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I've gotten to -5 a few times and I hope I never go there EVER again.
Insanity is really not enjoyable peeps. Especially when caused by incessant, unbearable amounts of pain... 💀💀💀
Strange to say but after healing recently I've been mostly at 4, sometimes 3 during a "meh" day. It almost feels strange to be so close to normal now.
we usually think of mood as a scale from 1-5, but there's actually a negative scale too, where the frown turns back into a smile, but just a little insane !
#healing from trauma#healing#mood#moods#from near insanity to happiness#the mind works in strange and mysterious ways#healing from complex ptsd#healing from cptsd#healing from abuse#healing from pain#from -5 to 4#turning my life around#healed through exposure therapy#exposure therapy#not followed by a mental health professional#don't do this at home kids#not safe#not recommended#if you can see a therapist or psychologist and do this safely then go for it#but otherwise#don't be me
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"Always There"
Part 1 - You are here
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5: Coming soon
@anyamusumesonlywife @omagpies
#A hypothetical scenario#Anya got the Swiss Army Knife from Swansea#This is supposed to take place around a day before the crash#Let me know if you want to be tagged in the next ones! This'll be released incrementally in about 4 or 5 parts.#tagged people will be instantly notified when the next parts are uploaded#mouthwashing#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#comic#myart
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GLORY TO THE RISEN GODS
#everyone is obsessing over the new companions meanwhile me:#and yeah i drew these based off 3 dimly lit screenshots so they're probably inaccurate. do i care? no!<3#my art#dragon age#dragon age 4#dragon age the veilguard#da:tv#what is the correct tag. idk#evanuris#ghilan'nain#elgar'nan#<- i hope :)#alongside the egg on this game's roster of antagonists we have: eldritch horror lesbian and evil divorced father#absolutely obsessed with them#man they scene where they come out of the fade from behind solas has been replaying in my head nonstop since i saw it#also just wanted to point out that they said on the q&a that all ancient elves eventually go bald. but elgar'nan actually has hair in the#closeup. therefore i honestly think it's a skill issue on solas' part#also no one pay attention to the fact that i haven't posted art in like 5 months lol <3
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Woe, smooching robots be upon ye. In honor of the outstanding emotions and relatioships between characters in TF: MTMTE
#transformers#mtmte#maccadam#nautiskids#cdrw#cygate#luganode#dratchet#also#4/5 of them are referenced over poses from Layendecker illustrations!#more than meets the eye#transformers idw#took me embarrasingly long to finish up#nautica#skids#chromedome#rewind#cyclonus#tailgate#lug#anode#drift#ratchet
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It’s christmas and i needed to get something out
So here’s the forger family, in all their slightly disastrous holiday spirit.
#fanart#spy x family#sxf fanart#anya forger#loid forger#yor forger#bond forger#forger family#loid works tirelessly everyday as a top level spy#to save his 6 (secretly 4/5) year old daughter from her own unfortunate decision-making#yor is there for the vibes#and i love her#merry chrysler
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they are like three peas in a pod to me ........
#froyoscribbles#persona#persona 3#p3#makoto yuki#persona 4#p4#yu narukami#persona 5#p5#ren amamiya#id in alt text#omg art from me twice in one week....trying to stay silly with art 🥹 working on streetfghter stuff so hopefully will finish tht soon too <3
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"when did agatha realize he's wanda's son?"
in that moment. in that very last moment. excellent face acting by kathryn hahn because you see the second the pieces click into place. what pieces are those?
he's powerful enough to break a spell cast by the scarlet witch. he knew exactly where to find her in westview, which he would know because billy was right there when wanda cast the spell. in this episode he is able to say the name nicholas scratch further confirming rio's statement "that boy isn't yours". and, in that last scene, he very much sounds like a naive hero, which was how agatha viewed wanda for the majority of wandavision. he says he doesn't want to be that kind of witch, he doesn't want to hurt people, he doesn't want to kill anyone to further his own agenda.
and in that last moment, her behavior shifts because he's no longer just this kid she has been looking out for. he's wanda's son.
