst not having bipolar1 or ASPD) fang blames his (ex)friends, claiming they were projecting their mental illness onto him when they were just reacting to his abuse, that they the ones in the wrong and that how they treated him/cut him off was vile and unfair, and believes that he never got real closure when he did. it just wasn't what he wanted to hear and now feels entitled to an apology from these people when all he’s ever done is traumatize and terrorize them. He describes the amount in which he has cut over pavi, wart and kat because what they put him through and how they traumatized him. The traumatizing actions were: Kat asking for a content warning, pavi didn't want to walk on eggshells anymore and blocked him without an explanation & wart blocked him after being emotionally abused for months Hes described how he would carve their names into his thigh and told me that he will carve my name into his skin when i leave too. He demanded wart and surf choose their “real friends” and cut off their community for him because fang hated that they were being “two-faced” and hanging out with “people who hate him” He would spend hours venting relentlessly and graphically in his friends DMs, demanding their time and attention and expecting immediate replies. His friends are not professionals and shouldnt be expected to be an on-call DIY therapist for him, for hours, without consent. Fang has said he is completely unwilling to self censor for other peoples safety fang has vented to a 13 year old (they were not hiding their age) He referred to me (and our friends) as a phone person, a voice, icons. Concepts he can talk. Completely dehumanizing everyone that cared about him even to their faces. He blames his ex friends for his poor mental health and has said he wishes they watched him commit suicide, he wanted his friends to be traumatized from this (as if they werent already.) When a friend posted a screenshot of a gamenight to tumblr he had a breakdown so severe and so dangerous for so long that several of his friends has to mute the DM to keep themselves safe from his verbal abuse and suicide/SH threats He doesn't care about how triggering any of this can be for someone and will subject anyone (including people in danger) to his “venting” He didnt care about triggering me and contacted me at the worst of my suicidality in january and exasperated the danger i was in so severely I had to be hospitalized against my will before I could commit suicide. 

Im honestly not entirely sure what to even think. he knew the severity of my suicidality. he knew I had been hospitalized for an attempt in 2022, and still he chose me, probably the most vulnerable of his friends at the time to vent that heavily too back in janurary Hes a dangerous selfish person whos proven over and over that hes not getting better and isnt willing to change, i honestly had hope when he slowed down his graphic vent posts and victim blaming on twitter and insta but he decided to say fuck all and get right back into his shit train of shame and misery. Heres a link to all of the screenshot, damning ones are in important bitz if you’re not interested in going through them all https://drive.google.com/drive/u/2/folders/1MLMOT-qvgrX-9NnUEgpl4AkEPfixy2wG in these screens alone he: admits to sending his cuts to his friends, threatens to cut if i leave, admits that he was going to go through with a duel suicide and begged me for assisted suicide

warts screenshots v

full screenshots & complete context in the drive as for him claims that i was stalking him: i was scared, i was his friend. i tried so hard to be good enough and never was. the screens were a by product of confiding in my friends about what was happening and the drive was made to share w/ them i admit i prolly shouldve combed out some of it but, ykno also big phat apology for tagging cotl!!!!! only did bc fang has, please stay safe everyone, and thank you so much if you have read everything (the doc encase anyone was wanting it ! figured i;d just use tumblr regular posting method) https://docs.google.com/document/d/17QjXUEdQVd8c4GZS--vPo-xR3kgmoLl4ZmN3ROMutg0/edit?usp=sharing

edit as of 8:30pm 7/17/24 here is a link to pavi's response warts response and kats response

[georgeclarkewifey]

Inconvenience | g. clarke

Chapter 6: meeting the girls

Summary: Noa meets the London Girlies

Word Count: honestly this felt so short I couldn’t bring myself to count it sorry gang 😔

Warnings: swearing and George being a dick lol

Noa checked her watch anxiously, for the third time in about forty seconds. She was only a block away from the cafe that she was due to meet Grace, Freya and Talia, but she was fifteen minutes early, so she was scrolling on her phone trying to burn time.

“Noa? Why are you hiding around this corner?” The recognisable voice of Becky Bambino asked, causing Noa to glance up quickly.

“Well um- I was early you see so-“

“Oh don’t you worry about that, knowing the rest of the girls they’ll be waiting in various roads around here because they’re early too.” She added, noticing how Noa relaxed. “C’mon, they’re all eager to meet you.”

Noa allowed herself to be pulled at the hand by Becky as she lead the pair of them towards the coffee shop.

“Aha!” Becky cried triumphantly, pointing in the distance. “There’s Freya pretending to not be early as well. See, told ya you wouldn’t be the only one.”

Noa smiled gently and shyly waved at Freya, who when she realised that she had been spotted, started making her way over to the girls to embrace them in tight hugs.

“Noa! It’s so good to finally meet you! I’ve heard so much!”

“All good I hope?”

“Of course! Come on, I think Grace and Talia are already inside.”

Noa greeted the two girls who were already there, who reciprocated her gesture with enthusiasm.

“Noa you don’t get how excited I am to meet you,” Grace said, pulling her onto the sofa next to her. “So, tell us everything, how on gods green earth do you cope with living with the boys.”

“Um.” Noa scratched the back of her head nervously. “Well I live on the floor below them, so I don’t actually have to cope with living with them, but they’re great company, especially Chris and Arthur.”

“You grew up with them right?” Talia asked, sipping her coffee.

“Yeah, born and raised in Jersey with the two of them, they’re practically brothers to me.”

“So you never liked them growing up?”

Noa recoiled in disgust, just the thought of having romantic feelings for Chris or Arthur, it just felt so off. The girls laughed at her reaction, and Grace patted her shoulder.

“Yeah, never ever liked them like that, never will.”

