#drug vent

[moonlit-bonemarrow]

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[borderlinejackiee]

[hellscape-halogens]

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sometimes I really really miss drugs. especially today.

I'm so fucking exhausted and sleepy and I have nothing except 38 measly grams of caffeine inside a Pepsi can. Not to mention I just recently started a diet and I am so so so fucking exhausted because I'm doing portion control for the first time ever, and I'm not used to doing healthy portion sizes so naturally... because I'm used to over-eating, my body seems to think I'm a small starving Victorian child who gets paid a shilling a week to sweep chimneys.

I want coke. So fucking bad. Not the canned kind.

[kazzikkiii]

having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

[pinkistufff]

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

[muzgozjeb]

[incorrectbatfam]

Not DC related but it genuinely baffles me how someone can look at my friend—the seediest, Shaggy Rogers looking, bong water smelling dude on the Eastern Seaboard—and still misgender him

[3m0g1rlyyy]

i genuinely want to relapse so bad like it’s not even funny.

[kilodram]

this grunge @na girl <3

[de8dly]

substance abuse? i think youll find that i am quite nice to those substances, officer.

[moonlit-bonemarrow]

Haven't relpased but I've really been wanting to lately. Sobriety is hard

[emotionaleating]

[borderlinejackiee]

[11o8x4]

everyday life . when will you break the cycle

[teaboot]

Scooby-Doo villains had the right idea, I'm gonna start dressing up in elaborate costumes to scare off rich property investors and tourists and fucking landlords. My home town usesd to have almost no folks stuck on the street and now our whole downtown is a tent city. These people grew up here. You know who didn't? The retired millionaires renting out one bath no bed 80sq ft. broom closets for a grand and a half. Not to be all "get the fuck outta here" but damn go fuck up wherever you grew up, I gotta watch teenagers smoke crack now. Fuck