#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#teen agatha all along#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#maybe im thinking too much#i think as the last 4 eps progress we'll see agatha start to view him as an entity seperate from his mother#i imagine the next ep is gonna begin with a flashback sequence or montage for at least the first 5 to 10 minutes to explain billy's actions
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[ID: A drawing of all the Hargreeves plus Lila riding in Diego's van from season 4, wearing the outfits they usually wear in the promo posters. Diego is driving and using a fist to mime singing into a mic. Five is reading a newspaper in the passenger seat. In the row behind them, Klaus is dangling his arms out the window, Lila is throwing snacks at Five's head, and Allison is sharing headphones with Viktor who is sitting behind her. Ben is in the same row as Viktor and is staring straight ahead looking shaken. Luther is taking a nap in the trunk. End ID.]
Family Road Trip!!
#tua#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua fanart#ensemble cast tags lets go#luther hargreeves#diego hargreeves#allison hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#ben hargreeves#viktor hargreeves#lila pitts#posting this before season 4 says the road trip is a drive to the corner store and they spend the whole 5 minutes biting each other#also at first this was supposed to be a scooby doo style because i saw the van and An Image possessed me#however the scooby doo style did not spark joy so i stopped#my art#tua spoilers#tua s4 spoilers#tua season 4 spoilers#also theyre wearing the outfits from the posters and not from the scenes theyre in the car because: those had better reference pictures
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I finally watched breaking bad (all within the past week or so while I worked, finished it and watched el camino last night) and I'm confident this isn't a new thought I'm expressing or anything but genuinely how DID an entire generation of dudes convince themselves Walter White was cool and admirable and intended to be sympathetic. I know ppl just lack media literacy sometimes but I'm still so confused
I don't think I've EVER watched a piece of media that so blatantly depicts a guy making the worst possible decisions at every turn and having his life ruined for it and not being redeemed or made sympathetic in any significant or lasting way. the kinds of justifications villains USUALLY give that make people consider them "morally grey" or "tragic" or whatever (everything I did was for my loved ones, I did what I had to to survive, once I was in this I couldn't get out, I just needed you to trust me so I could keep you safe, etc etc) is ALWAYS framed as complete self-serving bullshit when Walt says it, and one of the only shreds of personal growth he ever exhibits in the whole series is when he finally fucking admits that. every time he does something even remotely cool or drops a quotable one-liner, something terrible immediately happens that makes everything worse and makes him look like an unreasonable idiot asshole again. by the end of the series the ONLY characters they can still contrast as being morally "worse" than him are literally a bunch of bloodthirsty neonazis who kept a guy in a cage for several months. this show is practically SCREAMING at you the entire time not to admire Walt. why did every dude I knew in highschool have his face on tshirts and Facebook pfps.
I just don't get it. at least with The Dark Knight's Joker it was like, a feature-length movie and that's it. you spend a lot less time with the Joker and it has a lot less time to delve into his motivations, so there's way more room for flanderization and misinterpretation as people extrapolate the few cool/interesting/sad things they saw into a whole nuanced misunderstood guy in their heads and online. Walter White has 5 seasons' worth of 45min episodes to convince you beyond a shadow of a doubt that he is a miserable fucking loser who ruins everything he touches because of greed and selfishness. if you weren't watching it for that, what WERE you getting out of this. what DID you think this show was about. am I just missing some key piece of context from 2012 or whatever that would help me understand this
#buny text#breaking bad#also I'm vaguely aware there was a big movement of fans who blamed everything on his wife and said she was the worst#which like. obvious misogyny from the primary audience of teen boys and young men aside#she's not really worse than any of the other adult characters?? she sucks real bad in the first couple seasons but so does everyone else#half the point of having all these characters be so shitty and rigid and unwilling to grow or accommodate others is so that#they can serve as landmarks to show how rapidly walt is abandoning his morals and spiraling into self-justification as the series goes on#the people you hate in season 1 are largely people you sympathize with in season 4 and 5 because compared to walt they're saints#idk. it's just weird having grown up around the fan culture for this show for the past decade or so and then finally watching it#and just being completely baffled now that i know what they were responding to
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This is cinematic art. Sorry, I don’t make the rules.