“And Arthur Hill and George?” Freya asked, raising her eyebrows.

“Uh, yeah probably not.”

Noa’s answer confused the four, all of them looking at her with confused looks.

“Why not babe?” Becky said, propping her feet up on one of the stools.

“Well um, George actually hates me. Not quite sure why, but he does.”

“In the words of Max Balegde what the big fat fuck?” Grace exclaimed. “But George, he’s well, George.” She faltered.

“He’s literally one of the nicest guys on the planet, why does he hate you?”

“I don’t know! He just does.” Noa said, rubbing her eyes in frustration. “Ever since I got here, I’ve done nothing but be nice to him, and all he gives me is glares. He doesn’t even try to talk to me, and if I talk to him hardly answers.”

“Oh sweetheart…” Talia comforted, pulling Noa into a hug as she began to tear up. “That’s why he doesn’t follow on insta I’m guessing?”

“Yeah, and the longer it goes on the more worried I’m getting that people will catch on, it’ll reflect badly on the both of us.”

“Don’t worry about him.” Freya said, waving her hand in the air. “He’d be fine. What we have to worry about is you, why do you reckon he’s being like this?”

Noa shrugged. “I really wish I knew, because then I could try and talk to him about it, you know? Face the problem head on, but he’s not really giving me much to go off.”

“Do you reckon it’s because of Arthur and Chris?” Grace asked. “Because he can be quite protective of his friends - I was on a night out once with him, Max and Andrew, some random guy came up to Max and just called him gay for no reason, George nearly punched him and told him to fuck off.”

Noa’s brows raised in surprise. She had never seen that side of George before, but she wanted to - even from his videos he could tell that he was a caring person, and all she really wanted was from him to act like that when she was there too.

“I wouldn’t worry Noa, he probably just needs to warm up to you and then I’m sure you’ll get along so well, it’ll probably just happen overnight, and the next day you’ll be shocked when he’s super nice to you.” Becky reassured.

“You sure about that?”

“Positive, it’ll happen soon, I promise.”

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noamurphy lovely to meet you all xxx

comments open

bambinobecky sweetest person alive love you

⮑ noamurphy love you too 😘

maxbalegde well jealous of you gkbarry_

⮑ gkbarry_ as you should noa is legendary

⮑ noamurphy staawwwpp you’re too nice ☺️

chrismd10 the football is on in two minutes why are you not in the apartment yet

⮑ noamurphy its called having a regular job give me 10 minutes

⮑ chrismd10 but you’ll miss kick off!!!

⮑ noamurphy I KNOW THAT CHRISTOPHER I CAN DO BASIC MATHS

⮑ georgeclarke just get off your phone and do your work then jeez

user1 someone teach George basic manners and etiquette pls and thx xxx

⮑ user3 IK!! like, Noa and Chris are obviously joking around can he not read the room

⮑ user4 honestly George’s first appearance on any of Noa’s socials and this is what he gives us? not it babe sorry

⮑ user1 yessss its giving go girl give us nothing

author speaks!!: hello my lovelies! Sorry it’s been so long!! started a new job and adjusting to life without my best mates by my side has really taken up a lot of my time, but here we go, new chapter with more on the way

stay cool peeps

[chaoticspacefam]

Lana: I won't apologise for being right! Saarai: 😡😡😡 Lana: Saarai: APOLOGISE.

Lana: *immediately apologises*

Your girlfriend won't let your pride get you out of this one, Lana /lh You're welcome, Theron.

(also gtfo of here if you think Lana's evil for making a mistake when Theron makes one that at the very least is ON PAR with this if not WORSE because he actually DID almost kill TWO people. I'm not saying Theron's evil for making a mistake either but my point is people are people and they ALL make mistakes, if you're gonna demonise Lana but expect people to not be mad at YOUR blorbo for fucking up in the EXACT same way several expacs down the line then you're a fucking hypocrite and yes, I will die on this hill I'm sick of that bullshit. Start shit in my notes because I've said this and you will be insta-blocked I am not joking.)

That aside I genuinely do really like this interaction. I see a lot of people poo-poo Lana's stubbornness here but I feel like its authentic given that this is still the VERY early days of what will eventually become the Alliance. Yes Lana and Theron consider eachother as friends but like....stereotypes still exist on both sides and realistically, they haven't known eachother for long enough at this point to NEVER mess up and butt heads and I feel like this interaction very nicely shows that. Lana sees just the results of the mission and didn't stop to think "hey maybe I should ask Theron if he's okay with this", Theron (rightfully) wants an apology but at this time as far as Lana is considered she didn't do anything wrong (important distinction here, as well. NOT "she didn't do anything wrong uwu" but "she thinks she didn't do anything wrong") BUT she's also not too proud to actually apologise when Rai pipes up and says "yeah actually, that wasn't nice. Apologise or I will be mad at you until you do".

I just think it's neat. It's not just the "lower down" members of the de-facto Alliance that struggle and butt heads, Lana and Theron do it too. Theron and an Imperial PC might butt heads often. The Warrior and/or Inquisitor might have problems with Satele, vice versa for the Jedi Knight and the Sith Warrior...there's so much potential for various dynamics here and I don't think it gets outwardly acknowledged as much as it could be.

[silurisanguine]

Tracing and copying another's fan art and claiming as your own is a major DO NOT FUCKING DO.

I take no pleasure in doing this, but it is important. First and foremost - Tracing images to learn how to draw properly or to get a rough outline of an object or to do quick studies for fun is a known and understood technique in art. Some of the biggest fine artists did it - Picasso, Degas, Andy Warhol, even Leonardo Davinci did it.

