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“Immortal Ye, you overpraise him. He is just a child. He only did what he should do. You flatter him.” WORD OF HONOR (2021). Episode 17 / Episode 32.

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"what groceries u been into recently" is actually a great question, there's a bunch of good conversations inside it

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A bit concerned at the amount of doctors that use the AI summary when googling things on the job

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I need to stop hanging out with cishets so much because it’s always “you look like a boy” (derogatory) and never “you look like a boy” (fun gender shenanigans)

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good things about neurology

- science

- lots of fun exams

bad things about neurology

- the regs all seem to have oddly low empathy for patients and they can’t even use the excuse that they’re busy because this is one of the least busy clinics I’ve ever seen

- everyone is on 0.1 fte so idk how tf im meant to get my assessment signed off given the most ive seen any one consultant is like twice

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have been feeling nauseous very often lately idk whether it’s the stress or eating at weird times because of placements (drs kindly just because you eat lunch at 2 and dinner at 11 doesn’t mean everyone else wants to) but it’s going bad

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I like when I’m told to ask more questions to seem more interested and then I make an effort to ask more questions and the doctors get pissed at me for asking questions

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it is so exhausting and demoralising to try and keep someone alive who doesn’t want to be alive and continuously refuses to get help. like why did this responsibility have to fall on me. how am i meant to convince someone to live when i don’t even believe much in life myself

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"everybody hates me" factoid actually just a statistical error. The average person doesn't hate you, especially not your friends. You, a person who sits in your room experiencing self loathing every day, are an outlier adn should not have been counted.

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the urge to pat my roommate on the head like a dog who has done a trick for showing unexpected emotional depth (also this is about call me by your name)

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Ugh trying to get through return of Fitzroy angursell so I can read ATFOTS but I am so not a whimsical quest kind of guy 😭