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continued with @miidnighters (x) -> gore cw, cannibalism cw, blood cw, dismemberment cw, violence cw, horror cw panic cw, dry-heaving cw
They couldn't stop. They just kept going--bashing and ripping and tearing and eating, their clothes drenched in the rich blood, the walls sprayed with it. It seeped into the cracks in the floor, dipped down Arthur's elbows. So much blood.
It wasn't beautiful, it wasn't neat, and it certainly wasn't his usual way of feeding. It was desperate and painful and deliberate. Like he needed them to be dead--more than dead. Gone. Something in his eyes screamed of anger, dread, fear...And that wretched hunger.
He didn't quite stop when she called his name, bashing the guy's head in until the skull split open, the face disfigured, teeth marks covering his cheeks and arms, legs torn from his torso...Tears were streaming down Arthur's face, though they had mixed with so much blood it was impossible to tell. Their weapon finally clattered to the ground, bending over to rip more flesh from the body's throat--tearing, swallowing, spitting, growling, blood gurgling in the back of his own throat. It wasn't until she called them darling that they finally managed to stop.
Out of breath, broken, and dripping with blood, he froze where he was crouched over the body. A piece of flesh hung from his mouth, caught between his teeth. He spit it out almost immediately, blood splattering the ground in front of him and instantly mixing in with the rest of the mess. Turquoise hues landed on the disembodied form in front of him, the horrific display of the elder man's half-eaten insides making his stomach churn. For a moment, he thought he might just puke up his meal, his gag reflex kicking in immediately, but no...Nothing would come up. Bloodied hands grasped against the vinyl flooring, making a sticky wet squelch as his fingertips curved against the puddles of blood, nails pressing into the floor.
"Fuck...Fuck, fuck, fuck...He--He--It was...I-- I saw--I...thought--"
His thoughts wouldn't fit together. He couldn't speak, couldn't breathe. What had just happened? He had practically blacked out and could only remember what had happened when he first arrived at the old man's house. He remembered the plan--and this hadn't been it.
#tumblr never informed me of this ask being answered so i forgot it existed and i just found it digging through things :D#miidnighters#v; flesheater#cannibalism tw#blood tw#violence tw#murder tw#gore tw#dry-heaving tw#vomit mention tw#panic tw#this is probs the darkest thing i've written in yeeeeaarss and i kinda love it
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thinking about men who never allowed themselves to be gentle. who only ever knew distress, violence and horrors, but never let it changed who he was deep down—good, kind, fair. thinking about how he lays beside you, too scared to even touch you; afraid that he might break something so precious. so you have to help him. you take his roughened palm, guiding his calloused fingers to where you need him the most. where you're the most softest and vulnerable, right in between your thighs. men who bury their face in your neck, releasing a shaky moan because finally—finally—he knows what gentleness feels like to touch. how sweet tenderness tastes when he slips those same fingers soaked with softness in between your lips and then kisses you passionately <3
#DRY HEAVES#BACK ARCHING#SPINE TWISTING#i need this with kakucho so soooo badly </333#this is also v v barou-coded !! 𖦹 ´ ᯅ ` 𖦹#also rin to an extent </33#men who are so used to brutality and harshness finally finding peace w you <33#kakucho x reader#barou x reader#itoshi rin x reader#tw nsft
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went to a clinic because of a bad fever and they gave me nausea medication because it was one of my symptoms. after a few days i was like “im not nauseous anymore why am i still taking this” so i stopped. woke up and you’re not gonna believe what happened
#tmi about it in desc#oh also#emeto tw#i got a fever and it was really bad. like it was affecting me really bad#i also kept dry heaving because i wouldn’t stop throwing up#and because i couldn’t eat anything there was nothing for my stomach to throw up#so they gave me medication for the fever and nausea. but guess who’s an absolute idiot#to be fair#it’s fucking disgusting#it’s a pill i have to dissolve under my tongue#if i could just swallow it there’d be no issue#also funny side story#the doctor was trying to ask me questions about my symptoms#but she had a thick accent and mask that didn’t help#so i looked at my mom like “?? ? mommy help”#and she clarified to me in spanish#so much so the doctor started talking to me. in spanish#and the funniest thing is. it helped. i understood her a little better#anyway#i’m just trying to stay awake til the meds kick in lol#it’s too early to be awake#wish me luck#cnp rants
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It’s half past midnight and I just woke up to dry heaving & to be sick.
Good morning to you as well, have a swell start to the day ✨
#unpleasant surprise#chronically ill#irl sick#nauseous#pain is always my gain#e talks#chronic pain#sick#feeling sick#chronically sick#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#tw sickness#tw throwing up#tw complaining#tw emeto#dry heaves#throwing up#why does my body hate me#stomach ache#upset tummy#I feel like shit now#i hate throwing up#emetophobic
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i was gonna post that screaming crying throwing up is out coughing gagging dry heaving is in but as soon as i reached for the phone my coughing gagging dry heaving turned into screaming crying throwing up. can confirm both are Not Fun
#had to call my manager and leave work bc of the coughing gagging dry heaving and i was too dizzy to drive so my mom picked me up#made it home and did mostly fine until all this transpired#tw emetophobia
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just dry heaved because my period cramps are so bad that they’re making me nauseous. I share as a reminder that this isn’t normal. If you have menstrual symptoms extreme enough to make you throw up, it’s time to see a doctor. I have endometriosis, but there are other medical conditions that can cause extreme period symptoms.