When doing an outline trace from say a screenshot, it's always a good idea to say it's a study of one as I've done in the past and then those studies have been from virtual photography shots I've taken and edited myself. But

Tracing someone else's fan art and then claiming it as your own - that's a big mistake. Being that the art is from a fandom I'm part of and I follow the original artist I need to call this out as I recognised the original art straight away. TLDR - The user @kindakaikura produced a Vampyr art trade that was a direct trace over and copy of katrina_g46 artwork on Insta - that Katrina did back in 2021. The first drawing was drawn up and posted on a Discord where it was pointed out it was an exact copy of someone else's art to which Kai claimed there were 'similarities'.... That drawing was posted on various socials including here but soon deleted, though I have screenshots. Since then she's uploaded a 'changed' version on Twitter , here on Tumblr - and even Insta where Katrina is based! (Update - the post has come down here, but is still up on the other links).

But it's pretty obvious what's been done to this changed version. (flipped, badly change an arm position..squashed the face). First let's see the original artwork by Katrina g46 done in 2021-

Now let's compare the original with Kai's traced copies (her first version- quickly deleted and the altered ie flipped version that's now posted)-

Comparisons -

It's pretty obvious it's a trace and copy of someone else's fan art.

Be inspired by other people's fan art by all means, but straight out tracing and then badly trying to alter it and claim as your own is just not on. I cannot respond directly to Kai or the one who commissioned them as strangely 🤔 🙄 they have blocked me here so I must make my own post calling out this behavior in the hopes they will learn from it and develop their own artistic style. I have also let Katrina know on Instagram.

[zoebrown]

After making it back home (to the luxuriously sumptuous downtown loft apartment of the gorgeous twenty-two-year-old international glamour model, Vanessa Tarasenko, for whom her former, originally-male identity of 'Cody McIntyre' is supposed to be 'house-sitting' for while Vanessa herself is away in Dubai) and throwing herself upstairs into the beautiful young 'Insta-Hottie's bedroom in order to furiously masturbate her borrowed new female form (copied off of the stunningly hot and sexy Vanessa Tarasenko's own original girlish body through the magic of a five-thousand-year-old ancient Egyptian charm in the form of the goddess Isis) to the first of what would ultimately turn out to be a series of deliciously indulgent female orgasms over the remainder of the evening, the new 'Veronica' now reluctantly climbs back out of bed to take the pair of her hostess/client's two playful young pooches out on their evening walk around the block, only to unexpectedly find herself once again beginning to get turned on by all the lustfully titillating (not to mention gender-affirming) attention that the new girl begins to receive in her sexy-sexy new female form from the various other people she encounters out on the streets of the city out beyond the four walls of Vanessa Tarasenko's loft. What delightfully thrilling new girlish experiences await our hero-turned heroine? Who will the new 'Veronica' meet during her visit to a fancy, upscale Manhattan cosmetics supply store on the following afternoon? Find out within! At roughly 31,000 words, The Doppleganger Charm (Part Six) is the sixth instalment in this Sensuous and Seductive ongoing serial-story involving Voluntary Magical Gender Transformation, Feminization, & Self-Discovery via a 5000-year-old Ancient Egyptian Relic, and which will feature some very indulgently ‘naughty’ autoerotic sexual exploration and experimental sexual encounters with both male and female partners in future instalments. I hope you enjoy yourself!

[vidyadawn]

#VIDYADAWN. Welcome to my roleplaying blog for Honkai: Star Rail's Dan Heng. This blog is independent, selective and multi-verse. Established in March 2024 and written by Min. Please read the rules below before following :)

This blog primarily features Dan Heng. That said, Imbibitor Lunae might make an appearance when the opportunity arises, because I'd love to write threads set in the past with him.

I'm not up to date with the storyline / recent update on H:SR yet but I don't mind spoilers!

RULES down below! | MEMES | HEADCANONS | MUSIC CREDIT

ABOUT ME. My name is Min, I'm over 30 years of age and I've been rping in various fandoms for over 15 years. I work during the week so replies are slow, but I'm usually online and available through DMs or discord (for mutuals only).

REQUIREMENTS. If you are interested in roleplaying with me, you must be at least 18 years of age, ideally over 21. I make no exceptions for minors, regardless of thread content. I will gravitate towards H:SR canon muses, but I am open to OCs if the character appeals to me and crossovers if I can see a way to merge our worlds together.

WRITING. I prefer plotted threads and longer replies (on average I'll write 3-6 paragraphs), but I don't expect you to match length. What matters to me is the content of our posts and our ability to progress in the story we want to tell. I don't really do short convos anymore (unless it's dash crack) and I don't write unplotted starters because they often lead nowhere. If you have ideas for our muses, just message me and if you don't have ideas yet but would like to write, let's plot together :)

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SHIPPING. I am open to shipping and I would love to develop something more profound and long-lasting for Dan Heng. He is not an easy muse to ship with and I don't insta-ship, but I very much enjoy writing ships. If I write multiple ships, they are automatically in separate verses unless discussed otherwise. As an example, I'd be happy to explore Dan Feng/Yingxing in past threads and its repercussions on the present, but I'm also perfectly fine writing them without any romantic context. I have a soft spot for Jing Yuan / Dan Heng, particularly if Jing Yuan had feelings for Dan Feng in the past, because I think that would make for a beautiful angsty love story in the present :) But here as well, I just love the dynamic and I'm happy to write then as platonic dynamic, as long as we can agree that they have a complex connection. Please note that I do not ship Dan Heng/March 7th romantically and I am torn on shipping him with the Trailblazer (that one's debatable), but I'll happily write them as a platonic dynamic. If you're interested in writing a ship with me, best come discuss it with me directly.

