#please just let me be

[ineffable-hyperfixation]

Hey so someone's already anonned me about the drama going on and why I'm not posting about it which

1: hun I just heard about that literally 2 seconds ago, give a girl a break from the internet for a few hours

2: I'm always extremely hesitant to reblog call out posts/drama. No matter how much info there is it's just not something I like to do!

3: Please, I know rn it seems like the world is on fire, and if you don't post about how much you're against or for something immediately everyone will hate you and say you're on the opposite side. But I promise that's not happening. Some people are on this site for fun. Some people have side blogs for things like that. Some people just don't have the headspace, and that's ok

It's not healthy to constantly be immersing yourself in nothing but bad news. To be constantly following every scrap of information you can get on a topic the entire time you're awake/online is never healthy, but it can be so much worse when it's just doom scrolling (keep apprised of current goings on of course, but one or two posts or news articles is enough)

It's part of why you didn't see a lot of stuff/my opinion on NG. I saw everything, read the articles. Hate his guts and hurt for those poor women. But I don't want this blog to just randomly be nothing but bad news for days. It's jarring and not why I made the blog

So thanks I suppose for pointing out what was going on, but please never come to me insisting or demanding I post about/give my opinion on something.

[ardenishere]

Actually what has happened today.

graph of what being hungry is like with adhd

[hundredsofsmallbirds]

it's not fucking omegaverse im just birds

[fan-is-short-for-fanatic]

[gongyussy]

(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)

[youmakethelight]

OBSESSED with this scene between them. 🥺🫶

Also, she is Sooo beautiful.

And side noteee - ezekiel out here calling his full ex-wife and mother of his adopted child and woman who he "will never stop loving" his friend. Bc you don't have to be one or the other - someone tell the spinoff showrunner.

I have to admit, though. It feels special. After all we’ve been through, as close as I came. I got a fresh start. And it was important to me that my friend know just how much I appreciate her. It must feel really really good.

[bruciemilf]

Need a teen! Bruce au where he’s exactly like Justice League! Batman and Battinson in one. That mf put the fear of every god in Ra’s Al Ghul.

Everytime he’s in a room with someone over 30 “Teenagers” by My Chemical Romance plays in the background.

Despite that, in his own way, he’s as gentle as can be with his league. Give me a young Diana who’s getting spat on and ripped apart by the media in a way not one of her male teammates get.

And she’s Wonder Woman. She shouldn’t be affected by it. And she is, anyway. Bruce relates to that in an uncomfortable degree.

“When I first became Batman, weak men tried standing in my way, too. “

“And what did you do?”

“I stepped over them.”

He has a tiny Robin he occasionally has to keep on a leash.

Give me somewhat teen mom Bruce who struggles to wrangle his unruly six year old who likes flipping from rooftop to rooftop and thinks fighting Bane is a piece of cake.

“If Tati can do it, so can I!”

“Dick,” he paused, before handing him a handfull of candy. “Wonderful emotional manipulation. Good job.”

“:D”

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[artist-rat]

some epilogue vibes (an excuse to draw some hugs. and my durge so many times)

[irhabiya]

another campaign brought to my attention by a palestinian i speak personally with, and i trust its legitamcy. Hamdy has suffered great loss since the start of this genocide, his mother, aunt, siblings, cousins, neices and nephews, and 5 month old sister were martyred. despite making the campaign months ago, Hamdy has only received FIVE donations so far, and hasn't gotten any donations in months.

please share and donate to his campaign, no amount is too little!

€95 / €10,000

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[fleshang3l]

Can I be pathetic and whiny and grind on your thigh please please please I’ll be a good boy for it,,

[theoldkyokodied]

The Allegiance of the Ascended Vampire and the New God of Magic

[bluebeesknees]

give him back 🪻

[mxmarsbars]

is it a gift you give or something precious i’m taking?

[canonically47]

what's with squid game and toxic/doomed yaoi and doomed yuri?