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My funniest trans memory is me being shirtless with my binder on at a school trip and my room suddenly turning into the spot for a pretty large gathering. Some guy asked me abt it and I was like… it’s my sports bra. Genuinely 0 way he would’ve believed me if he knew anything abt bras but thank god for oblivious cis guys

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I am like. Severely ticklish but have somehow convinced everyone I know that I’m not. It is through the power of a killer poker face and my asshole tendencies that I have achieved this.

I laugh when people tickle me perhaps but I am mean enough that people think I’m laughing at them for even attempting to tickle me.

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I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep fucking meeting new people and having to explain that yes I am in pain and yes I am fine. My hands are shaking and im showing you cause I’m always entertained by how intense they move, stop pitying me. I’m getting a migraine so I’ll have to catch you later but Jesus Christ I’m fine. If I was deeply unwell why would I just be chatting to you?

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I love being hit by a migraine while I’m trying to make friends 👍 so great I’m sure I came off really cool and charming and not at all sickly and rude

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My knee is actually going to pop off my body. Oh god fuck ow please help me

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I might have an odd relationship with food but I’m ignoring that in favor of just reveling that I can eat some of a treat, put it back in the cabinet, and be able to finish it later

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Phantom pain is real and cutting off my leg won’t get rid of the pain. Phantom pains would occur if I removed my leg and having a prosthetic would cause separate problems to my chronic pain. Even if cutting off my leg would be comfortable I still have hip, back, and migraine pains it would not be overtly helpful. Fear is the mind killer but make it about not cutting of my leg or whatever

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I feel like I’ve been a pod person for the past 18 years and now I need to do something with my fucking life

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Drugs 👍

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FUCKING OW I HATE MY BODY. God at least it’s only my migraines that make me cry at least I can keep some dignity while my leg attempts to disconnect itself from my body forcefully

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As someone who has identified as a lesbian, a bisexual, and a gay man at various points in life I’d like to say I feel like have truly captured the lgbt quadfecta

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Man I definitely have arthritis I just need to find a doctor that will diagnose someone young with it. Fuckin hell I’m exhausted with doctors.

Forever mad that nobody caught I might have rheumatoid arthritis before I stopped growing. ONE OF THE SYMPTOMS IS STUNTED GROWTH IM SO MAD I COULDVE BEEN MY TRUE HEIGHT. BUT NO I’m stuck being far shorter than everyone in my immediate family AND I have joint pain. Fuck everything

Ow joints hurt

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I think I just want to fuck something up and be disappointing for something that I chose. An actual disappointing act that I made the active choice to do, rather than being disappointing for some bullshit like not acing a test

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"I can't like women, I'm just fetishising wlw and nblw, I'm not queer" Sorry to break it to you, me, but in order to fetishize wlw and nblw you need to like women.

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Being a trans guy can feel like betraying my younger self. Because she worked so hard to not be seen as weak and show that girls could be just as rough and strong as the guys or even better. And now I am a guy, and me being incredible doesn’t feel like anything good or important anymore. And she would hate that; she would want us to keep being the best in the world. But I know she did it to prove that girls are strong; and now all her hard work has gone to making some guy she doesn’t know yet stronger and better. Did she put in all that work for no effect? Or was she able to leave the impression she needed to? All I can do is keep advocating for women

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Actually maybe I’m not weird and other people are

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Hey trans guys you should put a make up beard on. Warning it may make you cry