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Rules are subject to change. Thank you for reading this far! :)

[getvalentined]

thanks for speaking out about your experience, that’s scary! I’ve been struggling to find safe spaces online for the things I like and it’s good to be in the know all. I went to go make sure I blocked this person and I saw on his insta he posted something about having the door open for convos though just fyi! idk but maybe it’s a chance to have it all let goo bc he doesn’t sound like he worth holding space in your heart n mind anymore. Hoping that you’ll be free of that pain one day! thhanks for protecting the community and yourselfd

It's usually pretty far behind me, but he crops back up periodically, and this time around it's been particularly difficult for me because it hit pretty close to where I live.

I have heard that he's "getting help," allegedly, but he was also "getting help" when we were together—he was just extremely oppositionally defiant and blamed his psych for his lack of progress, then attacked anyone who pointed out that he had to actively participate in his own recovery if he ever wanted to actually get better. No matter how many people believe him this time around, it's the same song and dance he was doing two years ago, and I don't imagine much else has changed.

The problem is that he's a liar. He lied to me about everything from the nature of the high school he attended to the various treatments he'd been given for conditions he may or may not even have. He repurposed experiences that previous friends and partners (and possibly even patients, he's a nurse) had gone through as if they were his own, claiming struggles that he'd never experienced in order to garner sympathy and respect. Any claim of recovery that he makes should be taken as false unless there's an actual difference in behavior—something of which I haven't heard a word—and any claim of innocence should be rejected wholecloth, as he is undeniably guilty.

It sucks that he's so determined to keep pushing back into this space where he hurt so many people, and sucks even more that there are so many others who are okay with it even when faced with proof of his past actions. One can never earn forgiveness if they refuse to admit fault, and he never once took responsibility for what he did to anyone in the entire time I knew him.

I'll be all right. I just hope everyone around him will be, too.

Editing to add:

Yeah, this really reads like the response of a penitent individual who is ready to admit that he hurt people and take responsibility for his actions. Sure.

He hasn't changed at all.

[kuwdora]

January 7 - What art form would you like to try that you haven't—or, alternately, what art form have you tried that you most want to work on? -killabeez

KILLA!! What a great prompt, thank you for asking me an art question!

I spent the previous few years working on acrylic pours which has been amazing and fun and messy and a joy. but I could sense that I needed to shift gears eventually…

I’m getting back into intuitive/expressionistic painting again and some mixed media. I’m also looking forward to trying to develop some figurative drawing skills. I have not had the patience or inclination to work on my drawing skills before but I think I’ve reached the point where I really want to focus on drawing so I can do figurative abstract. Currently not very good at drawing shapes and people with any kind of intent or control. I’ve got a number of tutorials queued up for the new year. Did some practice in October and November sporadically. Have plenty of sketchbooks and even tracing paper to practice with.

I just need to put it all together and begin this new art practice and stick with it for awhile. I want to draw people, trees, plants. And cats. Been working on my doodle skills. Daily practice. Slow and purposeful.

Tools-wise I also was really fond of spray painting techniques that I tried. But I never have a good place to do that outdoors and I can't do that indoors. However I do have an air compressor and have practiced with that a little bit but I want to do more with that.

I would love do various kinds of acrylic pour galaxies with airbrush planets and nebulas, using some sponging and blending techniques too for starscapes. I had this vague idea to recreate the color palette of Star Wars planets that I kind of tried to some degree a few years ago but didn’t get too far with. It’s very cool. I just need way more practice! Here's some early practice with spray paint and later a masking attempt with a purple-y acrylic pour. The tall piece was an acrylic pour and later splattered with paint in my bath tub. Finished with a circle stencil and airbrushing for the spheres. It turns out I have to focus really hard to understand light/shadow.

I cleaned my room and hauled out a bunch of old paintings to stare at while I do some fresh warm-ups this month. I feel like I had stalled out with this kind of thing, but I think there's more I can do to express myself. Most of these I don't think have enough structure to ground the eye and whatnot, but that's why I've been staring at them off and on for a week while reviewing some inspiration videos and books. Been thinking more about color blocking and linework to help create structure.

I'm feeling adrift when it comes to sharing/posting art on various social media platforms because of the spam on Insta/Twitter (I was getting dozens of spam replies/DMs and requests for NFTs/probable theft). Not sure if to create a new sideblog or new tumblr for my art. Or if I want to rename my studio name that doesn't feel quite right anymore but I'm not ready to give up yet. Thinking about crossposting on dreamwidth/bluesky and image hosting. But really I need to keep warming my brain and brushes back up.

Anyway! Have some fresh art that I've practiced this week!

Acrylic on canvas board. Love me some quinacridone magenta on the left. The right piece has modeling paste and sand for texture. Gonna do some more layering on that.

January posting meme + claim a date - prompt me. Still writing about pretty much anything.

[thebeppiestbeppster]

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My main fandoms are Bungo Stray Dogs, Pokemon, and The Case Study of Vanitas.

Other fandoms I'm in that I may not post about a lot are Twisted Wonderland, Durarara, TBHK, Sk8 the Infinity, Project Sekai, Genshin (a teensy bit), Sally Face, and many others.

Not frequent fandoms, but ones I'm in and enjoy the shows are Kemono Jihen, Haikyuu, Bleach, Angels of Death, Sonic, and Children of the Whales.

Ships I may post about are soukoku, kunizai, siglai, vanoe, and probably others. If you're uncomfortable or offended by these, please either ignore the posts or move on from my account.

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I am extremely tone deaf!! Please use tone indicators, and do tell me if my tone ever comes off as rude, for I often can't tell.

I do not like sigzai. I will not block you for it, and of course I won't attack you or anything about it, but do keep this in mind when interacting with me.

