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mikkaeus · 3 months ago

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I love not eating properly all day and then eating the rest of my dinner at 3am and then spending an hour retching into the toilet :) not the consequences of my own actions :)))))

#tw emetophobia #if this ruins my yummy cumin beef for me I’m gonna be PISSED #at least this experience will prevent me from drinking too much next week #I haven’t actually vomited in years it’s just dry heaving #my emetophobic brain is stronger than my stomach #honestly it would be better if I just puked and felt better instead of spending several hours being fucking miserable #but I physically can’t do it #how do I become one of those people that are like I feel sick and then goes to the toilet and calmly vomits and then comes back #like nothing happened

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