#Menstrual cramps#period cramps#dry heaving#endometriosis#tw medical#Honestly I felt better afterwards#it alleviated the nausea#but yeah several years of extreme periods and this was the first time I actually threw up
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not to sound like a massive loser but i need spencer reid to be real bc i am so friggin anxious for tomorrow you don’t believe
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I love not eating properly all day and then eating the rest of my dinner at 3am and then spending an hour retching into the toilet :) not the consequences of my own actions :)))))
#tw emetophobia#if this ruins my yummy cumin beef for me I’m gonna be PISSED#at least this experience will prevent me from drinking too much next week#I haven’t actually vomited in years it’s just dry heaving#my emetophobic brain is stronger than my stomach#honestly it would be better if I just puked and felt better instead of spending several hours being fucking miserable#but I physically can’t do it#how do I become one of those people that are like I feel sick and then goes to the toilet and calmly vomits and then comes back#like nothing happened
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it seems that i can only write when im unhappy. unsatisfied. the second i get busy it's like my mind takes a day off from being able to form sentences. or maybe it's just that my tears are the gateway to my soul; that and the snot on my fingers and knees coagulate to form words, sentences, paragraphs. i vomit into the toilet and the poems come out fully formed - disgusting and hideous like babies writhing in childbirth. but when i have nothing in my stomach, what then? nothing but dry heaving, sentences coming out disjointed, stilted. words never the exact ones i was searching for. writing when not unhappy feels fraudulent, fake. like im acting, pretending to be something im not. i want to be able to write without having to be sad.
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me crying. (tw throwing up)
i’ve been throwing up for the last three and a half hours. there is NOTHING LEFT MF. STOP TRYING TO THROW UP. NOTHING IS GONNA COME UP. LET ME DRINK WATER.
#dry heaving is my most mortal enemy i want it gone or i wanna be gone#tw food poisoning#tw throwing up
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yo mr white i am going to throw up
#jk y’all i’m being silly i’m just nauseous as hell :3#i ran a 150 when i’m more of a 100 girlie and the only thing in my stomach was fruit gummies and i’m on my period and then they had this#gas powered engine at the finish line powering shit and so i cant breath and the air is filled with gas fumes and it was just all so funnnn#oh and then my friend was dry heaving after that :)#tw throw up mention#tw vent#toad.txt
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Idk if this is like… a POTS thing. Or an autism thing. Or,, smth.
But does the smell of popcorn make anybody else just. Violently fucking nauseous?
I love popcorn, it’s my favorite mindless snack, I eat it all the time. But the smell of it fresh from the microwave is horrendous. And stars forbid it’s been burnt to any degree; I’ll gag
#it’s horrible and I hate it#can’t live with it cant live without it#Y’know#please tell me I’m not insane T^T#popcorn#autism#food#food ment tw#food mention#my dad likes his popcorn burnt#and he’ll mock me when I rush to the bathroom to dry heave#because it’s literally. so horrible#I can’t handle it
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Dry heaving, shaking, only 5 1/2 hrs left.
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since getting covid last september I've had a really severe post nasal drip that won't go away and I become hyperaware of phlegm in my throat and it makes me gag so hard that I vomit and this happens like at least three or four times a week (and I dry heave bc of it more often than that) and honestly I feel like I'm going insane!!
#this post is courtesy of me quietly dry heaving in the classroom at work and trying to talk myself down from vomiting#tw vomiting
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i do legitimately hate not being able to take pills. we already have like a thing where we gag/dry heave sometimes for no reason and i think it’s why we can’t take pills. frustrating to me because everyone says that being able to take pills is a sign that you’re no longer a little kid
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anyway i should go to sleep idk if i wanna have breakfast tomorrow..... i could also eat chocolate at the train station again bc thats awesome. idk. if i wake up super weak i'll have a breakfast
#i can go one day without food feeling normal but then when I wake up on day 2 I am almost incapable of moving my body so yeah#that's where I really do need food and it's a bad habit of mine to not keep emergency food around#bc like who knows maybe one day i will be so weak i won't even be able to go to the store fast enough before a lecture#or . Well. Not at all ?#it's gotten very bad one time in tandem with dehydration where I was crawling on the ground and dry heaving and kept passing out#so not fun :/ I am bad at reading my body's signals until it's too lage#tw ed#og#even tho this post is more about me being a lazy fuck who can't be assed to wake up early to eat breakfast food is just not a priority#anymore this came with my binge eating recovery lol now I have to make myself eat bc I need the fuel for my brain#i should probably be eating more nutritious meals though but the nutritious stuff my store sells pre-made is either gross or expensive#or both#and I don't wanna cook here lololol the kitchen sucks also it's right in front of my roommates door so I'm always scared she's gonna#leave her room and run into me
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