Venting (specifically at me in personal messages. not in general posts) without asking makes me uncomfortable. Please don't.

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Basic dnis (pedos, proshippers, racist/homophobic people etc.)

Akutagawa and dazai shippers. get out. I dont want you here.

Any other ships like that, such as moridazai, odazai, etc. They make me uncomfortable. I dont like them and I will not argue with you about them. Dazatsu shippers you are bordering the dni.

People who make those ableist bsd jokes. Yeah i fucking see u guys. if you joke about how jouno/tachihara went blind, or how kunikida lost his hands, get OUT. (the only exception is if you've experienced it yourself and it's a joke for coping reasons.)

People who fatshame or make jokes about people being too under/overweight. You're not welcome here.

People who purposely mis-use tone indicators.

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https://en.pronouns.page/@Beppythebeppers

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[dianoetikon]

I MOVED RATIO BACK TO MY MULTIMUSE OVER AT @inominati!

#DIANOETIKON (gr. διανοητικόν). Private and selective DR. VERITAS RATIO of Hoyo's Honkai: Star Rail. High enthusiasm, slow writing speed. Established in April 2024 and written by Min (30+, she/her). Not spoiler free. Duplicate friendly.

"Πάντες ἄνθρωποι τοῦ εἰδέναι ὀρέγονται φύσει. Ignorance is a malady that must be cured. Should your mind exhibit symptoms of dullness, feel free to give the doctor a call."

GALLERY | MEMES | HEADCANONS

BLOG ROLL: vidyadawn (Dan Heng) | inconcordia (Sunday) | delusionaid (Genshin Impact multimuse)

Required reading below the cut.

I. ABOUT ME. My name is Min, I'm over 30 years of age and I've been rping in various fandoms for over 15 years. I work during the week so replies are slow, but I'm online throughout the dayand available through DMs or discord (for mutuals only). I am not caught up with the latest update but I don't mind spoilers.

II. REQUIREMENTS. If you are interested in roleplaying with me, you must be at least 18 years of age, ideally over 21, even more idealier over 25. I make no exceptions for minors, regardless of thread content. I will gravitate towards H:SR canon muses, but I am open to OCs if the character appeals to me and crossovers if I can see a way to merge our worlds together.

III. WRITING. I prefer plotted threads and longer replies (on average I'll write 3-6 paragraphs), but I don't expect you to match length. What matters to me is the content of our posts and our ability to progress in the story we want to tell. I don't really do short convos anymore (unless it's dash crack) and I don't write unplotted starters because they often lead nowhere. If you have ideas for our muses, just message me and if you don't have ideas yet but would like to write, let's plot together :)

IV. MEMES. Best way to get something started with me is through memes. Any memes in my meme tag are available without time limit for all mutuals, so no need to ask first, just send in whatever tickles your fancy! Heads up: it might take me forever and three days to respond, but I will get there eventually. Feel free to reblog any meme posts directly from my blog, I don't mind that at all. Bonus: there's a high chance you'll get a meme reply from me 84 years after sending it, when you no longer remember it.

V. SHIPPING. I am very selective with shipping on this muse but I am not closed off to the idea in theory. I don't insta-ship and once I do have a ship (or maybe more than one) I'll probably cap. If I write multiple ships, they are automatically in separate verses unless discussed otherwise. Don't be afraid to ask if you're interested in shipping, the worst case scenario could be that it doesn't work out.

VI. SOCIAL POLITICS.I am against callout and cancel culture and do not engage in it. Callouts will not be reblogged - I curate my dashboard my own way and I have no interest in being dragged into other people's fights. I don't respect publicly hating on fictional ships, characters or portrayals. I will never harass anyone or shame them for the fictional things they choose to write, I simply avoid, blacklist or block what I don't want to see. I believe the RPC would be a better place if people tried to be more tolerant, respectful and kind to one another.

Rules are subject to change. Thank you for reading this far! :)

[bisluthq]

https://www.tumblr.com/bisluthq/759463349616525312/the-dissonance-is-that-if-you-believe-her-words?source=share

do you really think that the situation your friend is in is normal behaviour? 😭 I'm sorry, I can't even say with a straight face that someone married has been stalking and obsessed with her ex all throughout the marriage feels normal behaviour to me. Maybe she should have married the ex and not the new guy. Does the guy even know of her obsession? Do you think he's going to think it's all normal too? What happens when the ex becomes the "friend she told you not to worry about" and he gets ditched as soon as they have problems? How is that fair to the guy?

If you think this is normal, I can see how you don't think there's any dissonance. You're basically saying that if Taylor was obsessed and stalking Matty all throughout her years with Joe, that was normal behaviour. And too bad he came back and swooped her in.

And I'm guessing you would also see as normal if even while now being with Travis, she still stalked Matty to know what he's up to 💀

Are we just free to be selfish and infuse trauma on our partners, because we don't want to deal with our shit first? This is how hurt people get created and then hurt the people that come after. At some point, there's a cycle that needs to be broken otherwise it's just people hurting each other because they were hurt first

actually yes her husband knows she wasn’t over that guy and they live on different continents now and so just physically they’re not about to become the friends not to worry about and again, when the ex tried to follow her on Insta she blocked him. Doesn’t mean she doesn’t have what ifs but she doesn’t want those what ifs answered. And hey, maybe one day that’ll change because her marriage will be in trouble for other reasons and that guy happens to be around and happens to have resolved all his other various fucking problems lol. Then yes maybe it becomes a problem. But you can’t tell the future? She could just as easily, at that undetermined future point when her marriage is in hypothetical trouble, meet someone at work and hit it off with him/her (friend’s bi).

personally, that’s why I find jealousy a taxing and silly emotion because like if someone wants to cheat, they will. If someone falls out of love with you, they might meet someone else and hit it off and leave you for them. Fwiw they might just fall out of love with you and leave and ideally that follows a similar timeline to you falling out of love, but sometimes it doesn’t and comes out the blue and you’re still invested idk.