THE BOYS 04x04
#billy butcher#karl urban#the boys#the boys tv#the boys season 4#the boys season 4 spoilers#the boys amazon#SPLAYED OUT LIKE A REINAISSANCE PAINTING#THIS WASN’T EVEN 5-10 MIN INTO THE EPISODE AND MY EYES WERE TREATED TO A VISUAL BUFFET#husband gonna husband#BUTCHER THE BEAR THAT YOU ARE#nevermind that he’d collapsed on the floor from the sentinent tumor inside him and his becca hallucination#becca butcher
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I could've been a better man, but I'm not
more lmhs megu bc i love him. he is here fr ur lunch money :>
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: illust#lmhs#megu i love YOUUUUUUUU i have $2 in nickles and a crumpled receipt but its yours u can have it<3#i just . wanted 2 draw him fighting n looking menacing fgsfhsfk#we decided tht his bending style is an homage 2 his canon technique so ! Hands my beloved <3#had to pose in front of th mirror to get proper ref smh when will my kotobukiya hand return from war :(#honestly cruel tht we're doing this au Now before i have it JHSDG my life wld b so much easier re: bending ref if i did#well. ref fr everyone but yuuji rly#anywayyyy#decided 2 try smth different n leave the Base sketch visible ? i think i like it w th current style ive got going#makes it Soft n Sketchy#also im SO proud of my me ths the best upward tilt head angle ive ever drawn ?? n it didnt even give me any trouble????#character growth <3#*looks at clock* hey not bad ! 12:30 !#ws this....4 hours?? 5??? time blurs man idk
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#“I like the color green—’’ green? like the jacket Jin wears? Jin Shirato from Persona 3? Strega member Jin? Persona reference! Jin mentione#LMFAOOO#Everything is a persona reference if you try hard enough#persona#persona 3#persona 4#persona 5#p3#p4#p5#persona 3 reload#persona 4 golden#persona 5 royal
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tumblr music survey
because this has come up with a few friends before, i am curious -- in the replies or tags, can you list:
what you consider the average song length
what you consider 'long' for a song, and 'short' for one
a few genres you listen to the most/consider your favorite
#for me i consider 4-5 average#7 minutes or longer is long#2-3 minutes or shorter is notably short#and my favorite genres are rock n hip hop from the 90s-2000s#at least sayin from QotSA bein my fave and listening to Mos Def and a lotta others from that era or newer#hip hop & rap seems to vary quite a bit in song length#hard rock is pretty flatly consistent (esp with sumn like RATM) but any tinge of outer influence can change that#QotSA has their 7-9 minute songs#and Mars Volta n King Gizzard notably have some reaaaal long songs cuz of psych influence#or prog in MV's case
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clock it
#saw#saw fandom#saw franchise#saw movies#sawposting#saw films#saw 2004#sawtism#jigsaw#saw memes#saw 1#saw 2#saw 3#saw 4#saw 5#saw 7#saw 3d#saw the final chapter#saw 8#jigsaw 2017#spiral#spiral from the book of saw#saw x#saw 10#saw movie#sawtistic#saw posting#sawmeme#sawmemes#saw edit
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THE GLORIA SCOTT - part 2, and a follow up to my comic for the first half of this scene! thanks sm to @crashingmeteorz for allowing me to source validation for my whimsical cosmic approach to this moment <3
#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#i had such a distinct and vivid image for this scene in my mind when i first considered drawing it#but i was worried people might find it. too weird?? but . i dont want to draw 13 pages of two men lying on a bed#so heres my heavy visual metaphor for the ways in which i think john and sherlock are trying to connect with each other in this scene#i hope it makes sense!#i have so many feelings about this scene i cant put it into words so it had to be a comic instead#another note i was already working on this when joff's floorplan released and i didnt want to reshuffle the entire composition to conform#wouldnt have worked#but future comics will take the canon floorplan into account#uhmm#oh yeah also wanted to mention: i took inspiration from Space Boy the webcomic. so. read that if u vibe with this kind of storytelling#another thing: sleep well by electric president - tracks 4 5 and 6#patsart
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so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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