I don’t think it’s worth stressing about exes or hypotheticals that much. I do think you should try make your partner feel as secure as possible without compromising yourself and what you want to do on big things. You also can’t be in anyone’s head so fuck alone knows what they’re thinking unless you have very very open communication and even then man idk sometimes there’ll be things you won’t say because it’s not worth it in the moment or it’s not the right time or it’s genuinely not info that person requires lol (although if you’re with someone who has trust issues my advice based on my own current case study I’m living in is just disclose the fuck out of everything because if they’re trying to deal with it then they’re disclosing everything to you - which honestly I find tiresome lol like no I don’t really need to know that some woman you went on a few dates with texted you unless you texted her back to make a plan to meet up which would have been an odd thing to do but since you’re gonna disclose that to me and show me the texts then yes I will show you the texts from some random person who messaged me too lol like if that makes everyone feel better w/e).

I just find a view of love that says “I can never have thoughts about my ex” very fucking romantic but quite unrealistic. Again, personally I wouldn’t go back to any of my exes because they all irked me in fairly profound ways and/or I just don’t love them anymore and as I’ve said before my brain is very helpful with this because when I stop being into them I start finding them legit unattractive? Like even people I know objectively are hot like when I’m over them they look mad av to me so that helps. But even so like ofc there were things that were fun about each of them and shit yk what? Sometimes I want to talk to MY longterm exes because they’re the right person to talk to at that time. Not to get back together with them but like because these are people who know me/knew me extremely well.

[the-named-anon]

ooooo so what's sans and papyrus's Deal? what are they up to? for your au :]

For papyrus (link to be added)

For sans:

Since the “judgement hall” is in the first area you go in (judgement grounds, aka ruins) you meet him much earlier.

If you’re good, he’ll crack jokes and tell you how “you’ll fit right in here”

If you’re neutral, he’ll tell you how “SPAREing is an option, you know”

If you’re evil, he’ll fight you. (Not as hard as his og fight, around the difficulty of undyne’s fight if you don’t run away.) The only way to get past him here is to kill him, or go through a very long process to SPARE him. (If you spare him, he’ll say “…why am I worthy of life, but the others weren’t…?” And the fight will be over. You’ll then go into an “aborted geno” run, and the amount of monsters you face will be much less. (Because he’s warned everyone, and they’re evacuating) ((no lore building/shopkeeper npcs, and the non-boss monsters are terrified))

if you SPARE any other boss monster (in the judgement grounds or otherwise), it’ll be a normal neutral route, where everyone’s on guard (with the possibility for king/queen (character) endings, if you follow that route)

His flavor text will be different depending on how you complete the puzzles, as well. (On all routes, not just pacifist)

If you solve all the puzzles with minimal help/attempts (or are so determined to complete them it takes 5+ for each)

Pacifist: “my brother, the self-appointed “Puzzle Master” will love you. If you see him, let him know how good you are at them.”

Neutral: “my brother would have loved to talk to you. But down here we don’t take to kindly to people like you. SPARE him for my sake, would ya?”

Geno: “heh. You took the time to do puzzles? But not to SPARE the guards? What kind of psycho does that?” (This is the only way to get the non-fighting battle (aka one-shot) with papyrus on a geno run) ((and to get a more brutal “monster-kind’s last hope”, & “Final judgement” fights.)) how he refers to you in his fight and when he runs into you is replaced with “psycho” or “psycho killer”

If you solve all the puzzles with no help (aka know about them.) ((on a first play through or after a true reset otherwise there’s slight differences))

Pacifist: “…have you done this before? I would’ve remembered a face like yours. (What went wrong last time? At least you chose the right path now). Well, if you see my brother, the “puzzle master,” nerd out with him, would ya? He needs friends who share the same passion. (Did you kill him? Or… Heh. Was he the reason you’re back here?)”

Neutral: “…have you done this before? I thought I would’ve remembered you if you did. (What went wrong last time? Are you making the same mistakes? Heh.) well, anyways, you know SPAREing is an option, right? If someone shows you MERCY, I’d choose to give it back… (don’t kill my brother… l I wouldn’t put it past you to potentially do it again.)”

Geno: “…have you done this before? I thought I would’ve remembered a murderer like you… (are you doing this for fun? What is wrong with you? Do you like seeing monsters die?)” how he refers to you in his fight and when he runs into you is replaced with “maniac/ maniac murderer” or “insane serial killer”

If you don’t do them at all:

Pacifist: “we put a lot of effort into those, you know. Maybe try to appreciate it a little more.” (Only way to get the “asshole” pacifist ending) ((is super hard not to do them. Takes 5+ “hey i don’t want to do this” talks to the various guards))

Neutral: “makes sense why someone like you wouldn’t do the puzzles… you’re not one for fun.” (Difficult to not do them, takes 2-3 “hey I don’t want to do this” talks. but if you kill the guards it’s easy, because they block the insta-solve switch)

Geno: “makes sense why someone like you wouldn’t do the puzzles… why would a killer have fun? You’d probably gunk up the mechanisms with dust anyways.” (Easiest to do, since nothing blocks the insta-solve switch)

Any other combination (like say one is no help, one you have to do five thousand times, you kill one guard to insta-solve) will result in the above “normal route” versions of what he says

This is getting kinda long, so I’ll link papyrus’s stuff up at the top and @ you in the next post

[inconcordia]

I MOVED SUNDAY BACK TO MY MULTIMUSE OVER AT @inominati !

#INCONCORDIA. Private and selective SUNDAY of Hoyo's Honkai: Star Rail. High enthusiasm, slow writing speed. Established in April 2024 and written by Min (30+). Not spoiler free. Duplicate friendly. [This blog will contain analyses and creative writing involving religious imagery for entertainment/roleplaying purposes - if this offends you due to your own religion, please refrain from engaging with my content.]

Under the light of the Harmony, all Wickedness is revealed.

GALLERY | MEMES | HEADCANONS

BLOG ROLL: vidyadawn (Dan Heng) | dianoetikon (Dr. Ratio) | delusionaid (Genshin Impact multimuse)

Click below for your guide to the Dreamscape!

I. ABOUT ME. My name is Min, I'm over 30 years of age and I've been rping in various fandoms for over 15 years. I work during the week so replies are slow, but I'm online throughout the dayand available through DMs or discord (for mutuals only). I'm currently not caught up with the new update, but I don't mind spoilers.

II. REQUIREMENTS. If you are interested in roleplaying with me, you must be at least 18 years of age, ideally over 21, even more idealier over 25. I make no exceptions for minors, regardless of thread content. I will gravitate towards H:SR canon muses, but I am open to OCs if the character appeals to me and crossovers if I can see a way to merge our worlds together.

III. WRITING.I prefer plotted threads and longer replies (on average I'll write 3-6 paragraphs), but I don't expect you to match length. What matters to me is the content of our posts and our ability to progress in the story we want to tell. I don't really do short convos anymore (unless it's dash crack) and I don't write unplotted starters because they often lead nowhere. If you have ideas for our muses, just message me and if you don't have ideas yet but would like to write, let's plot together :)

IV. MEMES. Best way to get something started with me is through memes. Any memes in my meme tag are available without time limit for all mutuals, so no need to ask first, just send in whatever tickles your fancy! Heads up: it might take me forever and three days to respond, but I will get there eventually. Feel free to reblog any meme posts directly from my blog, I don't mind that at all. Bonus: there's a high chance you'll get a meme reply from me 84 years after sending it, when you no longer remember it.

V. SHIPPING.I am very selective with shipping on this muse because I have very specific ideas of how Sunday feels about relationships between people, romantic and platonic, sex/ual desires and all things related. It's not off the table but I need and want to discuss the intricacies of this with my ship partner and make it work for both of us. That said, I don't mind ships that fall a little on the darker side - but it's not a requirement either. I don't insta-ship, especially not with Sunday, and once I do have a ship (or maybe more than one) I'll probably cap. If I write multiple ships, they are automatically in separate verses unless discussed otherwise. Don't be afraid to ask if you're interested in shipping, the worst case scenario could be that it doesn't work out.

VI. SOCIAL POLITICS.I am against callout and cancel culture and do not engage in it. Callouts will not be reblogged - I curate my dashboard my own way and I have no interest in being dragged into other people's fights. I don't respect publicly hating on fictional ships, characters or portrayals. I will never harass anyone or shame them for the fictional things they choose to write, I simply avoid, blacklist or block what I don't want to see. I believe the RPC would be a better place if people tried to be more tolerant, respectful and kind to one another.

Rules are subject to change. Thank you for reading this far! :)

[silvernyxchariot]

More About Me

ᴀ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪғᴀᴄᴇᴛᴇᴅ ᴇʟᴅʀɪᴛᴄʜ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅs ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴇxɪsᴛ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟsᴏ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ.

⚠️DNI: TERFs & FemiNazis, racists, bigots, anti-LGBT+, trolls, harassers, MAPs/pedophiles, incest shippers, meta-slaves/meta-gamers, anti self & OC shippers.⚠️

Current Favs: Supernatural, Wuthering Waves, JoJo's Bizarre Adv. (pt.1-6, reading pt.7)

Romantic/Intimate Self Ships:

¹ Donquixote Doflamingo, One Piece*

² Sunday, Honkai: Star Rail

³ Kavetham, Genshin Impact

⁴ Jean Pierre Polnareff, JJBA pt. 3 & 5

⁵ Kisame Hoshigaki, Naruto

⁶ Satan, Obey Me!

Kin List

¹ Al Haitham & Zhongli; Genshin Impact

² Lisa Yadōmaru & Sui-Feng; Bleach

³ Akasuna no Sasori; Naruto: Shippuden

⁴ Castiel; Supernatural

⁵ Gregory Violet; Black Butler

⁶ Giorno Giovanna; JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Vento Aureo

⁷ Daria Morgendorffer; Daria

• "Will you post more content for [blank] series?"

If I feel like it. My asks are currently closed.

• Rules

Remain civil and friendly to me and others. If you don't like my content, block me, as I also block freely. If Anon is turned off and you do not want your info in the answer blog, say that, and I will omit your info.

No personal questions. No questions relating to incest, pedophilia, or kinks such as watersports, golden showers, or scat. Blood play, breath play, knives, guns, some gore and horror or dark themes are accepted.

I reserve the right to ignore and decline asks or block any patron for any reason.

Q&A

• How are you?

🎶Stressed, depressed, obsessed, and possessed🎶(/small ref)

• What do you post?

Mostly rambling thoughts about my current obsession, including headcanons, one-shots, actual rants, and gaming thoughts.

Sometimes I post my art, but I'll leave that more to my Insta and TikTok.

• Are you autistic?

Yes.

I was also under the impression that many of us here on Tumblr have some form of psychosis or multiple./lh

I use tone indicators, italics, bold letters, warnings, emojis, slang & colloquial vocabulary, JPN emoticons, and strikeout text to emphasize different tones and moods in my writing. Which also leads me to: if you find my tone rude, that is your own fault.

It is not anyone's job to make you comfortable or tiptoe around your feelings on their own blog. (rant here)

• "You sound familiar. Have we met before?"

No.

The internet is a vast place, connecting people of various cultures, countries, languages, socio-political, and spiritual beliefs. I advise you to grow up, meet new people, or venture outside of the small circle you live in.

• "I've never met someone like you before" or "I'm slightly confused by your behaviour. It's unusual."

You are ignorant and brain dead if you've pulled the "I've never met anyone like you before" card.

Other people outside of your country exist. The internet is connecting people from different continents, cultures, spiritual beliefs, attitudes, personality types, socio-economic classes, and people who speak different languages. In my case, speech styles apparently made the list 🙄.

• Are you an AI artist?

No. If I still had my DeviantArt account from 2011, it would be very clear that I worked hard to get to where I am today. I do not support AI "art," "artists," or art theft.

• Are you a shipper?

*Alan Rickman voice* Obviously.

To my understanding, self shippers are also called "Yume(doshi/jin/danshi)," for (fem/neu/masc) respectively. So, I am a yumejin.

But with all these other labels, I think you kids would call me a "neutral shipper." But I'm starting to understand proshippers more and more each day. My golden rule is, I will either block you or ignore you if I don't like your work, blog, or ship. What you ship is your own damn business. Not my problem. Of course, on my own blog, I have my limits. As I respect your space, respect mine. Why people aren't logical enough to do this, just makes me believe fandom spaces deserve the hate they get. Examples:

I am a monster fucker and accept furries, but not bestiality (real animals).

I don't approve of pedophilia or the adjacent. But I'm not going to harass you for liking Nahida.

I, too, like Kaeya and Diluc x Lumine shipping (read that as "hentai"), but not specifically Kaeya x Diluc because I see them as sworn brothers.

To my understanding, proshippers are people who are willing to ship anything while letting people be and comshippers purposefully ship things that are seen as "dark" or "complicated." All for entertainment purposes, of course.

I'm definitely not an Anti. Last time I checked, I don't do that thing where Anti's will tell you to "kys :)))" or "i hope u get r🍇ped and assaulted again because u deserve it🥰". I'm not going to rant to you like I'm morally superior to you and, in the same breath, be a harasser. Dear Anti's, make it make sense. 🤨 Because you are being more harmful than helpful.

Foot notes:

* Uncomfortable sharing because someone tried stealing and copying my art and OC...🧍‍♂️We were in the same fucking One Piece server too, like "You're not slick." The mods KNEW this person for copying and tracing other art too, but they let it slide for months, until a group of us were fed up with her and retaliated.

[nuclearfeels]

REPLACE YOUR EMAIL NOW!!!

And let me explain why... I just realized how companies are using your personal information. So years ago you signed up for an email, right? just for receiving mail. Then you searched the web for the first time and found all these websites. Some have videos, others have pictures, some with games, forums where people chat, etc. Then business websites showed up trying to sell you stuff. Invasive Ads started popping up everywhere. And of course we all know how much we hate ads. So we blocked them from ever showing up But the businesses got smarter. Now they are offering people money to be sponsored on various social media sites like youtube, facebook, insta, and yes, tumblr. Which means every poor sonovabitch is shilling ads for profit. And we are all poor, so there is a LOT of them.

Doesn't stop there. Remember that email account you got? Every site you register it to is actually collecting all of your personal data, and not just who you are, but what you are actually doing with that account, and they are adding it to a database where everything you have ever done is being recorded, and used as a basis for bombarding you with specially curated content and ads. And here is how i figured out how they are doing this... I recently watched the movie Puss In Boots, The Last Wish. I didn't even know this movie existed until i saw it on the list at the theatre. The Theatre I go to has their own points card called a Scene card. You scan it for points which you exchange for free movies. Well the theatre was bought out by the bank, so they now have 3 cards. A Scene debit, and Scene Visa. And now even Grocery stores accept these cards for collecting points as well. When I scanned my card, to see this movie, and when i got my junk food, it added that information to a database with all my activity to it. So after the movie, when i got home, and turned my computer on, and went to youtube... my recommended videos changed. Puss and Boots everywhere. Videos about popcorn and burgers too. Meme videos about puss and boots, people shilling sponsored ads for the new deep fried mac and cheese nuggets, etc. I go on to netflix, and my recommended section has changed too, with videos associated with disney, sony, and dreamworks, including all the past shrek movies.

Everything you do, everything you view or buy, or see, or interact with, no matter how small or insignificant, in any way whatsoever, where you are using an account that uses your email, ultimately affects what you are going to get bombarded with later. And it is all about the profit.

And I know that might not scare all of you, but remember that even your google account has your email. Apps have your email, your phone has your email. They can track what you search up in browsers, on facebook, on any given website, hell they can even track where the hell in the real world you are now, they revealed that instragram was doing that a few years ago.

So how much longer before your political activities get recorded? Before something truly TRULY private gets found out? Something extremely sensitive and compromising? Something that a political group may dislike. During the riots before the past US election, the police were collecting data on everyone specifically for this exact purpose. To find out who was a liberal, or lgbt, or black, etc. They stormed the houses of people on their watch list in the dead of night. All thanks to a little email. If you dont want to be compromised. Delete accounts, or create alternate emails for every site you go to. get a new browser that does not collect data. Use a different search engine. Get a free VPN. save links to every Youtube account you go to, and delete your Youtube account. Do whatever it takes to dissassociate yourself from this databank they have built on you. Right now its being used to profit off of you. But one day they may use it against you.